Abby: When he left yesterday I just laid down on our bed and cried myself to sleep. I woke up and it was the next day I was still alone and there was no sign that Dice came back. I looked at the clock and seen it was already late afternoon. I really slept almost and entire day. I went to the bathroom and then splashed water on my face and brushed my teeth before going downstairs. When I got down to the bar I screamed. Chains was behind my bar and it looked like a bomb went off he had glasses, empty beer bottles everywhere and even some broken bottles on the floor. When I looked at Chains I laughed so hard I was falling over he looked horrified. " What in the hell have you done Chains" I was still laughing at this point" Fuck you! These guys are animals and they drink more than they weight. I honestly don't know how you do it. Since you are back I'm out of here" Oh he thought so" Not so fast sir. You make the mess you clean it. I will take over the drinks but this mess is being cle
Dice: It has been a few weeks since the day Abby shot someone. I have been watching her like a hawk to make sure that she isn't having any issues. As far as I can tell the shooting has had zero affect on her mental state. I'm thankful for that today since she has her first doctors appointment. The doctor said we will do blood test and that we can hear the heartbeat. Right now she is laying in bed while I'm cooking her breakfast. Hopefully the eggs won't make her sick. A few days ago I made her an omelet for breakfast and the smell of eggs did not go over well. When I finally made my way to the bedroom she was walking out of the bathroom. Damn my life looked like good enough to eat with her damp hair and the towel wrapped around her body. We were almost late to the appointment because I decided to have my wife for breakfast. Once we got to the doctors office she signed in and we sat to wait. Not long after we sat down a nurse called Abby back. I went with her while they did a basic p
Abby: Six months later:Being seven months pregnant for a better word sucks. My ankles are swollen and I can't even see my feet anymore. My stomach is freaking huge. Oh yeah that is something else that happened when I went to my second check up we found out I was pregnant with twins. We had to go buy a second of everything. We have the nursery set up with two dressers, changing tables and two cribs. Thankfully the room had a lot more space after we took out the huge book case. We opted for two smaller ones that fit perfectly in the space. I was still working but made an agreement with John. Chains is the one actually bartending I just supervise so my bar doesn't get destroyed. It's bad enough for at least two months he will be in charge while I have to take care of the babies. I was sitting at the bar during a big party night. Everyone was here laughing and carrying on. All of a sudden I felt a little dizzy. I yelled for John and he came running. He took me upstairs to our room and
Abby: Okay so maybe sitting at home isn't for me. I have rearranged the babies nursery five times and I reorganized the kitchen. The worst part is I have only been alone for six hours. I can't just sit here for months all I know is these babies better come within the next four weeks. The doctor said that would be an estimate since I'm having twins I will probably go into labor early. I can only hope that happens. I just started reorganizing our closet when I heard the front door close. I couldn't even get up fast enough to get in the bed. I was going to be in so much shit now." Why are you on the damn floor" Here we go" I'm bored. I was reorganizing things all day long and I just started on our closet" He ran his hand down his face and took a deep breathe" Get your ass up and in that damn bed now. I came home to check on you and bring you lunch not thinking I was going to find you doing this shit" Yeah I was in troubleI tried to get off the floor with zero success. Finally he fel
Dice: What a day we had. I was grocery shopping making sure to grab all her snacks. I got a phone call saying the babies were on the way. A few hours later I watched my son and daughter come into this world. I cried and I didn't care how that made me look. I was so proud of my angel she did so good. The doctor said she needed some stitches but she would be okay. She would have to take it easy for a few days. When the doctor said that I laughed the last time she got told that she was moving baby furniture. While she slept I went home and got clothes for her, Joey and Jamie. I also grabbed her things from the bathroom. I know once she gets up she will want a shower. I got back to the hospital before she woke up. When she got up she asked me if I went to see the babies yet. I told her I was waiting for her. I already had the wheelchair in the room. When she got up she asked me to help her use the bathroom. After I helped her we went to see Joey and Jamie. My little boy and my little gi
Abby: Joey and Jamie have been home for a week now. We are finally get a little bit of a routine going. The only issue we have is sometimes they want to sleep at different times. When this happens Dice and I are beyond exhausted because we have no time to just be. Don't get me wrong I love being a mom but my body is not liking this no sleep thing. Right now I'm laying in bed just staring at the ceiling. Dice is in with the kids letting me rest but honestly I can't sleep. I got up and went to the kitchen for yet another coffee. I swear my blood is turning into coffee at this point. After I had my coffee I went to see the babies. Joey was laying on his dad's chest while Jamie slept in her crib. Dice put Joey in his crib and we went downstairs to make something to eat. It's bedtime for the twins which means we have at least four hours before they wake up. We went downstairs and ordered two things. I wanted sushi and Dice wanted Chinese so we got both. I haven't had it in months and I c
Dice: Tonight is our one year wedding anniversary. I have the entire night planned out and even a few little things during the day. First thing I did was get the kids up and dressed. That was the easy part since they were sitting up in their cribs waiting for me. Once they were dressed, changed and fed Robyn came by to pick them up. Abby thinks she is going to work today but I already have Chains covering the bar. I had breakfast ready for her and took it upstairs. I actually had to wake her up because she dead to the world. When she woke up she kissed me and took the tray I had for her. On the tray was a necklace I had made for her. It was an infinity symbol with all of our names engraved. She cried and made me put it on her right away. I laughed as I put it on with her heart necklace. I had this chain made a little shorter so she could wear both. After breakfast we laid in bed a little longer just enjoying the time alone. I had an idea of how we could spend some time and thankfull
Abby: Today is my first day back to the bar full time. The kids are at the babysitters and I'm sitting here ready to scream. They don't have any of the liquors in back and most of the bottles are empty or close too. The beer is completely out. I thought I told them about this before but nobody wants to listen. I went on the website and placed my order. I sat quietly and waited for the scream. I heard stomping coming down the hall. I had to hold back my laughter when I seen Maestro and Dice's face. " You order 5,000 dollars worth of alcohol. I thought we talked about this last time" Here we go" First all fuck you all. Secondly I had to order every single thing in the bar because who ever has been doing the orders hasn't ordered a fucking thing. I don't even have any beer. Now do you have any other questions" Maestro looked at the ground" That is my fault Abby I told Chains I would order everything and I forgot to do it with everything going on" This mother fuckerI walked to the ba
Chains:I got up this morning and got ready for my day but didn't know what I was doing. I do the same exact thing everyday get up take a shower and go to the diner to see her. Nobody knows how I feel about her hell I don't even think she knows. I spend most of my time sitting at a booth watching her from afar. I never get put in her section and I know that makes me sound creepy but for once in my life I'm afraid. I'm afraid she will reject me and not reciprocate my feelings.Got to the diner and sat in Trish's section. Once again I couldn't let this beautiful creature see how I felt. Hell I was still thinking of what to call it. All I know is that I haven't even slept with anyone in months. Don't get me wrong I tried I just couldn't follow through. Even the sweet butts at the club avoid me now. I know I need advice but I also know I will catch hell for pretty much stalking her. I made fun of Dice before he told Abby how he felt. But he was still talking to her everyday prior becoming
Dice: Today is the twins first birthday and we are getting ready for their party this weekend. I have been running errands and I got a message from Chains asking me to meet him at the jewelry store. Oh hell today is collection day. I put the bags in the back of my truck and headed to meet him. When I got to the store Tim was shooting at Chains. What in the fuck is going on now. I jumped out and when Tim saw me coming he dropped the gun. This little shit tried to run okay he wants to do this the hard way. I ran down the alley and waited by the back door. When he came out I punched him in the face. This was not how I seen my day going. I picked his ass up and pushed him back inside. " Okay Chains what is going on here" He looked at Tim like he was ready to shoot. " All I did was come for the money. He lost it when he told me he didn't have any of the loan payment" Fuck me " Timmy you know better. Where is our money" He better answer me " I don't have it you dumb fuck. What do you
Abby: Today is my first day back to the bar full time. The kids are at the babysitters and I'm sitting here ready to scream. They don't have any of the liquors in back and most of the bottles are empty or close too. The beer is completely out. I thought I told them about this before but nobody wants to listen. I went on the website and placed my order. I sat quietly and waited for the scream. I heard stomping coming down the hall. I had to hold back my laughter when I seen Maestro and Dice's face. " You order 5,000 dollars worth of alcohol. I thought we talked about this last time" Here we go" First all fuck you all. Secondly I had to order every single thing in the bar because who ever has been doing the orders hasn't ordered a fucking thing. I don't even have any beer. Now do you have any other questions" Maestro looked at the ground" That is my fault Abby I told Chains I would order everything and I forgot to do it with everything going on" This mother fuckerI walked to the ba
Dice: Tonight is our one year wedding anniversary. I have the entire night planned out and even a few little things during the day. First thing I did was get the kids up and dressed. That was the easy part since they were sitting up in their cribs waiting for me. Once they were dressed, changed and fed Robyn came by to pick them up. Abby thinks she is going to work today but I already have Chains covering the bar. I had breakfast ready for her and took it upstairs. I actually had to wake her up because she dead to the world. When she woke up she kissed me and took the tray I had for her. On the tray was a necklace I had made for her. It was an infinity symbol with all of our names engraved. She cried and made me put it on her right away. I laughed as I put it on with her heart necklace. I had this chain made a little shorter so she could wear both. After breakfast we laid in bed a little longer just enjoying the time alone. I had an idea of how we could spend some time and thankfull
Abby: Joey and Jamie have been home for a week now. We are finally get a little bit of a routine going. The only issue we have is sometimes they want to sleep at different times. When this happens Dice and I are beyond exhausted because we have no time to just be. Don't get me wrong I love being a mom but my body is not liking this no sleep thing. Right now I'm laying in bed just staring at the ceiling. Dice is in with the kids letting me rest but honestly I can't sleep. I got up and went to the kitchen for yet another coffee. I swear my blood is turning into coffee at this point. After I had my coffee I went to see the babies. Joey was laying on his dad's chest while Jamie slept in her crib. Dice put Joey in his crib and we went downstairs to make something to eat. It's bedtime for the twins which means we have at least four hours before they wake up. We went downstairs and ordered two things. I wanted sushi and Dice wanted Chinese so we got both. I haven't had it in months and I c
Dice: What a day we had. I was grocery shopping making sure to grab all her snacks. I got a phone call saying the babies were on the way. A few hours later I watched my son and daughter come into this world. I cried and I didn't care how that made me look. I was so proud of my angel she did so good. The doctor said she needed some stitches but she would be okay. She would have to take it easy for a few days. When the doctor said that I laughed the last time she got told that she was moving baby furniture. While she slept I went home and got clothes for her, Joey and Jamie. I also grabbed her things from the bathroom. I know once she gets up she will want a shower. I got back to the hospital before she woke up. When she got up she asked me if I went to see the babies yet. I told her I was waiting for her. I already had the wheelchair in the room. When she got up she asked me to help her use the bathroom. After I helped her we went to see Joey and Jamie. My little boy and my little gi
Abby: Okay so maybe sitting at home isn't for me. I have rearranged the babies nursery five times and I reorganized the kitchen. The worst part is I have only been alone for six hours. I can't just sit here for months all I know is these babies better come within the next four weeks. The doctor said that would be an estimate since I'm having twins I will probably go into labor early. I can only hope that happens. I just started reorganizing our closet when I heard the front door close. I couldn't even get up fast enough to get in the bed. I was going to be in so much shit now." Why are you on the damn floor" Here we go" I'm bored. I was reorganizing things all day long and I just started on our closet" He ran his hand down his face and took a deep breathe" Get your ass up and in that damn bed now. I came home to check on you and bring you lunch not thinking I was going to find you doing this shit" Yeah I was in troubleI tried to get off the floor with zero success. Finally he fel
Abby: Six months later:Being seven months pregnant for a better word sucks. My ankles are swollen and I can't even see my feet anymore. My stomach is freaking huge. Oh yeah that is something else that happened when I went to my second check up we found out I was pregnant with twins. We had to go buy a second of everything. We have the nursery set up with two dressers, changing tables and two cribs. Thankfully the room had a lot more space after we took out the huge book case. We opted for two smaller ones that fit perfectly in the space. I was still working but made an agreement with John. Chains is the one actually bartending I just supervise so my bar doesn't get destroyed. It's bad enough for at least two months he will be in charge while I have to take care of the babies. I was sitting at the bar during a big party night. Everyone was here laughing and carrying on. All of a sudden I felt a little dizzy. I yelled for John and he came running. He took me upstairs to our room and
Dice: It has been a few weeks since the day Abby shot someone. I have been watching her like a hawk to make sure that she isn't having any issues. As far as I can tell the shooting has had zero affect on her mental state. I'm thankful for that today since she has her first doctors appointment. The doctor said we will do blood test and that we can hear the heartbeat. Right now she is laying in bed while I'm cooking her breakfast. Hopefully the eggs won't make her sick. A few days ago I made her an omelet for breakfast and the smell of eggs did not go over well. When I finally made my way to the bedroom she was walking out of the bathroom. Damn my life looked like good enough to eat with her damp hair and the towel wrapped around her body. We were almost late to the appointment because I decided to have my wife for breakfast. Once we got to the doctors office she signed in and we sat to wait. Not long after we sat down a nurse called Abby back. I went with her while they did a basic p