Chapter 7
Amidst the laughter and clinking of glasses, I felt a pang of envy as my friends shared stories of their loving and attentive spouses. They spoke of their partners' affectionate gestures and thoughtful surprises, while I felt the absence of such gestures in my own life. It made me question my choices and wonder if marrying a younger man would have made a difference. Perhaps then I would have experienced the love and attention I yearned for.Trying to push away those thoughts, I mustered a smile and joined in their conversation. "I'm sorry, guys. I'm just lost in my own thoughts tonight. But I'm genuinely happy for all of you and your wonderful partners."
Linda, ever the playful one, raised an eyebrow and teased, “you are lost in your own thoughts or that’s an excuse not to talk with us because we all married younger men? Which you’re ambitiously against.”
I chuckled, shaking my head. "No, not at all. It's not about that. I'm just going through a rough patch, you know? But tonight is about celebrating Daniella, so let's focus on that."
Daniella, the bride-to-be, beamed with excitement. "That's right, Felisha! Tonight is my fun night, and I want all of us to have a blast. No room for worries!"
Sophia chimed in, her voice filled with mischief. "Exactly! We're here to dance, drink, and make memories. Let's forget about our troubles for a while."
The bar seemed to come alive with vibrant energy as the music grew louder and the crowd became more animated.
Conversations merged with laughter, and the atmosphere pulsed with excitement.
As the night wore on, we lost ourselves in the joyous chaos of the bar. We danced, sang along to the music, and laughed until our stomachs hurt. The worries that had weighed me down for the pass few days since I’d taken a three days break from the sport director to join my friends in preparation of Daniel wedding, began to fade into the background as I immersed myself in the contagious happiness of my friends.But deep down, even amidst the laughter, I couldn't escape the reality of my crumbling marriage. Sometimes I want to imagine how life would be if I was even married to a younger man. Would he have been more respectful? Caring? I don’t even know. I sighed inwardly. It’s been the normal routine between me and Anthony. He was rarely at home, and when he was, he seemed distant and aloof. And now, on top of it all, I had to deal with Sabastian's relentless pursuit, his constant messages and inquiries about my decision regarding his proposed sex contract. It felt like the darkest moment of my life, and I couldn't share it with anyone, not even my so-called husband.
After Danielle wedding was finally over, it was time to resume work. as I moved around my room getting ready for work, my phone kept ringing incessantly. And I’d been ignoring it. My inner mind concluded it was Sabastian and I sure as hell isn’t ready to talk him. Finally, I picked the phone once I was to done getting dressed and to my utmost surprise, I met missed calls from mom. I immediately called her back.“Hello mo...”
“And what stopped you from picking up all these while?” She scolded and I rolled my eyes.
“I was busy, mom”
“Whatever I just wanted to hear from you it’s been a while. You don’t even call.”
“I’m sorry you know I’m working now and I’m fine.”
“And Anthony?”
I rolled my eyes and sighed.
I don’t know honestly.
But I possibly can’t say that to my mother cause it’ll lead to questions upon questions that will still lead to her taking sides with my husband. “He’s fine.” I said briefly.
We say our goodbyes and then ended the call.
Arriving at Baylor college, I packed my car at a safe spot and headed straight to the football field only to find that the players were nowhere to be seen. Confused, I wondered if I had come too early. I decided to wait and occasionally kept bringing my watch to my view but about one hour pass and no footballer showed up. Frustrated, by the wasted of time, I decided to seek answers from the sports director.
I headed straight for his office and I got there in no time.
After exchanging pleasantries, I laid my complaint about the footballers absence and his nonchalant response was that, maybe the boys are caught up with school work or have classes.
I mean that isn’t bad but all of them at the same time?
It just doesn’t add up but mr David seems to be very uptight with the file he was scrutinizing and was obviously uninterested in my complains so I just decided to take my leave.
As I made my way back to the field, frustration etched across my face, I crossed paths with mR Mathew and of course miss Sandra, who’d made herself a second skin to him. She was clutching her arm around Mathew.
Mathew, noticing my discontent, approached with a concerned expression. "Coach Felisha, is everything alright? You seem a bit on edge."
I sighed, trying to maintain composure. "Not really. The players didn't show up and it’s weird.”
Sandra chimed in, her tone laced with sarcasm. "Well, maybe they have better things to do than practice with a coach who can't even dress appropriately."
With a confused and enraged frown, I took proper look on myself trying to figure out what exactly Is wrong with a shot sport nicker and a jersey top. Yeah I know it exposes my thighs but this is my fucking work attire.
Mathew interjected, trying to diffuse the tension. "Come on, Sandra, It wasn’t nice. Felisha would you like to join us? We're just about to go grab some food."
“And what’s that occasion if I may ask? Why should she come with us?” Sandra grimace obviously not buying mr Mathew’s invitation.
If only she knows I also don’t even buy that.“Thank you for the invitation, Mathew. However, I have some work to attend to. You both enjoy your time together."
I didn’t wait for mathew’s response before continuing my journey.
I returned to the field with the intention to get my bag and leave but I was met with what have become my greatest fear for the past few days. Sabastian was lingering around the field, only him and his back was facing me. My instinct was to escape silently immediately but how long would I do that?
I’m the football couch and he’s a player so we are bound to meet again. Beside Sabastian turns almost immediately and our eyes met. A glitch of relief appeared on his eyes and he began approaching. His stride was confident and yes he was on a suit which accentuated his muscular physique.There was no denying his charm and magnetism, but beneath that exterior was a darkness that sent shivers down my spine.
I instinctively took a step back as Sabastian neared me.“Finally you are here, miss coach!” He bubbled with a smirk.
“And why are you on a corporate suit instead of your sport wears?” I asked what every noble couch would even though it doesn’t really concerns me.
“Funny how you care so much about my outfit. Well, I’m a business admin student and today I decided to make an impression.” He was making Jest of him with his smirk right now and i know.
“You do know that has nothing to do with your training sections. You should get rid of that before coming here,”
“I’m surprised how your IQ doesn’t tell you that the training section for today is cancelled.”
“And who cancelled it?” I frowned.
“We are adverting the main topic right now and you know it. Anyways, How was the wedding?"
Surprised by his knowledge of my whereabouts, I couldn't help but ask, How the hell did you know about the wedding?"
Cause I sure as hell knows I only informed the sport director about my off days and the reason for it. Now how the hell does Sabastian he even knows.
A smirk danced across his lips as he responded, his tone dripping with intrigue. "I have my ways, Coach. I simply asked the sport director. I wanted to run if you’ve decided to quit your job especially since you weren’t even taking my calls. And since you are to resume today, i took the liberty of instructing the other footballers not to show up today as their captain. Because we both have a discussion, our unfinished deal, that Is.”
His lustful gaze locked onto me, making me feel exposed and vulnerable. I felt my heart racing, a mixture of anger and nervousness brewing within me. Summoning whatever courage I had left, I mustered a firm tone. "You have no right to dictate the players' attendance." Really I didn’t even care about that. God knows it’s just to advert the main issue.
Sabastian's lips curved into a wicked smile as he took a step closer, closing the distance between us. "Well, Coach Felisha, considering you breached our agreement, I thought it's only fair that we find some entertainment. Maybe I'll just share our little sex video. After all, everyone loves watching porn."
Fear and panic surged through me at his words, and I mustered the strength to ask, "What do you hope to gain from this sex contract? Why are you doing this?"
A wicked smile played on his lips as he replied, "Fun. Pleasure. And the satisfaction of seeing you surrender to me. So, what's your decision, Coach Felisha?"
His words hung in the air, a menacing threat that left me feeling trapped and powerless. In that moment, I realized the gravity of the situation and the extent to which Sabastian held control over me. I knew I had to make a choice, one that would shape the course of my life and potentially destroy everything I had worked so hard to build.
“Fine... we have a deal!” I closed my eyes as I finished up.
“Of course we have,” i opened my eyes to see his smirk turns into a grin. He brought out a paper from his pocket and hand it over to me. The paper contains an address.
“We will always meet there each time I wants you. so be prepared sweetie.” I cringed at that pet name and stood rooted to a spot as he brushed past me.
Felisha’s POV, The loud music blaring all around the premises, smokes from cigarette pulluting everywhere was really making me loose brain cells. Hormonal teenagers and adults were al overall the hall engaging different obscene attictives like drinking, girls giving guys a lap dance and some were openly making out even. The neon lights glistening was giving it the steamy sinful aura. Why in the lord's name will Sabastian pick a frat house of all places to live in!! It’s already frustrating how he’d to distrupt my beauty sleep tonight and call me for the start of the sex contract I’d signed but now this? I was literally freaking out as I stood in the middle of this all, waiting for Sabastian who’d told me hours earlier on the phone that he’d be hear soon. Now what hell is taking him this long. No it should be how would he even find me in this crowd. My head had been spinning round as I walk about ailmessly but no sign of him. "Ugh.." I groaned getting faustrated at searching for
C'mon Felisha, with money anything is possible." I gave him a questioning face, "I just asked the Dean for some details and you know nobody refuses me."I could if only you hadn't walked in on me masturbating."Please sit, let me take a quick shower"Again with the shower thingy.Sabastian was barely three minutes gone when a message beeped on my phone. I clicked on it and it was my husband, he was asking where I was.How did the time move so fast? Just then, Sabastian walked in shirtless, drops of water found their way through his neckline, running down to his abs. I couldn't stare away and my sexual hormones were starting to grow hands of their own. He took a step closer. So close I could smell the sandalwood of his shampoo, and the silky cream that he must have used on his skin, skin that my hands burned to touch.My burning, trembling hands reached from her hips, up to her ribs, and stilled themselves as I drew her into me, as the tide drew higher to the shore. Still we kissed,
“Who I sleeps with have nothing to do with you Vivian. What we shared was just a relationship based on satisfacting our sexual urges and you know that. No string attached so it’s high time you stop parading yourself as my girlfriend because you’ll earn yourself more humiliation in the end.” The casual tone Sabastian use to say that was like the way he would say every other casual normal words. But the harsh weight of that word hit me so hard as if it was being directed to me and for a moment, I felt bad for the Vivian girl but her further persistence effort to stay with Sabastian proved that she wasn’t even affected. “Say whatever you want Sabastian but after everything we shared, I wouldn’t let you toss me off like that. You’re mine Sabastian whether you accepts it or not.” The lust I heard in her voice made me deem her so shameless but that’s the least of my problem now. I’ve been squatting and frozen for the past few minutes now, afraid to move so I won’t direct her attention
"So you're saying he didn't react badly?" "No. Not.. he just didn't nag for too long. I.. I '' I can't explain how I felt last night, abandoned and unheard by my already angry husband. The smell of coffee draped into my nostrils and that was enough to bring my eyes back to her. I watched her silently as she continued brewing the coffee, her back turned against me.She came nearer and dropped the brewing hot chocolate in front of me then took a seat opposite me.I sighed. "Thank you" I circled my fingers around the cup of coffee, staring downcastly at it.As I raised my eyes to look at her I met her gaze, it was harsh and her lips were paused. That only meant trouble.My throat was already parched from last night's episode drinking and crying and now I feel like I would cry whilst explaining to her how I truly felt when Anthony looked me flat in the eyes without clear emotions.Still, I sought for words to say, picking selectively. "danielle I, yea you're supposed to be in your h
Chapter 11Sabastian’s POV, What played back there, with that felisha lady may not have been a big deal but it is for someone like me. It’s already a huge fuck up for me to go all that soft as to try ask about her well-being but what got me more pissed is the fact that she robed it on my face. No—pissed isn’t the word if I’ll be honest, it legit grazed my ego. As I walked into the spacious restroom where I met some guys busy doing various shits, like changing outfits to sports jerseys and washing up their faces, I greeted a few of them and secured a spot to change from my casual wear to sports. I met my friends inside the restroom too and we all left together as soon as I was done changing. As usual we arrived late, everyone was already at the field jogging in circles when we came and there stood the felisha girl, arms folded to her chest as she gave us stern glare as soon as we arrived. At first With the way her brows were knitted, I expected her to explode on our faces but gues
FelishaAnthony was gone by the time I awoke, it was just like the other mornings, boring except for my heavy heart and throbbing– worries about work, marriage, friendship. There's just always a lot on my plate, everyday.I traced my hands all over the empty bed, patting it, wishing my life could not get any worse. Sighing, I forced myself out of bed, for some reason I was so tired and sluggish was the word for how my morning went until I got a call from the Dean and had to hurry up. With haste, I made do with my bad breath and instantly turned on the shower for a hot bath. I was done in exactly 15 minutes, interesting. I slided into a long pant and hoodie before rushing out to get the car.Minutes later, after driving like a race runner I drove into the college premise and packed on a good spot before heading out.A strong sense of inferiority complex tickled my nose as I entered the Dean's office which was unusually filled with men. My body stiffened for quite a while, I had to su
Sabastian’s POV, As I stood in front of the restroom mirror, trying to relax the Anger that stupid couch caused, my anger turned into a mischievous grin. I stormed back to the feild which was still bustling with activities. I stood at the entrance and pulled out my phone. quickly, I typed a message to Felisha. "Get your pretty ass over here, Miss Coach. This is what you get for provoking my hormones," I sent the text and eagerly waited for her response. It didn't take long before she turned around and reached for her phone. I watched as her face displayed a mix of rage and sadness as she read my message. Or if I might add; with the way she blinked rapidly, her nervous system was high. But that nervousness disappeared when a moment when she looked around the feild till her eyes met mine, she sent a death glare my way but I returned with a grin. She can’t do nothing anyway than to comply. As she returned to her phone, Her fingers began fumbling on the screen probably she
Chapter 14Felisha's povSabastians eyes didn't left me until I finished dressing. I was this close to loosing my dignity around him but I just had to muffle in some words so I could save face.I threw my head around staring at the indepth and beauty of the park, I was so engrossed in staring at the forest that I didn't know when I stumbled on a broken branch and was this close to falling when Sabastian's strong hands grasped me by my waist and pulled me into him. My eyes were already counting stars as I had already seen myself falling, I snuck my face to look at him in a weird realization. He didn't just save me, did he?He pushed me off gruffly, muffling "have your legs become weak because of the sex we had?"My stomach grumbled and my cheeks heated up instantly, I flashed him an absurd look. "I didn't beg you to save me from falling, Sabastian"He ignored my words and grip my hand, pulling me close, "I knew this was going to happen when you were screaming so loud like it was your