Chapter 101 : Month—One

Chrisanna

I'm officially in the most painful stage of my life where every second of breathing is painful. As days keep passing, I feel the pain taking over all other emotions. I'm on medicines— 3 times daily— weekly check, therapy, and draining energy.

It's so painful sometimes that I can't even react in front of others. I feel embarrassed — some days, I feel like shit.

Samuel left his position in the company to give his entire focus to me. But he still works sometimes from home as Uncle Kane is handling all his projects and needs his help most of the time.

Paa is around most of the time— checking on me and taking me for checkups once in a while. Mama has taken a break too and gradually I'm starting to feel awful.

It seems like they all have changed their lives completely because of me. It stings to see my parents go through the same pain again. If Samuel wasn't there, I know both of them would be stuck to me like they were years back.

And Samuel— I don't even know when was the la