I walked down from the car and I almost vomited because of what was flashed before my eyes. It wasn't a house. I prefer to call it a palace. The design of this magnificent mansion was incredibly pushing me to feel ashamed to make a move closer to it.
It wasn't just tall, wide, and big. But it was extravagant, well built and maintained. The design was more similar to the palace of heaven that I usually saw on television and posters. There were touches of gold that made the light run through every part of the place. My mouth was still open until I heard Martin clear his throat. I look at him. He noticed that I was amused with everything I just saw. “Miss Valerie Wills, why are you so surprised by what you saw? Aren't you just as rich as our master?” “Ah, he's richer than any rich person I knew.” For some reason, I quite understand why among the rich men, my parents dictated my marriage to this mysterious man. He is not just rich but he is very rich. The field around his mansion is tiled, it has a large garden that can hold any kind of party. As Martin and I walked towards the door, he remained silent. “Do you really know your master, Martin?” “He is Mister Suarez. Rich.” Those were the only answers he gave. My shoulders just drop. No one really knows who he is and important information about him. “Who are his companions here? Does he have family or relatives with him in this mansion?” I'm curious. “Besides his name and fame in the field of business, I don't know anything about him. Many say they know his name. But no one knows the true story of my master's life yet. Even his face has not been seen by anyone,” Martin replied. “Really?” I asked, full of surprise. I was too focused on studying and taking care of my body, and myself, so I wasn't able to find out and get to know people like Mister Suarez. I thought that after I studied hard and graduated I would fly abroad and continue my life there or else I would stay in our own company and learn how to run it. But neither of those happened. Because I am here now in the mansion where I will spend my life until I grow old for the wealth that my parents desire. “Yes, Miss Valerie Wills. He doesn't want to be interviewed on any talk show and he doesn't want to hear people talk about him. Actually, there is no need to talk about his wealth. The whole world knows that.” I swallowed, can't believe about Mister Suarez. “How is that possible?” “For him, it is possible in his own ways.” I almost covered my face when the big door of the mansion opened. Its interior is bright so you can clearly see the luxurious things inside it. Almost everything has a touch of gold. The interior design of the mansion is unique. It was like an antique house, but everything seemed to be perfectly placed in their own places. The living room of the mansion is spacious. If I were to lie, I would say that it is triple the size of the ground floor of a mall. Two facing lines of his maids greeted me. They are bent over and can't look at me. Martin and I passed among the maids. The line of maids ended and then the men were seen facing each other, they must have been the butlers. It took us a few minutes to find the first case of the stairs. I looked up and could hardly breathe at what I saw, a golden staircase whose handles on the sides were made of bronze and silver. “Am I in heaven?” I asked in my mind. It's really true that the interior set up of Mister Suarez's mansion is like heaven. My mind was interrupted when I heard loud footsteps coming from above. A few moments later I saw his legs hidden inside a black slacks. My gaze rose and stopped between her thighs. I just swallowed when his tenting crotch is coming near me. I pressed my lips together because my mind asks how long his shaft is. Trying to move on, I lifted my gaze on his body that was clothed with a white long sleeve. I sweated cold and sticky when I saw the middle part of his hard chest. It has a few visible strands of hair and those are the reason why it is so good to look at. I didn't make an effort to look up at his face anymore because when he went down the last case of the stairs that was between us earlier, his face was totally levelled with mine. As expected, he was wearing a mask. His mask was shiny black. I hate to say this but his mask makes him look hot, especially with his posture with both upper parts of his long sleeve unbuttoned. The memory of what happened in the private room of the event hall where the masquerade ball took place popped into the corner of my head. I then withdrew my gaze and just threw it around. “You can now leave her with me, Martin,” he said to his subject. Martin looked at me and nodded as his way of letting me know he would be going now. I thanked him with my mouth open but no sound was heard. I was suddenly struggling because of what I remember. It was that kiss that made me think low of myself and embarrassed to look at his eyes. He turned his back on me. “Let's go upstairs, Miss Wills,” he said coldly. What I thought before I came here was that he would tease me because I kissed him. But it seems that he doesn't care about that matter anymore. Well, what am I expecting from him? Maybe he was already used to kissing some woman, and he just didn't want other people to know about it, so that his name wouldn't be ruined. I make an annoyed face while I am following him upstairs. “I'm sorry for the mansion's setup, Miss Wills, because my assistants and butlers were not prepared.” Is he out of his mind? Sorry? For what? He said his assistants were not prepared. Like, what the heck? His mansion is so clean. Honestly, it's embarrassing to walk on its floor because of the shine it has. “Leave it and next time I will tell them ahead of time that you are coming,” he added. It's a good thing I wasn't wearing my seven inch heels, because my feet happened to be injured in case. We've been climbing for a while but we're only halfway up the stairs. “What do you think of this place, Miss Wills? I'm sorry if it's small and messy,” he said. Was that sarcasm? I still didn't speak. I didn't know how to respond to what he said until we finally got to the second floor of the mansion. He turned to me and smiled. “You've quite got the stamina, Miss Wills. Look at you, you didn't even get tired even though the stairs we walked were quite long. Well that's good, you also need to get used to it because in the near future you will be living here.” “Yeah,” I answered briefly and just smiled. I don't want him to see that I'm upset with him and the way he's being sarcastic. I can't call Mister Suarez humble because I know that attitude he showed me today is far from that. Is his mansion small? Hell! It seems like it can fit three houses as big as ours! Is the mansion messy? My side bangs are even messier compared to this. But instead of interrupting what he was saying, I only smiled back. “Let's go this way,” he said to me. I followed him until we entered a room with the same design as our living room. We went to the sofa and sat down. He sat opposite to me. He crossed his legs and took the news paper and started to read with his eyes. “Mister Suarez, isn't it we're here to talk about our marriage,” I said because of my annoyance. “The night is too young to discuss that, Miss Wills. Let me finish this article first,” he said. I won't argue anymore. I'm afraid he might do bad to me. It's a good thing because when he finished he paid attention to me. “So, what do you want now? What kind of wedding do you prefer?” His question caught my attention. I think it's not bad to tell him about my dream wedding. Excitement aroused inside my heart. I clasped hands and sighed with relief. “Honestly, I want to get married inside the church where my family, friends and people I know are present. I want to experience the traditional wedding I dreamed of when I was young,” I said in a straightforward manner. He carried his stare from the floor to me. As his eyes nailed at mine, I could feel how I am slowly melting. “No. Let's get married in the West. Apparently, we have to get married because of money and business alone. It's not because of love so that church wedding is not an option.” In order to hide the dismay I felt, I just laughed. “Of course, Mister Suarez! West is the best venue for our wedding. You are right, it's not for love but for business alone.” I managed to hide my feelings in my outside appearance. But my heart was torn, and my head was stabbed with the pain he caused. I only get married once. I thought that would be special. But I'm wrong because I'm going to marry a man who doesn't love me, and the wedding I want won't happen. Maybe all I could do is say goodbye to my dream wedding.I was in a white dress, sitting outside the wedding hall where the judge was waiting. I looked up and realized that it was too far from the wedding I dreamed of back when I was a kid. A beautiful and unforgettable wedding—that was the wedding I wanted. But here I am, waiting for my mysterious groom to come to the place where he wants the both of us to be proclaimed as a legal married couple. He doesn't want my parents to come. I asked about his parents the eve I visited his place, yet he seemed to be offended when I opened the topic. I thought that he didn't want to talk about his parents. He might be holding a grudge against them, and so do I! I hate his parents for bringing their son into this world, who eventually will become my husband. I can't! What will happen to me? To us? And to what stage of life will we enter? Marriage has to be serious and sacred. But this! This is an awful thing! Awful than ever! I looked at the little round thing on my wrist, checking what time
Finally, after almost two hours of uncomfortable travel back to his mansion, which is supposed to be my mansion too since we are legally a couple now, I can finally breathe freely. Martin opened the door for us. I gave Martin a smile before I walked out of the car. I exhaled to overcome the uneasy feeling that I suddenly had. I couldn't imagine that I am married now. If it was a nightmare, I hope that I would fall from my bed so that I could be awakened. “Let's go now, Valerie. You will get colds if you keep on standing here all night.” “Y-Yeah.” I didn't mind following him until we got inside this big and wide mansion, where I will live for the rest of my life since I married this man. Our steps echoed in the living room. I noticed that the mansion was quite at peace, as if it were in the desert. “Where are the maids and butlers?” I cocked my head in some directions. “There are a few maids left, and the same with butlers. I don't want many people near me from no
I rotated inside the room while jumping like a child. It was the end of the week since our wedding, and I haven't seen his face. He said his bow and even promised to be the best husband...ever! But damn it! I mean, his definition of “the best husband is giving me incomparable anger!" He assigned a maid to bring my necessities up here. But that maid was prohibited from talking to me. All I knew was her name, and it was Amia. Amia is a good person; I can sense that. She's really a pro in terms of cleaning and giving services to me. It just saddened me that she's not allowed to talk to me. I grabbed the pillow and covered it on my face, and then I shouted at the top of my lungs, releasing the feeling of devastation that this fucking marriage gave to me. “Happy fucking life of a married woman to the fucking infinity! Oh, fucking shit, son of a holy crap, why were you born as the man I am married with?! You're such a fucking jerk!” I screamed again until I could feel the rough text
He was panting while his hips moved back and forth between my thighs. I tried to push him, but he was strong enough to dominate my body. I can't find any strength within me, so the rest I can do is to let him treat me like an animal and wait for him to finish. “My 50 million dollars is not at waste! Ah! Damn it! You're fucking tight, woman! You really are a virgin,” he said it like a chant, repetitively. “P-Please…stop, El. It hurts,” I said, clenching my fists out of the pain that my vagina felt.His body was hard, and his long and thick manhood is plowing at my garden deeper and deeper. I know that I am bleeding because I am a virgin, but what bleeds more is my heart. There is no wound inside my heart or at its surface, but it feels like a lot of blood is coming out of the unidentified part of it. It hurts like hell.“Oh, holy pussy! I'd never fuck a hole as tight as your, Valerie. You are giving me the best experience,” he said, neglecting the oppression that was visible in my
After a couple of months being married to El, I never heard about my parents. They did wrong to me; they were not perfect, and honestly, I was not a perfect child to them either, but I miss having breakfast or dinner with them, going out with my mom, and playing golf with my dad. I was still locked in this big but suffocating room. Its color was still vibrant, while my life lost its color and joy. The little plant that was accidentally rooted on the wall outside of the window grew a little more. The last time I checked it out, it had only 3 leaves and a sensitive bud, yet now it has grown up into a fine green plant with 7 leaves, not including the little bud on its tip. I was quite jealous of that plant; it was growing while I was here, stuck and feeling worthless. I can't live a productive life while the plant contributes a little beauty to the gray wall. I was living in a mansion; the room was big, tidy, and beautiful, but it was sucking my energy and my happiness.As I stood up
"Why have you bothered to bring me here, El?”“Are you crazy? Of course, I don't want you to die inside my mansion,” he answered.I laughed sarcastically in a lower pitch. I looked at the door, sneaking to the little glass part of it. “That's far from what you really want, El.”“What's funny?”I suddenly felt how a little pain in my veins demanded my attention. There was a needle in it, which served as an instrument to make the liquid from the container above my head travel to every branch of my veins. “I thought I would never see the outside world again. Well, I think it's a good idea to starve myself so that I will collapse and you will bring me to the outside world, El.”“If it was me, I wouldn't bring you here, but the maids rattled off to know that you collapsed.”“They were all good to me and human-hearted, unlike someone standing here beside me,” I whispered, wishing he hadn't heard it. “I have no heart for you, Valerie. Do not expect me to give you a tiny pity.” His cold a
Silence ruled inside the car. I am looking out the window, folding the papers from the hospital, thinking about what the nurse said.I am pregnant. I am carrying the child of the man who brought me to hell.I have El’s child inside my womb. It makes me sick in the head, thinking what I will do about this creature that will probably grow inside of me. Tears were freely rolling on my face, helping me to release the anxiety I have. A whole part of me aches because I know he will never accept the child I am carrying now. I can't let this child, if the time comes, experience the rigor of El. I can't help but wish for my own flesh to be saved from being the subject of his uncharitable treatment. “It's beautiful outside, ma'am. I guess you should be enjoying this moment before going back to the mansion.”Martin was right. It's beautiful here; there are people walking on the street, friends laughing together, children whining about something they want to have but their parents never gave t
A noise from a furious car echoed inside my ears. I thought it would be my end. Because I wanted to escape, I was out of my mind and tried to cross the street, having no time to realize that there were plenty of vehicles, hurrying to get to their destination.My hands suddenly brought up to hold my tummy that is yet to grow. A hand gripped my shoulder, pulling me to the side street. “Ma'am, are you trying to kill yourself?!” Martin's voice reminded me about what's going on. “Where are you going, by the way?!” The driver that almost hit me went out, yelling at me. What I had gone through in El’s mansion gave so much trauma to me. The driver seemed to be angry because of what I did. I could hear my husband's thundering voice from the driver's shouts.“I'm sorry, s-sir. I-It is really an accident. I-I…”“You're stupid, little wench! If you want to die! Die alone and don't cause a burden to others!”“That's enough, sir. She's just new here. Please do not raise your voice at her.” Marti
—Eldifonso Suarez—5 Years AfterI'm sitting in my office chair and working steadily. Suddenly my son's picture flashed on my laptop screen, the delayed ring of the messenger caught my attention. A wide smile drew my lips as I answered his call. His blonde and curly hair first appeared in the camera. He was playing with his favorite Dino on his bed and making a strange sound, imitating the dinos in his talking book I bought for him when he was still at one. “Hey! Kiddo, you're playing again. Have you eaten your lunch?!” I asked him. He shook his head, and now his eyes were focused on me. “Stop calling me, kiddo! Will you, mask man?” He rolled his inherited eyes from his mother, the woman I killed using my own hands. Actually, I could have used a gun to kill Valerie, but I thought our maids and butlers would hear a gunshot and would definitely point me as a killer. I drugged her until she died on the veranda of my room. I then pulled her towards the bed and told the assistants th
Currently, I was walking down the middle of the room, and I slipped through the door to its veranda. There I saw him holding the lying post. He ordered Amia to call me from my room and come here. I don't have any clue what he is going to say. “El?”Because he was wearing a loose white top and bottom, his body stretched through the fabric when the wind blew. Every curve in his abs and even his V-line is also marked on the fabric he is wearing. His wavy hair fell back but became a mess as the wind blew them. He was with his smooth blue mask, and it doesn't change the fact that he's really hot. “I'm glad that you came. You're about to give birth, Valerie. I hope you're not thinking about anything else. Doctor Moore said you should be more careful now because you're about to give birth to my son.”I bowed, but what I saw was not the floor I was walking on, but my stomach, which was too big compared to the previous months of my pregnancy. I headed to the veranda rail and held on to i
I got up from sitting. I violently wiped the tears from my eyes, and it was like a piece of stone if I threw it on each side of my body.Crying, I went to my cabinet, took the big luggage, and opened its zipper. I took my things from the cabinet drawers and also those that were hanging inside it. “Fuck!” I cussed, realizing that I don't own any of these things. The clothes, jewelry, sandals, and bags are not mine. All of them were bought by my demon husband. And one thing is for sure, there is a big possibility that this is from his illegal business. “Valerie!”I sniffed, looking at the door that was moving back and forth, trying to free itself from its frame. He was behind that door, and I couldn't stand to see him. If we talk about the love in my heart for him, it cannot be compared to the distance from Earth to heaven. I love him that much, but innocent people are dying because of him.“El, let me go, please!” I said out loud. He kicked the door so hard that it broke its lock,
“Woman, I don't care where they use the guns from me. Don't say some shits about it.”“What about the lives that die from the bullets of your guns, El? What if there are old people, children, or maybe even pregnant women who die because of the bullets from those guns?”He sighed heavily. I can't tell if he feels guilty or if he's mad at me again because I say so much.“I thought you were tired. Why are you talking so much?”“El—”“Valerie, if you're tired, can you rest and not say more? I'm tired too, Valerie. And you're making me even more tired!”“I pity the innocents who suffer, El!”“You and my child will be worse off if I don't do this, Valerie. Can you think of my child before you think of others? This is for his future. For the future of my family! And this is for my own sake!” He looked away from the window. “I should not get back from the life I had before. It's traumatic!”I sighed out of relief when he looked in front of him.“El, it's your obsession and not about the peopl
I was gripping on the wall behind my back, asking any fucking guardian to save me from this unwanted and creepy moment, whoever hears me.As he was only five more steps away from me, I removed my right hand, and it moved to my chest, which was very tight. I felt like I couldn't breathe because of El's gaze that almost swallowed me. My eyes were open while my tears kept falling down on my belly. “D-Don't!” I shouted, expecting my death to be served like food ordered in the counter of a restaurant.I suddenly became deaf when everything went silent after he pulled the trigger of his pistol that was aimed at my chest. My lips trembled, and I continued to cry, looking at the finger-size hole at the point of the pistol, thanking it for not spitting its bullet.I only let out air one by one because of what El did. “Come on, Valerie. Everything I told you is the truth. Your parents are demons. Like me, they also wear masks in front of many people.”My butt hit the cold floor because of th
In the sixth month of my pregnancy, El decided to take me to the place where he does what kind of illegal business he has. I have clues, but I still want him to take me there and see whatever illegal products he has with my own eyes. In my head, what I think of his illegal business is cocaine, or maybe it's morphine, hallucinogens, and what else drug addicts often use. “Why are you like that, Valerie? Are you thinking about how to reveal my deep secret to the public?” he asked me while we were inside the elevator. We are here in the same elevator where we were stranded before. “El, how can you say that? I can't do that.”“Really? Despite everything I've done to do something inhumane against you? You wouldn't do that? You wouldn't try to run away and spread to the whole world that the man everyone admired had a dark secret? That it wasn't my hard work that grew all my business but my dirty little secret?”“El, you are the father of my child. More than that, I love you very much, e
A moment later, El entered. He approached me. Before he sat down next to me, he gave Doctor Moore a wide smile. “How are they?” he asked. Even though he doesn't love me, I know that his tone was sincere when he raised his question to Doctor Moore. “They are fine, Mister Suarez. Your wife can't really be stressed. It's very good of you; you brought her here after such a traumatic incident in the elevator. Because of what you did, the condition of the fetus in your wife's womb was checked and confirmed that it was in a good condition.”“What should I do to keep Valerie away from stress? I noticed that she whines constantly when she doesn't get everything she wants. Sometimes the things she wants are dangerous, so I'm afraid to give them to her.”It's like drinking a happy antidote while listening to him. Earlier, he was causing me pain and sadness, now he makes me happy with the way he is interested in my pregnancy. “Mister Suarez, pregnant women have different cravings. Sometimes we
I thought I could resist my desire to receive love from my husband, but I suddenly realized that I want more than my feelings.I don't only want to give him all my love, spending to give him my attention, making him see the love that I have for him. I want to be loved back. People say when you love, all you want to do is give your all without asking for something in return. But at this present time, experiencing that one-sided love I heard from people, I thought the opposite. I wanted to receive love in return. I was thirsty for his love, for his attention, and for his care. All of them are what I want to own. The water from the shower landed on my bare skin, trying to make me feel the cold it brings. Yet my heart was colder than its temperature. The absence of my husband's love was the reason why. I looked up, studying myself. Why I fell in love with my devil husband when I saw his bad character. And I was wondering what else of himself he was hiding from me. I was in the bathro
I didn't talk to him, even looking at him seemed like a difficult thing to do. Since I was a child, this is how I feel. I get annoyed and sad when what I want doesn't happen. But I have to obey him because he might not be able to hold back if I convince him more. He was the first to get out of the taxi when we arrived. I followed, I didn't wait for him, I immediately entered the compound. “Ma'am, what's wrong?!”I just passed Amia. I went straight upstairs. I slammed the door and locked it. Even the way I sit on the bed was forced. Later, I heard the sound of someone trying to open the door. I knew it was him.“Hey! Woman, open the door!”He knocked, but I lay down instead of opening the door for him, acting like deaf.“Valerie, open the door! Take a shower, and we'll go to your OBGYN's clinic!”I took the pillow and covered it over my ears, ignoring him, screaming and pounding his fist on the door. I gently removed the pillow when I no longer heard his voice and his knocking. “B