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384 Permission To Hope

Author: Anney GW
last update Last Updated: 2024-11-03 21:45:04

(Winona)

“It is positive, Winona. You are pregnant.”

The words echo inside my pounding head, sending shock waves through me. My vision blurs, the walls close in. I can’t breathe, can’t think. This can’t be real.

I feel tears on my cheeks but I’m so far away from reality right now. My anxiety has taken over. I clutch my chest and my breath won’t come out of my lungs so I can take another breath in.

“Winona, focus on my voice,” Klara says gently, her hands on mine. “Breathe. In… and out. Slowly.”

I try to follow her instructions, her calm voice guiding me through each breath. It’s hard. I just want to run away. Gradually, the panic recedes, leaving me feeling raw but steady.

She reaches into her bag again, pulling out a small vial. “Here. This will help. passionflower and lavender. Just breathe the scent in.”

I inhale the soft, calming scent, feeling it ground me as it fills my lungs. The tension in my chest loosens, and I look at Klara, grateful beyond words.

“Thank you,” I whisper, ba
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