Jordan Miller
~•~Although, Alessandro didn't know all of his workers personally, he had seen them at least once. I knew that. I knew a time would come when he would see me too, but I didn't expect it to be so soon.The capo had told me that the boss wouldn't be in Chicago for another month because he was busy handling business in Italy, and I'd been happy to hear that because I couldn't face him just yet. I'd heard stories of him and the only conclusion I could come to was that he was crazy.So the fact that he was around and wanted to see all his dealers — not just the newer ones — was a cause for alarm and boy was I panicking.I'd never seen him before. I didn't have any reason to. But now, unfortunately, I was kind of under him and his orders and was forced to face him.I stopped in front of the gate (Carlo had given me the address) and before I could take deep calming breaths, the gates opened. I froze. Then I had to start driving if I didn't want to look silly. I didn't get to do that though as two armed men looked through my car.Guard one who was directly next to my car window frowned. "Who are you?""Jordan Miller, Carlo's dealer."I specifically mentioned Carlo because there were a lot of caporegimes. He was just one of them. Technically, I worked for him and he worked for the boss. Alessandro Maurizio. The don of the Italian Mafia in Chicago."You're a girl." Guard two stupidly stated and I felt like stabbing his only good eye. I was irritated at the fact that he was pointing out my gender, yet still dared to call me a girl.I pursed my lips, not wanting to piss off these guys with my running mouth. Most soldiers in the Mafia were brutal and easily angered, as trained by the boss, so I had to choose my words carefully. "Can you just call Carlo and confirm?"They exchanged eye contact, communicating with a head nod before Guard two brought out his cellphone and dialed who I assumed was Carlo. His phonecall didn't last a minute before he gave another nod to his associate.Guard one looked puzzled but told me to go on anyway.Letting out a breath, I drove through the gate and the marble pathway, surrounded by a surprisingly well-trimmed garden.I didn't stop to look at the varying flowers because I didn't have much time to waste. I rang the doorbell as instructed by Carlo and someone came to lead me inside.I blinked immediately I stepped inside the place. It was aesthetically pleasing, and again, I didn't have the time to take it in. We walked through a narrow hallway and stopped in front of a door before the man stripped me of my only weapon — my gun.I opened my mouth to protest, but a dark look from him shut me up as he gestured his head towards the door, indicating for me to go in. Didn't he speak? What was his deal?The mute man waited till I opened the door and closed it behind me before I heard his footsteps retreat. Turning around to take in the room I just walked into, my breath hitched.About twenty-five pairs of eyes were staring at me. And they were all male. I could see the confusion swirling in their irises, yet I tried not to let it bother me as I looked for somewhere to stand since all the couches and seats were taken."What are you doing here?" One of the men asked and the rest looked at me in anticipation."The same thing you're doing," I replied, trying to shrink myself away from them. They were making me feel awkward with the way all their eyes were on me.The same man opened his mouth to speak again, but the door opening caught all of our attention. The room immediately felt more tense than usual and even if I hadn't seen him before, I knew it was Alessandro Maurizio entering the room.He was even more beautiful than I'd expected. He was handsome in a sinful way. He had the darkest eyes which happened to be the same color as his hair which was in a man bun. His nose was pointed and he had the sharpest jawline I'd ever seen; it looked like it could cut diamond.He was accompanied by his second in command, the underboss, Patrizio. He was almost as good-looking as the boss, but his looks didn't seem as special since I'd seen him before.I think I would've been lost daydreaming about Alessandro if his voice didn't break me out of my reverie. "Who said you could sit?" He barked out, all the men in the room immediately standing up, their heads bowed in fear.I was also afraid and I was grateful that I was at the back, shielded by the many men in front of me."It has come to my attention that someone— one of you — is supplying to the high school downtown."Everyone straightened up at that. It was known to everyone that you couldn't supply to underaged kids, and the fact that someone was supplying to high schoolers meant that they were in deep shit.Alessandro raised an eyebrow but didn't speak. His underboss spoke instead. "This is the part where someone takes responsibility for their actions. You have just one chance."Murmurs broke out, no one having the balls to step up and take the fall. Nobody wanted to face the wrath of the boss, it seemed.Alessandro chuckled shortly. "Bring them in."Everyone glanced at each other, wondering what the hell he was talking about. Pat, as he requested to be called, nodded, exiting the room and coming back in with two teenagers who looked like they were around sixteen. Now, I understood why Alessandro was mad. Drugs were practically being sold to kids.The boy and the girl looked scared to death, like the last thing they wanted was to be here.Alessandro rolled his eyes, as though their fear wasn't warranted. "Despite what you think, you aren't in trouble. I don't know what your parents would think though." That didn't seem to help. In fact, the fear on their faces intensified. Alessandro didn't care though, it was like he fed on the fear. "I just need you to answer a question, will you be honest?"The teens nodded frantically."Good." He smiled. "Which one of these people sold you the drugs you were caught with?""W- We don't h-have the same dea- dealer.""Oh, there's more than one. Interesting."Nothing was interesting about it and everyone in the room knew that."Can you point them out?" When both of their eyes started roaming through without any result, Alessandro got irritated. He turned to us. "Space out, so they can see you clearly."I was hundred percent sure Alessandro already knew who the dealers were and this whole thing was for his entertainment, and possibly to teach us all a lesson.The men started spacing out as instructed, and my heart leaped when I finally became visible to him. It jumped even more when the girl pointed her finger in my direction, causing Alessandro's eyes to stop on me.He blinked, finally taken by surprise. "The… girl?"The teenage girl shook her head. "The boy by her left."Subconsciously, I looked to my left at the young boy beside me as all the blood drained from his face. He looked just a few years younger than me. I wondered why he was involved in drug dealing.Alessandro spared me one last glance, making me breathe in relief, before gesturing for the boy to come forward as the teenage boy pointed out his dealer, which was a man that looked like he was in his late twenties."You can go." He directed at the teenagers, not bothering to look at them as they scurried away. "Don't fucking waste my time." He bit out when the men were hesitant to move."Boss, I'm sorry. It was—""Shut up." His eerily calm tone was enough to shut the boy beside me up. "I won't repeat myself. Come here."Even though they were still wary of going, they went anyway, stopping in front of the don."You had one rule: stay away from the high schoolers. How hard is it to follow?""I—" The other man started to say, but wasn't given a chance to continue because Alessandro suddenly whipped out a gun, ending both of their lives in two quick shots."On a second thought, I don't even want to know." He spoke to their lifeless bodies. He was teaching us all a lesson. Showing us what would happen if we fucked up like they did. That had to be the only reason he called us all to watch him kill the offenders.My gasp couldn't be contained as their bodies hit the ground, somehow bringing his attention back to me."You," he pointed a sleep finger at me. "Come with me."He didn't wait for a reply from me before he turned on his back and left the room. One look at the dead bodies on the floor had me doing what he said so I wouldn't end up like them.I faintly heard the underboss dismissing the rest of them as I left the room as well. I saw Alessandro's body disappearing through a corner and I had to hasten my steps if I wanted to keep up with him. When he entered another room through a black door and shut it behind him, I was caught in between just walking in or knocking before doing so.To be on the safer side, I knocked faintly. I heard him sigh, before he muttered, "come in." I hadn't even closed the door behind me when I heard him bark out an order. "Sit."My ass met the chair immediately and he nodded at my compliance."What's your name?"He was sitting opposite me, but I could feel his presence clouding the room, restricting the oxygen. I somehow managed to talk though. "Jordan Miller.""Of fucking course," he mumbled to himself before looking at me again. "Who put you in?""Carlo."Alessandro assessed my face as though checking if I was lying. Then, he clenched his jaw and typed into his phone. Carlo showed up in less than a minute. "How fucking stupid can you be?" Alessandro asked immediately after he entered.Carlo's eyes fell on me, understanding immediately dawning on his face. "I can explain, boss.""Sure you can. I had to press pause on what I was doing in Italy to come to deal with those scumbags, only to see that you hired a," he glanced at me with irritation as he stood up, rounding the table that was in between us, "little girl to deliver to our clients?"I opened my mouth to oppose his statement but wasn't allowed to."Shut up," he directed at me before I could even speak, and I shrunk back on the chair, wanting nothing more than to disappear into thin air. "Does Pat know about this?" Carlo's silence was all he needed. "Incompetent fools.""Pat isn't to be blamed, boss." Carlo defended. "I managed to convince him to let her stay once we found out Jordan was actually a she."Alessandro laughed humorlessly. "Well, why don't you try to convince me why I should let her keep her job. She's a fucking teenager."I gritted my teeth in annoyance. They kept talking about me like I wasn't there; like I wasn't qualified to do this just because I didn't have a dick. "I'm almost twenty," I spoke up, my voice smaller than usual.The eyes of both men immediately snapped towards me. "What did you say?"Carlo, who was behind Alessandro, was gesturing for me to stop talking and not repeat myself, but I was tired of them addressing me as a child. I wasn't. That was precisely why I stood up and took a step closer to Alessandro. "I said I'm almost twenty. And stop talking about me like I'm not here, you sexist."Alessandro pushed up from his desk and closed the distance between us. He wrapped his hand around my throat and I gulped as his finger traced my neck. Feeling the movement, he smiled."Me? Sexist?" He asked to which I managed to nod even with my restricted movement. "What if I just don't want you to get hurt, seeing as this is a dangerous business?""I'm not weak.""Yeah? So you wouldn't feel it if I just…" He trailed off as he applied pressure on my neck, completely cutting off my airway. I struggled to claw his hands away, but he was so much stronger than me."You're hurting me." I managed to get out in between coughs."Am I?" He spoke into my ear, applying even more pressure. My vision was beginning to blacken and my coughing, more violent when I heard Carlo's voice."Boss, she'll pass out."Pass out? It felt like I was going to die."Let her." He replied nonchalantly. "Next time, she'll have to think twice before speaking."My mouth definitely got me into trouble this time.Alessandro Maurizio~•~"Boss, for real, you're gonna kill her.""Shut the fuck up." I seethed. "You're the reason she's here right now." Accompanying my words, I let go of her and she stumbled back, a sick satisfaction settling in my veins when I see her rubbing her neck, coughing profusely.A glance at her told me her neck was slightly bruised. Good. When she looks in the mirror and sees my mark on her, she'd have to reconsider everything coming out of her mouth.I trained a hard look on Carlo. He knew the rules. He knew not to employ a girl to sell drugs, and most especially not one who looked like a teenager. She'd be easy to break if a rival ever kidnapped her for information. "I'm so sorry, boss. It wouldn't happen again.""Damn right, it won't. I'll kill you if you ever make a mistake like this again. She's not even twenty-two yet." That was another rule. I didn't want to be responsible for kids dropping out of college because they felt they'd gotten a stable and well-paying jo
Jordan Miller~•~"I'm… gonna swinggggg from the chandelier, from the chandelier!" I watched Catherine slide on the ground, her knees scraping the floor as she sang her heart out. "I'm… gonna live like tomorrow doesn't exist, like it doesn't exist."I smiled wryly. If only I could live like that; like the next day didn't exist, like I didn't have to worry about finding money for my tuition if I didn't want to be forced to take a student loan. And one thing I hated was being in debt, which was why I paid off my father's debt as soon as possible, even if I never knew about it until he was gone.In a way, I was jealous of Catherine. She was living without a care in the world while I was there trying to think of ways to make a living.It was the only reason my friends were at my place at that moment. When I'd come back from the mansion last Friday, all my supplies were gone. I didn't know how they knew where I kept them, but they did and managed to strip them away from me. Alessandro had
Jordan Miller~•~Today was the day I had to go to the Maurizio mansion and I was beginning to have double thoughts about it. Was it a good idea to go there?Alessandro had clearly told me that I wasn't getting my job back. What if he was only letting me go to his house just to punish me for my stubbornness? I'd been drunk when I made that phone call and the next time Carlo called me, I'd apologized for my behavior the other night, so I wasn't worried about him. Alessandro on the other hand…"Miss Miller," Professor Mark called out. "A word please."I groaned internally and told my friends not to wait up for me. I packed up all my stuff and approached his desk hesitantly as Catherine exited the room, along with the rest of the class, winking at me as she did so. I snickered."Something funny, Miss Miller?""Oh, cut the formalities, Professor." I snorted. "Why'd you call me?"Professor Mark shook his head in disbelief. "Someone needs to tame you…" he said it so quietly, that I was sure
Jordan Miller~•~"Let me drive you home."Since Blake had picked me up in the morning, I accepted the offer. He waited for me as I put on my clothes. Sometime during our rendevous, I'd gone completely naked and as I finished wearing my top and skirt, I looked at him in amusement. "Am I getting my panties back?""Nope." He put them in his pocket and I shook my head as we left his office, going down to the parking lot. Thankfully, there weren't a lot of people around when he opened the door for me.The ride to my apartment was silent. I was already beginning to regret what I'd done. It was an impulsive decision and somehow, I had a knack for those. I was lost in my thoughts until I felt his hand on my bare thigh, caressing it."It's not a bad thing to give into your desires, Jordan. Don't overthink it."I nodded, pushing it to the back of my mind. "You do know you could get fired if this gets out, right?""I don't care." As though wanting to emphasize his words, he moved his hand furth
Jordan Miller~•~It had been hours. I didn't know how many hours, but I knew it had been hours. I couldn't even tell the fucking time because when I patted myself for my phone, I couldn't find it. I didn't realize it when Alessandro took it.All I could do was sit on the cold ground, trying my hardest not to freak out when I saw white everywhere I looked in the windowless room.I was bored, I was hungry, I was thirsty, and most importantly, I was going out of my fucking mind. My throat was scratchy and parched. I'd screamed a lot when I realized that Alessandro had actually locked me in this room.I closed my eyes and tried to imagine various colors. That was what I'd been doing for the past hours. Had it been a day already? I couldn't tell because the room had remained the same since I was thrown in here.I looked over my body, gritting my teeth. I didn't realize it, but I'd been scratching myself, and I'd retained bruises from the scratching. It wasn't something new, but it wasn't
Jordan Miller~•~Alessandro definitely wasn't thinking about me.He'd said he'd give me a job but still had to think of something. It had been a week. A very boring and unproductive week since I wasn't doing anything useful with my life.I'd expected Alessandro to think of something within a few days so I could go back home, but it seemed like I was the least of his problems. I barely even saw him. He was always out working. If he wasn't out, he was in his office, still working.I knew the mafia was a dangerous thing, but I didn't know what exactly they dealt with apart from drugs and firearms. Alessandro must be doing more than that though because he was always fucking busy. It was infuriating.I had nothing to do in his house either. I didn't have my phone or my laptop to keep me busy. I couldn't leave the mansion. Once, I was casually strolling around and giving myself the tour Alessandro or his men never gave me, but as soon as I reached the door, the guard on duty shooed me away
Jordan Miller~•~"You never told me why you were looking for me."Startled, I jumped at the sudden voice in my ear. It was two days later, and after avoiding Alessandro for as long as I could, he finally caught me off guard."If I didn't know any better, I'd think you are avoiding me."I knew it was a bad idea for me to be in the lounge, knowing Alessandro could very well pass by at any moment, but I didn't have a choice. Unlike Alessandro's room, my room didn't have a TV, and I had to watch something so I wouldn't be bored out of my mind.Alessandro dropped beside me. "When I talk to you, sweetheart, I expect to get a response." He growled slightly. It seemed like he always got worked up when he was around me.I slowly turned to the side, chewing my lip. I didn't know what to say. I didn't know how to talk to him without remembering what I saw. How that girl lay helplessly on the bed as he took what he wanted from her, both of them enjoying it more than they should. Add that to the
Alessandro Maurizio~•~"What the fuck do you mean it was just laying around?" I demanded, scrunching up the piece of paper in my hand tightly.Leo scratched the back of his neck nervously, taking a step back, clearly uncomfortable at the fact that he was standing so close to me while I was angry. He was pretty scary, the scar on his face making him even more so. I was wary of him sometimes, but at this moment, he had every reason to be scared."I found it on the ground." He explained again, the answer still not satisfying me. "I was doing my usual round around the house and I just saw an odd piece of paper that stood out among the flowers.""You didn't see anyone around the area? Someone that could've caught your attention?" I questioned, feeling slightly frustrated. "No, sir. I'm sorry." Damn right, he had to be sorry. He was the head of security, and it was his responsibility if someone could get through the gate unnoticed to drop off a threat."Get the fuck out." I seethed, comin
Alessandro Maurizio~•~"Come on," Jordan said as she tried to drag me upstairs. She didn't succeed very much, making her frown at me. "Alessandro!" She whined and I chuckled.Guests had started coming in and we had to be at the door to welcome them, but Jordan had other ideas. "Why do you even need me upstairs?" I asked her, catching sight of a new guest strolling in. Thankfully, Pat was there to make small talk with them."I just want to give you your present before we get carried away.""Jordan!" I scolded playfully, "we can't have sex while everyone is downstairs."Jordan didn't permit me to sleep last night even if she left the room, and immediately it was midnight, she was carrying in a cake and singing happy birthday in a low tune so she wouldn't disturb the others. It was such a sweet gesture that I found myself falling in love with her even more.I'd never imagined myself falling in love; I'd never imagined I would fall in love with Jordan. If I'd known how good it felt to b
Jordan Miller~•~Cathy was honestly a different breed. As soon as she saw the black card in my hand, she concluded that all the bills were on me. When I tried to protest, she took my phone (while we were still in the house) and called Alessandro.Alessandro, who hadn't expected it to be Cathy, answered with, "Hey, mama," and it was on loudspeaker. After getting over her amusement, she announced she was the one on the phone and asked if the black card was to cover all the bills, including theirs.It was embarrassing, but Cathy didn't get embarrassed easily. The guys also said they wouldn't be comfortable letting another man pay their bills, but she was quick to shush them, awaiting Alessandro's answer. "That was precisely the reason I gave her the card."Cathy shot me a look of triumph as she handed my phone back to me. Next, they wasted a few minutes, fawning over my car and arguing about who would drive it.I'd just stared at them for a while before I entered the driver's seat and
Jordan Miller~•~I heard the doorbell ring and I shot up from the couch, half scaring the men around me. "I'll get that."Alessandro chuckled, shaking his head as he stood up as well. "I'll come with you."I made a face. He was only coming with me because he knew Blake was also at the door and he was a very possessive man. I didn't object though. I wanted my friends to meet Alessandro after all. "Promise to be nice.""Dolcezza, I don't make promises I can't keep."I scoffed, not bothering to try with him because he meant what he said. As we reached the front door, Alessandro decided to open it himself. He stood in front of me, blocking my view from my friends. I pushed him to the side with little to no strength. He most likely moved out of his own accord.All three of them stood there patiently. Cathy, unusually, was putting on a dress, a jacket, and a pair of boots, making her seem taller than she already was. Spencer and Blake were dressed similarly in a shirt, undershirt, and trou
Jordan Miller~•~I took a deep breath as I stared at the apartment complex again. It was fine. Everything was fine. I didn't have to worry too much. They would be welcoming, wouldn't they?"You don't have to go in if you don't want to." Alessandro interrupted the pep talk I was giving myself."Oh, I want to. But what if they don't want me anymore?" Since I'd decided to tell my friends about Alessandro, that was the one thing I'd been worried about. "They're your friends, they'd welcome you anytime. If anything goes wrong though, call me. I'll come immediately."I smiled at him. "Sure." Then, I frowned. "It isn't fair you get to ride my baby before me though."Just as promised, Alessandro had taken me to the car dealer. It was a 2020 Rolls Royce Wraith that was worth over three hundred thousand dollars. I hadn't known the name of the car but I happened to like it. Only after choosing it did Alessandro tell me what it was called."You can ride this baby."I didn't know what Alessandro
Jordan Miller~•~"I want you to be mine."Like any other girl, those words excited me. But they also scared me because they were very much random.Alessandro and I were in the middle of a conversation in the kitchen when he blurted them out. They still hadn't found a replacement for Maya because they couldn't just trust anybody, especially after what happened with Maya.Inviting any man or woman to be a full-time cook in the house gave that person access to information and who knows what the person might do with it?"When you say yours…""My girlfriend, my fiance, my wife, my everything." He said, casually peeling a potato. I'd never seen Alessandro do such a mundane job, but I'd said I wanted to cook and he offered to join because he was still following me around to make sure I was okay. Besides that, he looked incredibly hot with an apron and a peeler in his hand.I bit my lip, trying not to be too giddy with excitement. I must have been quiet for too long because Alessandro looked
Jordan Miller~•~I straightened up on the bed as Alessandro walked into the room, carrying a tray most likely filled with things that would add nutritional value to my health."You don't have to do all these, you know?" I chuckled, stretching my hand forward to take the tray from him, but he didn't give it to me. He swatted my hand away and sat next time, then he started feeding me."I'm not complaining, Jordan.""That's because you don't believe me when I say I'm fine. For the umpteenth time, I am." I informed him, opening my mouth immediately after to take in a spoonful of the meal.He shook his head. He was looking very casual today — a tank top and joggers — as he'd been these past few days. Then again, he had not left my side, claiming he needed to take care of me and his men banished him from working for the next few weeks, so he had enough time on his hands to bug me. "Tesoro, you haven't left this room since we came home—"I quickly cut in. "Maybe that's because your room is v
Jordan Miller~•~I closed my eyes, awaiting my death.Although I didn't want the last thing I saw to be Vince's annoyed face as he pulled the trigger, I also didn't want to see the horror in Alessandro's eyes as I took my last breath.I expected a bullet to pierce through my heart. I expected to be dead in seconds. What I didn't expect was to be flung to the side like a rag doll. I would've fallen to the floor if Alessandro hadn't been there to catch me."Fuck, Jordan, are you okay?"I nodded distractedly, noticing the hall had gone deadly silent. I turned around in his arms and nothing could've prepared me for the sight I met.Vince's arm was still hung in the air, his gun in his hand, frozen as he gazed at his brother's dying form, who was on the ground with his hand placed on his stomach.His hand was filled with blood, which only meant that was where he was shot. This was the second time he was taking a bullet for me and this one seemed worst than the last. Hell, it was obvious i
Jordan Miller~•~I blinked repeatedly, looking at the gun in my hand; looking at my finger on the trigger that I had pulled. I had killed a man.Well, I wasn't certain until he dropped to the ground, an obvious wound on his head, revealing Alessandro.My eyes met with Alessandro's and he looked shocked to see me. I looked down at my hands again. They were shaking; so badly that I almost dropped the gun. A shadow fell over me. It was Alessandro. At that moment, all the grudges I held against him were nowhere to be found. I couldn't even remember why I was mad at him, to be honest.I didn't know what to do. I didn't know whether to slap him, hug him or kiss him, but Alessandro made the decision for me, pulling me into his arms and kissing me senseless.The feeling was both familiar and foreign at the same time. I'd forgotten how good Alessandro kissed. Hell, everything he did was good and I wasn't even exaggerating. My gun clattered to the ground as my arms wrapped around his neck, br
Alessandro Maurizio~•~I had been looking forward to this day all week; since the day Vlad successfully tracked the location of Vince and fucking Romano.I'd known neither of them would have answered or returned my calls, which was why I had Vlad do it. Vlad was able to keep him on the phone for as long as we needed to track them because of his wittiness.We had a plan. Vlad and his men had just gone in and the other family was prepping to go. I wouldn't admit it, but my heart was pounding. This was the closest I'd ever been to Jordan, assuming she was inside the house at the moment.Knowing Jordan as much as I did, there was a possibility she'd try to escape, so I wouldn't be surprised if she already did."Siete pronti?" Patrizio asked the fuckers in the backseat. (Are you guys ready?)"Pronto a sconfiggere questo figlio di puttana," Lorenzo replied, seeming more enthusiastic than he should have. (Ready to take this motherfucker down.)"Perché lo odi?" Carlo asked in amusement. (Why