A silhouette stood in the dark, beneath the trees. The moon rose, sending moonbeams through the leaves and for a moment the figure looked like a ghostly shadow. Until his silver locks gleaming at a ray of light.
Ava gasped when she recognized him. In the midst of the dark with moonlight illuminated his face, he looked like an angel of death.
The scarred man who held her grinned maliciously.
"Look who's joining the feast."
He made a quick scan of the duke's simple yet well-made clothing.
"Tis' fancy blueblood will make a great deal of fortune." He cocked his head.
"Finish him, Gully."
The gloomy villain stormed to him like a ravenous animal. Her eyes widened as she noticed the man looked like a hulking beast compared to the duke's tall and slender figure.
It happened too fast she could barely see anything. A sudden whistling, a flash of white light, then all she could see was a blade piercing through the giant's body to the very hilt, blood spurting heavily from the cut. She cried and turned her face away.
The scarred man threw her hastily and she crushed hard against the ground. She was so overtaken by shock and fear she barely felt physical pain. She heard the villain curse furiously.
Another whistling and a piteous cry screeching in the air. Ava crept to move away from the scene, her body was cold all over.
The villain was on his knees, clasping his hand to the right side of his head, blood dripping through his fingers. A distant away, a tiny something laid in the ground, splattered with blood.
Ava started to tremble when she realized it was an ear. The villain's ear. She turned to see the poor man crying, begging for mercy. She saw the duke coming over him, a sword coated with blood in his hand.
There was something about his composure that made it awfully terrifying. Ava knew instantly he wouldn't show any mercy. He was going to kill this man.
She struggled to get up and ran toward the duke, standing between the two men. The duke seemed surprised by her sudden move.
"Please don't kill this man! He has already surrendered!"
Suddenly a harsh groan came from behind and the next second she was already lunged by the villain. His arm outstretched tightly across her shoulders while another one held a dagger against her neck.
"Throw your sword away or I'll slit her throat." The man hissed between clenched teeth.
From the slight gleam in his eyes, the duke must be quite taken aback, but he remained still.
"Now!" The villain shouted, pushed the dagger a little more, it nicked her skin.
To her surprise, he flung his sword away at once. The metal fell a distant away, clanged against the ground.
All in a sudden, the villain threw her away at the duke. She crushed against his chest and reflexively clung to his arm, keeping herself from falling. He grasped her arm at once, at the very moment, the mad villain stormed to him, roaring as he struck the dagger at him.
Ava watched in horror as the duke lifted another hand to fend off the attack. He pushed her aside, she lost her balance and nearly fell. The next thing she knew was the dagger fell to the ground and the duke was clasping the villain's head, trapping it between his hands.
She cried loudly and turned from the sight, covering her face with her hands. The next second, she heard a short cracking sound, followed with a dull thud.
Her heart pounding wildly like it was going to jump out of her chest. She was witnessing a murder. A brutal murder. She was in the midst of it. She stood still, her shoulders hunched, her body was shaking from head to toe.
It was silent now, there was no sound but the rustling leaves on the trees. Slowly, she turned to see him, her trembling hands were still on her face.
"Don't turn back." He warned.
"You're not going to like it"
She startled and turned away again hastily, but this time she made the mistake of lowering her hand and opening her eyes. The dead body of the other man laid a distant away, bathed in soaking blood.
She had no idea how she could stay conscious and alert throughout the terror, but now that it was over, she felt like she was going to faint, her vision faded, her knees began to buckle.
Suddenly a strong grip seized her and she was hauled away leaving the hideous sight. Her consciousness returned gradually as they went farther. The first thing she perceived was a clean masculine scent. Though she smelled blood that spattered over his coat, she could still smell his natural scent. The next thing was his warmth that wrapped around her as he held her shoulders. After what had happened, surrounded by his scent and warmth was deliciously comforting. She tilted her head slowly to see his face. For one who had just killed two persons at once, he looked indifferent.
"I... I'm all right now." Her voice was quivering and her step was unsteady. He looked down at her with glacial eyes, somehow they made her heart beat faster.
He stopped and released her from his grip, the warmth of his embrace disappeared from her back and suddenly she felt disappointed.
"You almost have yourself killed, empty-headed fool! What were you thinking, trying to protect the villain? Have you lost your mind?!"
Her mouth gaped open, and closed, and opened and closed again before she was finally able to utter a word.
"I... I just... I think... you don't need to kill them..."
"Really?" He said sardonically.
"Those men nearly rape you, and they would very likely kill you afterwards. What makes you think they deserve mercy?"
She choked at the dreadful thought. She swallowed nervously,
"But... it is not right to just... put them to death..."
"Had I let them go after I've scared them, soon they would prey another maiden. Another woman crosses path with them might not be as fortunate as you are to have a rescuer. Giving mercy to them means you put someone else's life in danger."
She fell silent, couldn't deny the truth in his words. He glanced toward her and suddenly she couldn't bring herself to gaze back at him. From the corner of her eyes, she saw him discarding his coat.
"Cover yourself."
He handed the fine wool to her and at the very second she just realized that most of the front of her bodice had been shred, exposing a plentiful view of her shoulders and cleavage. Totally embarrassed, she covered herself with one hand and took his coat at the same time.
She gasped in horror at the sight of his wounded hand. There was a deep, long slash across his palm, a trickle of blood still dripping from the cut. She glanced at her arm where he had grasped her just a little time ago and saw the fabric stained with his blood. She recalled the moment before when one of the villain struck him with dagger, he had fended off the attack with his hand. And it was her fault, for he flung away his sword because the villain took her a hostage.
She put his coat around her shoulders quickly and took his hand to her inspection.
"Your hand! It must be really hurt!"
Guilt filled her as she recognized it was his right hand. The hand he used to paint. She fumbled into her pocket to draw a handkerchief.
"I've survived many worse than this." He withdrew his hand from her quickly, apparently her attention was not gladly received.
"We have to stop the bleeding and cover the wound soon, otherwise it would get infected." She snatched his hand without thinking and held it firmly yet gently in her hand, then she pressed the folded linen gently against the wound.
"Does it hurt terribly?" She glanced upward worrily and met his gaze. An odd, unexpected thought floated through her brain. If pain could be shared like some sensible objects, she would take half of his pain for herself. No, she would take more.
In that moment, unexpectedly the way she looked at him, the way she was taking care of him, brought back a far, distant memory he had buried long ago. It flashed in his mind vividly, a vision of his mother easing his pain as a little boy. This moment was a resemblance of the fading memory. He showed a little cut on his palm and her mother kneeled down before him, soothing the pain, then she glanced up at him, her eyes glowing with tenderness. No one had ever looked at him that way again. No one. Until now.
She was always a filthy, unworthy, deceiving wench to him. How the image of her could remind him of his beloved mother was absolutely insane. But in this strange moment that got him tangled up with her, all his senses was telling him that she was sincere, her concern for him was honest.
Impossible. The midnight-haired witch had charmed him with her enchantress eyes.
She sensed his resistance instantly as he stiffened and pulled his hand off. She knew it wasn't for the pain but his distaste to her touch."Hold on, please let me help you. The bleeding is awful. We have to bind your wound."Studying his wound with a quick glance, he found her reasonable. He was seriously injured and needed immediate care. There's no point in denying her help."If you will allow me, it won't take long ..." she glanced up to see his reaction, but his expression was indecipherable. "May I ..." She reached his hand very carefully, fearing he would shrug her off at once.He didn't. She wrapped and tied the handkerchief around his hand, a trickle of blood soaking the white fabric, but the bleeding had slowed down. She felt him watching silently, and she got a bit nervous. As soon as she finished the task, she pulled off and stepped back.She seemed restless and regre
"Your Grace, I believe your hand will recover completely and you will be able to draw exceedingly well just like before."He turned to her abruptly and she nearly jumped at his terrifying expression."This, is just a sort of entertainment for me. Nothing more. Would I be able to draw again or not, it doesn't matter to me. I don't give a bloody damn!"And unexpectedly he flung the sketchbook away into the lake."No!" She couldn't help a cry. She was staggered as the sketchbook made a splash on the lake surface and drowned entirely into the water.She turned and stared at him as if she was looking at a ghost. Her dramatic expression was almost amusing him. He challenged her surprised gaze with a murderous glare, intended to scare her away.
After a long search in the deep, cold water, Ava finally found what she sought for. The lake was deeper than one she used to swim in Roseville, so it wasn't as easy as she assumed. The water was clear under the bright sunlight but as she went deeper, it got darker. It took a little while before her eyes adapted well with the low light. She was glad she had the stamina. She could stay six to seven minutes under the water.She felt relief as the dark cover of the book caught her eye. The water was biting cold. She would freeze if she stayed here any longer. She took the book and held it tight, she was just about to swim up when something came around her waist and pulled her up.Panic struck her instantly. She had been caught by some water creature! An image of a giant octopus flashed in her frantic mind. She struggled, moving helplessly to fight whatever captured her, but it was too strong. She pushed the tentacle encircling her belly with one
After the fire was well lit, he stood up and walked toward the front door. She was surprised to see him leaving. The room had just grown deliciously warm and he was soaking wet just like her."You're leaving?" The question escaped her lips before she knew it.'Am I supposed to stay here while you're stripping off the last piece of your clothes?' was the first reply floated in his brain, but he kept it in place. To say something like that to her was beneath his dignity. Before he made any reply, she added"You need to take off your clothes."Ava bit her lip at once, too late to hold the remark. Never crossed her mind she would say such a thing to him.He imagined how would it be to hear her saying it in another circumstances."I can take care of myself. For now I suppose you wi
"It will work perfectly, won't it? How long will it take to cure the wound completely?"Ava cast a hopeful glance at the little pot in her hand. A thick, dark green colored ointment inside the pot gleaming in the candle, its exotic scent filled the air in Madam Nora's little cottage."Certainly, it will cure any kind of wound in two or three days. Just try and you'll see the magic."Nora answered without the littlest doubt. The fortune teller strained her eyes at her in a mysterious gaze."Get yourself prepared, young lady.""For what?""Turn and twist of fate. It's coming your way, there's no stopping it, there's no escaping it."Another absurd, indecipherable prophecy. She better went home now, before the night fell. Certainly she didn't want to experience another terror like the last time she left this place. It didn't stop her to come here again, though. Because
"Thank you." She breathed in relief and dropped her gaze to his hand. She reached for it gently and brought it to her hands. He held his breath at her touch. Her fingers were cool and soft against his heated skin, soothing as much as arousing at the same time. He marveled at her soft, delicate fingers as she undid the strip binding his hand. Contrasting with his, her hands looked small and fair, her skin was the color of snowflowers."It looks terrible. You may suffer some serious infections. Is it painful all the time?" Her anxious voice interrupted his imaginings. The strip was completely undone, exposing the wound in his swollen flesh.Looking down on the severe injury, a tender feeling for him rose inside her. He must be in pain all the time. She caressed the outer side of his wound reflexively to ease the pain."A little..." He replied shortly, the sensation of her touch thrilled him and he feared a tinge of tremor
He must be insane, he was totally out of his mind. The brazen request should never be made, but the moment it was said, he felt greatly relieved he had done it before his senses came back and ruled him. Such a sweet tempting torture she was, he just wanted to endure it a little longer.She stood perfectly still, but couldn't bring herself to answer. Suddenly he was crazed by fear that she would reject his request. A second of wait felt like an hour of torture. When the pressure peaked to its extreme culmination, he uttered the question in measured composure."Do you accept my term?"He detected a slight gleam in her eyes, like suspicion or hesitation. She stared at him in a state that seemed as if she was on the alert."In one condition." She answered the question with a cautious reply."I accept as long as I am not to be painted nude.""God, no!!"He chuckled, coul
"I'm sorry."Damn. She had seen the drawing of her in his sketchbook. She must be imagining she was something special to him now. She must be thinking he had been attracted to her. But he shouldn't care overmuch about it, he had asked her to be his muse. He said openly he wanted to paint her. She must have known he had some kind of interest to her."Sit over there!" He motioned to an armless settee, anger made his voice harsh. She obeyed in a rush, the next second she already settled herself there."You're not allowed to do anything here other than sitting there and staying perfectly still. Keep your hands away from my things."She was still overwhelmed with the unexpected discovery, she barely felt fear or shock. She mused on him, wondering what was he thinking when making a sketch of her? Was she on his mind every second of it? Though, she shouldn't be too surprised about it. She had known it from
Carrying the old, unsent letter in his hand, Ashton took a determined step to Lord Carlton's bedchamber. The door was left slightly opened, as to make it easier for the servants to hear if the lord rang the bell. He stopped in front of the doorway and peered inside. Through the narrow opening, he could see his uncle across the room, sitting on the wheelchair by the window, gazing out into the wintry garden outside."Do come in."The lord called without glancing his way. Despite the head injury, his uncle hadn't lost his usual alertness, and the wheelchair didn't make him look less forbidding. He was very fortunate the injury didn't cause him any permanent damage, and though he hadn't quite regained his normal strength until this day, the doctor said that he would no longer need the device in a couple of weeks.Lord Carlton turned in his wheelchair to face him as he entered the room."What is it?"His uncle
Present DayWhen Ava peered into his chamber this morning, she found that he'd been able to get out of bed without any help. He stood in front of the mirror with a brush covered with lather in hand, meeting her gaze within the reflection. He paused, watching her breeze into the room and walk toward him."Oh, you're up already. Do you feel any better today?"She asked casually."Very much so. I think I'm going to have some fresh air. I'm tired of being confined in this room."Stopping within a foot from him, she glanced at the shaving equipment on the dresser."Let me help you.""There's no need-""Sit over there."She ignored him, motioning him to sit on the sidetable. Obediently, he did her bidding, half-sitting on the edge of the sidetable. With a brush, she smoothed the lather evenly ove
For a moment, she was quite bewildered by his request, but then she realized, by asking her to do so, he was trying to be completely truthful to her, to share his darkest secrets with her, no matter how sordid and shameful they were, to let her see the ugly side of him and to trust her without reserve.She settled back into the chair and took the letter from his hand. She opened the envelope and unfolded the letter, clearing her throat before she started reading,"Dear Carlton,I hope you will understand why I choose this way. I can no longer carry on in this fashion. It's not that I don't love you enough to go on. No words can express how much I love you. I die a little inside each time I see you. You can't imagine how difficult it is for me, but we both know that this is the best for us. I know you can't desert your family, and I don't blame you, for I can never do that to my son eith
Several hours later..."This is unspeakable. I can't believe it."Magnus' voice carried clearly across the hall. He turned around abruptly, wild sparks shooting from his eyes as he gazed furiously at the woman sitting in an armchair on the other side of the room."For Christsakes, why would you do this, Mother. How could you?"Lady Cecily stared into the void without so much as a word. Her eyes devoid of emotions, her refined feature as hard as granite.Sitting in a wheelchair pushed by a servant, Lord Carlton entered the parlor. Behind him are two of the guardsmen. Shooting a bitter look at his wife, he uttered with a composed voice."You'll be up before the magistrate to face the legal consequences of your crime. I've sent words to the authorities. The Constable will pick you up at first light."The lady took the notice with a pr
With soundless steps, Ava sneaked her way to Lord Carlton's bedchamber. The door was slightly opened, allowing a shaft of light from inside the room to spill out into the dark corridor. Stopping by the doorstep, she peeked into the room through the small opening. In the middle of the large bed, the lord lay as white and still as death. A candle burned in the nightstand, casting a dim glow in the gloom of the chamber.Drawing a long, fortifying breath, Ava slipped into the chamber. Crossing the room, she moved around the bed and sat in the chair nearby, gazing regretfully upon the lifeless face.To have a death on her conscience was too great a burden to bear. Perhaps she was a fool to think that to confess her sin and beg forgiveness from the insensible victim would give her a little comfort, but she just couldn't help it."I'm so sorry, My Lord." She began."I thou
There hadn't been much progress on Lord Carlton's condition the following day. He remained unconscious, only a faint pulse indicated there was life in there, yet it hung by a tenuous thread. In the morning, Doctor Haynes returned to check on him. Ashton asked him if there was any hope, and the doctor shook his head slightly in answer.In contrast to her dramatic reaction over Lord Carlton's condition the day before, Lady Cecily showed little interest in taking care of her husband. Instead, it was a loyal servant that had worked for the family for nearly fourty years who seemed to care deeply about him, feeding him with broth and water every hour, and applying soothing balm to his chapped lips. When she had finished her gentle ministrations, the old maid would kneel beside his bed and folded her wrinkled hands, praying for the master's recovery.Inside one of the sitting room in the secluded West Wing, Ashton stood gazing into the fire where
Ava blanched upon hearing his oath. She'd never heard such ferocity in a person's voice. Quick to notice her sudden pallor, Ashton took her hand, murmured some excuse to Aunt Cecily and Magnus, and led her out of the room."Your hands are so cold," He looked down at her hand in his hold with concerned frown. Too overwhelmed with distress, she let him take her to her chamber upstairs."Nobody will know about it." He said once the door closed behind them, and when she remained mute, pale and cold with fear, he headed to the sideboard and poured a glass of brandy. He made her finish the drink in two long swallows, and took the empty glass from her trembling hand. Setting the glass in the nearest sideboard, he placed his hands on her arms, forcing her to look directly into his eyes."Listen, I've told the guards never to breathe a word about it to anyone. I'll replace them immediately. Don't be afraid, I won't let anything bad happen to y
The next thing she knew, Ashton and the guardsmen already moved with mad haste to save Lord Carlton's life. By sheer luck, one of the guards had managed to get a wagon from a local farmer to bring the wounded lord home. She fixed the bandage and tried to slow down the bleeding, doing the best she could without further question, since the severity of the lord's injury left no time for explanation. Unfortunately the process of removing the lord from the building into the vehicle and the rough journey back home seemed to worsen his condition. Once they arrived home, a servant rushed to fetch the new doctor. During the wait, Ashton could hardly think of anything else. He was too distraught with fear, not certain Lord Carlton would survive another minute. Thankfully, within minutes the doctor arrived with his nurse."I'll do my best."Doctor Haynes promised before closing the door to Lord Carlton's bedchamber.
It seemed like the matter was urgent and highly confidential, Uncle Carlton didn't even leave his name on the message. Pulling the top drawer, he slipped the note beneath the piles of documents and rushed out of the room.*****By the time Ava returned to the study, an empty room greeted her. A sudden sense of premonition settled over her, and she instantly suppressed it. He might have retired to his chamber, or he might have been doing some other activity in another parlor somewhere in the house, she told herself. Still, she couldn't help but quicken her pace as she rushed through the house, desperate to find him as soon as possible."Edward, where's my husband?" She asked when she came across the butler in the corridor. The butler halted and bowed."His Grace has left the house a few minutes ago, Your Grace."Her heart immediately missed a beat."What?! Where?""I