I walked down from the car and I almost vomited because of what was flashed before my eyes. It wasn't a house. I prefer to call it a palace. The design of this magnificent mansion was incredibly pushing me to feel ashamed to make a move closer to it.
It wasn't just tall, wide, and big. But it was extravagant, well built and maintained. The design was more similar to the palace of heaven that I usually saw on television and posters. There were touches of gold that made the light run through every part of the place. My mouth was still open until I heard Martin clear his throat. I look at him. He noticed that I was amused with everything I just saw. “Miss Valerie Wills, why are you so surprised by what you saw? Aren't you just as rich as our master?” “Ah, he's richer than any rich person I knew.” For some reason, I quite understand why among the rich men, my parents dictated my marriage to this mysterious man. He is not just rich but he is very rich. The field around his mansion is tiled, it has a large garden that can hold any kind of party. As Martin and I walked towards the door, he remained silent. “Do you really know your master, Martin?” “He is Mister Suarez. Rich.” Those were the only answers he gave. My shoulders just drop. No one really knows who he is and important information about him. “Who are his companions here? Does he have family or relatives with him in this mansion?” I'm curious. “Besides his name and fame in the field of business, I don't know anything about him. Many say they know his name. But no one knows the true story of my master's life yet. Even his face has not been seen by anyone,” Martin replied. “Really?” I asked, full of surprise. I was too focused on studying and taking care of my body, and myself, so I wasn't able to find out and get to know people like Mister Suarez. I thought that after I studied hard and graduated I would fly abroad and continue my life there or else I would stay in our own company and learn how to run it. But neither of those happened. Because I am here now in the mansion where I will spend my life until I grow old for the wealth that my parents desire. “Yes, Miss Valerie Wills. He doesn't want to be interviewed on any talk show and he doesn't want to hear people talk about him. Actually, there is no need to talk about his wealth. The whole world knows that.” I swallowed, can't believe about Mister Suarez. “How is that possible?” “For him, it is possible in his own ways.” I almost covered my face when the big door of the mansion opened. Its interior is bright so you can clearly see the luxurious things inside it. Almost everything has a touch of gold. The interior design of the mansion is unique. It was like an antique house, but everything seemed to be perfectly placed in their own places. The living room of the mansion is spacious. If I were to lie, I would say that it is triple the size of the ground floor of a mall. Two facing lines of his maids greeted me. They are bent over and can't look at me. Martin and I passed among the maids. The line of maids ended and then the men were seen facing each other, they must have been the butlers. It took us a few minutes to find the first case of the stairs. I looked up and could hardly breathe at what I saw, a golden staircase whose handles on the sides were made of bronze and silver. “Am I in heaven?” I asked in my mind. It's really true that the interior set up of Mister Suarez's mansion is like heaven. My mind was interrupted when I heard loud footsteps coming from above. A few moments later I saw his legs hidden inside a black slacks. My gaze rose and stopped between her thighs. I just swallowed when his tenting crotch is coming near me. I pressed my lips together because my mind asks how long his shaft is. Trying to move on, I lifted my gaze on his body that was clothed with a white long sleeve. I sweated cold and sticky when I saw the middle part of his hard chest. It has a few visible strands of hair and those are the reason why it is so good to look at. I didn't make an effort to look up at his face anymore because when he went down the last case of the stairs that was between us earlier, his face was totally levelled with mine. As expected, he was wearing a mask. His mask was shiny black. I hate to say this but his mask makes him look hot, especially with his posture with both upper parts of his long sleeve unbuttoned. The memory of what happened in the private room of the event hall where the masquerade ball took place popped into the corner of my head. I then withdrew my gaze and just threw it around. “You can now leave her with me, Martin,” he said to his subject. Martin looked at me and nodded as his way of letting me know he would be going now. I thanked him with my mouth open but no sound was heard. I was suddenly struggling because of what I remember. It was that kiss that made me think low of myself and embarrassed to look at his eyes. He turned his back on me. “Let's go upstairs, Miss Wills,” he said coldly. What I thought before I came here was that he would tease me because I kissed him. But it seems that he doesn't care about that matter anymore. Well, what am I expecting from him? Maybe he was already used to kissing some woman, and he just didn't want other people to know about it, so that his name wouldn't be ruined. I make an annoyed face while I am following him upstairs. “I'm sorry for the mansion's setup, Miss Wills, because my assistants and butlers were not prepared.” Is he out of his mind? Sorry? For what? He said his assistants were not prepared. Like, what the heck? His mansion is so clean. Honestly, it's embarrassing to walk on its floor because of the shine it has. “Leave it and next time I will tell them ahead of time that you are coming,” he added. It's a good thing I wasn't wearing my seven inch heels, because my feet happened to be injured in case. We've been climbing for a while but we're only halfway up the stairs. “What do you think of this place, Miss Wills? I'm sorry if it's small and messy,” he said. Was that sarcasm? I still didn't speak. I didn't know how to respond to what he said until we finally got to the second floor of the mansion. He turned to me and smiled. “You've quite got the stamina, Miss Wills. Look at you, you didn't even get tired even though the stairs we walked were quite long. Well that's good, you also need to get used to it because in the near future you will be living here.” “Yeah,” I answered briefly and just smiled. I don't want him to see that I'm upset with him and the way he's being sarcastic. I can't call Mister Suarez humble because I know that attitude he showed me today is far from that. Is his mansion small? Hell! It seems like it can fit three houses as big as ours! Is the mansion messy? My side bangs are even messier compared to this. But instead of interrupting what he was saying, I only smiled back. “Let's go this way,” he said to me. I followed him until we entered a room with the same design as our living room. We went to the sofa and sat down. He sat opposite to me. He crossed his legs and took the news paper and started to read with his eyes. “Mister Suarez, isn't it we're here to talk about our marriage,” I said because of my annoyance. “The night is too young to discuss that, Miss Wills. Let me finish this article first,” he said. I won't argue anymore. I'm afraid he might do bad to me. It's a good thing because when he finished he paid attention to me. “So, what do you want now? What kind of wedding do you prefer?” His question caught my attention. I think it's not bad to tell him about my dream wedding. Excitement aroused inside my heart. I clasped hands and sighed with relief. “Honestly, I want to get married inside the church where my family, friends and people I know are present. I want to experience the traditional wedding I dreamed of when I was young,” I said in a straightforward manner. He carried his stare from the floor to me. As his eyes nailed at mine, I could feel how I am slowly melting. “No. Let's get married in the West. Apparently, we have to get married because of money and business alone. It's not because of love so that church wedding is not an option.” In order to hide the dismay I felt, I just laughed. “Of course, Mister Suarez! West is the best venue for our wedding. You are right, it's not for love but for business alone.” I managed to hide my feelings in my outside appearance. But my heart was torn, and my head was stabbed with the pain he caused. I only get married once. I thought that would be special. But I'm wrong because I'm going to marry a man who doesn't love me, and the wedding I want won't happen. Maybe all I could do is say goodbye to my dream wedding.I was in a white dress, sitting outside the wedding hall where the judge was waiting. I looked up and realized that it was too far from the wedding I dreamed of back when I was a kid. A beautiful and unforgettable wedding—that was the wedding I wanted. But here I am, waiting for my mysterious groom to come to the place where he wants the both of us to be proclaimed as a legal married couple. He doesn't want my parents to come. I asked about his parents the eve I visited his place, yet he seemed to be offended when I opened the topic. I thought that he didn't want to talk about his parents. He might be holding a grudge against them, and so do I! I hate his parents for bringing their son into this world, who eventually will become my husband. I can't! What will happen to me? To us? And to what stage of life will we enter? Marriage has to be serious and sacred. But this! This is an awful thing! Awful than ever! I looked at the little round thing on my wrist, checking what time
Finally, after almost two hours of uncomfortable travel back to his mansion, which is supposed to be my mansion too since we are legally a couple now, I can finally breathe freely. Martin opened the door for us. I gave Martin a smile before I walked out of the car. I exhaled to overcome the uneasy feeling that I suddenly had. I couldn't imagine that I am married now. If it was a nightmare, I hope that I would fall from my bed so that I could be awakened. “Let's go now, Valerie. You will get colds if you keep on standing here all night.” “Y-Yeah.” I didn't mind following him until we got inside this big and wide mansion, where I will live for the rest of my life since I married this man. Our steps echoed in the living room. I noticed that the mansion was quite at peace, as if it were in the desert. “Where are the maids and butlers?” I cocked my head in some directions. “There are a few maids left, and the same with butlers. I don't want many people near me from no
I rotated inside the room while jumping like a child. It was the end of the week since our wedding, and I haven't seen his face. He said his bow and even promised to be the best husband...ever! But damn it! I mean, his definition of “the best husband is giving me incomparable anger!" He assigned a maid to bring my necessities up here. But that maid was prohibited from talking to me. All I knew was her name, and it was Amia. Amia is a good person; I can sense that. She's really a pro in terms of cleaning and giving services to me. It just saddened me that she's not allowed to talk to me. I grabbed the pillow and covered it on my face, and then I shouted at the top of my lungs, releasing the feeling of devastation that this fucking marriage gave to me. “Happy fucking life of a married woman to the fucking infinity! Oh, fucking shit, son of a holy crap, why were you born as the man I am married with?! You're such a fucking jerk!” I screamed again until I could feel the rough text
He was panting while his hips moved back and forth between my thighs. I tried to push him, but he was strong enough to dominate my body. I can't find any strength within me, so the rest I can do is to let him treat me like an animal and wait for him to finish. “My 50 million dollars is not at waste! Ah! Damn it! You're fucking tight, woman! You really are a virgin,” he said it like a chant, repetitively. “P-Please…stop, El. It hurts,” I said, clenching my fists out of the pain that my vagina felt.His body was hard, and his long and thick manhood is plowing at my garden deeper and deeper. I know that I am bleeding because I am a virgin, but what bleeds more is my heart. There is no wound inside my heart or at its surface, but it feels like a lot of blood is coming out of the unidentified part of it. It hurts like hell.“Oh, holy pussy! I'd never fuck a hole as tight as your, Valerie. You are giving me the best experience,” he said, neglecting the oppression that was visible in my
After a couple of months being married to El, I never heard about my parents. They did wrong to me; they were not perfect, and honestly, I was not a perfect child to them either, but I miss having breakfast or dinner with them, going out with my mom, and playing golf with my dad. I was still locked in this big but suffocating room. Its color was still vibrant, while my life lost its color and joy. The little plant that was accidentally rooted on the wall outside of the window grew a little more. The last time I checked it out, it had only 3 leaves and a sensitive bud, yet now it has grown up into a fine green plant with 7 leaves, not including the little bud on its tip. I was quite jealous of that plant; it was growing while I was here, stuck and feeling worthless. I can't live a productive life while the plant contributes a little beauty to the gray wall. I was living in a mansion; the room was big, tidy, and beautiful, but it was sucking my energy and my happiness.As I stood up
"Why have you bothered to bring me here, El?”“Are you crazy? Of course, I don't want you to die inside my mansion,” he answered.I laughed sarcastically in a lower pitch. I looked at the door, sneaking to the little glass part of it. “That's far from what you really want, El.”“What's funny?”I suddenly felt how a little pain in my veins demanded my attention. There was a needle in it, which served as an instrument to make the liquid from the container above my head travel to every branch of my veins. “I thought I would never see the outside world again. Well, I think it's a good idea to starve myself so that I will collapse and you will bring me to the outside world, El.”“If it was me, I wouldn't bring you here, but the maids rattled off to know that you collapsed.”“They were all good to me and human-hearted, unlike someone standing here beside me,” I whispered, wishing he hadn't heard it. “I have no heart for you, Valerie. Do not expect me to give you a tiny pity.” His cold a
Silence ruled inside the car. I am looking out the window, folding the papers from the hospital, thinking about what the nurse said.I am pregnant. I am carrying the child of the man who brought me to hell.I have El’s child inside my womb. It makes me sick in the head, thinking what I will do about this creature that will probably grow inside of me. Tears were freely rolling on my face, helping me to release the anxiety I have. A whole part of me aches because I know he will never accept the child I am carrying now. I can't let this child, if the time comes, experience the rigor of El. I can't help but wish for my own flesh to be saved from being the subject of his uncharitable treatment. “It's beautiful outside, ma'am. I guess you should be enjoying this moment before going back to the mansion.”Martin was right. It's beautiful here; there are people walking on the street, friends laughing together, children whining about something they want to have but their parents never gave t
A noise from a furious car echoed inside my ears. I thought it would be my end. Because I wanted to escape, I was out of my mind and tried to cross the street, having no time to realize that there were plenty of vehicles, hurrying to get to their destination.My hands suddenly brought up to hold my tummy that is yet to grow. A hand gripped my shoulder, pulling me to the side street. “Ma'am, are you trying to kill yourself?!” Martin's voice reminded me about what's going on. “Where are you going, by the way?!” The driver that almost hit me went out, yelling at me. What I had gone through in El’s mansion gave so much trauma to me. The driver seemed to be angry because of what I did. I could hear my husband's thundering voice from the driver's shouts.“I'm sorry, s-sir. I-It is really an accident. I-I…”“You're stupid, little wench! If you want to die! Die alone and don't cause a burden to others!”“That's enough, sir. She's just new here. Please do not raise your voice at her.” Marti
He guided his length, positioned it in the middle of my thighs. Slowly, he pulled it up until his hard below head knocked on the entrance of my vagina.He was big, but I know I can handle his size due to missing him so bad. My vagina was producing its natural lube, making me confident that it wouldn't really hurt. “Amore, I’m taking it in now.”“Oh, Eli! Come on. Take it in.”He followed, satisfying my deepest fantasy. My eyes were like the stars in heaven, twinkling like I had seen the moon. Both of my hands were pushing through the wall. His big hands were now holding my waist as his thighs were moving slowly, catching the best beat of our making love under the shower. Both of our eyes were feeling really horny, we called upon the names of our ancestors as we were both panting, figuring out where parts of our body were really itched. “Amore, I miss you like the heavens were separated from the land, wanting to feel its caress.”“So was I, Eli.”When we are fed up with that positi
My parents gave me a tight hug when I told them I was about to enter the airport. “Make sure to call us every time.”“Yes, Daddy. I will make sure of that. ”I looked at mommy. I saw how tears flowed from her eyes. I can't stop myself from feeling homesick even when my parents are in front of me. I was holding mommy's hands, but it was as if I was back when I was a kid that I had to leave daddy and her for my studies abroad. “Mommy, take care of yourself. Take care of Daddy too. I love you two so much. ”“We love you too, Val. There’s no container that would be enough for the love we have for you. Send my regards to my grandson, as well as to Eli. ”“Sure, mommy.”Once again my parents locked me in the middle of their arms, hugging me tightly so I took a deep breath. Someday I will never leave my parents and say farewells to them because I have to go to a place far from them. Soon, when everything is settled, Eli and I will return to Texas, and here we will raise Foval, near his gr
I have not been able to enter our mansion for several years since Eldifonso Suarez bought me to be his wife. Now, I am here, sitting on top of my bed and remembering the good moments I have here inside this room. Back when I was a child, my eyes were opened, and I saw life as beautiful. And now I have to let go of the painful past I had, and I will continue creating good and beautiful memories with my family. There was a knock outside the door so I stood up and took a deep breath. I also removed my tears and I cleared my throat. “Val, it's me. Your mom.”“Mommy, come in.”Mommy came in smiling. She looked at me, and we sat on the bed together. My heart was smiling looking at mommy. I understand why they married me to El. They thought El was the real Suarez and not just a fake. “Val, I'm here to tell you about Eldifonso.”“It's been a long time since we lost him. I have moved on, and Foval as well no longer worries about the pain of losing his daddy.”“That's good. I'm happy to hear
A year passed, and we were living the best of our lives here. I didn't think about my past anymore, and it was totally making my heart light when I freed myself from the grudges and bad past that I had with my husband, who happened to be dead a year ago.I was alone on the balcony; Foval was already asleep, and Eli was still taking a bath. The night was quiet, and I suddenly remembered that today was mommy and daddy's wedding anniversary day. I smiled despite the sadness I felt. Almost half an hour passed before Eli followed me to the balcony. He hugged me from behind and kissed my cheek, so I could smell his fresh scent. He is like a newly blooming garden. “Why is my Amore sad? Is she bringing a serious problem?”I leaned my body against him. We swayed a few times before I turned around and faced him. I hugged Eli and leaned my right cheek on his chest. “Why, Amore?”“A year has passed since we lived here. I realized a lot, Eli. And that's one of the reasons I can't move forward if
It was late at night; I couldn't sleep, so I decided to go to the beach. I hugged my arms and looked into the distance. I see Eldifonso's face in the dark sky while I hear his soft voice out of relief in the sound of the waves. A small hand grabbed me, so I looked down. “Foval? Why?”“Mommy, Uncle Eli told me not to be sad because even though daddy is gone, he is still looking at me from heaven. So don't be too sad, mommy.”I sighed, nodding at him even though I'm not sure if my son's father really went to heaven after he died. I bent down and gently caressed his cheek. He smiled. He withdrew his little hand from holding me. He fixed my hair that had been messed up by the wind that had been messing it up for a while. “Son, I'm sorry because mommy took you away from your daddy. I thought he was a harm to our relationship. I got angry with your daddy then, so I did this. But I realized that he was right when he said that I should think about you and I should think about what is the be
“Uncle Eli, let's go there!”My son was comfortable with Eli. They are now happily playing in the sand, making sandcastles. The castle built by Eli is taller, but Foval insists that his castle is more beautiful. “Why, master? Are you going to claim that your castle is more beautiful than mine?”“Yeah. Because it's obvious.”“Oh, really?!”“Yes, uncle.”“Alright, master. Yours is beautiful.”Foval ran towards Eli's castle and suddenly kicked him. My son was laughing while Eli was acting desperate as his castle was totally destroyed.“You destroyed my kingdom. Now I will avenge my people and my castle!”Eli raised his hands, trying to catch Foval. Foval runs away, but Eli catches him. My smile was wide as I watched them from meters away, wishing that Foval's attachment to Eli would deepen. My son no longer asks where his daddy is or when they will see each other. But rather he wants to stay here for a long time. He didn't want to go back to Texas either, so I was happy. It seems that hi
I heard the sound of an opening door, so I immediately wiped my fingers on my eyes to remove the tears that fell from them. “Amore?” Eli called me softly. I looked at him, and I saw him wearing an apron. There are still flowers on his cheeks and arms. I feel sorry for him. He was proving himself to me and my son, but my son still could not accept him. Eldifonso was not like this to me before. Everything that Eldifonso showed me only gave me pain in my heart, unlike Eli, who, with everything he showed me, enveloped me in love and security. I went up and sat down. He bent down to kiss me so my lips caught his lips dropping to mine’s way. I closed my eyes, kissing him back with tears in my eyes. He gently tapped my back, and slowly I could feel him pulling me up. I came along with the motion he was leading while our kisses were still tying us. His thumbs were caressing under my eyes, removing all my tears. “Stop crying. It hurts me when I see you cry.”“I don't know how I can not cry
I went out; the sound of how I slammed the door followed me. My glances only caught Foval's back entering his room. I took one more step when Eli grabbed my wrist. He was by the door waiting for my son and I to finish talking. “Eli?”“Amore, let the child have his time alone to think.”“But he's not respecting you. Even though I'm his mother, he can yell at me as if I'm just at his age. Foval should not continue to act like that. Parents' habits are inherited. And sad to say, he surely got that attitude from Eldifonso!” I said. Every morning and every moment I spend with Eli gets better, yet the color of my relationship with my son becomes bitter and fading. I did my best to make him feel that I am enough for him, but he couldn't see that. He was always looking for his goddamn father. He made me feel that he wanted to be with Eldifonso more than me, his mother. “Don't stress yourself about your child, Amore. Let's not force Foval to absorb what he is witnessing inside the house bec
My system is gradually accepting the past that I experienced with Eldifonso. I am now in the process of healing the wounds of the past while fully fixing myself and loving Eli continuously, who is my partner in all my steps to forget the pain I had before him. I woke up smiling, definitely; he hugged me all night, made me feel his love for me that my complicated past and the wind that hovers around me can't steal. I turned to him and saw that he was sleeping peacefully. I brought my face closer to him and touched his cheek with a smile. I folded my four fingers, and only my point finger was unfolded. I stuck my pointer finger to the tip of his nose. His eyes were truly beautiful; his lips were very attractive, seducing me to touch them through my finger. I can't handle not giggling when his lips moved. He pulled me close to him until there was no space left between us. He hugged me tightly as if he was assuring me that his love for me would never fade away. “Is it morning already?”