Dice: As much as I would have loved to stay in bed all day with Abby that wasn't possible because club business needed to be handled today. Chains was bringing in this kid Johnny so he could become a prospect given we all vote yes. I met the kid before and while he doesn't seem like he would be trouble I feel like he is missing something but if the vote is in favor my vote won't matter anyway. And to top that off if the liquor order doesn't come in today Abby will literally tear Maestro and I a new one. I have never seen her so mad but when she came into the office with the order I thought she was going to kill all of us but when we heard her we ordered everything as soon as she walked out. Now I have to spend the day running around on my bike why she is at the bar hopefully none of the guys act up.Now I was finally pulling out of my driveway and going to meet Chains at the local diner. First task today was the two of us meeting up with some of Phoenix's guys we needed to discuss th
Dice:It's almost time for the party for Abby and I still haven't talked to her about it yet I told to Maestro and got the date but I still need to ask her. If she says no and then we have the party I will feel like a total jackass and possibly heartbroken. After the incident with Jess earlier this week Abby has been a little distant even after that night. I thought we made up but I was wrong because she isn't being herself. She has been with Robyn most days and at night she just comes home showers and we go to sleep maybe I think something is there when it is not. I'm on my way to meet Maestro now about the party on Saturday right now it's Thursday so I really need to talk to him. I stopped by the diner before heading to the club for a breakfast sandwich because I didn't feel like cooking this morning. I was in and out of the diner in less than 15 minutes I really needed to get to the club and handle this shit. After I pulled in the lot I looked around but didn't see her car anywher
Abby:It is Friday which means I have one day until they throw a big ass party for Dice and I. I can't believe I'm going to get my own cut Robyn told me the back will have the club logo and it will say property of Dice and my name will be on the front. I'm currently on my way to my very first tattoo appointment and Chains is meeting me at the place I told him my little plan and he said he would get his guy to do it. It didn't take me long to get there but when I did my nerves were starting to get to me thankfully Chains was already there and came to walk me in." You ready to do this sweetheart" He looks more excited than he should" Yes I feel ready but I'm also a little nervous Chains what if he hates it" I started biting my nails" Trust me he is going to love it" I hope he is rightWe walked in and I met with the tattoo artist whose name is Tony I told him what I wanted and he drew it out. When he came back half an hour later I was ready to cry because what he drew for me was exac
Dice: I got up early this morning I guess the happy nerves were getting to me about the party tonight along with the fact that I can't get over Abby get my name tattooed on her arm. I was pretty pissed off at Chains for helping her and taking her to the appointment but at the same time I was glad he was there to help her get the right person to tattoo her. I felt like my heart dropped yesterday when I seen the bandage I really thought she hurt herself and had to get stitches thankfully it was a bandage for a good reason. I finally got out of bed and went straight downstairs I had my clothes in my hand because I was going to shower at my room in the club. Abby needed to sleep and I didn't want to accidently wake her up which is why I'm leaving now. I took my truck to the club I would get my bike later on Abby woke up anytime I fired up my bike even though she would normally fall back asleep I wouldn't chance it. I was pulling into the parking lot of the club in no time at all I walke
Abby: Today was perfect it was the wedding of my dreams and I couldn't thank Robyn enough for her help in making my vision come to life. We had maroon and cream flowers decorating everything and we had a maroon aisle set up. We ordered a balloon archway and that is where we had the ceremony it was a pain to put together but that is where Chains came in handy. The tables were all covered in maroon cloth and the chairs had cream ribbons on the back. And my dress was to die for it was cream dress that came to my knee with maroon flowers on the bottom. When Dice finally came inside I knew I made the right choice especially with my dress although I don't know if he like that or my second outfit more. We just left the bar and now we are on the bike going home my nerves are finally getting to me about what is going to happen. I know I want to be with Dice and only him but I'm also scared I heard it hurts like hell and that I'm not looking forward too.It felt like we only have driven for a
Dice:Yesterday was everything I could have wanted and more not only do I have an ol' lady but that same woman is now my wife. The night was even better I finally got to have my angel in everyway possible and making love to her was more than anything I could hoped for. Before I made it to bed last night she was already sleeping and snoring softly in our bed. She was worn out from everything that happened yesterday from the wedding to the wedding night. I still can't believe that she planned all that and surprised me but little does she know I already bought her a ring and today I go pick it up so it will be on her finger with her wedding band! I got out of bed way before she did today and I went downstairs to make her breakfast. I did what I always did first and made us a pot of coffee because we can't function without it. After the coffee was started I got out everything I needed to make her bacon, scrambled eggs and English muffins for breakfast. I got out peppers and onion for the
Abby: The way John was looking at me I knew I was going to be in trouble later tonight for wearing this. I wasn't going to hell I didn't even buy this thing I blame Robyn fully because she not only purchased it but it was in her little sex box. Honestly seeing the way he is looking at me is turning me on and making it hard for me to actually eat so I'm picking at my food. When we finally finished eating John took our plates and cups into the kitchen and also put the leftovers away. I was walking to the bedroom when suddenly my feet were no longer on the ground John picked me up and now I was hanging over his shoulder." You shouldn't have teased me baby now its time to pay" Oh no what did I doHe threw me on the bed and the look he gave me sent shivers all over my body. I was in trouble more than I thought I was John was already ripping his clothes off and in a matter of seconds he was stalking toward me. He grabbed the lace on the teddy and tore it off of my body I was laying on the
Dice: This past week was just a pain in my ass and nothing more. We found out who was following us and these little bastards are plucking my last nerve. After looking into it and having our dealers do a little investigating of their own we found out it's just a bunch of dealers trying to make more money. They are quickly finding out they made the wrong move two of them have already been taking out and we are dealing with three more today. Maestro and I are just glad that we didn't have to deal with another club or the damn cartel again I don't think we would have made it another round with them. Chains is heading out with a few others to handle the three other dealers and then they will all be taking care of. Thank god for easy fixes at least with some things in life because my blood pressure is getting too high. After Chains left I headed to the bar to see my wife..man I can't say that enough. I can't over the fact that I have a wife and that I got married to my beautiful angel. I
Chains:I got up this morning and got ready for my day but didn't know what I was doing. I do the same exact thing everyday get up take a shower and go to the diner to see her. Nobody knows how I feel about her hell I don't even think she knows. I spend most of my time sitting at a booth watching her from afar. I never get put in her section and I know that makes me sound creepy but for once in my life I'm afraid. I'm afraid she will reject me and not reciprocate my feelings.Got to the diner and sat in Trish's section. Once again I couldn't let this beautiful creature see how I felt. Hell I was still thinking of what to call it. All I know is that I haven't even slept with anyone in months. Don't get me wrong I tried I just couldn't follow through. Even the sweet butts at the club avoid me now. I know I need advice but I also know I will catch hell for pretty much stalking her. I made fun of Dice before he told Abby how he felt. But he was still talking to her everyday prior becoming
Dice: Today is the twins first birthday and we are getting ready for their party this weekend. I have been running errands and I got a message from Chains asking me to meet him at the jewelry store. Oh hell today is collection day. I put the bags in the back of my truck and headed to meet him. When I got to the store Tim was shooting at Chains. What in the fuck is going on now. I jumped out and when Tim saw me coming he dropped the gun. This little shit tried to run okay he wants to do this the hard way. I ran down the alley and waited by the back door. When he came out I punched him in the face. This was not how I seen my day going. I picked his ass up and pushed him back inside. " Okay Chains what is going on here" He looked at Tim like he was ready to shoot. " All I did was come for the money. He lost it when he told me he didn't have any of the loan payment" Fuck me " Timmy you know better. Where is our money" He better answer me " I don't have it you dumb fuck. What do you
Abby: Today is my first day back to the bar full time. The kids are at the babysitters and I'm sitting here ready to scream. They don't have any of the liquors in back and most of the bottles are empty or close too. The beer is completely out. I thought I told them about this before but nobody wants to listen. I went on the website and placed my order. I sat quietly and waited for the scream. I heard stomping coming down the hall. I had to hold back my laughter when I seen Maestro and Dice's face. " You order 5,000 dollars worth of alcohol. I thought we talked about this last time" Here we go" First all fuck you all. Secondly I had to order every single thing in the bar because who ever has been doing the orders hasn't ordered a fucking thing. I don't even have any beer. Now do you have any other questions" Maestro looked at the ground" That is my fault Abby I told Chains I would order everything and I forgot to do it with everything going on" This mother fuckerI walked to the ba
Dice: Tonight is our one year wedding anniversary. I have the entire night planned out and even a few little things during the day. First thing I did was get the kids up and dressed. That was the easy part since they were sitting up in their cribs waiting for me. Once they were dressed, changed and fed Robyn came by to pick them up. Abby thinks she is going to work today but I already have Chains covering the bar. I had breakfast ready for her and took it upstairs. I actually had to wake her up because she dead to the world. When she woke up she kissed me and took the tray I had for her. On the tray was a necklace I had made for her. It was an infinity symbol with all of our names engraved. She cried and made me put it on her right away. I laughed as I put it on with her heart necklace. I had this chain made a little shorter so she could wear both. After breakfast we laid in bed a little longer just enjoying the time alone. I had an idea of how we could spend some time and thankfull
Abby: Joey and Jamie have been home for a week now. We are finally get a little bit of a routine going. The only issue we have is sometimes they want to sleep at different times. When this happens Dice and I are beyond exhausted because we have no time to just be. Don't get me wrong I love being a mom but my body is not liking this no sleep thing. Right now I'm laying in bed just staring at the ceiling. Dice is in with the kids letting me rest but honestly I can't sleep. I got up and went to the kitchen for yet another coffee. I swear my blood is turning into coffee at this point. After I had my coffee I went to see the babies. Joey was laying on his dad's chest while Jamie slept in her crib. Dice put Joey in his crib and we went downstairs to make something to eat. It's bedtime for the twins which means we have at least four hours before they wake up. We went downstairs and ordered two things. I wanted sushi and Dice wanted Chinese so we got both. I haven't had it in months and I c
Dice: What a day we had. I was grocery shopping making sure to grab all her snacks. I got a phone call saying the babies were on the way. A few hours later I watched my son and daughter come into this world. I cried and I didn't care how that made me look. I was so proud of my angel she did so good. The doctor said she needed some stitches but she would be okay. She would have to take it easy for a few days. When the doctor said that I laughed the last time she got told that she was moving baby furniture. While she slept I went home and got clothes for her, Joey and Jamie. I also grabbed her things from the bathroom. I know once she gets up she will want a shower. I got back to the hospital before she woke up. When she got up she asked me if I went to see the babies yet. I told her I was waiting for her. I already had the wheelchair in the room. When she got up she asked me to help her use the bathroom. After I helped her we went to see Joey and Jamie. My little boy and my little gi
Abby: Okay so maybe sitting at home isn't for me. I have rearranged the babies nursery five times and I reorganized the kitchen. The worst part is I have only been alone for six hours. I can't just sit here for months all I know is these babies better come within the next four weeks. The doctor said that would be an estimate since I'm having twins I will probably go into labor early. I can only hope that happens. I just started reorganizing our closet when I heard the front door close. I couldn't even get up fast enough to get in the bed. I was going to be in so much shit now." Why are you on the damn floor" Here we go" I'm bored. I was reorganizing things all day long and I just started on our closet" He ran his hand down his face and took a deep breathe" Get your ass up and in that damn bed now. I came home to check on you and bring you lunch not thinking I was going to find you doing this shit" Yeah I was in troubleI tried to get off the floor with zero success. Finally he fel
Abby: Six months later:Being seven months pregnant for a better word sucks. My ankles are swollen and I can't even see my feet anymore. My stomach is freaking huge. Oh yeah that is something else that happened when I went to my second check up we found out I was pregnant with twins. We had to go buy a second of everything. We have the nursery set up with two dressers, changing tables and two cribs. Thankfully the room had a lot more space after we took out the huge book case. We opted for two smaller ones that fit perfectly in the space. I was still working but made an agreement with John. Chains is the one actually bartending I just supervise so my bar doesn't get destroyed. It's bad enough for at least two months he will be in charge while I have to take care of the babies. I was sitting at the bar during a big party night. Everyone was here laughing and carrying on. All of a sudden I felt a little dizzy. I yelled for John and he came running. He took me upstairs to our room and
Dice: It has been a few weeks since the day Abby shot someone. I have been watching her like a hawk to make sure that she isn't having any issues. As far as I can tell the shooting has had zero affect on her mental state. I'm thankful for that today since she has her first doctors appointment. The doctor said we will do blood test and that we can hear the heartbeat. Right now she is laying in bed while I'm cooking her breakfast. Hopefully the eggs won't make her sick. A few days ago I made her an omelet for breakfast and the smell of eggs did not go over well. When I finally made my way to the bedroom she was walking out of the bathroom. Damn my life looked like good enough to eat with her damp hair and the towel wrapped around her body. We were almost late to the appointment because I decided to have my wife for breakfast. Once we got to the doctors office she signed in and we sat to wait. Not long after we sat down a nurse called Abby back. I went with her while they did a basic p