A month passed . . .
I sorted out my documents and made sure that I'm ready to take on the new life I'm chasing.
My plan was to head to the city and do walk-in applications for any architectural companies available.
It has been a few months since I checked my emails because I can't afford to feel disappointed again and again in the past.
But this time is different, I'm ready so it is time to accept the failure of the past look forward for a better future.
I went to one of the internet shops near me and immediately rented a PC.
As I was scrolling through my email page, I saw something I almost can't believe –
From: Vulcan Designs
RE: Employment Program Invitation
'Congratulations Mr. Shaun East! You are invited to be one of the prospects for our in-house employment program. Please reach out to us within 30 days after receiving this email.'
Vulcan Designs
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Time flies really fast.It has been a month since my drunken confession to Flor.Flor took it as a very surprising thing as she only feels that we should just be friends in the meantime.Yes, Flor did not reject or accept!She asked for some time to clear her mind and heart. I did not pursue the topic as I can also imagine that I am being hasty to have confessed that soon.Nonetheless, Flor and I remained very close friends and it seemed we became closer.Lynn on the other hand felt that I am too slow and said that if I want, she can help me win her heart completely.I grabbed the opportunity of possibly winning Flor's heart with Lynn's assistance.As they say - effective courting is smoother with a wingman beside you which in this case, even better, a wing woman.I don't want to let Flor slip away as I strongly feel that she is really the one for me.So, I took every chance I get in spending time with her.
Lynn and I did not get out of the bathroom.After shooting my load on her chest, we cleaned again under the shower.She's standing with her hands on the wall railings under the sprinkler and I am behind her sharing the water as well.We did not say anything to each other and this silence went on for more than 5 minutes.The cold water sprinkling on our bodies cooled my head and I was able to think that what we are doing is tad same with betrayal with the people we are engaged to or pursuing for.Yes. I know that Flor and I are not yet officially in a relationship but I also know that I have deep feelings for her already.And even though Lynn is very private about her life, we knew that she is in a relationship with someone for a long time now.As I was staring in the air in contemplation, my vision cleared and what came into view was Lynn's asymmetrical yet very alluring back.Her curves can only be said as perfect in my opinio
'What?!!!'I shockingly asked Flor.¬¬'What are you getting flustered for? Lynn said she is 5 weeks pregnant. Let's just be happy for her. I know it's sad that she's not with us for work anymore but she told me that we can visit her anytime.', Flor told me with a confused look.I quickly replied, 'I'm not flustered, it's just quite shocking that the reason she suddenly resigned is due to pregnancy. Well sure, I am happy for her and her family.'This is quite a shock. For real. I nervously thought that it is my child with Lynn. If it is 5 weeks, it should not be mine. I better contact Lynn about this - I thought.I better call Lynn to make sure she's the one I will hear this from, it would be a possible scandal if I ask thru text and someone other than her gets or reads it.Ring! Ring!'Hey! Lynn speaking.' - Lynn'Hi! It's me Shaun. How are you? - Shaun'I'm doing fine. I expected that you'd call so bring the que
I saw Flor crying in the shower!Why?Is that because she can't give up what I want?Or is she feeling guilty?Or she's just hurt for some other reasons?I am very worried now because it is my first time seeing her like that.I am her boyfriend now so I want her to cry on my shoulders if she needs comfort.But I decided to let her be and just wait for her to finish.Then maybe she'll tell me herself about what's the problem.After ten more minutes in the shower, she got out.She looks refreshed now but I can still see the redness in her eyes.Flor just said that I can shower inside now.I waited for her to open up about why she cried but nothing was said about it.But I am still willing to wait, so I hurriedly took a bath.Night cruise on a small catamaran ship. . .'Babe. Are you cold?' I asked Flor.She replied, 'Yes, a little bit. But I really like this cruise, I have n
Flor cried!I looked at her and I can clearly see that she has conflicted thoughts in her head.Seeing her cry. My manhood slouched down by itself.Yes. I suddenly got affected by her cry and lost the urge to push it through.Sigh!She really has a soft spot in my heart.I did not continue inserting my now tamed weapon and she also slowly closed her legs while facing her left side as she cries.I hurriedly lied down beside her and hugged her tightly.We did not say anything.I just let her sob while letting her know that I am here through my tight embrace.If I think I was disappointed? Honestly, yes.I felt like I got teased to death.But I know that it is not Flor's fault.Later that night, I did not notice that I fell asleep and the last thing I remembered is I did not let go of embracing her.Around 6AM in the morning . . .I woke up because I felt that my arm is stiff.
Anghhhhh!When I heard her moan in pain, I suddenly turned into a sex machine and banged her as hard and fast as I can.From the very start that I inserted my thing inside her, she already cried and begged me to stop.But it seemed like I became deaf to everything, I just want to make love to her.But is this making love?Loud screams sounded in the room. She kept on pushing my body away and begged me to stop.She dropped down on her head and the only thing I can make out of her mouth movement is the word STOP.Gasp!I suddenly got up from my bed!Pant! Pant! Deep breath!Shit! What was that? Did I just dream of having sex with Flor?That should be a normal thing to have when we love someone, right?But how did I become so sadistic?Nooo! I will never ever do that to Flor!This is getting bad.Should I seek professional help from a psychiatrist?I have read that some
What have I done?I know that I messed up big time.The consequences?We had a big fight pertaining to the incident.We left Lynn's house without talking to each other.Of course, Lynn was shocked about our behaviors and I just told her that I got Flor upset.When we got to the car, Flor insisted to drive so I let her.The journey will be quite long so I broke the silence and apologized sincerely.I truly wanted to save my relationship with Flor.But when she asked me why I did that, I can't bring myself to say that it was an accident.She suddenly let out things like I see her as a slut, like I don't respect her at all.I was not able to talk back. Not until she said something that got me -'You lied to me. You just want to get under my pants is all. You men are beasts!', she bellowed.My heart was like pricked with thousands of needles.I know that she said it out of anger but it stil
After four hours of plane flight . . .[Inhales deep breath]Hah. It is good to be back!I am so happy to be back. It felt like I have been away for ages.Personnel from Vulcan is already waiting for me at the arrival gates.From now on, I will be working at the Vulcan branch of the city where Sarah and I had our first date.Yes. It would be an odd thing if Sarah's name would not pop up.In the first place, she is the reason why I did not take my chances in this city in the past.But now will be different. I think I have grown past my childish years.The person who will take me to the new workplace is a middle-aged man. He said he was shocked to see how young I am and we exchanged pleasantries right after.Same like the main Headquarters, this branch has its own employee residences inside.When I came to report for my arrival, the director named Rey told me that I can take additional two days to be on
After leaving my place, the trio went back to the hotel and waited for Dr. Rose.************‘Big Sis. Do you know the aftermath of your selfish action? I specifically told you to not let him see you. I thought that he was living normally in the province with his family but it turns out that he turned out worse. Why did you do it? You have ruined a brilliant man’s life.’‘I am really sorry Rose. I just can’t help myself. I missed him so much. When I contacted him, he told me that he left. I said that I want to see him one last time and he agreed for it to be the last time; not just for me, but for everyone as well.I went back to my house in the province and we met. He felt like a different person during that time but I thought that he was already fine. We spent the night together. He was really sexually aggressive but I let him do anything to me as I have caused him too much pain. It was the least that I could do.Wh
‘I will try to contact the close friends of Architect Shaun and see if they can help. Something must have happened that led him to be this way. His friends are powerful and well connected so we might be able to help him. I will be back in the next few days when I hear from them. I will not disturb him for now as he might go hysterical if I insist on having a conversation.’, Dianne promised my auntie.7 PM of the same day . . .Ring! Ring! Ring!‘Hi, Big Sis Sarah. It has been a long time. I have news about Architect Shaun. He is currently on the Island where both of you grew up. He’s not what he used to be. It’s a long story and we will need professional help.’‘I see. Thank you, Dianne. I will think about it. (Dada!)’‘Oh. Is that little Sharah speaking? How are you little bunny?’‘She’s a bit hungry so I will have to feed her first. Thank you again!’&lsqu
‘Dummy! Come back! I can help you.’ – Rose 4444Rose waited for a reply but nothing came.After my absence, she felt uneasy. Most of her time in the city was always spent at work and with me but that suddenly changed.The next week . . .Ring! Ring! Ring!‘Dr. Rose Mitzva speaking.’‘Hi! This is Blaire of Vans Publishing. We were not able to reach Mr. East for a week now. We called you today because he put your name and contact information for emergency purposes.’‘I see. How would I be of service?’‘We would like to inform him that the book tour for his best-selling novel will commence next week. We understand that he is busy but not returning our calls and texts will affect our plans and possibly his book’s fanbase.’‘I will try to let him know Blaire. He is currently on a writer’s retreat; he might be on to a new book or a sequel of so
‘What’s going on with this guy? He really is bipolar. But what triggered this episode? And how will I be able to calm him down? Seems like a back hug will do, but do I need to do this till morning?’, she asked herself after calming herself from shock.Rose thought of all the possible things to do to calm me down. After an hour of hugging, she felt her arms feeling stiff.She already contemplated my actions and that led her to believe that my current episode is sexual.1 AMShe slowly took her arms off me and observed how I acted.My shivering slowly came back but it did not get violent like before. She wanted to find my blanket to cover her ample breasts but I suddenly faced her and dived my face in between her two soft huge mounds while shivering.After my situating my face, the shivering stopped.‘Wait. This is somehow the same in the situations in his book. Is he re-enacting what happened in the past with hi
‘No worries Big Sis. Please remember what I advised you. Don’t ever let him see you.’Rose’s presence seemed to be a good thing for me as time passed by. It is rather an unworldly feeling to have someone care for you without being romantically involved. She felt like family.Her consultation clinic became a success with a lot of partnerships asking her to open other branches.It is really bizarre since she chose to live next door. I am even inclined to think that some cosmic energy urged the owner of the house beside me to sell it at the last minute when Rose planned to find a home in a different subdivision.Good things keep coming after my suicidal attempt. I thought that living the life of an author will need arduous time and patience before getting recognized but my book turned out to be better than I expected.The rest of my days, weeks, and months were just a cycle of polishing my book writing skills, spending time wit
My fingers caressed the laptop keys in preparation and pressed the letters SEX IS YOU.I smirked when I typed the title.‘’Sex is You’ huh? I am intrigued. I will now leave you be. You can choose to write anywhere that gives you peace and quiet.’, Rose commented when she saw what I typed on the laptop.I did not reply right away as I got lost in the memory where Ellen and I were taking a shower together. In this memory, she was behind me and wanted me to guess what she finger-wrote on my back.Yes. She wrote something on my back right after I asked her why she thinks about me. Her reply was the movements of her fingers that completed the words SEX IS YOU.I suddenly picked up the laptop and did not say anything to Rose.With quick steps, I went inside the room.*********‘I knew it! His problem is more severe than I thought. Hopefully, he will find peace after confronting his past.’, Rose sai
‘Oh, I’m sorry Rose. I was just kidding. I will be in my room answering this one. I will go out once I finish.’, I said while walking towards my room.After answering the questionnaire she gave, I got out of the room and passed the paper to her.‘Rose. I am just curious, am I your sole focus right now? I mean, did Ellen tell you to prioritize my well-being rather than attending to other clients or patients of yours?’‘I know that you will come to ask this. As per my promise of transparency, it is my own decision to focus on your case. Actually, I planned to tell you this in the next few days but I guess I can say it now. I plan to build my clinic in your country. As for the reason why that is, I wanted to make sure that you can consult me anytime.Believe me or not, I find that your problem is way too complicated. The reason why it is hard for me to formulate the therapy is that you are very self-conscious and look norm
‘Subject # 12 – Shaun East – Possible multi-personality > likely – possible bipolar > likely – possible Hypersexual Disorder> very likely – possible borderline personality disorder > likely.’‘Why are you reading that! Give me that!’I got startled when I got shouted at by the always soft Rose. She was like a different person when she got angry.‘I am really sorry Rose. I did not mean to. I only saw the first page, nothing else. Here you go!’, I apologetically said while handing her the notebook.‘I am sorry for my sudden outburst as well. You are my patient and you should not see what I wrote in here. Please go back to your room and rest. I just suddenly remembered that I left the notebook so it’s my fault. I apologize.’, she replied softly.********‘Hi, Big Sister Ellen. This guy is very interesting. You are right, we really are so much a
‘Lastly, you mentioned that there were 6 women who made a significant influence in your life namely: Ellen, Alesandra, Sarah, Flor, Dianne, and Lynn; if all things are in perfect circumstance, who would you choose to spend your life with?’, Rose asked.I got lost when I thought about the answer. All of these women brought different colors to my life.‘I can’t give you a definite answer. They are all very different. But one thing in common is that they left me.’‘Thank you for answering honestly Shaun. For now, just relax and I will contact Vulcan to arrange things pertaining to your work. As we agreed on, you will be with me for a month for observation and therapy.’. she said monotonously.‘Is it really okay if I stay at your house? I mean, I can be in a hotel for the duration of the therapy. Do you really think that Reid will still be threatened by a loser like me?’‘People are complex be