After a long, tiring hours in the jolting and swaying carriage, a quick stop at a little town to change hackney, and a little visit to a jewelry shop to sell her engagement ring, they were finally almost at the end of the trip.
Her lips touched a mischievous grin as she recalled the wicked satisfaction she had when she sold Roger's gift. The shop owner looked at her in suspicion, but took the ring anyway. He must have thought she was a discarded mistress or sort of that. She didn't care, the ring made an adequate sum of money she would need for the coming days. She was glad she had tamped the irresistible urge to throw it out of the window that night.
Across her seat, Polly was snoring loudly, left her alone with her thoughts. Despite her confidence in what she was doing, Ava was in a quandary. She knew she would always be haunted by Roger, forever bound to him by the unbreakable contract. By now her father must have been searching for her. He was a very powerful man, he would send people to chase her. However, it would not be easy to find her, just like looking for a needle in a haystack. It might take forever to find her. She had some time to spare, but she would never be free. Unless... unless she could find a man and get married before her father or Roger find her. It would set her free and break the contract.
She closed her eyes. She would. Pray she would find the man in the new home. It was a land where magic happened and dreams came true. She might possibly found what she'd been looking for there. It was a countryside and she decided she liked the country men better than the dandy gents in the city. Oh, yes she adored the well-fashioned, preening beau when she was younger. They looked so graceful, so sophisticated. But a full month being with one of them, among them, had taught her that those men were nothing but cold, conceited, overpampered narcissists. She would never associate with the nobility again, for the rest of her life. Their superiority, their arrogance overwhelmed her. She would find a humble country man for a husband. He must be gentle, warm, kindhearted and sincere. If he were also handsome and sweet, it would be terrific.
The carriage slowed down to a moderate speed, she looked out through the window once again. A shimmer of gold tinged with pink was rising in the sky, unveiling the silver mist over the greenery. From a distant, a landscape of a countryside welcomed her. For a moment, she was completely absorbed by the beauty, her eyes sparkling in awe. She almost could smell the morning dew, the scent of a new sweet earth. Now, the dark is put behind and before her, the glorious morning awaits. The light has returned and a new day has come.
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To come into a new, different life could be both exciting and overwhelming. Soon she had to learn to live without the customary convenience she used to have. No servants, no fancy meals, no fancy dresses and shoes. Everyday was all about housechores. And she learned to make a little money too. Polly had bought twelve hens from the market. They were, more or less, farming now. Polly was great at bread making. So they decided to sell bread and eggs to the market for a living. Because Polly practically did almost all the housechores and the bread making, it was her task to go selling at the market.
Of all the convenience of a wealthy life, one she missed the most was the luxury of bathing in the warm water, took a leisure bath, spent more than an hour in the clean, fancy tub, savoring the fragrance and texture of expensive soaps while reading her favorite books... Now she should go fetching water from the well, back and forth at least three times to make a sufficient bath, and no more laying in the tub, and the water was cold.
Thinking all about it as she drew the water from the well heavily, Ava decided she wouldn't be a whiner. She missed the fancy bath almost as much as she missed her parents, but if the cost of a convenient life was marrying Roger, she would better be bathing in a frozen lake for the rest of her life.
Strengthened her will, she pulled the fully loaded bucket and failed at once. Panting, she gave a next try and finally succeeded. Putting it on the ground for a while, she turned to get a sight of her home, about 100 metres away from the well. Looking at the full bucket again, suddenly it felt like a long, long way to go.
After a few days, they had gotten some new friends. One of them is Lady Byrne, and old woman with a friendly face and a plump body. Unlike the proud aristocrats she had met in London, the baroness was surprisingly humble. She paid a visit one afternoon bringing them chicken pie and some biscuits. Soon they found that she was very fond of speaking, amusing them with her stories about myth and magic in the land. She was also a dramatic matchmaker that loved to romanticize everything. They were highly entertained everytime she was around. Grateful with her new friendly, heartwarming companies, Ava could only hope it was a good sign of a new beginning. A first chapter of a new and better life.
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Shielding her eyes with her hand as she walked home from the market, Ava saw an old man riding a cart slowly toward her from a distance. The sun was shining brilliantly today it was almost blinding. The air was stifling hot. As she got near, she saw a lumbered donkey pulled the cart, the old man sat in front of a heap of rough planks. He had a scar across his wrinkled face, his disheveled beard was getting white, his whole expression was stiff and sullen.
Suddenly there was a thundering hooves from behind her. She turned to see a lone stallion running madly through the bleak landscape, right toward the old man's cart.
"Watch out, sir!" Ava cried to warn him. The old man jerked the bridle hard, forced the donkey to move aside, but the clumsy animal was remarkably slow, it only brayed and lurched, couldn't barely move.
The mad horse hit the cart so hard, it was overthrown along with its content, the old man rolling helplessly on the road.
"Sir!!!" Ava rushed to the old man quickly and leaned over him. Relieved to see him breathing and not bleeding at all, she patted him gently on the shoulder. "Sir, are you all right?" The old man grunted unclearly and opened his eyes. He frowned as if in pain, trying to brace on his elbow. "You want to sit? Let me help you." Ava tried to pull him up, but he tensed, cursing in pain as she moved him.
There might be a broken bone, she didn't know what to do. She never faced a situation like this, yet obviously she couldn't help this poor man alone.
"Are you all right, miss?" A smooth, clear baritone voice tickled her ears from behind and she turned back to see ...
Apollo or Adonis, she could not decide. The man was possibly the most handsome man she had ever seen. His hazel eyes was warm and enchanting, his nose was perfectly shaped, and his mouth, she swallowed just to see that mouth. Full and masculine, yet it was velvet smooth. He had a strong jaw covered with thin bristles like he hadn't shave for a few days. His unfashionably long golden hair tumbled to his shoulders. His skin was tanned, unlike the dandy gents she had met in London. The stranger looked as captivated as she did. His eyes flickered with awe, just like any man who met her at the first time. She had been accustomed to such appreciation, but this time she was bursting with pleasure.
Carrying the old, unsent letter in his hand, Ashton took a determined step to Lord Carlton's bedchamber. The door was left slightly opened, as to make it easier for the servants to hear if the lord rang the bell. He stopped in front of the doorway and peered inside. Through the narrow opening, he could see his uncle across the room, sitting on the wheelchair by the window, gazing out into the wintry garden outside."Do come in."The lord called without glancing his way. Despite the head injury, his uncle hadn't lost his usual alertness, and the wheelchair didn't make him look less forbidding. He was very fortunate the injury didn't cause him any permanent damage, and though he hadn't quite regained his normal strength until this day, the doctor said that he would no longer need the device in a couple of weeks.Lord Carlton turned in his wheelchair to face him as he entered the room."What is it?"His uncle
Present DayWhen Ava peered into his chamber this morning, she found that he'd been able to get out of bed without any help. He stood in front of the mirror with a brush covered with lather in hand, meeting her gaze within the reflection. He paused, watching her breeze into the room and walk toward him."Oh, you're up already. Do you feel any better today?"She asked casually."Very much so. I think I'm going to have some fresh air. I'm tired of being confined in this room."Stopping within a foot from him, she glanced at the shaving equipment on the dresser."Let me help you.""There's no need-""Sit over there."She ignored him, motioning him to sit on the sidetable. Obediently, he did her bidding, half-sitting on the edge of the sidetable. With a brush, she smoothed the lather evenly ove
For a moment, she was quite bewildered by his request, but then she realized, by asking her to do so, he was trying to be completely truthful to her, to share his darkest secrets with her, no matter how sordid and shameful they were, to let her see the ugly side of him and to trust her without reserve.She settled back into the chair and took the letter from his hand. She opened the envelope and unfolded the letter, clearing her throat before she started reading,"Dear Carlton,I hope you will understand why I choose this way. I can no longer carry on in this fashion. It's not that I don't love you enough to go on. No words can express how much I love you. I die a little inside each time I see you. You can't imagine how difficult it is for me, but we both know that this is the best for us. I know you can't desert your family, and I don't blame you, for I can never do that to my son eith
Several hours later..."This is unspeakable. I can't believe it."Magnus' voice carried clearly across the hall. He turned around abruptly, wild sparks shooting from his eyes as he gazed furiously at the woman sitting in an armchair on the other side of the room."For Christsakes, why would you do this, Mother. How could you?"Lady Cecily stared into the void without so much as a word. Her eyes devoid of emotions, her refined feature as hard as granite.Sitting in a wheelchair pushed by a servant, Lord Carlton entered the parlor. Behind him are two of the guardsmen. Shooting a bitter look at his wife, he uttered with a composed voice."You'll be up before the magistrate to face the legal consequences of your crime. I've sent words to the authorities. The Constable will pick you up at first light."The lady took the notice with a pr
With soundless steps, Ava sneaked her way to Lord Carlton's bedchamber. The door was slightly opened, allowing a shaft of light from inside the room to spill out into the dark corridor. Stopping by the doorstep, she peeked into the room through the small opening. In the middle of the large bed, the lord lay as white and still as death. A candle burned in the nightstand, casting a dim glow in the gloom of the chamber.Drawing a long, fortifying breath, Ava slipped into the chamber. Crossing the room, she moved around the bed and sat in the chair nearby, gazing regretfully upon the lifeless face.To have a death on her conscience was too great a burden to bear. Perhaps she was a fool to think that to confess her sin and beg forgiveness from the insensible victim would give her a little comfort, but she just couldn't help it."I'm so sorry, My Lord." She began."I thou
There hadn't been much progress on Lord Carlton's condition the following day. He remained unconscious, only a faint pulse indicated there was life in there, yet it hung by a tenuous thread. In the morning, Doctor Haynes returned to check on him. Ashton asked him if there was any hope, and the doctor shook his head slightly in answer.In contrast to her dramatic reaction over Lord Carlton's condition the day before, Lady Cecily showed little interest in taking care of her husband. Instead, it was a loyal servant that had worked for the family for nearly fourty years who seemed to care deeply about him, feeding him with broth and water every hour, and applying soothing balm to his chapped lips. When she had finished her gentle ministrations, the old maid would kneel beside his bed and folded her wrinkled hands, praying for the master's recovery.Inside one of the sitting room in the secluded West Wing, Ashton stood gazing into the fire where