LAYKEN
I drove around the city for over an hour, scouting out various hotels. Hoping that she was in one of them, safe and sound. When I found her in one, I would gladly go home and leave her alone. She would never have to know I was out looking for her. All I wanted was to have the reassurance that she was safe. But we don’t always get what we hope for. Which was what was happening to me right now after going to one of the last hotels I could think of.
I pulled into some covered parking to get a rest from the pounding rain. If I was a homeless person living out of my car, where would I be? I thought repeatedly, then prayed to God to help me out, even if it was just a little. Then it came to me. She had to be at the parks. Or near the lake, and if that were the case, she was indeed in serious trouble.
I sent out another plea for God to send me to where she was. Because if he didn’t lead me, I could easily drive around for another hour before I found her. Then it could be too late to rescue her from her impending doom. I put my car in drive and went to one of the most beautiful parks in Georgetown. Sure enough, I saw her vehicle, and the water was quickly rising from her tires. A light was on in her car, but there wasn’t any movement. I had to park my car quite a ways away to keep myself from having the same fate and ran up to her car. My God, how can someone sleep in this? Harper glanced up in shock when I started pounding on her window.
“Get out! Your car is about to go into the lake!”
She quickly sprung into action. Grabbing things and putting them in her purse and laptop case. I leaped out of the way so she could swing the door open.
She gasped in shock when she swung the door open and realized the water was past her ankles and halfway up to her knees. If I had been later, she wouldn’t have been able to open the door. “Help me get my bags please,” she yelled and ran to open the hatch and started chunking bags as far as she could.
I quickly grabbed her belongings and ran them to my car. Wrenched the door open and flung them into the back seat. Looked back to see that she had moved a little but not much and it seemed she was standing in one spot. However, I could tell that she was slowly inching her way towards me. I ran and swooped her off of her feet and ran as fast as I could back to my vehicle. I put her down on her feet. Realizing she didn’t have any shoes on, and instantly understood why she was moving at a snail’s pace.
“Where are your shoes?” I yelled over the sound of the pounding rain.
“They are in my car!”
We both glanced to see that her car was slowly being carried away. If I had been ten minutes later getting to her, I would have been too late. I still would have done everything I could to save her, though.
“I’ll get you some new ones. Get in your soaked,” I yelled and opened the door for her.
She didn’t move. Just stood there watching her car drift away in shock.
“Harper, we must hurry or my car will become stuck and we’ll be in a difficult situation.”
She blinked twice and glanced up at me. I pulled her into a comforting hug, kissed her forehead, turned her around, and pushed her towards the door. She glanced back one more time at her car before sitting down and buckling up. I shut her door, ran to the driver’s side, dove in, put the car in drive, and hauled ass.
“What were you thinking?! Why wouldn’t you stay with Tenley?! I know she has asked you!”
“Please don’t yell at me. There’s no need to shout because I’ve learned my lesson. I hoped that if I left my car at a distance from the water, it would stay safe if it rained. I was mistaken. Worked my ass off for three years so I could pay cash for that car. It wasn’t beautiful, but it was mine.”
“Sorry that I was cross with you. I feared for your safety, is all.”
“It appears God provided an answer to my prayers. I just wish he had conveyed it to me another way. There’s no doubt I’m staying. I could go home to New Jersey and go to a community college, but my soul would shrivel up. Nobody wants that.”
I couldn’t tell if she was talking to me or out loud to herself because Harper was staring out of the window with a thoughtful but sad look on her face. I wasn’t sure what to say.
“You will stay with me tonight since it is already getting late, and I will take you to Tenley’s in the morning. Don’t worry. I have guestrooms for when my parents come to stay. There’s also a playroom set up for my nieces and nephews when my sister or my two brothers come by with their families. I’m hoping you’ll consider staying with Tenley until you get on your feet. She can give you a ride to work and school when that time comes. I can help as well if needed. My office is in Austin.”
“How many brothers and sisters do you have?”
The last of what I just said went through one ear and out the other. Or she’s in shock possibly and doesn’t know how to answer. I’ll leave it alone for now.
“Two brothers and two sisters. A brother-in-law and two sisters-in-law. I have three nephews and two nieces.”
“Wow, I wouldn’t know what to do with myself if I had siblings. I was an only child. My mom died because of complications during childbirth, and my dad never remarried. My dad died three years ago, and my foster parents could never have children of their own. So even then, I was still an only child.”
Harper speaks as if all of this were no big deal. Of course, she wasn’t looking at me when she talked, and she continued to stare out of the window. I knew this was a conversation we would need to have later on, though. I could feel her emotions as they wafted over to me, and I didn’t want this night to be any harder on Harper than it already had been. But that didn’t keep her from asking me questions.
“So. Tenley told me you were close to turning thirty-one. Are you the oldest of your siblings? And why aren’t you married if the rest of the lot is?” Harper asked in a straightforward and blunt manner.
I cleared my throat before answering. “Yes, I am the oldest. As far as not being married, I haven’t found the right woman yet. In all honesty, I devote all of my time to my law practice, and it drives my family crazy.”
Harper turned to speak to me instead of out the window for once. “You seem like such a great man. Even though we don’t know each other well, I’m honestly surprised that no one has taken you off the market yet. I wouldn’t know much about such things. I’ve never dated or even kissed a guy before,” Harper said, and chuckled.
She’s never even kissed a guy before. Now I was feeling like a perverted old man. What kind of game was God playing here? I decided then and there if we were to get into a relationship, I would take things slow with Harper. It would be hard because my emotions and body were always on hyper-drive when Harper was concerned. But I want to do what is best for her, and I would never take advantage.
HARPER
I can’t believe I just said that! What the hell is wrong with me? I mentally slapped myself and chuckled to lighten the mood. The shock on Layken’s face tells me he won’t touch me, and boy, do I want him to touch me. I want him to be my first kiss and my first of everything. I want him to possess all of me, and I want to possess all of him.
Not only do Layken and I have a profound connection I can’t explain, but he had also just now saved my life. There was no way I was letting him out of my life. The man literally swooped me off of my feet. I had to tell him I needed him. I just hope that he feels the same things that I do, or my heart might break into a thousand pieces. That’s when it hit me like a ton of bricks. I’m smitten with a man I’ve just met. Realized in that moment that I was the one who had to take the lead regarding Layken and me. I had to show him I could manage the situation with maturity.
Beyond Layken, I have bigger fish to fry. I no longer have transportation. I promised my dad I would never depend on anyone, especially a man. But in this case, I needed help, and I had to take what they gave if I were going to make it in this world. I thought I had it all figured out, and being on my own was going to be so easy. I’m realizing now just how naïve I have been.
Layken and I drove the rest of the way to his home in silence. I could see him in the window when he would glance at me, and I wished I knew what was going through his mind right now. Mine is on hyper-drive, and for the first time in my life, I don’t have my shit together. I’m not sure what my next step should be. I’m certain I don’t want to stay at home and attend a community college. Juan and Sarah are so dear to me. They have been the best foster parents one could ever ask for. I have to figure this out on my own and allow the help that is going to be given to me by Layken and Tenley.
I don’t know what I was expecting exactly when we arrived at Layken’s home, but I sure wasn’t expecting a two-story house on a lot out in the country with no neighbors. Layken laughed as he rode the car into one of the three-car garage slots. My eyes nearly popped out of my head when I saw a very expensive truck and SUV in the other two slots. Then I was confused. Why didn’t he take his truck?
As if Layken knew what I was thinking because of the shocked look on my face, he put the car in park, turned to me, and smiled.
“I’m an attorney with an impressive record and I run a law practice. Had to invest my money somewhere. I’m single and living alone. But I’m hoping that one day I’ll have a family. Let’s get your things inside, so you can take a shower and get warmed up, alright?”
“Um, yes, of course, thank you, Layken.”
I went to grab the handle to open the door, but Layken stopped me.
“Stay there,” he said and exited the car to run over and lent his hand to me to help me out of the vehicle. I tripped, and Layken caught me, bringing me up to his rock-hard chest. I glanced up into those gorgeous hazel-green eyes of his and melted. This was my chance to take the lead and show him I wasn’t fragile, and that I needed him, that I was grateful for him saving my life.
LAYKENHarper’s eyes pierce into my soul, and I know what is going through her mind. She wants me to kiss her. But if I do, I don’t think I’ll be able to hold myself back from doing more. My whole body aches to hold her, kiss her, taste her, and consume her. I can’t keep myself from picturing her screaming out my name as I bury myself deep inside her. My need for her is comparable to that of needing air to breathe. But dammit, I have got to change my way of doing things. She is an angel. An angel that the likes of me should not corrupt. I’m determined to do what is right by her. Her beauty is beyond anything I had encountered in my life. And I’ve been with countless women. My college days were wild. There’s no doubt in my mind that I have found the love of my life. I always assumed people who talked about love at first sight were full of shit. But Harper has had me reeling from the first moment I saw her. I love her and I hardly know her. She’s a stranger, but it seems as if I’ve kno
HARPERLayken quickly approached me in the kitchen doorway, placing his hand on the small of my back. He then guided me towards his massive dining room table, which made me wonder if his family visited often. I gazed up at him in awe as he pulled out a chair for me and offered his hand to assist me in sitting down. With a gentle gesture, he scooted the chair in for me. My heart skipped a beat as I admired his considerate actions. He’s perfect.With a seemingly telepathic ability, he chuckles, as if he could read my mind, before walking away. “I have a large family, and they often come to visit,” he explains. “I suspect they come to take advantage of the luxurious indoor pool and hot tub I have downstairs. Or maybe they just want to ensure that I haven’t disappeared off the face of the earth. Most likely, they want to make sure I’m still alive.” He shakes his head, chuckling once more, and flips the sandwiches to toast the other sides. “My parents, being doctors, have more free time on
LAYKEN“Could you please give me a few days to think about it, Layken? If it’s alright with Tenley, I would be grateful to crash on her couch for a little while. Honestly, anything is better than spending another night in my car, which I’ve been doing for the past month. Well, I don't have a car to sleep in now, so…”I am attempting to maintain a neutral expression, but I don't understand why Harper is refusing the help I am offering her. This deepens my feelings for her even more. Most women would take advantage of the situation and demand more than necessary. That’s all they seemed to see in me: money and sex. However, this woman standing before me, despite her youth, possesses wisdom and independence that I adore. Harper recognizes her need for my help, and I believe eventually she will accept what I am offering. Of course, I had to be cautious not to overwhelm her with my generosity and potentially scare her off. Losing her and never seeing her again was not an option. I had to en
HARPERAs Layken ran out of the door, an instant feeling of longing washed over me. It’s crazy how I can miss someone I hardly know. It’s as if I’ve known him my entire life, though. Not being able to spend the night with him is something I’m not a fan of. The thought of using his chest as a pillow has even crossed my mind. I entertained the idea of sneaking into his bed after he had fallen asleep. Unfortunately, that plan wouldn’t be happening now. With a deep breath, I packed away my belongings.After a few minutes, Tenley burst into the room, her face streaming with tears. She rushes towards me, embracing me so tightly that it became difficult to breathe. “I’m so relieved you’re alright,” she said. “It’s my fault for not insisting you come to my place, even though you kept objecting, and I feel like such an idiot. I had a feeling the weather would be terrible tonight. I thought you would take my advice and at least stay in a hotel. Harper, I want you to know that I’m not angry at y
HARPERUnable to resist, I glance over at Tenley with a massive grin on my face. “I had the most amazing time shopping I’ve ever had in my life. Thank you so much, Tenley.” “Harper, it’s hard to believe you’ve never been shopping for formal wear before? Didn’t you and your foster mom go prom dress shopping at least?”“Hell no. I didn’t go to prom. The guys at my school were flat-out ignorant. As I mentioned before, I had a no friends. I would have gone and stood there by myself. Sarah, my foster mother, insisted I go anyway, but I couldn’t bring myself to spend that kind of money. I have always been conservative with my money. Most girls dream of going to prom. My parents and I used that money to go to the movies instead.”“Goodness, Harper.” Tenley glances at me in pity, then shakes the thoughts from her mind. “Well, we compensated for that. The gala you will attend tonight can make up for you not going to prom.” She glances over at me, smiling, before putting her attention back on
LAYKEN “Oh my goodness, Layken, you’ve exceeded expectations tonight! Who is this beautiful woman by your side tonight?” mom asked, pulling Harper away from me and embracing her like she’s known her forever. It’s as if everyone in the world recognizes that Harper belongs by my side.“Mom, this is my girlfriend, Harper. Harper, my mom Taryn.”“It’s so nice to meet you, Mrs. Langley,” Harper said with a massive grin on her face.“Harper, please call me Taryn. Mrs. Langley makes me feel so old,” mom says, shaking her head and grinning. “You are so sweet, Harper. I have a good feeling about you. Layken, I will run and find your father and Tambre. I know that both of them would love to meet Harper. Wait here,” she says, before scurrying away.“You said I was your girlfriend,” Harper said, grinning at me.“I hope to make you more than that someday.”“Oh,” she says, taking her bottom lip between her teeth. “So, are we in a relationship now?” she asks, clutching my arm and staring into my ey
LAYKENHaving danced in place for three songs, with Harper snug against my chest and her addictive scent intoxicating my senses, I made up my mind to take her home. Would she still be willing to come home with me tonight? My heart rate picks up at the thought. I’ve spent the last few nights shifting in bed, longing for her to be by my side.While lifting her chin to meet my gaze, I smile and caress it with my thumb. “Are you ready to head out?” Lost in her angelic eyes, I couldn’t help but get mesmerized.With a grimace, Harper chuckles and shakes her head. “Sure, my feet are protesting against me. These heels are the worst thing man could ever create.”“Once we get outside, you can take your shoes off and I can carry you to my vehicle. It might sound crazy, but I would love to do that for you, Harper.”“Having you carry me to your truck sounds nice, Layken, but you don’t need to. I can make it on my own two feet.”“Regardless of what you say, I want to, and will carry you to my truck
HARPERWas that really what he said? Am I losing my mind? Does he expect me to strip right in front of him? He wants me to take off my dress?! I can’t even describe how uncomfortable I feel right now. I want Layken more than anything, but I’m lost in what to do or how to do it. The thought of just lying there like a statue terrifies me. What if Layken finds me boring because of my lack of experience? Will he just toss me aside and go back to the other women he mentioned? But how can I gain experience if I don’t try new things? The thought of him being my first is electrifying, like a wildfire coursing through my veins.“Harper, look at me. We don’t have to do anything if you don’t want to. I would be fine with holding you in my arms on the couch and kissing you until we both got light-headed and needed to breathe. Your dress needs to go, though, so you can relax, and I need to change into something more comfortable myself. My words came out wrong. I am a blubbering idiot.”“More than
LAYKENHarper moans in my ear as I trail kisses down her neck. Then grips my hair in her hands, pulling the strands as I nip at the delicate flesh of her swollen breast. We had just made love for the second time after arriving home from seeing Tambre. Harper and I had so much to be thankful for, and the excitement of Tambre’s words had us both in overdrive. One time was not enough, so we dove right into a second round. Every time we have sex, it seems as if it were the first time. She never ceases to amaze me. I now know what I have been missing all these years, and I will never let her go. I assumed I would remain alone until the end of my days, but I am never to be lonely again.“I love you so much, Harper,” I whisper, pulling myself out of her slick heat.Once I’ve reached her belly button, I splay my hands over her belly and press my forehead to where I believe our baby is located. “I can’t wait to hold you in my arms, little one. I’ll do all I can to ensure your safety and your m
LAYKENAs I open the passenger side door of my truck, I pick Harper up, place her inside, and pull the seat belt around her. She grins up at me, sighing contentedly as I kiss her forehead. After slamming the door shut, I rush to the driver’s side, pull the door open, and hop inside. “Let’s get you home, love,” I say, twisting the key into the hole, and my truck roars to life.Sarah and Juan met us at the door once we arrived and helped us bring in boxes. “Let us help you with those sweet-heart.” Sarah says, as she takes Harper’s box she’s holding, shaking her head in disapproval. “You shouldn’t be carrying anything heavy.”“But it’s not heavy, momma,” Harper says, as she tries to take the box back from Sarah. Sarah shakes her head, spinning and walking towards our room, not allowing Harper to take the box from her.Juan claps me on the back, smirking as he takes one of the boxes I’m carrying and follows me to our room. “I’m glad you brought Harper home, where she belongs. Especially n
LAYKEN“My sister will take good care of Harper, don’t worry. Harper and the baby both are in expert hands,” I said, meaning every word. Harper and her parents nod their heads, smiling, and Harper tightens her grip. “I know. This is going to be a major adjustment, though. Give me some time to grasp everything. I’m still in shock. I’ll feel better when we see Tambre next week. Not gonna lie. I’m gonna be a mess until I get some answers. But I have complete faith in Tambre,” Harper says, the corners of her lips tipping up some.Tambre is the most prestigious OBGYN in the country. I’m not saying that just because she’s my sister. Her stats prove the truth of my statement and she’s only Twenty-Nine years old. Tambre and Tenley both are absolute geniuses.Sarah and Juan sit down and start shoveling food into their plates as they observe us grinning from ear to ear. So far, their reactions to us being a couple have been surprising. Their continued support means the world to me.Letting go
LAYKENHarper looks at me with those sparkling gray eyes of hers, and my heart flutters in a weird way that I can’t describe. She’s given me everything I have ever wanted; I’ve found my soulmate, my muse, my everything. In a month and a half, I’ll be getting married and I’m going to be a father. Every soul in my body knows that she and this baby are going to be just fine; God wouldn’t provide me with these blessings just to take them away from me. Harper has made me a better man, and I’ll do everything in my power to ensure her health and happiness. She squeals, wrapping her arms around my neck as I pick her up from the bed and wrap her legs around my waist. “Layken!”“I’m just so fucking excited about you being home with me now. You have no clue how insane I have been feeling.”“Well, if your insanity is as strong as mine, then yes. I know exactly what you’re feeling right now,” Harper said as she kissed my cheek. “I’ve missed having you there to hold me at night,” she said, nuzzlin
HARPERTaking a nervous breath, I went to my ensuite bathroom and turned on the tap. I twisted off the bottle cap, popped a Phenergan in my mouth, and swallowed it with a swig of water. What started as an amazing day ended with a phenomenal, unexpected turn, forever changing Layken’s and my lives; the scent of possibility hung heavy in the air.Glancing in the mirror, I see that my mascara and foundation are runny and splotched down my face. “Oh, my God…” I whisper, shrieking as I turn the hot water on so I can clean my face. “Of all the days to wear more makeup than I normally would! Shit!”I hardly ever wear foundation, because I’ve got an amazing bronzed tan and my cheeks always have the perfect shade of pink to accentuate my cheekbones and freckles. The most I normally wear is a touch of mascara and lip gloss. But today, I had gone all out. Putting on foundation, mascara, a touch of eyeliner, eyeshadow and blush. In short, I’m an utter mess.Searching frantically through my bathro
LAYKENWe’ve been back in Georgetown for two weeks, and during this time, I’ve spent each night with my brothers, brother-in-law, and Juan. All the women have been staying over at Tenley’s place. However, not seeing Harper in two days is driving me literally insane. I’ve never seen this much action from my brothers- and brother-in-law Jax before. In the past, even on weekends when they would show up before I met Harper, they would only come on Saturday afternoon and leave Sunday morning. While it’s been nice catching up with everyone, I can’t help but miss Harper, and I’m going insane.Two long weeks have passed since Harper’s comforting presence greeted my mornings, and the absence has left an aching void. Waking up to her one-of-a-kind Harper scent used to be the highlight of my mornings. Her unique scent is like a shot of espresso—a bold, invigorating aroma that fills my senses and jumpstart my mornings. I’ve been sluggish and unmotivated since she’s been gone.If me and the guys a
HARPERI could have easily strolled back to the apartment, as our building was conveniently located just down the block. However, the longer I stand here, the more my discomfort intensifies. Time crawls by for ten minutes as I await Tenley’s arrival, but she doesn’t arrive. Seeking solace from the stifling heat and suffocating humidity of South Texas in July, I retreat inside the building. As I step through the entrance, a wave of relief washes over me as the icy blast from the air conditioner caresses my face.“Are you alright, Harper?” Leanne asks as I stride towards a seat and sit down.“I’m not sure, to be honest. Maybe it’s the heat. I just felt like I might pass out.” I glance down at my phone when it vibrates and see that Tenley has texted me back, saying that she’d be here to pick me up in a moment. “Tenley’s on her way to pick me up. I’m sure I’ll be fine. I probably just need to get hydrated.”“Wait there and I’ll fetch you a bottle of water from the back,” Leanne says as s
HARPER*It’s been two weeks since we returned to Georgetown, and my parents have quickly settled in. Layken introduced them to his friend who owns a real estate company here, and his friend hired them right away. In just the past two weeks, they have earned more in commissions than they ever had in three months back in New Jersey. I’m thrilled to see them thriving. They have worked hard for this for a long time. At this rate, they will have their own place in no time.I have been spending my days with Layken, and the past five nights with Tambre, Tenley, and my mom. We’ve all been busy diving into wedding planning. Meanwhile, Juan, Layken, Tambre’s husband Jax, and his brothers Landon and Bryce have been enjoying their time together doing whatever guys do when they hang out. I imagine they’re probably playing pool and enjoying some drinks, thanks to the convenience of having Layken’s basement at their disposal. Taryn has been taking care of Jax and Tambre’s little ones, allowing them
HARPERA bittersweet feeling, a mix of excitement and trepidation, washed over me as my parents ushered us into the cramped apartment, the smell of fresh paint wafting our way. They must have painted the walls so they could get the deposit back. Because, glancing around, I see that instead of gray walls; they are all now an off-white color. The thought of leaving the home I’d lived in for four years, knowing this week was my last, brought a wave of overwhelming emotion. Glancing around, I see that Sarah and Juan have already boxed up most of our belongings, the cardboard boxes stacked up against the wall. As we walk into the living room, Sarah bends down, and the sound of crackling cardboard fills the air as she opens a large, untaped box. Her smile crinkled the corners of her eyes as she looked up at me, her hand gesturing for me to peer into the mysterious box. As soon as I joined her on the floor, her smile widened. “Your dad and I boxed up your room first. This box contains all y