Soon they left the busy street and reached a rural area. Ashton slanted up the small hill fast. He had anticipated that this was the only path which the market street led to, so he had his horse waiting for him uphill. Soon he caught up her again from up above. She was easier to spy on than the other target.
Ava arrived at home in the lunch hour as usual. Today was passing like any other day, but she knew today she would change her life some other way. She was on a crossroad. She had come to a point that she decided she couldn't live like this anymore, but she hadn't made up her mind yet. She finished her daily chores, took a quick bath and changed her clothes. Soon after everything had done, she stepped out of the house and walked along the lane, into the grassland spread downhill.
She drifted aimlessly through the meadow. All she needed was time for herself, without noise or interruption. Time to contemplate her choices. Time to tune into her real inner values.
She stopped in the midst of the field, took a deep breath and closed her eyes for a moment, embracing the quietness surrounded her. In this silence, she would listen to the voice inside, deep within her soul. And she would hear its answer.
Standing amongst the tall yellowing grass with the wind blew through her hair, she gazed thoughtfully at the distance. Bathed in the mid-afternoon sunlight, her fair complexion was shimmering in soft golden rays.
Watching her from a distance under the safety of the shadow, Ashton felt a sudden, unexpected urge. If he had pencil and paper in hand, he would sketch at once. Or even more. If he had paintbrush and canvas, he would paint right now.
It wasn't the physical beauty, though he wouldn't deny that it was breathtaking too. It was beyond that. What moved him and what made this moment worth capturing was its amazing sense of solitude. The glory of being alone. And how the whole mood of her self-absorption blended perfectly with the scenery around her.
He squeezed his fingers unintentionally, resisting the temptation to absorb into the glorious sense and the crazy idea to imprint the sight on his memory and paint it later.
He was an artist. He had the gift to recognize beauty even when nobody else could see it. He once painted the wrinkles on an old servant's hands. It wasn't just a string of ugly lines and folds in human skin. The years of lifetime devotion were showing in every wrinkle, in a pair of hands that had worked selflessly for his family, giving more than what was required.
He always knew at once when he found it. Beauty was comforting, inspiring, enlightening the spirit and infinitely healing, even when it was fleeting and intangible. Beauty never failed to move him.
A sudden awareness alarmed him, bringing him speedily to his senses. A woman of her sort had no beauty within. His sense of beauty had been so blunt it could be deceived by an illusion. He tore his gaze away, suddenly felt tempted to walk away from the whole espionage thing at once.
He thought about the dull, monotonous task he had to do everyday, the piling-up documents on his large mahogany desk in his comfortable, quiet study. He would have made the most of the day sitting and burying himself in those heaps of paper, rather than stalking this wench all day like some obsessed secret admirer.
But he was halfway toward completing his job. He had stalked her almost all day and there were only several hours left. What he had been waiting for could have come in the last hour. Moving his gaze to her again, he decided to stay.
*****
Later in the afternoon, Ava was standing in front of the mirror. She brushed her hair quickly before wearing her cloak. After checking her look once again in the mirror, she took a little pouch and put it into her pocket. Now she was ready to go.
"You're going to see him?" Polly whispered from her bedroom doorway. Her voice sounded low-pitched and deep.
"I will get the things packed, so we could go as soon as you come back."
"I'm not going to see him, Polly."
"What?! So where do you want to go?"
Polly returned to her normal voice.
"I'm going to see the fortune teller."
"My God!" Polly exclaimed loudly.
"You're getting insanely superstitious like all the silly people in this town! What are you thinking? Instead of wasting your time listening to all the Gypsy nonsense, you better go seeing Magnus and take his offer."
"I'll never take his offer."
Polly stared at her with disbelief.
"Good God! What makes you so unreasonably stubborn?!!! He loves you and you love him, will you say it otherwise?"
"Life has taught me not to expect too much from a man." Ava tied the string in front of her cloak.
"His passion for me was very strong before, perhaps it still is now, but I don't know if it would last for the years to come. What if he gets tired of me after a few years, or even less? It would leave me broken, Polly. Much more than now."
"I trust he is not a man like that. He will take care of you for the rest of your life. Like your father to your mother."
"I trusted he would be brave to fight his family for me, I trusted he would be willing to sacrifice everything and runaway with me, but he didn't. I won't risk everything I have hoping that he would do the same in return."
"You... you're impossible!" Polly waved her hand in desperation.
"You're the most difficult person I ever knew, you're the worst!"
*****
From above the hill, Ashton saw his target moving out of the house into the street. Peering from a relatively fair distance, he could see she was wearing a cloak as if she was going somewhere far from home.
Where was she supposed to go at this hour? When the birds were flying back to their nests and people were walking home before the dark stole the last vestiges of daylight. The shops and taverns, practically all public places must have been closed within minutes. In a little town like this, there was nowhere to go at this hour. The nighttime was definitely not the time to go out of one's house. Except... for a clandestine meeting. His blue eyes gleaming brilliantly in the black of the night. Finally, this long, tormenting, aggravating hours of waiting would not go futile.
Ava walked quickly passing a number of tiny cottages before reaching a long, quiet trail with meadow by its sides. The path sloped up to a hilltop. There was a solitary wooden cottage stood in the shadow of the trees. She had arrived there.
It wasn't difficult to find the fortune teller's house. Most of the villagers knew her. The Gypsy woman was famous not only for her accurate prophecy but her effective medicine as well. People said her prophecy never failed and her medicine could heal the worst and most terrible injuries. She had stopped several times to ask the direction and everyone she met talking enthusiastically about the Gypsy woman's exceptional gift to get a glimpse of one's future.
As she got near to the rustic cottage, her pace slowed down. Doubt and fear crept in her mind. But she had gone this far, and she really wanted to get a clue. She forced her feet to move until she finally reached the front door. She stood still, making some time to get herself together. She was just raising her hand to knock when a voice came from inside the house.
"Come in, lass. I've been expecting you."
Her heart pounded fast in a peculiar feeling, she pushed the handle and the door opened in a creaking sound. Ava caught her breath, bracing herself to look inside. Unlike the mysterious and scary facade, the inside of the house was bright and quite warm. Nora was sitting behind her desk, the woman smiled at her.
"I know the first time I saw you, we will meet again."
Ava glanced around and surprised to see the house of the fortune teller was not like what she used to think. It was like another country house with a set of simple and shabby furniture, a worn-out carpet and some vintage wall decorations. A cupboard full of pots and jars stood on the corner. Seemed like they were the famous healing potions and medicine.
"There's no crystal ball if you're looking for it." The woman startled her out of her observation. Ava turned to the Gypsy woman and smiled back. "I guess you know why I am here now."
"Come and sit, young lady."
Ava approached a chair in front of the woman's desk and sat. The fortune teller gazed upon her in silence.
"You are a woman who knows your worth even when the whole world denies it. That's why all the universe will conspire to help you achieve what you want..."
The curious sensation filled her again.
"Does that mean someday I'll get married?"
"Sure."
Ashton watched the creepy house stood alone in the hilltop beneath the darkened shadow. It looked more like a ghost house than a love nest, but it would be suitable for a forbidden affair. Finally his mission had come to an end, he just had to take the last step to finish it. He would caught the pair in the act and send the wench to her father and her betrothed at once.
He loped across the trail and reached the house in split second. He slipped to the side of the house and flattened his back to the wooden wall next to the window. He stood still, listening in silence. He barely heard anything from inside the house. He turned and tried to peek from the window, but a floral curtain blocked his view. Ashton looked around in thorough observation. This cottage was built of wood planks, there must be some little gaps in some places. Finally he saw a little beam of light from a small gap between the planks. He pressed his body against the wall and peered through the hole.
Ava stared at Madam Nora, feeling completely puzzled. Though her dramatic, hyperbolic words had her spellbound and greatly amused at first, the longer she listened to it, the more she realized it didn't give her any clue or a concrete direction about what she was going to do.
"You are an enchantress. It's your blessing and your curse. The man your heart most desires cannot escape. He may deny you, he may try to flee but your charm will bind him tighter than any chain. The helpless soul cannot go far."
She contemplated the words. If it was true, it meant the man she loved would stay beside her for all her life. Well, it could be... but she didn't want a lifetime affair."Will I live in proper and righteous way?""I have no doubt. I see great power and wealth and honor."Polly was right, the dramatic and hyperbolic prophecy was getting tedious now. It was impossible for any decent man to have her. It would have sounded less nonsense if the woman said she was going to marry a villager, a man with lowly status and a humble beginnings who didn't require a respectable background from her. A man who could marry whoever he wanted. She smiled at the thought. Indeed, the people who had nothing were the people who had the infinite freedom. But if her prophecy was true...She shivered at the first thought crossed her mind. If she was going to marry properly and live in nobility, chances were she would be marr
A silhouette stood in the dark, beneath the trees. The moon rose, sending moonbeams through the leaves and for a moment the figure looked like a ghostly shadow. Until his silver locks gleaming at a ray of light.Ava gasped when she recognized him. In the midst of the dark with moonlight illuminated his face, he looked like an angel of death.The scarred man who held her grinned maliciously."Look who's joining the feast."He made a quick scan of the duke's simple yet well-made clothing."Tis' fancy blueblood will make a great deal of fortune." He cocked his head."Finish him, Gully."The gloomy villain stormed to him like a ravenous animal. Her eyes widened as she noticed the man looked like a hulking beast compared to the duke's tall and slender figure.It happened too fast she could barely see anything. A sudden whistling, a flash of white light, then all s
She sensed his resistance instantly as he stiffened and pulled his hand off. She knew it wasn't for the pain but his distaste to her touch."Hold on, please let me help you. The bleeding is awful. We have to bind your wound."Studying his wound with a quick glance, he found her reasonable. He was seriously injured and needed immediate care. There's no point in denying her help."If you will allow me, it won't take long ..." she glanced up to see his reaction, but his expression was indecipherable. "May I ..." She reached his hand very carefully, fearing he would shrug her off at once.He didn't. She wrapped and tied the handkerchief around his hand, a trickle of blood soaking the white fabric, but the bleeding had slowed down. She felt him watching silently, and she got a bit nervous. As soon as she finished the task, she pulled off and stepped back.She seemed restless and regre
"Your Grace, I believe your hand will recover completely and you will be able to draw exceedingly well just like before."He turned to her abruptly and she nearly jumped at his terrifying expression."This, is just a sort of entertainment for me. Nothing more. Would I be able to draw again or not, it doesn't matter to me. I don't give a bloody damn!"And unexpectedly he flung the sketchbook away into the lake."No!" She couldn't help a cry. She was staggered as the sketchbook made a splash on the lake surface and drowned entirely into the water.She turned and stared at him as if she was looking at a ghost. Her dramatic expression was almost amusing him. He challenged her surprised gaze with a murderous glare, intended to scare her away.
After a long search in the deep, cold water, Ava finally found what she sought for. The lake was deeper than one she used to swim in Roseville, so it wasn't as easy as she assumed. The water was clear under the bright sunlight but as she went deeper, it got darker. It took a little while before her eyes adapted well with the low light. She was glad she had the stamina. She could stay six to seven minutes under the water.She felt relief as the dark cover of the book caught her eye. The water was biting cold. She would freeze if she stayed here any longer. She took the book and held it tight, she was just about to swim up when something came around her waist and pulled her up.Panic struck her instantly. She had been caught by some water creature! An image of a giant octopus flashed in her frantic mind. She struggled, moving helplessly to fight whatever captured her, but it was too strong. She pushed the tentacle encircling her belly with one
After the fire was well lit, he stood up and walked toward the front door. She was surprised to see him leaving. The room had just grown deliciously warm and he was soaking wet just like her."You're leaving?" The question escaped her lips before she knew it.'Am I supposed to stay here while you're stripping off the last piece of your clothes?' was the first reply floated in his brain, but he kept it in place. To say something like that to her was beneath his dignity. Before he made any reply, she added"You need to take off your clothes."Ava bit her lip at once, too late to hold the remark. Never crossed her mind she would say such a thing to him.He imagined how would it be to hear her saying it in another circumstances."I can take care of myself. For now I suppose you wi
"It will work perfectly, won't it? How long will it take to cure the wound completely?"Ava cast a hopeful glance at the little pot in her hand. A thick, dark green colored ointment inside the pot gleaming in the candle, its exotic scent filled the air in Madam Nora's little cottage."Certainly, it will cure any kind of wound in two or three days. Just try and you'll see the magic."Nora answered without the littlest doubt. The fortune teller strained her eyes at her in a mysterious gaze."Get yourself prepared, young lady.""For what?""Turn and twist of fate. It's coming your way, there's no stopping it, there's no escaping it."Another absurd, indecipherable prophecy. She better went home now, before the night fell. Certainly she didn't want to experience another terror like the last time she left this place. It didn't stop her to come here again, though. Because
"Thank you." She breathed in relief and dropped her gaze to his hand. She reached for it gently and brought it to her hands. He held his breath at her touch. Her fingers were cool and soft against his heated skin, soothing as much as arousing at the same time. He marveled at her soft, delicate fingers as she undid the strip binding his hand. Contrasting with his, her hands looked small and fair, her skin was the color of snowflowers."It looks terrible. You may suffer some serious infections. Is it painful all the time?" Her anxious voice interrupted his imaginings. The strip was completely undone, exposing the wound in his swollen flesh.Looking down on the severe injury, a tender feeling for him rose inside her. He must be in pain all the time. She caressed the outer side of his wound reflexively to ease the pain."A little..." He replied shortly, the sensation of her touch thrilled him and he feared a tinge of tremor
Carrying the old, unsent letter in his hand, Ashton took a determined step to Lord Carlton's bedchamber. The door was left slightly opened, as to make it easier for the servants to hear if the lord rang the bell. He stopped in front of the doorway and peered inside. Through the narrow opening, he could see his uncle across the room, sitting on the wheelchair by the window, gazing out into the wintry garden outside."Do come in."The lord called without glancing his way. Despite the head injury, his uncle hadn't lost his usual alertness, and the wheelchair didn't make him look less forbidding. He was very fortunate the injury didn't cause him any permanent damage, and though he hadn't quite regained his normal strength until this day, the doctor said that he would no longer need the device in a couple of weeks.Lord Carlton turned in his wheelchair to face him as he entered the room."What is it?"His uncle
Present DayWhen Ava peered into his chamber this morning, she found that he'd been able to get out of bed without any help. He stood in front of the mirror with a brush covered with lather in hand, meeting her gaze within the reflection. He paused, watching her breeze into the room and walk toward him."Oh, you're up already. Do you feel any better today?"She asked casually."Very much so. I think I'm going to have some fresh air. I'm tired of being confined in this room."Stopping within a foot from him, she glanced at the shaving equipment on the dresser."Let me help you.""There's no need-""Sit over there."She ignored him, motioning him to sit on the sidetable. Obediently, he did her bidding, half-sitting on the edge of the sidetable. With a brush, she smoothed the lather evenly ove
For a moment, she was quite bewildered by his request, but then she realized, by asking her to do so, he was trying to be completely truthful to her, to share his darkest secrets with her, no matter how sordid and shameful they were, to let her see the ugly side of him and to trust her without reserve.She settled back into the chair and took the letter from his hand. She opened the envelope and unfolded the letter, clearing her throat before she started reading,"Dear Carlton,I hope you will understand why I choose this way. I can no longer carry on in this fashion. It's not that I don't love you enough to go on. No words can express how much I love you. I die a little inside each time I see you. You can't imagine how difficult it is for me, but we both know that this is the best for us. I know you can't desert your family, and I don't blame you, for I can never do that to my son eith
Several hours later..."This is unspeakable. I can't believe it."Magnus' voice carried clearly across the hall. He turned around abruptly, wild sparks shooting from his eyes as he gazed furiously at the woman sitting in an armchair on the other side of the room."For Christsakes, why would you do this, Mother. How could you?"Lady Cecily stared into the void without so much as a word. Her eyes devoid of emotions, her refined feature as hard as granite.Sitting in a wheelchair pushed by a servant, Lord Carlton entered the parlor. Behind him are two of the guardsmen. Shooting a bitter look at his wife, he uttered with a composed voice."You'll be up before the magistrate to face the legal consequences of your crime. I've sent words to the authorities. The Constable will pick you up at first light."The lady took the notice with a pr
With soundless steps, Ava sneaked her way to Lord Carlton's bedchamber. The door was slightly opened, allowing a shaft of light from inside the room to spill out into the dark corridor. Stopping by the doorstep, she peeked into the room through the small opening. In the middle of the large bed, the lord lay as white and still as death. A candle burned in the nightstand, casting a dim glow in the gloom of the chamber.Drawing a long, fortifying breath, Ava slipped into the chamber. Crossing the room, she moved around the bed and sat in the chair nearby, gazing regretfully upon the lifeless face.To have a death on her conscience was too great a burden to bear. Perhaps she was a fool to think that to confess her sin and beg forgiveness from the insensible victim would give her a little comfort, but she just couldn't help it."I'm so sorry, My Lord." She began."I thou
There hadn't been much progress on Lord Carlton's condition the following day. He remained unconscious, only a faint pulse indicated there was life in there, yet it hung by a tenuous thread. In the morning, Doctor Haynes returned to check on him. Ashton asked him if there was any hope, and the doctor shook his head slightly in answer.In contrast to her dramatic reaction over Lord Carlton's condition the day before, Lady Cecily showed little interest in taking care of her husband. Instead, it was a loyal servant that had worked for the family for nearly fourty years who seemed to care deeply about him, feeding him with broth and water every hour, and applying soothing balm to his chapped lips. When she had finished her gentle ministrations, the old maid would kneel beside his bed and folded her wrinkled hands, praying for the master's recovery.Inside one of the sitting room in the secluded West Wing, Ashton stood gazing into the fire where
Ava blanched upon hearing his oath. She'd never heard such ferocity in a person's voice. Quick to notice her sudden pallor, Ashton took her hand, murmured some excuse to Aunt Cecily and Magnus, and led her out of the room."Your hands are so cold," He looked down at her hand in his hold with concerned frown. Too overwhelmed with distress, she let him take her to her chamber upstairs."Nobody will know about it." He said once the door closed behind them, and when she remained mute, pale and cold with fear, he headed to the sideboard and poured a glass of brandy. He made her finish the drink in two long swallows, and took the empty glass from her trembling hand. Setting the glass in the nearest sideboard, he placed his hands on her arms, forcing her to look directly into his eyes."Listen, I've told the guards never to breathe a word about it to anyone. I'll replace them immediately. Don't be afraid, I won't let anything bad happen to y
The next thing she knew, Ashton and the guardsmen already moved with mad haste to save Lord Carlton's life. By sheer luck, one of the guards had managed to get a wagon from a local farmer to bring the wounded lord home. She fixed the bandage and tried to slow down the bleeding, doing the best she could without further question, since the severity of the lord's injury left no time for explanation. Unfortunately the process of removing the lord from the building into the vehicle and the rough journey back home seemed to worsen his condition. Once they arrived home, a servant rushed to fetch the new doctor. During the wait, Ashton could hardly think of anything else. He was too distraught with fear, not certain Lord Carlton would survive another minute. Thankfully, within minutes the doctor arrived with his nurse."I'll do my best."Doctor Haynes promised before closing the door to Lord Carlton's bedchamber.
It seemed like the matter was urgent and highly confidential, Uncle Carlton didn't even leave his name on the message. Pulling the top drawer, he slipped the note beneath the piles of documents and rushed out of the room.*****By the time Ava returned to the study, an empty room greeted her. A sudden sense of premonition settled over her, and she instantly suppressed it. He might have retired to his chamber, or he might have been doing some other activity in another parlor somewhere in the house, she told herself. Still, she couldn't help but quicken her pace as she rushed through the house, desperate to find him as soon as possible."Edward, where's my husband?" She asked when she came across the butler in the corridor. The butler halted and bowed."His Grace has left the house a few minutes ago, Your Grace."Her heart immediately missed a beat."What?! Where?""I