CONFESSION

Lorraine Lebedeva

"Not yet red." He whispered

I bit my lip, clenched my fist then screwed my eyes shut.

Idiot. I thought to myself.

I opened my eyes and looked up licking my lips when I admired his soft plump lips. He pulled me closer and I caught his gaze. Raphael tilted his head to the side a little then placed his hands on my face. I leaned in and closed my eyes, took a deep breath then opened my eyes again.

He began to rub his thumb on my cheek in a circular motion. It was relaxing.

I was about to speak but he beat me to it. "You need rest." He says in a soothing tone as he tucked my hair behind my ear.

I didn't respond, instead pushed him away from me and walked out the bathroom.

I waited for me to exit the bathroom and he saw me standing next to the bed with my arms crossed. He didn't show any emotion nor say a word.

When he reached the door he opened it then wished me a goodnight before closing it.

I threw myself on the bed and groaned from frustration then ran my fingers  through my hair.

"Fucking idiot." I whispered to myself. I laid on the bed and shut my eyes waiting for sleep to take over.

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I can't sleep.

For some reason I am embarrassed of what happened with Raphael after he said wished me a goodnight and went back to his room.

I can't believe I was about to kiss Raphael! What would father think of me when he finds out?

I can already see the disgust in his eyes. I'm his daughter and here I am fooling around with his enemy. I began to whine like a five year old as I grabbed my pillow and screamed in it.

Tossing the pillow to one side I took my phone and checked the time 03:44 am I groaned then decided I should just go outside. I pulled myself out of the bed then went to my closet taking out my hoodie and joggers. I put them on then my slippers.

Then I walked out of my room, I slowly closed it making sure I don't make a sound. I slowly walked towards Raphael's door and stood there like a fool.

Should I knock?

No, that would be weird. I mentally rolled my eyes and continued to walk down the hall.

Dante and Father's rooms are on the upper floor so which means I can have my own privacy.

I turned the corner and approached the glass sliding door which leads outside.

I slid it open then stepped out the cool air blew my hair and my face tingled, goosebumps coats my face.

I took a deep breath and walked towards the black rails then leaned my body against it as I admired Paris's view. I could see the glowing Eiffel tower from afar.

My mind immediately thought of Raphael, I could still feel him kissing me. I want to kiss him so bad.

I could imagine what else those lips can do especially when he is eating my pus-

I shake my head to get rid of the dirty thoughts I have of Raphael. Firstly I shouldn't be having these thoughts about a twenty-seven year old man.

I do have guilt. He is my father's enemy for crying out loud and here I am having sinful thoughts about him.

I should stop this before it gets out of hand. My thoughts were cut off by a ping sound.

I pulled out my phone and I smiled when I saw a message from my father. I unlock my phone and open the text message.

Let's have lunch this afternoon.

That would be great.

I turn my phone off then continue to admire the view.

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It's currently 2pm and I'm patiently waiting for my father. I went back to sleep around five and woke up at nine. Dante came to fetch me and drove me to this fancy restaurant across the city.

I got a chance to admire some of Paris but I was in the car.

Ever since we arrived in France I didn't get the chance to hang out with Father, he is mostly busy and Haletta can sometimes be a handful so I just want to enjoy this moment with my dad before I go all crazy tomorrow. 

A few minutes have passed and I see a man in a full black tux approaching me and a big smile is plastered across my face.

"Father." I beamed. I stood up from my chair and wrapped my arms around him. He chuckled, pulled away and pecked me on my forehead.

"How are you doing sweetheart?" Father questioned.

I immediately frowned. I feel so guilty. I can't even look at him.

I am a shitty daughter and very reckless but this...

This weird thing that's going on between me and Raphael should stop before it gets out of hand.  I bit my lip and Father narrowed his eyebrows. "Everything alright?" He questioned.

I should tell him.

I mean he's trying to kill him and right now I can just give him all the information I have excluding the part where I flirted with him at the club and also the time he sent me the lingerie and the event that happened last night.

"Uhm f-father." I stuttered as I began to chew the inside of my cheek. He raised a brow and patiently waited for me to continue.

For fucks sake just spit it out.

"There's something I have to tell you."