Brent:I'm a dead man walking and I know it. I got a call from Dimitri not long ago telling me the top families agreed I needed to be taken out. They have already been in contact with my second in command and asked him to take over. Considering the little shit is my cousin and power hungry I can be sure he said yes. After I got the call all my men got calls telling them to leave. They said with my cousin being the new don they had no more loyalty toward me and I was on my own. So is the way in our world so now I sit here in my warehouse waiting for Connor to come finish what he started. He took longer than I had thought he would but soon Connor and his men made their way in and looked straight at me. Connor just stared at me didn't say a word but he also didn't pull the trigger even though his gun was pointed straight at me. My only conclusion is that he is going to give that pleasure to his cousin. Either way it will end the same and I won't be on this earth tomorrow. I knew what li
Dice: I have beaten and killed men before but it never left me satisfied. To be perfectly honest it always just a job. Right now I feel down right giddy after what I just did to Brent. Connor said I looked like a madman as I cut him open. I quite literally took my pound of flesh. Now all that drama with him is over and done. Connor called Brent's cousin who assured us all that he does not share in that man's desires. He wants to have a fresh start for his organization and that means no wars. So now I'm sitting out back of the warehouse watching everything burn to ash. Now I just want to get to Abby so we can sit down and finally talk about where our relationship is going.After the building burned to the ground we all got out of there and headed back to the club. We needed to be far away from this when the fire department and the cops finally showed up. We drove as quickly as we could to get back. I was honestly going faster than anyone I just needed to tell her this was over. When w
Abby:This day started off great until Dice and I had our little talk. I knew that it was a possibility that they would kill him but I never imagined that he would be the one to kill Brent. I don't know how to look at him right now. I always knew the club was into things that I wasn't told and I was ok with that. What I can't live with is the fact that I feel that someone is dead because of me. I have been sitting in this room all day and I still can't seem to be okay with that fact that Brent is dead because of who I became associated with.I don't know how long I have been here but Dice talking to me pulled me out of whatever daze I have been in. He eyes look sad I know he feels like he is pushing me away but it has nothing to do with him. My entire mood has to do with me and what I have done. " I'm okay I'm just trying to process what happened. What I caused to happen. I didn't mean for him to die I just wanted him to leave me alone" He is just staring at me and saying nothing.Af
Dice: A week has passed since Abby and I had our talk. While things between us are going great the club is a different story all together. Connor heard from a few sources that Dimitri is looking for me. Yeah nobody else is on his radar except me because someone told him I was the one to pull the trigger. Now the issue with that is only our club and Connor's men knew it was me. The rest of the world has no idea so we also have to deal with a rat in one of our organizations. I keep praying it is someone who works for my cousin and not someone here. The past week has been long as well because Abby and I are on complete lockdown so we can't even go outside the front door. The only good thing that has come out of this past week is she and I have had a lot of time to get to know one another better. She has finally opened up to me about her past and I told her about mine. She knows everything I even told her I was basically a whore before she came along. I was honest and told her that I ha
Abby: I woke us this morning alone but I was not surprised at all. These past few days Dice seems to be busy during the day and I don't see him until later in the day. I spend most of my days either sitting in the room binge watching some movie or I sit with Robyn and the baby. We spend our nights together in his room talking and honestly getting to know each other better. There is so much going on right now though so the time we have I will take it. Right now I'm laying bed watching a movie waiting for him to come back. I must have fallen asleep at some point because Dice came in the room and I growled at him because he turned on the light. Apparently he just thought I was amusing because he literally fell over laughing at me. " Stop laughing at me you ass." That did me no favors to say because he just laughed harder. " I'm sorry angel it was so cute that you growled at me" The smirk on his face pissed me off more so I threw a pillow at him. " Leave me alone. I do not want to dea
Dimitri: They didn't have to kill him they could have let him go. But killing him wasn't enough for that monster Dice. I was told every horrible thing he did to Brent and when I was done listening I threw up everywhere. I have done a lot of terrible things in my time but hearing it happen to someone I love is something I can't handle. There will be price to pay for what he has done and I be collecting it in blood.2 weeks ago: I just left Brent and I can't get the smile off my face. Although what we have in secret it is real I love that man more than anything. I just wish he would give up this idea of marrying that women. Nothing good is coming from the situation he seems to be getting into more trouble as the days pass. Yesterday I heard a rumor that families in Italy may have him taken out. While I can't do anything about that I do have inside help with the bikers. One of their men is in financial trouble and he is helping me for a nice fee. Currently I'm on my way to meet him to
Dice: The past few days have not been the best in fact they have been some of the worst in my life. I had to kill one of my closest friends but he chose to betray me. He was the one who told Dimitri I shot Brent he set all this in motion. I never thought it would be someone from here but turns out I didn't know them as well as I thought. What kills me the most is that if Skid needed money that bad he could have asked we all would have helped him anyway we could. Now we are done a member and we all lost a brother and nothing makes that easier. I have been spending any free time I have with Abby. We are doing great as a couple getting to know each other and learning how to be together. She hasn't had the best past and I have never been in a serious relationship so we are both learning new things. I have feeling in my soul that this woman is who I was meant to be with. She understands me in a way nobody else ever has. Today I have planned a little date night at home for her as a surpr
Abby: That man really thinks he can do anything he wants. Who in the hell does he think he is calling my phone and demanding things. I mean okay I did tell Dice what was said but not until I thought about it. At the end of my little self argument I realized no matter what they would fight and I won't be able to stop it. I was told by Dice and Maestro not to worry because everything would work out. The only problem is all I can do now is worry about what I will do if Dice dies. The part I didn't tell Dice is that Dimitri said if Dice dies I will be coming with him to Russia. I need some advice and fast so I text Robyn and asked her to come upstairs. In less than five minutes there was a knock on the door hopefully she can help me figure this out. " Okay what's wrong? You never text me to come talk in private" She is a smart lady I will say that " So I may have left some parts of the conversation out of what I told Maestro and Dice" Okay now she looks pissed " What do you mean you l
Chains:I got up this morning and got ready for my day but didn't know what I was doing. I do the same exact thing everyday get up take a shower and go to the diner to see her. Nobody knows how I feel about her hell I don't even think she knows. I spend most of my time sitting at a booth watching her from afar. I never get put in her section and I know that makes me sound creepy but for once in my life I'm afraid. I'm afraid she will reject me and not reciprocate my feelings.Got to the diner and sat in Trish's section. Once again I couldn't let this beautiful creature see how I felt. Hell I was still thinking of what to call it. All I know is that I haven't even slept with anyone in months. Don't get me wrong I tried I just couldn't follow through. Even the sweet butts at the club avoid me now. I know I need advice but I also know I will catch hell for pretty much stalking her. I made fun of Dice before he told Abby how he felt. But he was still talking to her everyday prior becoming
Dice: Today is the twins first birthday and we are getting ready for their party this weekend. I have been running errands and I got a message from Chains asking me to meet him at the jewelry store. Oh hell today is collection day. I put the bags in the back of my truck and headed to meet him. When I got to the store Tim was shooting at Chains. What in the fuck is going on now. I jumped out and when Tim saw me coming he dropped the gun. This little shit tried to run okay he wants to do this the hard way. I ran down the alley and waited by the back door. When he came out I punched him in the face. This was not how I seen my day going. I picked his ass up and pushed him back inside. " Okay Chains what is going on here" He looked at Tim like he was ready to shoot. " All I did was come for the money. He lost it when he told me he didn't have any of the loan payment" Fuck me " Timmy you know better. Where is our money" He better answer me " I don't have it you dumb fuck. What do you
Abby: Today is my first day back to the bar full time. The kids are at the babysitters and I'm sitting here ready to scream. They don't have any of the liquors in back and most of the bottles are empty or close too. The beer is completely out. I thought I told them about this before but nobody wants to listen. I went on the website and placed my order. I sat quietly and waited for the scream. I heard stomping coming down the hall. I had to hold back my laughter when I seen Maestro and Dice's face. " You order 5,000 dollars worth of alcohol. I thought we talked about this last time" Here we go" First all fuck you all. Secondly I had to order every single thing in the bar because who ever has been doing the orders hasn't ordered a fucking thing. I don't even have any beer. Now do you have any other questions" Maestro looked at the ground" That is my fault Abby I told Chains I would order everything and I forgot to do it with everything going on" This mother fuckerI walked to the ba
Dice: Tonight is our one year wedding anniversary. I have the entire night planned out and even a few little things during the day. First thing I did was get the kids up and dressed. That was the easy part since they were sitting up in their cribs waiting for me. Once they were dressed, changed and fed Robyn came by to pick them up. Abby thinks she is going to work today but I already have Chains covering the bar. I had breakfast ready for her and took it upstairs. I actually had to wake her up because she dead to the world. When she woke up she kissed me and took the tray I had for her. On the tray was a necklace I had made for her. It was an infinity symbol with all of our names engraved. She cried and made me put it on her right away. I laughed as I put it on with her heart necklace. I had this chain made a little shorter so she could wear both. After breakfast we laid in bed a little longer just enjoying the time alone. I had an idea of how we could spend some time and thankfull
Abby: Joey and Jamie have been home for a week now. We are finally get a little bit of a routine going. The only issue we have is sometimes they want to sleep at different times. When this happens Dice and I are beyond exhausted because we have no time to just be. Don't get me wrong I love being a mom but my body is not liking this no sleep thing. Right now I'm laying in bed just staring at the ceiling. Dice is in with the kids letting me rest but honestly I can't sleep. I got up and went to the kitchen for yet another coffee. I swear my blood is turning into coffee at this point. After I had my coffee I went to see the babies. Joey was laying on his dad's chest while Jamie slept in her crib. Dice put Joey in his crib and we went downstairs to make something to eat. It's bedtime for the twins which means we have at least four hours before they wake up. We went downstairs and ordered two things. I wanted sushi and Dice wanted Chinese so we got both. I haven't had it in months and I c
Dice: What a day we had. I was grocery shopping making sure to grab all her snacks. I got a phone call saying the babies were on the way. A few hours later I watched my son and daughter come into this world. I cried and I didn't care how that made me look. I was so proud of my angel she did so good. The doctor said she needed some stitches but she would be okay. She would have to take it easy for a few days. When the doctor said that I laughed the last time she got told that she was moving baby furniture. While she slept I went home and got clothes for her, Joey and Jamie. I also grabbed her things from the bathroom. I know once she gets up she will want a shower. I got back to the hospital before she woke up. When she got up she asked me if I went to see the babies yet. I told her I was waiting for her. I already had the wheelchair in the room. When she got up she asked me to help her use the bathroom. After I helped her we went to see Joey and Jamie. My little boy and my little gi
Abby: Okay so maybe sitting at home isn't for me. I have rearranged the babies nursery five times and I reorganized the kitchen. The worst part is I have only been alone for six hours. I can't just sit here for months all I know is these babies better come within the next four weeks. The doctor said that would be an estimate since I'm having twins I will probably go into labor early. I can only hope that happens. I just started reorganizing our closet when I heard the front door close. I couldn't even get up fast enough to get in the bed. I was going to be in so much shit now." Why are you on the damn floor" Here we go" I'm bored. I was reorganizing things all day long and I just started on our closet" He ran his hand down his face and took a deep breathe" Get your ass up and in that damn bed now. I came home to check on you and bring you lunch not thinking I was going to find you doing this shit" Yeah I was in troubleI tried to get off the floor with zero success. Finally he fel
Abby: Six months later:Being seven months pregnant for a better word sucks. My ankles are swollen and I can't even see my feet anymore. My stomach is freaking huge. Oh yeah that is something else that happened when I went to my second check up we found out I was pregnant with twins. We had to go buy a second of everything. We have the nursery set up with two dressers, changing tables and two cribs. Thankfully the room had a lot more space after we took out the huge book case. We opted for two smaller ones that fit perfectly in the space. I was still working but made an agreement with John. Chains is the one actually bartending I just supervise so my bar doesn't get destroyed. It's bad enough for at least two months he will be in charge while I have to take care of the babies. I was sitting at the bar during a big party night. Everyone was here laughing and carrying on. All of a sudden I felt a little dizzy. I yelled for John and he came running. He took me upstairs to our room and
Dice: It has been a few weeks since the day Abby shot someone. I have been watching her like a hawk to make sure that she isn't having any issues. As far as I can tell the shooting has had zero affect on her mental state. I'm thankful for that today since she has her first doctors appointment. The doctor said we will do blood test and that we can hear the heartbeat. Right now she is laying in bed while I'm cooking her breakfast. Hopefully the eggs won't make her sick. A few days ago I made her an omelet for breakfast and the smell of eggs did not go over well. When I finally made my way to the bedroom she was walking out of the bathroom. Damn my life looked like good enough to eat with her damp hair and the towel wrapped around her body. We were almost late to the appointment because I decided to have my wife for breakfast. Once we got to the doctors office she signed in and we sat to wait. Not long after we sat down a nurse called Abby back. I went with her while they did a basic p