Dice:
I practically ran out of the fucking house and jumped on my bike. I was surprised the damn thing didn't fall over with how fast I jumped on it. I was speeding down the road to get to her as fast as 9 could. As soon as I got into her parking lot I jumped off my bike and took the stairs two at a time. When I got to her door I banged my fist as hard as I could. Once I told her it was me she took all of 30 seconds to answer the door. When the door swung open I couldn't breathe. I didn't know what to deal with first she was crying and then what she was wearing was going to kill me. She stook in front of me in a pair of skin tight shorts and a see through tank top. I could see her nipples hard as glass. She wasn't wearing a bra and my god my will power was being tested. God give me strength." Angel if we are going to have a chat I need you cover up" I won't survive a conversation when all I want to do is take her where she stands.She got red as a tomato when she looked down. " Oh shit. Give me a second" I had to bite my cheek from laughing at the look on her face. She ran from the door and into her bedroom. She came back out in a pair of sweats and a hoodie. I'm glad she is covered because now I can focus on the conversation."OK tell me what is going on" As soon as the words left my mouth she curled up in a ball on the couch and cried so hard she was starting to hyperventilate. Well that was not what I thought would happen. I maybe good at alot of things but a crying women is not one of them. I went to her fridge and grabbed her a drink. I honestly didn't know what else to do. After she took a few sips of water she got her breathing under control." So...did Robyn tell you anything?" My sweet angel looks so scared right now. I can't stand this at all." No. I only know what you have told me before. About him cheating you leaving and about the text that stopped a few weeks ago"Now I really need answers but instead of telling me she just handed me her phone. When I looked down there were multiple text from an unknown number. I assumed that was her ex Brent.Unknown Number: You can't hide from me forever.Unknown Number:I will find you sooner than you think. You are mine and I won't let you go.Unknown Number:I coming for you baby. I will be in Texas soon enough.Those bikers won't save you. You are mine bitch.I couldn't read anymore of this bullshit. I was fuming inside. How dare this mother fucker talk to her like that. He thinks he can take her away from me he better think again. I know in my head she is not mine but I don't care. She will be mine soon and I take care of what belongs to me." Angel. I need you to pack a bag. I need to follow me back to the club. I know you want to stay here but it is not safe" At this moment I was waiting for her to tell me to go to hell but she surprised me again.She stood in front of me shaking and spoke before I tried to comfort her" I'm not about to argue with you right now. For the first time in my life i'm afraid of what will happen to me"I really thought she would fight me about this. From all I could tell Abby is very independent but this asshole has her afraid of her own shadow. We will do what ever we have to in order to keep her safe. She is family to us now and we protect our family. As soon as I get her in the car I called Maestro." We have a fucking problem and you need to ask Robyn about it" Definitely no way to greet anyone when you call them but I have no time to waste." What does she have to do with anything?" Yeah he was pissed but it was about to get worse." Abby text me an sos. I get there she asked what Robyn told me and showed me her phone. Her ex found her and is on his fucking way here. She is terrified. I'm taking her to my house. I need you guys to meet up there" This is not how I wanted her to see my home." This women is going to be the death of me. We are coming meet you there" Robyn was definitely gonna hear about it now he was livid.I didn't even respond I just jumped in her car. I will have Chains come grab my bike later. The entire drive to my house she was quiet. She just looked out the window and didn't say a word. I knew she was crying by the way her shoulders moved but I couldn't help her yet. When we pulled in my driveway Maestro and Robyn were already on my steps waiting for us. And it looked like his head would bust at any minute i'm guessing they got in an argument on the way here. I parked her car and opened her door. I picked her up and carried her to the door. Maestro took my keys and opened it. We all went to the living room. I sat Abby on my lap she just put her head on my shoulder and didn't say a word." Thanks for coming guys" What else can I really say to them. They drove here in the middle of the night." Ok Robyn we are here now so start talking" He was giving her the most stern look I've seen from him. He never gets this upset with her." Abby is it okay if I tell them everything" I know she wouldn't say anything without permission." Please you do it. I can't" She chocked out her response while wiping her tears off her face." So long story short because I know she doesn't want to relive this all over again. So you both know the basics of her past with Brent. That she left because he was caught sleeping with her best friend. But what you don't know is that was the final nail in the coffin. For a good part of the relationship with Brent he was hitting her, cursing her out over everything little thing. She only had one friend and now it's known that she was allowed to be there because he was fucking her. And now this asshole is on his way here because he thinks he owns her". When she is done taking she is crying just giving us the information. Could be the pregnancy hormones but I doubt it.At this moment I was glad to be holding Abby. She was the only thing keeping me from flying off the rails and tearing this place apart with the rage coursing through my veins. No wonder she was afraid of this asshole. He made sure she was terrified before she left him. And now even though she got away he is still coming for her like she is a piece of property that belongs to him. Too bad the bastard will have to get through me first and unlucky him because I fight dirty.Robyn told us a little more about what Abby had told her. I must say with each passing moment the rage inside of me grew and grew. I have never felt this level of anger in 35 years of life. I thought seeing my friends being taken made me angry but the anger flowing in my veins now was on an entirely new level. Seeing this women so terrified awakened something in me that probably should have stayed buried. Only Maestro has seen me in this state of mind and he was not a fan. It is honestly a blood fueled lust and I won't stop until the object of rage is a bleeding crying mess in front of me. Mark my words Brent's days are numbered.I needed to get my feelings under control before I scared her I knew she would not want to be around me. I looked down at her and some of the anger left me but not much. I held her tighter and kissed her on the temple. I needed to be her friend right now and not some macho man who scares her even more. Maestro looked close to my level of anger right now. I knew part of that was toward Robyn because she kept this to herself. I know it was Abby's past but this could also but everyone in danger. Nobody knows shit about this guy and now he is on his way her to try to take Abby. No way in hell is this man going to take her away. Even if she is not my ol' lady she is still my friend and to The Disciples she is family.After awhile of sitting on my lap Abby fell asleep. I know she is tired but she wouldn't be sleeping on the couch tonight. I know she will be pissed in the morning because we will be sharing my bed but it's tough shit. I slowly got up and walked her to my bedroom. When I got to the bed I laid her down took her shoes off and put the blanket over her. I had to get back to Maestro and Robyn to figure this out. With one last look at my angel I slowly shut the door and walked back to the living room." Ok we need to come up with a plan"" Baby can you go in the spare room and watch some tv. Dice and I need to talk"" Yeah yeah club business I know the drill. Come get me when you are done. I'm going to lay down in the spare room. No tv for me this baby is making me sleepy again"I couldn't help but laugh at Robyn because she raided my kitchen for snacks before she went to lay down. She came back out with a water, chips and pickles. I asked no questions and let her take what she wanted. When we heard the door close we got down to business." What are we going to do? I won't let anything happen to her"" What you need to do is calm down Dice. I know that look you got when Robyn told us everything and as much as I understand that won't help right now"" Fuck that. If he gets anywhere near her i'm going to gut that bitch. He has no claim on her and he needs to stay away on his own or I will make him stay away" Maestro knew what I meant when he just shook his head. He may not agree but he does understand. If anything happened to Robyn he would be worse than me at the moment." Look we are only going to do one thing. I'm calling church now. We need to figure this out together. We can't make any decisions when you are feeling this way. It won't help."" Prez I won't go against you but I won't to be part of everything. She is my girl and I will take care of her"" That we will also talk about later. I'm going to send this text out then you and I will meet everyone and come up with an actual plan"I went to check on Abby before we left. She was still asleep. I walked over kissed her on the forehead and left the door cracked so Robyn will hear her if she wakes up. Maestro told Robyn we were headed out and asked her to listen for Abby. By this time she was deep in her snack and watching a movie so I knew she would be awake.*********Last night it was decided that if Brent did show his face he would be taken out. It wasn't an easy choice for some of the guys but for me it was. Maestro told them if anyone else found him before I did they were told to bring him to the club to be dealt with. Nobody would kill him but me. I really don't know what to tell Abby. I know she is scared and I understand but she has to know I will protect her. I was so caught up in my thoughts that I didn't hear Abby waking up." Dice why am I in your bed"" Angel I won't let you be alone right now."" But why? I don't understand why you would keep me at your house"" Look I don't want to have this conversation right now. We can discuss this in full when all this shit is dealt with. But I will say I talked to Maestro and he said if we want to be together it's ok with him. He knows we both like each other. Now I will say in the long run one day I want you be my ol' lady but for now we can get to know each other better"" I need to think about this but for right now are ok just being friends. I won't say I don't like you but i'd like to handle my past prior to thinking about a future"" That's fair angel. Have you got anymore text"" I haven't checked my phone will you look please"I didn't even answer her I just grabbed her phone and seen missed text and calls from this asshole. I don't want to lie to her but telling her may not be any better at the moment. She will find out either way so I just showed her the phone and let her read the messages. Thankfully he didn't leave her any voicemails.Unknown Number:I will be there by the end of the dayUnknown Number:You better be ready to go bitch. You are coming home with me.Unknown Number:Keep ignoring me you know what happens when you piss me offUnknown Number:I know you are at the trash's house. Don't worry I will be there to get you soon.Unknown Number:If you want him to live you will bring your whore ass outside NOW!!!!" Dice this last message was sent a few minutes ago"" I know. Don't worry"" What are we going to do? He will kill you if I don't go out"" You stay here. I mean it"I looked out the front door and i'll be damned this dumbass really was sitting outside of my house. Oh this is going to be fun.Brent: The vodka in front of me is doing little to calm the thoughts in my mind. Almost six months later and I still can't find this bitch anywhere. I have looked in every corner of New York and she is no where to be found. I know she left the state but I have no idea where she would go. She has no family to speak of and the only friend she has I started fucking so I know Liz would have no idea. Don't get me wrong she is a great lay but not relationship material at all. Yeah I will use her pussy but I won't commit to her. I will only commit to my Abby. I need her back. I had to resort to hacking her bank account. Low maybe but desperate times. It took me a few times but I finally got in. She made it further than I thought she would. I took all her money so I have no idea where she got the money to do this. But now I have a place to start. She made her way from New York to Texas. I must say I'm impressed with her. I will have to put this plan on the back burner for now. I have to go
Abby:When I got here last night I didn't remember anything after sitting down. I do know I woke up in bed with Dice laying next to me. I know I should be afraid but I also know that nothing would happen with this man unless I wanted it too. Dice and I talked for a minute when he asked if I got any text. I didn't want to look so I asked Dice if he could. I know I got more when he got a look of rage on his face. His face started to get red and his hands were closed so tight I thought he would lose feeling. He handed me the phone. When he did I couldn't breathe. I couldn't handle this. When I got to the last message I almost passed out. Soon Dice went to the living room. I heard him laugh and he came back to the room." Hey angel I need to stay here. Call Maestro and tell him Brent is here and i'm going out" I really don't want him to leave me alone.I didn't get a chance to reply and he took his gun to run out the door. I couldn't help but panic I know how Brent is. I was shaking but I
Dice:These past few days have been the longest of my life. I don't even know where to start to try and figure it out. I went outside to get Brent and someone hit me over the head. I woke up and I was tied to a chair. When my eyes adjusted I looked around and knew who had me within seconds. Sitting next to Brent's ass was two cartel members we did business with prior to going straight. I knew this shit would bite us in the ass one day. I just thought we had more time and if I'm being honest I thought they would go after Maestro." What in the hell do you want Brent" I asked the question even though I already needed the answer." You know what I want. I didn't stay with Abby so long for her not to let me pop that little cherry. After everything I did for her and that little bitch ran from me." This lunatic was actually serious." Are you fucking kidding me? You did all this to get laid. Why do you even care when you have been cheating on her" By the look on his face I knew some dumb sh
Abby: I was looking in the rear view mirror the entire way out of town. I really didn't know if the guys would follow me or if Brent would. As scared as I currently am I honesly hope Brent follows me. I would rather he is after me than him hurt anyone else. I had a full tank of gas so I knew I was good for a few hours before I had to stop for gas. Driving seems to be like therapy for me at the moment. With the quiet I can think about everything that has happened this past year. The only thing I can think about is how fucked up my life has been. My life was so good and I was so happy until I meant Brent. I thought that he was the perfect guy but when I first seen him drunk I should have walked away. Instead of leaving I did what every other women does I said it wouldn't happen again. But it continued to happen until I finally left. It was becoming difficult to drive because my tears keep falling. I have been driving for a few hours and the road is getting blurred. I need to pull ov
Dice:The past two day I haven't been able to move out of this bed. When Doc said I would be in pain after the meds wore off he wasn't lying. Everytime I try to move it feels like some is trying to crush my body. I tried to get Chains to help me move but he said not with the okay from Doc. So I have been sitting here watching tv and being bored out of my ever loving mind. I don't know how people do this shit.Now I just have to wait for Doc to come back to give me something for this damn pain and to change the bandages on my legs.I took a nap honestly out of pure boredom. When I woke up one of the girls was dropping off some food for me. I know after I eat Doc will be in and the fun will begin. I swear everytime he looks at my stitches he applies alot more pressure than is needed. I took my time eating the chilli and cornbread that they made for lunch. I wanted to delay this process if I could. I swear I just took the last bite and finished my water when Doc walked in smiling at me.I
Brent: When I lost that biker a few weeks ago I knew I lost any hope of Abby coming to me on her own. And wouldn't you know it as soon as they got him she fled the state. I have been trying to find her for two weeks now but it seems my girl has gotten smart and stopped using her cards. I will give her this she learns from her mistakes. It was easy to find her the first time because she swiped her debit card but this time she is using cash. No credit card or debit card have had any activity in two weeks. And believe me I would know because I hired one of the best trackers in the world to find her ass. You see I keep my true wealth and job a very deep secret. Abby thought what I told her that I had an office job and my parents had all the money. But the truth is that I run my family's company and I have over 3 billion dollars in my bank accounts at the current time. I have used every resource and connection available to me and I will keep using them to find her until I bring her home.
Abby: It's four in the morning and i'm on the road again. I was hoping I could stay and work a little longer but I should know nothing ever goes according to plan. Some guys came asking Amanda about me earlier and from what she told me I knew it was Brent and his goons. As soon as she called me I was packing up and leaving my hotel. I took a chance as I was leaving. I text Dice to let him know I was okay but I was on the move again because Brent found me. I know it was stupid to get in contact with him but tell my heart that. I kept driving and driving until I ended up in West Virginia. I had about a seven hour headstart hopefully that would be enough. When I found a small motel I pulled in to grab a room for the night. I wouldn't try to stay anywhere more than a day or two for now. Once I got in the room I grabbed a shower and set my alarm to go off in four hours. I only needed a little rest than I could put some more distance between Brent and myself. As soon as my alarm went of
Dice: We slept for a few hours and when I woke up I went to wake up the guys to see track was already gone. He left a note saying he couldn't sleep so he was going ahead to see if he could find a trace of her. I was grateful that we didn't lose any ground because I need to make sure she will be okay.Chains and I were getting ready hit the road after grabbing gas when my phone went off. As soon as I finished talking to Abby I got ahold of Track. " Hey man I need to hurry and get to Abby. Her car broke down and she is at some auto body shop" I was so frantic at this point that he didn't even say a word before I spoke. " Ok just need a general direction to where I'm going. I've been on the road now for over two hours" At least he was alot closer than me right now. " She said she got to St. Louis about 30 minutes ago. The auto body shop is the first one once you cross the state line. She said it was about ten minutes from where she broke down to where they ended up. So I'd say maybe
Chains:I got up this morning and got ready for my day but didn't know what I was doing. I do the same exact thing everyday get up take a shower and go to the diner to see her. Nobody knows how I feel about her hell I don't even think she knows. I spend most of my time sitting at a booth watching her from afar. I never get put in her section and I know that makes me sound creepy but for once in my life I'm afraid. I'm afraid she will reject me and not reciprocate my feelings.Got to the diner and sat in Trish's section. Once again I couldn't let this beautiful creature see how I felt. Hell I was still thinking of what to call it. All I know is that I haven't even slept with anyone in months. Don't get me wrong I tried I just couldn't follow through. Even the sweet butts at the club avoid me now. I know I need advice but I also know I will catch hell for pretty much stalking her. I made fun of Dice before he told Abby how he felt. But he was still talking to her everyday prior becoming
Dice: Today is the twins first birthday and we are getting ready for their party this weekend. I have been running errands and I got a message from Chains asking me to meet him at the jewelry store. Oh hell today is collection day. I put the bags in the back of my truck and headed to meet him. When I got to the store Tim was shooting at Chains. What in the fuck is going on now. I jumped out and when Tim saw me coming he dropped the gun. This little shit tried to run okay he wants to do this the hard way. I ran down the alley and waited by the back door. When he came out I punched him in the face. This was not how I seen my day going. I picked his ass up and pushed him back inside. " Okay Chains what is going on here" He looked at Tim like he was ready to shoot. " All I did was come for the money. He lost it when he told me he didn't have any of the loan payment" Fuck me " Timmy you know better. Where is our money" He better answer me " I don't have it you dumb fuck. What do you
Abby: Today is my first day back to the bar full time. The kids are at the babysitters and I'm sitting here ready to scream. They don't have any of the liquors in back and most of the bottles are empty or close too. The beer is completely out. I thought I told them about this before but nobody wants to listen. I went on the website and placed my order. I sat quietly and waited for the scream. I heard stomping coming down the hall. I had to hold back my laughter when I seen Maestro and Dice's face. " You order 5,000 dollars worth of alcohol. I thought we talked about this last time" Here we go" First all fuck you all. Secondly I had to order every single thing in the bar because who ever has been doing the orders hasn't ordered a fucking thing. I don't even have any beer. Now do you have any other questions" Maestro looked at the ground" That is my fault Abby I told Chains I would order everything and I forgot to do it with everything going on" This mother fuckerI walked to the ba
Dice: Tonight is our one year wedding anniversary. I have the entire night planned out and even a few little things during the day. First thing I did was get the kids up and dressed. That was the easy part since they were sitting up in their cribs waiting for me. Once they were dressed, changed and fed Robyn came by to pick them up. Abby thinks she is going to work today but I already have Chains covering the bar. I had breakfast ready for her and took it upstairs. I actually had to wake her up because she dead to the world. When she woke up she kissed me and took the tray I had for her. On the tray was a necklace I had made for her. It was an infinity symbol with all of our names engraved. She cried and made me put it on her right away. I laughed as I put it on with her heart necklace. I had this chain made a little shorter so she could wear both. After breakfast we laid in bed a little longer just enjoying the time alone. I had an idea of how we could spend some time and thankfull
Abby: Joey and Jamie have been home for a week now. We are finally get a little bit of a routine going. The only issue we have is sometimes they want to sleep at different times. When this happens Dice and I are beyond exhausted because we have no time to just be. Don't get me wrong I love being a mom but my body is not liking this no sleep thing. Right now I'm laying in bed just staring at the ceiling. Dice is in with the kids letting me rest but honestly I can't sleep. I got up and went to the kitchen for yet another coffee. I swear my blood is turning into coffee at this point. After I had my coffee I went to see the babies. Joey was laying on his dad's chest while Jamie slept in her crib. Dice put Joey in his crib and we went downstairs to make something to eat. It's bedtime for the twins which means we have at least four hours before they wake up. We went downstairs and ordered two things. I wanted sushi and Dice wanted Chinese so we got both. I haven't had it in months and I c
Dice: What a day we had. I was grocery shopping making sure to grab all her snacks. I got a phone call saying the babies were on the way. A few hours later I watched my son and daughter come into this world. I cried and I didn't care how that made me look. I was so proud of my angel she did so good. The doctor said she needed some stitches but she would be okay. She would have to take it easy for a few days. When the doctor said that I laughed the last time she got told that she was moving baby furniture. While she slept I went home and got clothes for her, Joey and Jamie. I also grabbed her things from the bathroom. I know once she gets up she will want a shower. I got back to the hospital before she woke up. When she got up she asked me if I went to see the babies yet. I told her I was waiting for her. I already had the wheelchair in the room. When she got up she asked me to help her use the bathroom. After I helped her we went to see Joey and Jamie. My little boy and my little gi
Abby: Okay so maybe sitting at home isn't for me. I have rearranged the babies nursery five times and I reorganized the kitchen. The worst part is I have only been alone for six hours. I can't just sit here for months all I know is these babies better come within the next four weeks. The doctor said that would be an estimate since I'm having twins I will probably go into labor early. I can only hope that happens. I just started reorganizing our closet when I heard the front door close. I couldn't even get up fast enough to get in the bed. I was going to be in so much shit now." Why are you on the damn floor" Here we go" I'm bored. I was reorganizing things all day long and I just started on our closet" He ran his hand down his face and took a deep breathe" Get your ass up and in that damn bed now. I came home to check on you and bring you lunch not thinking I was going to find you doing this shit" Yeah I was in troubleI tried to get off the floor with zero success. Finally he fel
Abby: Six months later:Being seven months pregnant for a better word sucks. My ankles are swollen and I can't even see my feet anymore. My stomach is freaking huge. Oh yeah that is something else that happened when I went to my second check up we found out I was pregnant with twins. We had to go buy a second of everything. We have the nursery set up with two dressers, changing tables and two cribs. Thankfully the room had a lot more space after we took out the huge book case. We opted for two smaller ones that fit perfectly in the space. I was still working but made an agreement with John. Chains is the one actually bartending I just supervise so my bar doesn't get destroyed. It's bad enough for at least two months he will be in charge while I have to take care of the babies. I was sitting at the bar during a big party night. Everyone was here laughing and carrying on. All of a sudden I felt a little dizzy. I yelled for John and he came running. He took me upstairs to our room and
Dice: It has been a few weeks since the day Abby shot someone. I have been watching her like a hawk to make sure that she isn't having any issues. As far as I can tell the shooting has had zero affect on her mental state. I'm thankful for that today since she has her first doctors appointment. The doctor said we will do blood test and that we can hear the heartbeat. Right now she is laying in bed while I'm cooking her breakfast. Hopefully the eggs won't make her sick. A few days ago I made her an omelet for breakfast and the smell of eggs did not go over well. When I finally made my way to the bedroom she was walking out of the bathroom. Damn my life looked like good enough to eat with her damp hair and the towel wrapped around her body. We were almost late to the appointment because I decided to have my wife for breakfast. Once we got to the doctors office she signed in and we sat to wait. Not long after we sat down a nurse called Abby back. I went with her while they did a basic p