I walked down from the car and I almost vomited because of what was flashed before my eyes. It wasn't a house. I prefer to call it a palace. The design of this magnificent mansion was incredibly pushing me to feel ashamed to make a move closer to it.
It wasn't just tall, wide, and big. But it was extravagant, well built and maintained. The design was more similar to the palace of heaven that I usually saw on television and posters. There were touches of gold that made the light run through every part of the place. My mouth was still open until I heard Martin clear his throat. I look at him. He noticed that I was amused with everything I just saw. “Miss Valerie Wills, why are you so surprised by what you saw? Aren't you just as rich as our master?” “Ah, he's richer than any rich person I knew.” For some reason, I quite understand why among the rich men, my parents dictated my marriage to this mysterious man. He is not just rich but he is very rich. The field around his mansion is tiled, it has a large garden that can hold any kind of party. As Martin and I walked towards the door, he remained silent. “Do you really know your master, Martin?” “He is Mister Suarez. Rich.” Those were the only answers he gave. My shoulders just drop. No one really knows who he is and important information about him. “Who are his companions here? Does he have family or relatives with him in this mansion?” I'm curious. “Besides his name and fame in the field of business, I don't know anything about him. Many say they know his name. But no one knows the true story of my master's life yet. Even his face has not been seen by anyone,” Martin replied. “Really?” I asked, full of surprise. I was too focused on studying and taking care of my body, and myself, so I wasn't able to find out and get to know people like Mister Suarez. I thought that after I studied hard and graduated I would fly abroad and continue my life there or else I would stay in our own company and learn how to run it. But neither of those happened. Because I am here now in the mansion where I will spend my life until I grow old for the wealth that my parents desire. “Yes, Miss Valerie Wills. He doesn't want to be interviewed on any talk show and he doesn't want to hear people talk about him. Actually, there is no need to talk about his wealth. The whole world knows that.” I swallowed, can't believe about Mister Suarez. “How is that possible?” “For him, it is possible in his own ways.” I almost covered my face when the big door of the mansion opened. Its interior is bright so you can clearly see the luxurious things inside it. Almost everything has a touch of gold. The interior design of the mansion is unique. It was like an antique house, but everything seemed to be perfectly placed in their own places. The living room of the mansion is spacious. If I were to lie, I would say that it is triple the size of the ground floor of a mall. Two facing lines of his maids greeted me. They are bent over and can't look at me. Martin and I passed among the maids. The line of maids ended and then the men were seen facing each other, they must have been the butlers. It took us a few minutes to find the first case of the stairs. I looked up and could hardly breathe at what I saw, a golden staircase whose handles on the sides were made of bronze and silver. “Am I in heaven?” I asked in my mind. It's really true that the interior set up of Mister Suarez's mansion is like heaven. My mind was interrupted when I heard loud footsteps coming from above. A few moments later I saw his legs hidden inside a black slacks. My gaze rose and stopped between her thighs. I just swallowed when his tenting crotch is coming near me. I pressed my lips together because my mind asks how long his shaft is. Trying to move on, I lifted my gaze on his body that was clothed with a white long sleeve. I sweated cold and sticky when I saw the middle part of his hard chest. It has a few visible strands of hair and those are the reason why it is so good to look at. I didn't make an effort to look up at his face anymore because when he went down the last case of the stairs that was between us earlier, his face was totally levelled with mine. As expected, he was wearing a mask. His mask was shiny black. I hate to say this but his mask makes him look hot, especially with his posture with both upper parts of his long sleeve unbuttoned. The memory of what happened in the private room of the event hall where the masquerade ball took place popped into the corner of my head. I then withdrew my gaze and just threw it around. “You can now leave her with me, Martin,” he said to his subject. Martin looked at me and nodded as his way of letting me know he would be going now. I thanked him with my mouth open but no sound was heard. I was suddenly struggling because of what I remember. It was that kiss that made me think low of myself and embarrassed to look at his eyes. He turned his back on me. “Let's go upstairs, Miss Wills,” he said coldly. What I thought before I came here was that he would tease me because I kissed him. But it seems that he doesn't care about that matter anymore. Well, what am I expecting from him? Maybe he was already used to kissing some woman, and he just didn't want other people to know about it, so that his name wouldn't be ruined. I make an annoyed face while I am following him upstairs. “I'm sorry for the mansion's setup, Miss Wills, because my assistants and butlers were not prepared.” Is he out of his mind? Sorry? For what? He said his assistants were not prepared. Like, what the heck? His mansion is so clean. Honestly, it's embarrassing to walk on its floor because of the shine it has. “Leave it and next time I will tell them ahead of time that you are coming,” he added. It's a good thing I wasn't wearing my seven inch heels, because my feet happened to be injured in case. We've been climbing for a while but we're only halfway up the stairs. “What do you think of this place, Miss Wills? I'm sorry if it's small and messy,” he said. Was that sarcasm? I still didn't speak. I didn't know how to respond to what he said until we finally got to the second floor of the mansion. He turned to me and smiled. “You've quite got the stamina, Miss Wills. Look at you, you didn't even get tired even though the stairs we walked were quite long. Well that's good, you also need to get used to it because in the near future you will be living here.” “Yeah,” I answered briefly and just smiled. I don't want him to see that I'm upset with him and the way he's being sarcastic. I can't call Mister Suarez humble because I know that attitude he showed me today is far from that. Is his mansion small? Hell! It seems like it can fit three houses as big as ours! Is the mansion messy? My side bangs are even messier compared to this. But instead of interrupting what he was saying, I only smiled back. “Let's go this way,” he said to me. I followed him until we entered a room with the same design as our living room. We went to the sofa and sat down. He sat opposite to me. He crossed his legs and took the news paper and started to read with his eyes. “Mister Suarez, isn't it we're here to talk about our marriage,” I said because of my annoyance. “The night is too young to discuss that, Miss Wills. Let me finish this article first,” he said. I won't argue anymore. I'm afraid he might do bad to me. It's a good thing because when he finished he paid attention to me. “So, what do you want now? What kind of wedding do you prefer?” His question caught my attention. I think it's not bad to tell him about my dream wedding. Excitement aroused inside my heart. I clasped hands and sighed with relief. “Honestly, I want to get married inside the church where my family, friends and people I know are present. I want to experience the traditional wedding I dreamed of when I was young,” I said in a straightforward manner. He carried his stare from the floor to me. As his eyes nailed at mine, I could feel how I am slowly melting. “No. Let's get married in the West. Apparently, we have to get married because of money and business alone. It's not because of love so that church wedding is not an option.” In order to hide the dismay I felt, I just laughed. “Of course, Mister Suarez! West is the best venue for our wedding. You are right, it's not for love but for business alone.” I managed to hide my feelings in my outside appearance. But my heart was torn, and my head was stabbed with the pain he caused. I only get married once. I thought that would be special. But I'm wrong because I'm going to marry a man who doesn't love me, and the wedding I want won't happen. Maybe all I could do is say goodbye to my dream wedding.I was in a white dress, sitting outside the wedding hall where the judge was waiting. I looked up and realized that it was too far from the wedding I dreamed of back when I was a kid. A beautiful and unforgettable wedding—that was the wedding I wanted. But here I am, waiting for my mysterious groom to come to the place where he wants the both of us to be proclaimed as a legal married couple. He doesn't want my parents to come. I asked about his parents the eve I visited his place, yet he seemed to be offended when I opened the topic. I thought that he didn't want to talk about his parents. He might be holding a grudge against them, and so do I! I hate his parents for bringing their son into this world, who eventually will become my husband. I can't! What will happen to me? To us? And to what stage of life will we enter? Marriage has to be serious and sacred. But this! This is an awful thing! Awful than ever! I looked at the little round thing on my wrist, checking what time
Finally, after almost two hours of uncomfortable travel back to his mansion, which is supposed to be my mansion too since we are legally a couple now, I can finally breathe freely. Martin opened the door for us. I gave Martin a smile before I walked out of the car. I exhaled to overcome the uneasy feeling that I suddenly had. I couldn't imagine that I am married now. If it was a nightmare, I hope that I would fall from my bed so that I could be awakened. “Let's go now, Valerie. You will get colds if you keep on standing here all night.” “Y-Yeah.” I didn't mind following him until we got inside this big and wide mansion, where I will live for the rest of my life since I married this man. Our steps echoed in the living room. I noticed that the mansion was quite at peace, as if it were in the desert. “Where are the maids and butlers?” I cocked my head in some directions. “There are a few maids left, and the same with butlers. I don't want many people near me from no
I rotated inside the room while jumping like a child. It was the end of the week since our wedding, and I haven't seen his face. He said his bow and even promised to be the best husband...ever! But damn it! I mean, his definition of “the best husband is giving me incomparable anger!" He assigned a maid to bring my necessities up here. But that maid was prohibited from talking to me. All I knew was her name, and it was Amia. Amia is a good person; I can sense that. She's really a pro in terms of cleaning and giving services to me. It just saddened me that she's not allowed to talk to me. I grabbed the pillow and covered it on my face, and then I shouted at the top of my lungs, releasing the feeling of devastation that this fucking marriage gave to me. “Happy fucking life of a married woman to the fucking infinity! Oh, fucking shit, son of a holy crap, why were you born as the man I am married with?! You're such a fucking jerk!” I screamed again until I could feel the rough text
He was panting while his hips moved back and forth between my thighs. I tried to push him, but he was strong enough to dominate my body. I can't find any strength within me, so the rest I can do is to let him treat me like an animal and wait for him to finish. “My 50 million dollars is not at waste! Ah! Damn it! You're fucking tight, woman! You really are a virgin,” he said it like a chant, repetitively. “P-Please…stop, El. It hurts,” I said, clenching my fists out of the pain that my vagina felt.His body was hard, and his long and thick manhood is plowing at my garden deeper and deeper. I know that I am bleeding because I am a virgin, but what bleeds more is my heart. There is no wound inside my heart or at its surface, but it feels like a lot of blood is coming out of the unidentified part of it. It hurts like hell.“Oh, holy pussy! I'd never fuck a hole as tight as your, Valerie. You are giving me the best experience,” he said, neglecting the oppression that was visible in my
After a couple of months being married to El, I never heard about my parents. They did wrong to me; they were not perfect, and honestly, I was not a perfect child to them either, but I miss having breakfast or dinner with them, going out with my mom, and playing golf with my dad. I was still locked in this big but suffocating room. Its color was still vibrant, while my life lost its color and joy. The little plant that was accidentally rooted on the wall outside of the window grew a little more. The last time I checked it out, it had only 3 leaves and a sensitive bud, yet now it has grown up into a fine green plant with 7 leaves, not including the little bud on its tip. I was quite jealous of that plant; it was growing while I was here, stuck and feeling worthless. I can't live a productive life while the plant contributes a little beauty to the gray wall. I was living in a mansion; the room was big, tidy, and beautiful, but it was sucking my energy and my happiness.As I stood up
"Why have you bothered to bring me here, El?”“Are you crazy? Of course, I don't want you to die inside my mansion,” he answered.I laughed sarcastically in a lower pitch. I looked at the door, sneaking to the little glass part of it. “That's far from what you really want, El.”“What's funny?”I suddenly felt how a little pain in my veins demanded my attention. There was a needle in it, which served as an instrument to make the liquid from the container above my head travel to every branch of my veins. “I thought I would never see the outside world again. Well, I think it's a good idea to starve myself so that I will collapse and you will bring me to the outside world, El.”“If it was me, I wouldn't bring you here, but the maids rattled off to know that you collapsed.”“They were all good to me and human-hearted, unlike someone standing here beside me,” I whispered, wishing he hadn't heard it. “I have no heart for you, Valerie. Do not expect me to give you a tiny pity.” His cold a
Silence ruled inside the car. I am looking out the window, folding the papers from the hospital, thinking about what the nurse said.I am pregnant. I am carrying the child of the man who brought me to hell.I have El’s child inside my womb. It makes me sick in the head, thinking what I will do about this creature that will probably grow inside of me. Tears were freely rolling on my face, helping me to release the anxiety I have. A whole part of me aches because I know he will never accept the child I am carrying now. I can't let this child, if the time comes, experience the rigor of El. I can't help but wish for my own flesh to be saved from being the subject of his uncharitable treatment. “It's beautiful outside, ma'am. I guess you should be enjoying this moment before going back to the mansion.”Martin was right. It's beautiful here; there are people walking on the street, friends laughing together, children whining about something they want to have but their parents never gave t
A noise from a furious car echoed inside my ears. I thought it would be my end. Because I wanted to escape, I was out of my mind and tried to cross the street, having no time to realize that there were plenty of vehicles, hurrying to get to their destination.My hands suddenly brought up to hold my tummy that is yet to grow. A hand gripped my shoulder, pulling me to the side street. “Ma'am, are you trying to kill yourself?!” Martin's voice reminded me about what's going on. “Where are you going, by the way?!” The driver that almost hit me went out, yelling at me. What I had gone through in El’s mansion gave so much trauma to me. The driver seemed to be angry because of what I did. I could hear my husband's thundering voice from the driver's shouts.“I'm sorry, s-sir. I-It is really an accident. I-I…”“You're stupid, little wench! If you want to die! Die alone and don't cause a burden to others!”“That's enough, sir. She's just new here. Please do not raise your voice at her.” Marti
I let a few sighs escape from my lungs. I massaged my neck and immediately got up from my bed. Knocks from the door pushed me to stand up and go towards the door to open it for whoever is behind it. “Auntie?! G-Good morning,” I said, covering my mouth because I grabbed a few bottles of tequila last night from his wine storage after I swam in the pool. “Sweetie, you have visitors.”My eyes narrowed, trying to remember if there were people I expected to visit me. As far as I remember, I don't accept visitors at auntie's mansion because of my respect for her, and I don't have many friends either. Even Eli, my boyfriend, didn't expect him to come here today. Foval entered my mind, so I smiled at auntie. “Oh, auntie, is my son here? Damn. How can I face him when I'm like this? My hair is messy, and I still smell like tequila.”“Sweetie, it's not Foval.”“Auntie, if it wasn't Foval who would visit me and Eli, I wouldn't have expected anyone else. Apparently I never invited anyone to come
I moved around on top of the bed, looking at what position could make me fall asleep. Until this late night, Eli's words can't get out of my mind. I thought of him as a shallow man who only wanted to get the things he wanted through money, but he became someone who became deep.I decided to just head to the pool, and as usual, I'm carrying a bottle of tequila going there. I sat on the edge of the pool and gently dipped my two feet in the water, asking it to take all the anxiety that's bothering me.My feet were playing with the water while my hands were busy preparing for a drink to savor in my mouth.When I have the goblet in my hand, I put it beside me, sighing out of frustration that enslaved me.I heard footsteps approaching me. When I turned to see who it was, I saw auntie's feet. She sat next to me and immediately dipped her feet in the water.“What bothers you, sweetie?”“It's the situation that I have, auntie. Eli told me to forgive Eldifonso. But it's hard for me to do that.
He was leaning on his car, looking at the sun that colored the sky orange. It was beautiful to stare at, but what's more beautiful is the love that I have for Eli. Even if others told me that he was not true to me, hiding his agenda from me, and doing something that would probably be a dirty one, I didn't think about that. He's someone I can talk to and who is comfortable to open up everything that I keep inside my heart.I don't care if he was the notorious villain or if he was the Hades of today, because he shows me the love and care that no one does. He said his words from his heart, even though sometimes I can't seem to accept them or be ready to hear them.“Why do you often bring me here, Eli?”“A rich woman like you is fed up with restaurants and other prestigious places to have a date at, Valerie. Another one, it is better here because rarely anyone goes here. I will only stare at you the whole time I want. Because I don't want someone else staring at you.”I stood up and looke
Foval was on the front of the crowd, cheering for me and his evil father, who was with me inside the sack. I was quiet, but Eldifonso kept shouting, claiming that we would win this sack race. “Me and my wife will win in this game!” he said loudly and proudly. “Eldifonso, can you please shut your mouth?”“Calm down, my wife. I will win this fight for you and for Foval,” he whispered to me. “Do whatever you want, but don't shout about it as if we're happy as a married couple. Don't you feel awkward?”“Awkward? I feel happy, Val. Look at us; we are inside the sack, close to each other, like we were under the same blanket.”He was too close to me to the extent that I sometimes feel the bulge in his pants whenever he faces the crowd on the right side. “You're the only one who's happy,” I whispered, gripping to the end of the sack. Why doesn't the game just start so that it ends immediately? “The rules of the game are only one; the couple that falls cannot continue to the finish line,
I was standing beside the pillar on the veranda of my room, holding the phone on my head, talking with my son, and looking at the moon that was trying to free herself from the clouds covering her light.“Mommy, when are you coming home to the mansion? I want to be with you, and daddy said he wants you back too. You should stay here with us so that we will be complete and a happy family.”I sighed. My son doesn't know what's going on around him; he wants me to go back to the mansion where I got so traumatized. Honestly, I can't imagine myself ever stepping foot in that place. That mansion was like a haunted house; I was haunted by my own dark past there. “Baby, let it go, and tomorrow I will talk to your daddy, I will tell him that we need to have an agreement about you.”“Mommy, I want you here with us.”Not even now, but I know that the time will come when my son understands the situation. My son is smart, and I have full confidence that he will understand why his father and I are s
We walked along the beach, holding each other's hands as if we didn't want this moment to end. Sometimes I lean my head on his shoulder as I feel him kiss the top of my head. “I can be a father to your child, Valerie. I promise that I can be the best father to him and the best husband to you. We can create our family away from people who are causing you stress.”“A while ago you were lifting your own chair, Eli Madrigal. You really can't wait to be told the good things others see in you. You always want everything to be fast.”“Don't tell me; you will tell me again that I am somehow similar to Eldifonso Suarez because of the way I behave. I am different from him and what he's doing. I am Eli Madrigal, the lover boy!”I giggled, listening to his words. Our footprints were following us, a lovers mark on the first date they had where they talked about the future and plans they wanted to share with each other. My heart is rejoicing out of every step that we take together, forgetting the
The lights are flashing before my eyes, capturing every detail inside the bar. Eli Madrigal was holding his bottle of beer, staring at the dance floor, where there were some women who occasionally stared at him and laughed, showing motives to him. I rolled my eyes, thinking bad about those filthy and bitchy women. I thought of going to them and slapping them one by one to wake them up from their fantasies. Eli cleared his throat and looked at me. “What's with the long face and one raised brow, Valentina? I thought we were here to have fun because your life is such a mess?”“Yes, Eli. But I still want a commotion because of what you're doing,” I said. I laugh at myself; I'm jealous even though Eli is not my boyfriend. He's not doing anything either, but I feel like he's flirting with the women here at the bar. “What am I doing besides just standing here and accompanying you while you're quiet there and all of a sudden your mood changes?”“Oh, really? Is that all you did?” I asked h
“Sweetie?! What happened?!”I ran upstairs, neglecting to face my aunt, who was after me. I sped up my steps even more when I noticed that she was getting closer to me. I immediately entered my room and locked the door. The weight of my feelings cannot be compared even to the world. My tears are not planning to stop from coming out of my eyes; my flesh was shaking, and my heart was beating faster than ever. I'm angry! That's all I know now. I'm disappointed in myself because what I wanted didn't happen. I want him to stare at me, dropping his jaw, wishing his instant death because of the shock of seeing me. I pulled out my hair when I remembered his reaction earlier; he wasn't surprised at all, yet happiness to see me without a mask on was visible in his eyes. “Die, Eldifonso Suarez! Die!” I shouted over and over inside my room. Auntie was knocking, and her concern for me was heard in her fast and loud knocking. She was certainly curious about what happened at the venue where I rev
These previous days, it was like I was always floating in the air, like a bird flying freely and a hen hearing every "twit" of her little chicks. I talked to Foval, and as he wanted, I did talk to his teacher and was told that I could not attend family day because of my busy schedule.“Mommy, it's really good that you talked to my teacher. My classmates tease me that my mommy is imaginary! They even say that daddy is weird.”“Why is your daddy weird?”“Anyone would think he's weird. He always wears a mask, even when he's at home.”I sat up straight from leaning on the backrest of the leather chair. “You haven't seen your daddy's face yet?”“No one does, mommy. That's why I called you today to ask if you've seen daddy's face. Why is he wearing a mask? He should take it off so my classmates don't tease me that my father is weird! I'm kinda sick of them calling me having weird parents!”Why is that? Why can't even his son see Eldifonso's face? His secret is deep, and I will make him unf