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2022-04-17 00:40:30~Alexander~
I had been waiting, so long for her to vent all her anger and hurt on me, I wanted her to hate me badly so she would willingly leave my life for good but then, I could not understand why I had a moment of weakness when I saw her crying, I was not supposed to feel a thing for her, not sympathy or remorse or even love.
It was possible that my wolf took over, it has been so difficult trying to cage him so he would not make me do things that would haunt me for years, he was pushing me to love her, to care for her but I would not.
Finally, she had realized that I was not good for her, she would reject me and my father would not have to hate me because it was not my fault, she was the one who had a problem with me as her mate.
‘’You are such a wicked being, how on Earth can you not feel compassion for her?’’ My wolf questioned me, angrily.
‘’I could ask you the same, what
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