Sitting there I felt like I was going nuts by just thinking about all the stuff that had just happened .I didn’t know why I was missing someone who didn’t even care about me and even if he did , I don’t think that he rated me that highly .I felt so hurt that he left without even saying hi to me when I had been dying to see him .I felt like I was choking sitting down here even though I knew how much it was hurting me I didn't take the matter to heart .I knew that it was best that I went home .I had to take up a call and act like my mom called me .“Is it your mama ?” I heard angel asked me .“ yes I nodded as I stood up to go pick the fake call that I have created .My mom didn’t call me , I was the one who made it so that I could leave this place now .I walked back to her when I knew that I was done with whatever that I was saying at that moment.“ Angel can I have a word with you “ She stood up almost immediately and followed me .“ you know what , my mom wants me to com
I had so many thoughts going through my head as he drove .I didn’t know if I should stop him and tell him that I wasn’t going with him anymore . But that was the least thing that I would ever do .I knew that Angel hadn't told me about having sex with him but I wasn’t going to tell her that I was here with him , I could only imagine how disappointed she would be with me , I just didn’t want to do that no matter how hard it was for me .“ Are you okay ?” Trevor's voice broke me out of my thoughts and that was when I noticed that he had driven into a different house from the first one that he took me to the other time .“I wanted to ask him if he had so many houses like this but I just couldn’t bring myself to say it .I didn’t know if I was scared of him or if I was just being shy but either way , I wasn’t going to ask him that .“Well this is my house and I come here most times myself wheh I just want to be left alone , I don’t think that any of my friends know this one
“ you know you look more pretty when you moan and I love the way you react when the real deal is inside of you “ Trevor had a mocking smile on his face as he drove .I didn’t fail to notice the way he gave me a stare as if he was intentionally saying that just to puss me off .The last thing that I would do is get pissed off and I wasn’t trying to do that , not right now , not after the event that had happened between us .I didn’t want to think that I was a cheap slut for sleeping with this guy .You wouldn’t blame me though , he is the hottest guy in college if I am not mistaken and I know that a lot of ladies would really be opportuned to be with him or even still spend time with him , they see that as an opportunity and I am pretty sure that they would take that time for granted and so I wasn’t the one that is going to risk spending more time with him , that isn’t happening .“Are you even listening to me pumpkin “ I turned to face him the moment he said that .I didn’t w
“ I think you should explain yourself to why a guy dropped you off and you didn’t come back with your friend and just decided to come back home in another guys car “Shuan's voice stopped me in the hallway , the moment that I got in .I didn’t know why he sounded so mad with the way he said that .I turned and that was when I saw him standing by the corridor .He had that cold look on his face that I had never seen before and I didn’t just know if I was the cause of it or if I was not , but I didn’t do anything and nobody was going to make me explain myself to him.“You should go get ready for work shuan , I don’t know why you are waiting for me by the corridor when you should be with my mom and getting stuffs ready “I replied him trying my best to sound as formal as I could and trying to brush off the way he spoke to me , I didn’t want to think that he was mad at me .“Don’t you dare walk past me young lady “he whispered and grabbed my hands hardly as he pushed me to the wal
Dirty affairs 47 Class started as early as 8 and I have sitting down here and listening to some damn lecture even though I knew that I didn’t want to sit here and listen to what anyone had got to say but it was just like I have no choice but to sit here . I didn’t know why Angel came late today and had to sit at the back . She just managed to say hi to me and even after saying hi she didn’t spare a glance at me . I didn’t know if she was mad that I went home from that club yesterday . But it was my fault though , I just wanted to go home to my own peace . “You lied though and you know that '' my mind taunted me . I tried my best to keep that thought behind me , the lady thing that I would want at this moment is to think that she found out that I went home . I didn’t want that to happen , I didn’t want her to feel bad and all that , The last thing that I would do is say this out , I better keep this to myself . All that I could think of as I sat there was for the final class t
It was hard getting mom permission to allow me to attend that hangout again not after what happened the last time . I knew that she was just trying to look out for me but I really did appreciate if she didn’t have to do all the time when I was going out , I have to ask her every time that I had to go out and it was beginning to get on my nerves knowing how much I didn’t want to do that . “ Don’t tell me you are still mad because your mom asked you a few questions , you should be damn lucky that your mom is that way with you and even let you go out even though the both of you live in the same house and in the same state . It it was my mama , you would be damn to even step out of the house , not when he knows you have classes the next day , that’s the worst thing that can ever happen you and I know you don’t want it , so be grateful that your mom isn’t that way , but I still love my mama still I just feel like she’s just trying to protect and I appreciate that . “ I would really love
The tears kept falling off my eyes as I sat at a corner of the bar house .The tears were falling down and it was just as if I couldn’t control them .No matter what I did or how much I tried to hold myself from not crying , I just couldn’t help it , I was losing every inch of it .My heart was hurting, it was hurting right inside of me .I felt like I was going to explode if I spent more time here , I just couldn’t help the way I felt right now .“ Don't tell me you are crying because of Trevor , don’t tell me that girl “ I raised my head and that was when I saw angel looking at me .I could see how much she was panting from chasing after me and trying to get to me .I didn’t know why I had to cry , and couldn’t control my emotions .I just didn’t know why I couldn’t help it , was I stupid enough to know that he would never take me seriously .I shouldn’t have thought about something else when I thought that it was going to be him .“ Come on girl you didn’t have to run off like
The past few weeks have been the worst of my life , I must admit .The thought that I had people who would support me in any way and I thought that they loved me was just pure lies and I hated the way I had been lied to .I just had doubts and I didn’t want anyone to even come say hi to me , that is how mad I am right now .After finding out that the girl I considered to be my friend was with the same person who plotted against me , I didn’t know if I would be able to be free with anyone again .I still couldn’t understand why everything turned out this way and why she stopped so low to my face when she could just tell me the truth .I must admit that I miss Angel but then I am hurt and she has betrayed me which is the worst thing that I had to even imagine .Never did I think that I was going to be a bet to some guy whom I thought liked me .It was after everything that I began to Understand why he did some kind of shit , he just wanted to get me on his bed and he d