The tiny piece of material is spread out on my bed. I am sitting on the chair ogling it with only my bathrobe on. My phone buzzes, it is Rayon calling.
"Hello."
"Hey, are you done yet?"
"I can't wear this," I exclaim, nervously biting my nails
"Ann, if you want the story, that's the only way in." I can hear him smirking on the other end of the phone. “Do you need me to help you get dressed?" He asks flirtatiously.
"No!!" I yell and jump out of the chair.
"Okay then, you have thirty minutes before I come up there and dress you myself."
He ends the call. I pull off my bath rope and let it drop to the floor as I glare at my new stripper uniform just. It is a mission to get into my disguise but I manage to pull it on after plundering onto the bed and yanking it. I slip on the black pantyhose and the heels that came with the dress. I ruffle my hair a bit and put on some makeup. Well, if I am doing this I might as well go all in. I glance at the mirror, if my mom saw me now, she would most definitely put me in a nunnery.
There is a soft knock on the door. "I'm coming in," Rayon announces as he pushes the door open.
"Holy shit!" His eyes widen as he gawks at me.
"What? Too much?" I ask looking back at the full-length mirror.
"No, just enough. I knew you'd look good, but this." He gestures towards me. "Fuck, Hermosa." He bites his lip as he steps closer to me.
"Rayon," I whisper as I slowly step away. "Please." He gently runs his hand down the side of my body as he pulls me to him.
"I can't let you go, Ann. I can't imagine another man's hands all over this sweet body of yours." He whispers against my ear.
"We can't" I murmured and shut my eyes, I dare say, I do enjoy his touch.
"That's not what your body is saying." He gently places a kiss on the nape of my neck, kissing his way up to my ear. "Tell me you don't want this." He pushes up against me, I can feel how hard he is for me. He gently nips my earlobe as he cups my face in his hand and softly strokes my bottom lip.
I open my eyes and lock onto his lustful eyes. "Hermosa, I want you so bad." His breathing is heavy, I can tell he is holding back.
"Rayon," I whisper, damn this man’s Spanish pronunciation is so fucking sexy.
The air is thick with anticipation. Our eyes spark with desire, igniting a slow burn of passion deep within our bodies. With a tender smile, Rayon reaches out and brushes a strand of hair from my cheek, “Hermosa.” He leans in, his warm breath fanning across my face, I shut my eyes longing for the sweet pressure of his lips on mine. Our mouths meet, and the kiss is soft and gentle yet firm. I wind my arms around his neck, surrendering to the passion.
Rayon pulls me closer to him to deepen the kiss. Our tongues tangle in a slow and sensual dance, each movement fuelling the fire that burns between us. I let out a soft moan, but my subconscious won't let me enjoy this moment any longer, “Clara” I moan, slamming my palms to his chest as I shove him away.
He takes a step back. "Fuck, Ann." Running his fingers through his sexy blond locks. I let out a long sigh as I calm my body from exploding. He walks to my bed and falls down as he stares at the ceiling. "I'm sorry, Ann." He whispers. I’m a little confused, not sure why his apologizing, I’m at fault here, I should never have allowed it to come to this.
He pushes up on his elbows and looks sincerely at me, with a faint smile on his face. "I know, I've hurt you and I never really got the chance to say how sorry I am. And now this." He gestures towards me as his eyes examine me. "I'm a real jerk." He lets out a soft chuckle and falls back on the bed.
"Yup." Popping the P, I stroll towards the bed and sit next to him. "That you are."
He peeks up from under his arm. "Thanks." I cannot help but giggle at the miserable look on his face. I slap him on the leg and jump to my feet. "Come, we have a story to unravel." I smile sweetly at him as I flip my hair over my shoulder.
"Yeah, let's go do that." He jumps to his feet, takes my coat, and hangs it over my shoulders. "You need to cover up for now." He smiles as he opens the door for me to exit.
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We drive up to what once was a grand building is now a shadow of its former self, with peeling paint and cracked windows that tell a story of better days gone by. The entrance is shrouded in darkness with only a single bulb illuminating the door, casting an eerie shadow across the pavement.
“Are you sure we are at the right place?” An uneasiness stirs in my core.
“This is what my source said. “He kills the engine and examines the place, “Well, if you want to do sketchy stuff, this place fits the bill, wouldn't you agree?” he slides out of the car and makes his way to my door.
"Here take this." shoving a small bottle of pepper spray in my top between my boobs. He smirks as a blush paints my face. "Don't get all flustered."
"Now, you go in at the back door. If anything happens call me." Rayon looks all serious and worried at me.
"Okay, thanks." I turn around to make my escape. As I approach the back door my heart starts to race, I did not sign up for this, I have no idea what awaits me. The door is guarded by a monster of a man, a bold hulk. I gulp and gather all my confidence as I strip out of my coat. I walk up to him. "Hey," I said sweetly. He narrows his eyes at me and scans me up and down not sure what to make of me. He shrugs his shoulders and opens the door for me. That was easy enough.
Greeted by a murky abyss of smoke and neon lights. The air is thick with whiskey and cigar smoke. I peek through the curtains that separate the entertainment from the crowd. The clientele is a motley crew of shady characters, from bearded bikers to slick-suited businessmen, some enjoying a drink at the bar while others play cards at the table, waiting for the next performance to come on. My heart drops to the floor as a man’s voice shouts behind me making me jump
"Come now my little bunnies!" A pitied build man walks past me. He slams on the brakes and examines me. "Who- are- you?" He asks. "Never mind I like what I see."
"Uh." Confused, I start to walk with him as he grips my wrist pulling me along with him.
"Can you dance?" He asks spinning me around.
"I think so," I mumble.
"Well, that will do. Smile." He smiles brightly at me.
I smile at him and with one shove I am on a stage with a few more girls dressed in black. "What the...." The music starts with a song I recognize, Confident by Demi Lovato. They start swinging their hips. Hypnotizing all the men in the room. I am dumbfounded as I look over my shoulder at where I came from. The pitied man mouth at me, dance.
"Follow me." A beautiful blond whisper. Swinging her hips like there is no tomorrow. I start to follow her lead. I really do feel like a stripper now.
I can feel Rayon’s eyes boring into me as he works the crowd, but I can feel another set of eyes on me. I look up at the second-floor scanning through all the men gawking at the women on stage.
My eyes lock onto the forest green eyes of Lorenzo. He smiles, one of those panty-dropping hot, knee-numbing smiles. Oh, shit I feel my whole body tickle. I froze on the spot. My jaw almost drops to the floor, as my core does backflips.
He starts to chuckle at how fast my body reacts to him. "Shit.", I mumble ripping my gaze away from him. The blond-haired person in front of me starts to giggle. "Girl, that's Lorenzo, every woman in here is after that man." She smiles as the song comes to a stop.
"Come." She hooks onto my arm and pulls me off the stage as the curtains close. That was terrifying, I can't do it again, I have to get out of this place.
As we walk into the dimly lit backstage area, the air is thick with the smell of hairspray and perfume. In the corner, a group of women huddle around a mirror, each applying their own makeup with deft strokes. Some are smudging on thick black eyeliner, while others focus on layering red lipstick.A woman in a glittering costume is bent over, lacing up her boots. Her fingers move quickly as she expertly looping and tying the strings. She looks up briefly, catching my eye with a knowing smile before returning her attention to the task at hand."My stage name is Candy. My real name is Florence." She smiles holding out a hand for me to take."Lilly-Ann, nice to meet you." I return her smile and add. “Tell me about Lorenzo?""Oh, well, his a mystery. All I know is that he owns this place." "No last name?" I ask, she just pulls her shoulders up. "Who cares about last names, his hot." She smirks elbowing me in my ribs.I cannot disagree with that, but why would Rayon think his auctioning wo
I can not sleep. My mind keeps on replaying the events of tonight. It was a night filled with excitement and plenty of firsts for me, but something just doesn’t add up. Why would Lorenzo own a place, Rayon thinks is use to sell girls? Well, by the looks of the place and all the women there I would have thought so too, but then there is something Candy said that tells me otherwise.It is 3 am and still no shuteye. "Jeez!" I throw the blanket to the floor and make my way to my laptop.Googling the one and only Lorenzo. There is not a lot about him, just that his a nightclub owner and CEO of Green Seed Agro, GSA for short. No siblings and no kids. There is tons of business photos of him, shaking hands with big CEO of very wealthy and well known companies. Photos of his latest project, save the planet, seem to pull a lot of attention.I grab my notepad and jot down all the clubs he owns, Maybe I should pay them a visit as well,for research purposes only.A nice long shower is all I need
I wish it was different between me and Rayon. My addiction, sad but true, I will never be able to tell him no and he knows it. This is why I am afraid of tonight. Stepping into new territories with him, the friend zone, or colleagues. I just need to play it safe and choose my outfit carefully.My small frame is accentuated by a pair of fitted jeans, which is hugging my curves in all the right places. To offset the casual look of my denim, I decide on a blouse that is as feminine as it is soft. The fabric flows around me, draping me in a gentle embrace, while the delicate lace accents the trimmed sleeves and neckline to add a touch of sophisticated charm. Happy with my choice, I stroll to the elevator, when my phone buzz."Hi, I'm on my way down."Okay, I'll wait for you then." Rayon ends the call.Checking myself in the elevator mirror before I exit. Get it together Lilly-Ann, this is NOT a date.Rayon stands at the door with his hands in his jean pocket, freshly shaved, and dressed i
Rosemary is waiting at the door for us as the car comes to a stop. I am frozen in my seat. "Rayon," I whisper shaking my head and trying to fathom what he just said. "I just wanted you to know, I'm not expecting an answer or anything from you, Ann." He smiles, leaning closer to me, and placing a kiss on my cheek. “I’m not giving up on us.” He whisper before sliding out of the car. "Now, let's go enjoy ourselves." Opening my door for me and holding his arm for me to take, I hook in, as we walk to the door like nothing happened. "Annie!" Rosemary yells, waving us over, but frowns when she notices that I am on the arm of my ex. She glares at me and shakes her head disapproving. "Hi, Rose." He grins, and she gives him a once-off look before spinning on her heels. "Follow me." She pouts, handing me a VIP pass. "I don't think she likes me." Rayon whispers in my ear. "Yeah, I got the same message." I give him an apologetic smile as we enter the club. The pulsing bass of the music thunder
I crawl onto my bed and kicking off my shoes. I pull myself in a small ball on the bed. My heart feels as empty as this apartment, surrounded by the remnants of my shattered heart. Tears streams down my cheeks, leaving behind a trail of heartache and despair. I grab my phone and dial Shane. I need him to shout at me."Hey, girl."I fight back the tears as Shane picks up. "Shane.""What happened? Did that mother fucker do something to hurt you. I'll kill him, I swear.""No, no. Well, he didn't hurt me.""Ann, what are you saying?""I don't know, Shane I'm so confuse.""When are you coming home?""Tomorrow, my flight is at 9am""Good, that's good, you need to stay away from him, Ann."I let out a soft giggle, Shane can be so overprotective. "I love you. Shane."I love you too, See you tomorrow.""Yeah, see you then." I end the call, staring at the ceiling as my phone drops to the floor. I know when I get home Shane will be ready with a long lecture, which I’m in need of.*****Packed an
Sometimes in life we take for granted the people close to us, not considering how our actions might affect their lives. We are selfishly pursuing our goals, middle-fingering the people we love, without knowing it.Stepping out into the cool air of NYC, I inhale sharply. This is the first time I’m nervous about a story. I’ve done so many undercover jobs and investigate so many people, but never did a knot form in my stomach. It’s like my body is trying to warn me something bad is going to happen, which makes it even more intriguing for me to go, but why am I nervous?Just as I’m about to cross the road a SUV stop and the back door swings open. “Get in.” The voice demands. I try to push past the car but it keeps blocking my path. “Get your fucking ass in this car!!” His deep raspy voice exclaimed, but this time more demanding.My heart starts pounding in my chest, I know if I get in, I might never get out in one piece. The front door swings open and a big man, dressed in all black, gra
Lesley’s eyes filled with sympathy as he gaze down at me, clinging on his arm, “Lilly-Ann, I can not just burst into his home and start to accuse him of catnapping. It is not how we do things. I’m sorry.” “But I know it is him, Shane tell him!” I move my gaze towards my only hope, Shane smile faintly at me as he stands from the sofa and places his hand on my shoulder. “I think you should come home with me and let Lesley do his job.” “Why won’t you belief me!!! He took my cat, he broke into my apartment, he threatened to kill me!!! Do you think I‘m making all this up?! What great friends you are!” Tears start running down my cheeks as I shrug Shane’s hand from my shoulder, grab my bag and storm out the building. “Lilly-Ann!!” Both calls my name as I exit. If they won’t help me find Honey I will do it myself. Sliding into my car I start the engine. I have no idea where Honey would be but I know who saw her last and I know where to start. Starlux Deluxe hotel, Lenkov’s new pride and jo
Driving up to the appointed place, I gather all the papers and hard drives. My stomach is doing backflips, I’m afraid, I have no clue what I’m walking into, nor do I know if Honey is still alive. I slide a can of pepper spray into my jacket pocket and shut my eyes as I take a long deep breath. You can do this. I gather all my courage and step out of the car. Heading to the entrance, I’m greeted by two of Lenkov’s bodyguards. “Papers and hard drives” The gigantic man, dressed in a black tuxedo says, holding out his enormous hand, his emotionless face, has me shivering in fear. I gulp hard and shook my head. “Honey first.” I dare say. The bold guy that’s with him starts nodding his head, “Kevin, the boss said we should bring her up.” I can tell Kevin is not pleased with his orders. “Very well then, Follow me.” Kevin says as he makes his way to the elevator. I force my legs to move as my breathing picks up, my heart is hammering in my throat as I walk deeper into the lions den. “Kevin
Three years have passed since the death of Gustav it went public but they say it was suicide, he couldn’t take the loss of his dear wife, Lorenzo’s mother, and shot himself. I realized then how much power Lorenzo has and I have to admit it scared me a little.Anyway, Clara and Nick got married soon after returning from Finland, where they hid from Gustav. They have a beautiful baby girl named Anika. Ricardo is very protective of his baby sister. Nick was a doctor without borders, which I did not know. But he settled when they got married, and they still live in New York, he bought a house not far from us and we almost see each other on a daily bases. Clara loves the peaceful life they created together and she’s a full-time mom now.Rayon is still in the picture though, he comes to visit Ricardo a lot. He surprised me with how a good father he is, I never expected him to be so caring. He is still staying in New York as well, he met someone and seems to be happy. I didn’t see her yet th
The sun is shining brightly as the guests arrived at the grand estate for Tomson's sixth birthday party. The driveway is lined with fancy sports cars and limousines, and the valet attendants were busy parking them. As we walked up to the front door, we are greeted by a team of butlers who handed us champagne flutes filled with sparkling cider.I'm dressed in my gorgeous black gown Shane got me and Shane is dressed in his stylish pink and white tuxedo. "Wow." Shane's stunned at how many people showed up for this, but I'm used to it. Yeah, my dear friend, this is Vicky for you, she loves big events and glamor.Inside, the house is decorated with balloons and streamers in Tommy's favorite colors, and a huge banner that read "Happy 6th Birthday Tomson!" hung from the ceiling. The place is stacked with people I don't know, I scan the room for Vicky or Chad but they are nowhere to be seen. I spot Jena standing in the far corner of the living room dressed in a beautiful navy blue dress. watc
Motherhood changed me, it made me stronger.Clara, Nick, and Ricardo come strolling out of the arrivals gate of the airport. Yeah, I dialed Clara and told her to come pick up Ever-Lee and keep her safe, I will come find her when this is resolved. So they made a pit stop picked her up and flow to who knows where. She gave me a be careful speech after realizing my mind is made up, I will not run anymore. I smothered Ever-Lee with kisses and shed a few tears as I watch them disappear.“We should talk,” I say over the phone as Lorenzo answers on the first ring. “Meet me at the office.” I end the call, I didn’t give him a chance to replay or to even say a word, I’m out for blood and Gustav is at the top of my list, but I will need help, and who better to ask than a mafia boss?I have a solute plan in mind the when, where and everything. Now all that’s left is the manpower. The only way this nightmare will end is to destroy him, destroy everything he holds dear, his company, his reputation,
The smell of coffee and freshly baked croissants fills the air as we enter. Vicky is carrying Ever-Lee to an open table in the corner and I place an order for us. That is when my eyes caught the newspaper.I grab it from the counter and my whole world comes crashing down. Gustav Lenkov, realest from prison, he is a free man. “No this can’t be happening.” My hands are shaking, he will be out for blood and Rayon will be the first one he wants revenge on. “Ricardo,” I mumble and scramble to fish my phone out of my pocket. My fingers are numb and I can’t seem to dial.I inhale a long sharp breath, calm yourself Lilly-Ann, you're jumping to conclusions again, he might be a changed man and won’t even hurt a fly. But just in case, I hit the call button.“Hey, sis.”“Clara, are you okay? And Ricardo?”“We are fine, what’s wrong Ann, did something happen, you sound terrified.”“Did you see the newspaper?”“Oh, n hadn’t had a chance.”“Gustav is out of prison, I think he might try something, pl
The next morning I’m like a lovesick puppy, racing through the apartment to get everything done, so I can go to work and see Lorenzo again. I had no shut-eye I couldn’t stop thinking about him and his promise, which I want to talk to him about. How close of an eye did he keep on me, is my apartment bugged and do I have people following me? And then the question that has been bugging me the whole night, what happened with his engagement? I haven't seen him in the tabloids at all, it’s like he disappears from the face of the earth, poof gone.“So is that a yes or a no?” Shane asks, drumming the kitchen table with his fingers.“Uh, maybe,” I replied a bit confused.“You didn’t hear a word I said?”I sip shyly on my coffee hiding my face behind the cup. “Sorry.”“What has gotten into you? You are acting weird. Is it a man?” Shane grins and moves closer to me.I almost choke on my coffee.“I knew it.” Shane slams on the counter making m and Ever-Lee jump, “Is it someone I know?”Ever-Lee s
Every piece of my being is consumed by his darkness, it is arousing every piece of light I had and changing it into his.His dark eyes are pulling me in, like a moth to a flame. I’m lost in his presence, my heart is pounding out of my chest as he slowly stalks closer to me. “Stop,” I warn breathlessly. My heart, mind, and soul want to leap into his arms and wrap myself up in his warmth but…. “You have no right showing up here.” I’m a mother now and he is a threat to my only piece of happiness.“I have all the right in the world, baby girl,” A smirk pulls on his face as he looks at me.“I’m not baby girl, I’m Lilly-Ann, Lilly-Ann Anderson, Editor-in-Chief of The money maker magazine,” I say proudly narrowing my eyes at him as he slowly walks towards me with a proud smile on his face.“I know.” He whispers in a mischievous tone. “And you will always be my baby girl.” A grin that can light up the whole of London paints his face, he stops right in front of me, his eyes burning into my sou
It has been a year, Ever-lee Anderson, had made her way into the world. Yeah, not Eva or Eve-Lee. Shane said Ever-Lee because she took forever to emerge. I didn’t have the energy to fight him on the name so Ever-Lee stuck. My sister and Ricardo visited for a few days after Ever-Lee’s birth but with all the drama with her work she couldn’t stay long, but I think she missed Nick too much to stay longer, she just use work as an excuse. Chad gave me a month's leave from work, he has been so giving and kind since I started there.My big green eye baby girl has some much of her father’s looks it’s scary. Today is her four-month celebration and my return to work, I’ve been in and out, but today I’m ready to stick around, which I’m a bit nervous about. I know Jena, my geeky PA, had everything in control while I was absent, but for some reason, my nerves are chewing at me like a puppy dog with a new toy. Chad also insisted that I bring Ever-Lee to work, he set up a cot and everything I need in
Dusk brushes over the city and for the first time in a long time, I feel lonely. I had just made an agonizing decision, one that I might regret in the near future. I walked away from the man I loved, I had known for a while that our paths can not intertwine any longer. My heart feels heavy with the overwhelming love I still feel for him. I sink my head into the pillow and feel the anchor pulling me deeper into the realms of loneliness.A familiar creak of the door closing reverberates through the stillness. I jerk up to see who my intruder is.“Ann? You still awake?” Clara whispers as she tiptoes to my bed.“Yeah…” I flick the bed lamp on and push my body up. “I don’t think sleep is an option for me.”Clara sit next to me and looks at me worried. “You need rest, it's not good for you or the baby.”Easier said the done, I can’t get his face out of my head, that shattered look in his eyes. ”I know.” I pull my pillow to my chest and hug it tight, “But you didn’t see him.”“Ann, he is eng
Have you ever experienced one of those earth-freezing moments when time and everything around you seem to come to a standstill? Well, I just did. My hands press hard against his strong chest as I try to breathe. He grips my wrist in his hand and bends down to my ear.“Not in public, baby girl.” His breath fans over my skin leaving goosebumps in its wake. I blink my eyes rapidly as I gulp down the last of my sanity. “Now if you would please excuse me.” Lorenzo strolls away leaving me spellbound, with my fingers prickling from our touch.Clara comes strolling by. “Hey, what’s the matter?” She furrows a brow, “Are you feeling sick?” “Huh?” I jerk my head in her direction as I lose sight of him. “Did you say something?”“Ann, what’s going on?” She looks at me with a concerned look in her eyes.“Nothing, nothing at all.” I know Clara only met him once but fuck he is not the forgettable type, how could she invite him. I check the guest list to see if his name is on it, but it’s not.“