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Chapter 31

"The heart wants what it wants. There's no logic to these things. You meet someone and you fall in love and that's that." —

Woody Allen

“I’ll never forget the first day I saw you,” he said later on, as we sat leaning on a boulder, his arm draped around my neck, and my head on his chest.

“It was in the fruit market, and you were there with the older housekeeper. I didn’t think you were a real human being. In fact, I thought you were a goddess or something. You didn’t look like you were from this world.”

I smiled. “I’m sure you were still in your diapers then, so you hadn’t seen much of the world yourself.”

He chuckled. “You’re not that much older than I am, Zeynep. Three years is nothing in today’s world.”

“It’s four actually, and that’s plenty where I come from,” I answered, the smile on my lips fading. “You’re too young for me, Jason. This can’t lead anywhere.”

He titled up my chin. “Says who? Make no mistake about it, zeyne
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