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Chapter 145
Sometime later, rumpled and sated, Amanda crawled atop him like a drowsy cat. Purring in satisfaction, she snuggled comfortably against his chest.
"Promise me you'll never try to hurt yourself again."
He said, staring idly to the ceiling. She turned to look up at him.
"Why does it matter to you?"
"Because I truly care about you."
The simple words seemed to touch her, because she went still. After a long moment, the pensive look replaced by her usual playfulness.
"I forgot how good it was."
She drew circles on his chest with her fingertip, and smiled as she noticed what the careless touch did to his body.
"Did you miss me when I left?"
"Yes." He admitted reluctantly. It was strange that they could talk about their feelings like this. In the past, they had never talked to each other after lovemaking. Yes, they did talk during the torrid session, but it w
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