I avoided the cafeteria for a few days, and to my relief, the girls who had been chasing me stopped bothering me. On top of that, I hadn’t seen my so-called partner again, which forced Lisa to back off, allowing me to focus more on my classes.
It was PE class, and after warming up, I took a deep breath, looked up at the cloudy sky, and sat down on the bench. Once again, I was left on the sidelines, not getting into the game. After that, I headed to the archery club for the first time in three weeks, mentally preparing myself to face my classmates.
I was disappointed to see that there were more people in the club than I had expected. At Heington, it was one of the least popular clubs, but here, at least a dozen people were gearing up and getting ready to train. I took my time putting on my equipment, letting the others go ahead. No one welcomed me or even acknowledged my presence. Well, maybe that was for the best...
"Oh, what a shame! Looks like we’re out of bows!" sneered a skinny blonde girl named Lorraine, a friend of Morgan. She was part of the group of girls who had tried to pull the paint prank on me.
"No worries, you can use mine," a deep voice said from behind me. I didn’t have to turn around to know who it was. I had memorized his scent just so I could avoid him, so I recognized it before he even reached me. Nicolas stepped up beside me and held out his bow. I hesitated to take it.
"You’re really gonna lend your personal bow to her? It’s worth a lot, and this clumsy human might just wreck it," Lorraine mocked with a sarcastic tone.
"In that case, I’ll personally teach her how to use it," he replied. His supposed kindness didn’t fool me, especially since he didn’t seem to mind the insult she had just thrown my way. I took the bow and arrow from his hand, moved to the open lane as far from the target as possible, and sharpened my senses.
He handed me an arrow from his quiver, but before he could step closer to give me instructions, I nocked the arrow, aimed, and fired.
"Whoa!" he exclaimed in surprise as the arrow hit dead center.
"Pure luck!" Lorraine folded her arms, incredulous. That drew the attention of the others, turning my shot into a spectacle. I grabbed another arrow from his quiver and fired it before even repositioning myself. The arrow split the first one, hitting the center again. Without hesitation, I grabbed another and repeated the feat. Three perfect shots in a row.
The stunned expressions of the other club members made my wolf restless again, warning me to keep a low profile, but I couldn’t help myself. Being called a "clumsy human" made me realize they knew nothing about me. It wasn’t just because I had grown up among humans—it was because they actually thought I was one.
I handed the bow back to Nicolas without a word and ran out. That was not just my first, but also my last day in that club.
"Eliza, wait!" Nicolas called out, running after me. I stopped in my tracks and turned to face him.
"What do you want?" I asked, wary. I swore to myself that if he tried to humiliate me again, I’d claw his face off.
"Have you ever thought about signing up for the archery tournament? Registration opens soon. That thing you just did was amazing!"
"No!" I snapped. "I’m quitting the club. Excuse me."
"Why are you so damn arrogant?" He grabbed my arm as if to confront me, but what happened next was even worse. He pulled me toward him, and we both tumbled onto the grass.
The hair clip holding my hair in place came loose, and I found myself pinned beneath him. His brown eyes locked onto mine, a mix of concern and frustration in them. His slightly squared jaw opened and closed as if he wanted to say something, but instead, he just cursed out loud.
"Who the hell missed that shot?" He got up, glaring at the approaching group, picked up an arrow that had landed right where we had been, and snapped it into pieces. Seeing the fury in his eyes, the group instantly backed away and disappeared in seconds.
"What the fuck! The next person who shoots an arrow past the club’s safety line is out for good!" he shouted at the top of his lungs, completely ignoring me on the ground.
I sat up and took off my glasses to check their condition. The frame was broken, and one of the lenses was cracked from the fall. A sharp pain shot through my head as I ran my fingers over the back of my skull, already anticipating the bump that was bound to form. I couldn’t believe I’d been so pissed off that I hadn’t even noticed the arrow coming at me.
"I’m leaving," I muttered, undoing what was left of my bun and letting my loose hair fall over my shoulders, still a little dazed by what had just happened. Before I could stand up, Nicolas extended a hand toward me, watching me closely.
"You should stop by the infirmary first," he suggested.
"I don’t need to, thanks," I declined, pushing myself up without his help until I was standing face-to-face with him. For a few seconds, we just stared at each other, and I saw the look in his eyes shift—irritation turning to confusion, then quickly to admiration.
One of my biggest fears had just come true, and it was only the third week.
"Lisa? Lisa!" I shook my head, avoiding his gaze, but then he gently touched my face, forcing me to look at him again. "It’s really you. I’m sure of it! I’m your biggest fan!"
I couldn’t stay there. Unable to respond, I turned and bolted toward the school exit, praying no one else would recognize me. My heart pounded, dreading what the next few months would bring. If there was one thing I knew better than anyone, it was crazy fans—and I didn’t want to be chased all over again. I thought I could start over from scratch, as a normal person, or even as a nobody.
"Eliza, wait!" Nicolas caught up to me, grabbing my arm and pulling me toward the school parking lot. I was trapped—making a scene would only draw more attention. As he pulled his keys from his jeans pocket, I heard the beep of a red pickup truck unlocking a few feet away.
"Get in."
Reluctantly, I obeyed and climbed into the truck. As soon as he got in, he started the engine and backed out without a word. The silence only made my anxiety worse. I stole a few glances at him and noticed him looking sideways at me, as if he wanted to say something.
"I was at that concert," he finally said.
Painful memories flooded my mind—the day I gave up on my career.
For as long as I can remember, my parents signed me up for all sorts of kids' courses—maybe just to keep me busy since they didn’t have much time for me. From an early age, I showed a strong connection to music. By the time I was six, I could play the piano and sing so sweetly that they pulled me out of language classes to have me focus solely on music.A little before that, when I was five, they told me about the clans and my magical heritage. At first, I found it fascinating, but the more I learned about what it meant to be a wolf, the harder reality hit me. By the time I was eight, I had already decided that I wouldn’t let this whole wolf thing define my story. I knew my wolf would be stronger than me and could take over my decisions, so I swore to myself that I would become stronger than her—to have complete control when she finally emerged.I remember relentlessly begging my parents to let me take fighting and self-defense classes until they finally gave in—even though I was just
I had just gotten out of the shower when I received a message from him. The clock read 6:12 PM, and I was supposed to be at the designated address by 7:30. I put on a pair of casual jeans and a white t-shirt, then threw a black jacket over it. Just as I was fixing my hair into a bun, another message came through:Nicolas: Don’t dress like a total nerd. You won’t need it!Eliza: Got it!I let my hair down, ran a brush through my long black locks, and put on some minimal makeup. Ignoring the glasses on the table, I headed downstairs to the kitchen, where I found my grandmother and aunt preparing dinner."I'm heading out," I announced.My aunt was the first to turn around and comment. "Is that really you, Eliza? Fitted clothes, styled hair, and makeup? Are you going out with a boy?""I'm meeting up with a classmate," I admitted. "But it's not what you think.""Eat something before you go," my grandmother said."Thanks, but I'd rather eat when I get back. I don't plan to stay out long. Au
Maxsuel stared at me for a moment, his eyes wide with surprise and his mouth slightly open. His reaction didn’t help my poor heart, already overwhelmed by anxiety.“Eliza? Wow, you look amazing!” he finally exclaimed. I sighed, unsure whether I should feel relieved or not about that kind of comment.“You better not embarrass our guest,” Nicolas shot him a deadly glare before motioning for me to follow him.I took a deep breath and walked after Nicolas. I noticed when he purposely bumped into Maxsuel, who only laughed and started teasing him, as if it were a regular thing between them.“Eliza, what a surprise!” Annie ran up to me and hugged me excitedly. “I almost didn’t recognize you.”“Hey.” Liam greeted, looking equally surprised.“Hello, Eliza!” Jonathan said, leaning on his drum set with a goofy smile. “Are you joining us?”“I’m just here to watch.” I shifted my gaze to Nicolas, waiting for his response. He gave me a calm smile, nodded slightly, then returned to his spot and picke
The sun was rising over the horizon as I ran through the forest, heading back after another intense training session with Lisa. I jumped through my bedroom window and shifted back into my human form. After a quick shower, I opened my closet and immediately felt Lisa grunt when I reached for my usual uniform."Alright!" I muttered in response, grabbing the only set of uniforms I had bought in the right size. I brushed my hair, put on some perfume, and applied light makeup. As I stood up, I grabbed my glasses case and made a final decision—I tossed it into the trash. They had only been a disguise, so I didn’t need them anymore."Looks like someone finally came to their senses," my aunt said when she saw me. She held out a lunchbox, but I turned it down. She had been making them especially for me ever since she found out I was avoiding the school cafeteria."Thanks, Auntie, but I’m going back to eating in the cafeteria. I made some friends." I gave her a gentle smile and grabbed a small
The days started flying by. I began attending some of the band’s rehearsals as a listener and advisor, pointing out mistakes and making suggestions. Nicolas always took my advice, and because of that, even when the others didn’t fully get it, they still went along with it.Even though I had gotten closer to the group, I was still left out of sports activities. Even when I was put on a team, they avoided passing me the ball—not that I cared. Chasing after it was the last thing I wanted to do.The first week of exams had passed, making way for the dreaded group projects. No one besides Annie wanted to team up with me, which was fine—it just meant less work for me!"You’re so smart!" Annie exclaimed, watching in amazement as I quickly researched and typed up our project on the computer."Almost done!" I said as I started working on the conclusion."But it’s not due until next week!""More free time for us!" I grinned at the thought of spending fewer hours at school over the next few days
I released my claws in an incomplete transformation as I swiftly climbed a tree. With a skillful movement, I leaped, using the branch ahead to propel myself toward a thinner tree a few meters away. I slightly transformed my legs into paws, channeling Lisa’s strength into them with the intent of tearing my target apart.I felt the impact more than the tree itself and allowed myself to fully transform to soften the fall. I couldn’t stay on my feet. Shifting slightly back into my human form, I popped my dislocated ankle back into place. Then, I returned to my wolf form to speed up the healing. Even with accelerated recovery, I’d still be limping on my right foot for a few hours."That hurts" Lisa complained. I lay on the ground, staring at the tree, which was still standing but now had a deep crack running through its trunk.I believed that, for most werewolves, the choice was limited to either staying in their human form or fully shifting into their wolf form. Since I had worked hard fr
I got into the back seat of Liam’s car, a recent-model silver sedan. As they talked about the dinner and the performance, I listened attentively to their conversation. It seemed that the Alpha and his heir had recently returned from yet another clash at the shadowed borders. Annie’s father was one of the border guards and was away most of the time, so she was especially excited to see him, even if only for a few days. The dinner was meant to celebrate this moment of peace with family and close friends."We’re here!" Liam announced, parking in front of a large two-story house with a sprawling garden. The house sat on elevated ground, with the first floor slightly above street level and a driveway that appeared to lead down to an underground garage. Its location was relatively close to where Nicolas lived, which made perfect sense—after all, his father was the clan’s Beta."Let’s go to the kitchen first. I want to introduce you to my mom." Annie grabbed my arm while Liam unloaded the so
The phone had been vibrating on my desk for the past hour. I didn’t feel like getting up to answer whoever it was. I stayed in bed, staring at the ceiling while Lisa absorbed my emotions. In return, I absorbed her pain and discarded it like trash. I couldn’t cry—actually, I couldn’t feel anything at all. Little by little, I drifted off.I didn’t wake up at dawn to work out like I usually did. Instead, I woke up to my aunt shaking me.“Eliza, get ready, or you’ll be late for class! By the way, your friend is here to pick you up.”“My friend?” I replied, still a bit confused as I tried to sit up. Lisa was quiet inside me, but I could feel that she was calmer and more composed.I put on my uniform, quickly brushed my hair, and grabbed my backpack from the corner of the room. I wasn’t in the mood to spend much time getting ready today. As soon as I opened the door, I heard my grandma’s soft laughter as she talked to someone. Stepping closer, I saw Nicolas sitting at the table, nibbling on
The real training was about to begin. A fight between two wolves was way more intense—and brutal. I felt awkward as I undressed and slipped on the robe they gave me.“No need to be shy, sweetheart. I’ll help you through it, okay?” said Kate, who was in the room with me, trying to reassure me.I walked barefoot out onto the backyard patio, with Kate right behind me. John and his sons were already there, standing at attention. The way they all stared as I approached made my face burn with embarrassment, and I ended up lowering my gaze.“Well, well… doesn’t look so tough now,” Arthur took the opportunity to tease me.“Since we know you’re a shy little wolf, we figured this was more appropriate,” John said, referring to the fact that his sons weren’t naked—they were wearing men’s robes.Wolves were used to running in packs, so nudity wasn’t a big deal for them. But for a lone wolf like me, it was a bit much. I was genuinely touched that they had considered how I’d feel.John went over a b
I took care of my hygiene before heading to my room and setting my alarm for the next morning. When I woke up, I felt completely refreshed and even helped Kate set the table for breakfast. When Nicolas and Arthur showed up, they looked like a pair of zombies."I'm dead. Do I really have to train today, Dad?" Arthur groaned."More than anyone," John replied. I could feel Arthur shooting daggers at me with his eyes, but I pretended not to notice. "Today and tomorrow, you’ll be doing hand-to-hand combat in human form. Eliza will be your opponent, and I’ll be supervising the whole thing."“I get to fight Eliza? Can’t wait,” Arthur said with a sly grin.“Should I tell him or do you want to?” Nicolas whispered, barely holding back a laugh.“Let the kid enjoy the moment,” I whispered back.“Just go easy on me, okay?” Arthur asked. I gave him a nod as I finished my breakfast.I stopped by my room to grab the training outfit they’d given me, then headed out to the garden. I started warming up
I’d be lying if I said I hadn’t gone back to talk to the Phantom Guy. Weeks had passed, and my routine of visiting the waterfall had become solid. Senior graduation was right around the corner—in fact, it was happening next week. Because of that, Beta John decided to run an intensive training program with his sons to get Nicolas ready for the alpha oath.“Phantom Guy, school’s officially over, and I passed with flying colors. I got the highest scores in the whole school, so I’m top of the class. Smart, huh? I even gave myself a little break from the piano lessons I teach Caroline. Some people aren’t on vacation yet, so they’re still going to school for tutoring or makeup classes. Anyone who doesn’t pass the retakes is gonna fail the year—but thankfully, that’s not my problem.” I laughed softly, swinging my feet in the water.“Anyway, I’ve got some news you might not like. Next Thursday is senior graduation, when students take the alpha oath. Then Saturday is the end-of-year dance. I’m
What felt like a long run for the wolves following me—clearly exhausted—had already become routine for me. I hardly noticed time passing anymore when I came here. I stopped in front of the waterfall and let out a howl. This was our final stop. Catching Annie’s attention, I motioned for her to follow me, and we stepped into the tent to change."You okay?" I asked. Her breathing was way too fast."Just a little tired. Try to go easier next time," she said with a gentle smile."Sure!" I was already finishing getting dressed while she was still sprawled out on the ground, catching her breath. "Don’t forget to put your swimsuit on underneath."She nodded slightly, and I stepped out of the tent, zipping it closed behind me. I didn’t see the boys, but I could smell they were nearby. I walked up to the waterfall and stood there for a while, staring at the water."Your wolf is beautiful," Nicolas said, coming up beside me."Thanks," I replied with a smile, then turned my gaze back to the water
John’s request totally caught me off guard. Kate ended up dropping her silverware in surprise, while Arthur was left speechless, totally confused. I looked down and thought about it for a bit. He didn’t pressure me, but I was worried it’d make things awkward if I just said no.“Why did you agree to that?” Nicolas asked once we were alone. He’d taken me to the practice room so we could talk. I sat on the floor, crossed my legs, and looked down.“I just wanted to show you some songs, but your dad answered the door—and he recognized me as the white wolf.” I shrugged, feeling a little discouraged. “So we ended up talking, and I kinda said more than I should’ve. I’m sorry.”Nicolas sat down in front of me on the floor. He didn’t look upset at all.“I’m surprised you opened up like that, but I don’t think it’s a bad thing. Actually, I’m kinda excited. My dad’s good at keeping secrets, so don’t worry. Plus, the training’s on private property outside of town, so no one’s gonna see us.”“I’m n
It hadn’t been easy to focus on studying, and I couldn’t concentrate on the classes I had to teach last week either. I’d spent three days in a row talking to the mysterious ghost, and I already missed being there. It was wildly irrational, but being at the waterfall had somehow become the best part of my day—the moment I looked forward to the most.“Aunt Lisa, is this right?” It was Tuesday’s class. Caroline tugged gently at the hem of my shirt, trying to get my attention.“You’re off on the timing, sweetheart,” I replied patiently.“You seem different. You were like this last class too.”“Like what?” I asked, puzzled.“Smiley! You’re smiling a lot.” I paused for a few seconds and realized she was right—I was smiling. I wouldn’t have noticed if she hadn’t pointed it out.“It’s like the music’s just flowing through my head, like a waterfall,” I said. Since the first time I interacted with Mr. Ghost, I’d written two brand-new songs from scratch and finished four others I’d left incomple
The week started off pretty much like any other—same old routine—but with one big difference that came from inside me. My feelings weren’t all over the place anymore. With my head clear, I started sketching out notes in one of my sheet music books during my free time. Even with exams going on, I managed to juggle studying and composing.I’ve always had a great memory, so one focused read-through was usually all I needed to do well on tests. A lot of the time, while answering questions, I could clearly picture the teacher explaining the material, word for word. Same with the textbooks—I could even recall the chapter and page the info was on.Thursday’s test was in the morning. I took my time turning it in so I could leave with Annie. Morgan quickly caught up to us and walked with us down the hallway. She and Annie were going back and forth about the questions. I could tell Morgan was straight-up complaining, while Annie was kinda defending the test, saying it wasn’t that bad. I stayed
Exactly three days had passed since I last saw him. Lisa’s heart was finally starting to calm down again. It was a Sunday morning, and all I wanted was to finish a song I’d been working on for the past few weeks. I strummed Preciosa, a persistent melody stuck in my head, but the words just wouldn’t come.I decided it was time to be alone for a few hours, to try and reconnect with myself. Leaving Preciosa behind, I walked into the forest and started running in my human form, completely shutting out all thoughts and feelings—including Lisa’s voice. I trained with her every night at dawn, but her constant longing for our mate had been draining my energy and killing my appetite.“I can’t believe this thing’s still here—and untouched,” I said, circling the tent I’d set up near the waterfall. There was no sign it had been used since. I was drenched in sweat after the long run. My eyes locked onto the waterfall, completely mesmerized by the view. It was the first time I’d come here during th
I walked home slowly after school, still drowsy and lost in the sweet memories. Out of nowhere, my phone started ringing, and I grabbed it eagerly. The name “Stupid Heir” flashing on the screen made my heart skip a beat.“Stupid Heir?” An irritated voice came from right behind me.“Oh, I didn’t see you there!” I gave him an innocent look, but he wasn’t fooled. “Well… it’s just funny, that’s all.”I let a mischievous smile slip. I couldn’t exactly change his contact name to boyfriend unless he was ready to own that title publicly.“Let’s go before someone sees us,” he said firmly.I followed him discreetly to his car, which was parked across the street. I’d been so out of it I hadn’t even noticed it. He drove in silence for a while before pulling over on a deserted road.“Did something happen?” I asked as soon as he cut the engine.“I have to head to the border base tomorrow. I’ll be there for intensive training, so we won’t be seeing each other for a while.”“How long?” I asked, worri