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LOST MYSELF

Author: black_beauty
last update Last Updated: 2023-03-14 23:50:20

WARNING: THIS SCENE HAS VIOLENCE AND SEXUAL ASSAULT.

Olivia's Pov

I had no idea what time it was, was it a day or night, everything was a blur but the pain around my wrist was immense, I wanted to breathe but wasn't able to.

They left me tied on the chair for God knows how long without any food or water. I wanted to scream and ask for help but it was of no use because I had no idea where was I even brought.

And he appeared even the smirk on his face was enough for me to recognise from whom was it coming.

"Baby just look at yourself for what you have done to yourself," he said, his tone burning my insides. His fingers came up to trace my lips but I bit on it harder reprimanding his touch.

"Still stubborn, I don't know why you want to torture yourself like this," My hazel was staring into his eyes and I felt like loathing myself for ever liking him to be honest never did I know that the boy I had my boyfriend could ever go to this extent.

"Doesn't matter how long you keep me like t
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