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I am but i'm not

Author: Kammy
last update Last Updated: 2022-03-23 23:01:14

Lily seemed happy that Steve was with her throughout, he showered her with gifts and love and at the end, they had s**

Lily had been enjoying this for a while but then it seemed to get a hold of her.

"It's getting too much" she confronted Steve. Anytime she refused to lay with Steve.....

"I'm getting fed up" He only seemed to show her love only when she had satisfied him. She felt so dirty herself.

"If you are tired then you get the fuck out of here I don't need you" he had told her a lot of times.

She felt so disgusted with herself daily. Betty was right she thought but she couldn't go back to her it was too late for her. She had no other choice but to keep on submitting to the desires of Steve.

"Good girl"

"After all the insults?" she asked covering herself up

"come on babe I was just angry" as he zipped up.

This continued for a while and lily was getting fed up. Betty had been watching lily over time she felt bad for her she kne
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