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Chapter 46

Author: Naitan
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Damian:

I wasn't sure if my dreams were real anymore.

I drifted in and out of sleep constantly, hoping that I would be reunited with her in my mind, but there was nothing. Anything I did now was a mere blur, I was going on basic instinct, and that was to kill my enemies.

"What are we going to do with them Alpha?" Barak stood over the young warriors lined up on the ground. They were all Crimson scouts that my men found snooping around the border of our territory.

My pack, the ones that survived, all looked to me different now. I wasn't sure if it was because I was on a violent binge, or maybe it was because they feared me.

I wasn't the same, and I was changing in ways I never thought possible.

Was I becoming like Holden?

Revenge was the only thing on my mind. I'll fucking burn this entire world down just to have her.

But after all the blood shed, I knew deep down this wasn't me. I didn't kill aimlessly unless it was absolutely necessary, but at the same time, they took her from me. The
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