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I had to, for the fear of my life...

Author: Emma Christian
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

Jayden’s POV

What the hell! I screamed in my head. Do witches read memories or go into the darkest part of people's hearts? How in the world did Jovita's dad know about my other side?

That was a secret I buried with my mom. Now Jovita is glaring at me across the room and I don't know what to say. I can see the accusation in her eyes. It was obvious she knew I was hiding something.

I couldn't tell her about it as much as I wanted to.

It was a secret I had promised my mom I would guard with all my heart until it became impossible to.

I know I was quite a complicated person. I kept many things from her when she bore everything to me. I know it wasn't fair but there was little I could do.

I was used to being secretive, and this whole love thing was a new phase of my life. I couldn't still bring myself to share my secrets and problems with others, not even with Eric or Jovita.

I made a mental note to start sharing things with her, as we followed the old witch slash Mr Gibson down the hall
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