SOME HOURS AGO.
Last I checked it was past nine in the morning, and I’ve spent the past eight hours preparing for the event that’ll soon create a rift throughout the country.
I stand on the balcony and clutch the handrail before inclining against it, sniffing in crisp fresh air as the late morning dews kiss my skin.
Staring at the distant, foggy mountains, my face cracks with a smile. And I’m pleased with how the snowflakes drop slowly. But then the moment is disrupted when my cell phone dings in my apron pocket.
“Fuck!”
My hands work fast as I put the phone to silence so as not to piss off the person in the bathroom. His ears are the sharpest, that one. So is his tongue.
He’d stroll into the room wearing underpants while slinging a towel over his shoulder.
‘The hell are you doing on my balcony, Heidi? And leave that phone of yours somewhere that’s not my room, will ya?’ he would say in a raspy voice just before yanking me out of the room.
I unlock my phone and tap an unread message. (General Yosvolec: When I gave you my address it was to come over, not send presents.)
I can’t help but giggle as my fingers dance on the phone screen. (Heidi: Happy birthday, love xx)
(General Yosvolec: I want only youuu *crying emoji*)
I try to imagine his expression on typing that. But then there’s the haze in my mind called worry—worry that I may never meet my lover, that he’ll soon get frustrated with my excuses and call the relationship off.
He’s my first-ever romantic partner and we’ve been texting for over a year. I’m certain I made the right choice, except there’s still the case of meeting face-to-face.
It has just been texts, voice calls, and video calls. And I can’t tell him I’m a servant who can’t go out or receive visitors, as I fear it might put him off.
Hell. Who’d tell their lover that?
My strongest excuse has been that I work as a caregiver and have little or no time for myself.
(Heidi: We’ll see each other soon…) I hesitate to send, thumbs lingering on the screen as I press my lips to a thin line.
Nope. That doesn’t pass. There’s no use leading him on when I may be trapped in a mansion for life. I hit the erase button real quick.
(Heidi: You lovable rascal. Do u like the gift though?)
A smile embraces my face as I step into the room typing that, but I don’t get to send it before footfalls on the creaking wooden floor sound close.
Pretending to be busy, I stealthily slide the patio doors shut, tucking away my phone. Then I take Morton’s ironed, Vicuña pants from the ironing board to put them on the hanger as Dad Tad opens the door and pushes his head in.
I sigh in relief, thankful he didn’t catch me sneaking on Morton’s balcony.
“Where’s Morton?” he inquires after glancing around the room.
“No idea,” I lie. I may be Morton’s servant, but I’m not his bloody body camera.
The late-middle-aged man watches as I neatly arrange the pants alongside a matching vest, a jacket, and a blue dress shirt.
Ironing Morton’s clothes is the last of my duties before I can finally have time for myself, which is why I’m now brushing my apron with sassy fingers as I turn to face Dad Tad.
“I can join the party now, yes?” I say… with high hopes, ones that get crushed when the man scrunches his face.
“Hm.” He looks around the room, nodding, before his eyes settle on me again. “You will join the kitchen maids instead.”
I huff. “But I’m no fucking housemaid.”
“I say you are today,” he insists. “Go on, run along. Be quick about it. Your first brother arrives in less than an hour, and we can’t have him witness your clumsiness.” Dad Tad leaves without closing the door, his last sentence echoing down the hallway. “It’s enough that I have to tell him what a failure you are.”
What a― damn!
“Some things don’t just settle, do they?” I say under my breath.
They aren’t cutting me some slack and I can’t understand why they keep pushing the matter as if I’m not serving enough punishment as it is.
Morton, Saturn, and I were adopted in the same year at the same age. We lived in separate mansions for twenty years, tutored on company management.
We were given shares from the highly rated White Group at fifteen with the rights to manage a company of our choice, and we were to submit a report of our profits five years later.
The goal was to earn as much as our first brother did in his time. Whoever did that could keep their shares and position, while the loser would serve the winners.
My fate tied me to the weak end of that string and I ended up stripped of my shares, position, dignity, and last name.
“Bloody arseholes!” I spit. “You might as well lick a blobfish’s ass with your disgusting habits!”
“Shut up, woman!” Morton yells from the bathroom. The guy is too gross for my liking. Even his voice now sounds like grinding stones to my ears.
I roll my eyes as I exit the room before hitting the send button of my previous message, stumbling on a group of servants running to and fro the hallway.
That isn’t a surprise, since no one will be seen slacking on a day like this.
The First Heir of the White Group, as everyone knows him, will reveal himself for the first time. And he chose his birthday as the perfect date.
Today, the world will know his name and appearance, the company he’s been managing, and his activities for the past years.
These facts are enough to drive the public insane, especially the ladies already queuing with their steezy looks. After all, who wouldn’t want to seduce the heir of a billionaire group?
Definitely not me.
I can only imagine myself sitting in a corner, scrunching my face as I watch them have fake laughs and forced chatter during the party.
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My phone buzzes as I move in a rather slow line of servants heading to the kitchen. (General Yosvolec: It’s perfect, mama. Thank you. Did you see my recent post?)
His posts, that’s what I fucking live for.
I can’t remember a video of his that doesn’t replay in my mind every damn time. And I’m about to hop to his profile to see the new update before he sends another text.
(General Yosvolec: I took it for you. *Video file*)
The thumbnail has his addictive smile—a smile that tends to weaken my knees.
He wore a black eye patch over his right eye. And even though he often sets plans to groom his beard, he never actually does.
I’d have to play the video when I’m alone.
(Heidi: U look gud btw. Did u take d vd now?)
(General Yosvolec: Nah. That was yesterday. I’m now heading somewhere outside rinks and helmets.)
That’s quite odd.
(Heidi: ??)
(General Yosvolec: It’s just family matters and the troubles they come with.)
(Heidi: That’s something I can relate to.)
When I hear the maids greeting someone from the back of the line, I realize what’s coming.
(Heidi: Can we talk later?)
I don’t get to tuck the phone away before Saturn shows up near me.
“Ooh. Will you look at that,” her grating voice comes abruptly. I want to shudder in disgust but I retain my composure for the sake of it, though I believe it still shows on my face. That, I can’t ever hide. “Sexting a random dude while working as the perfect maid? Let me see.”
She snatches the phone. But my quick thumb has pushed the power button. Now all she sees is the handsome dude glaring through my lock-screen with the words ‘Love, Hunter’ scrawled in dark ink over his silver hair.
Saturn stands contrapposto, her blonde ponytail dangling to the side. She tilts her head, smirking as she drawls, “Hunter, spiiicy… How did you hook this man, huh? Or is he your celebrity crush?”
I DO NOT indulge in fangirling, bitch.
“Kindly fuck off,” I retort.
But the girl’s too invested in the image to be fazed. “Mhm. He’s gorgeous,” she moans, and I can only think of trolls devouring rotten livers. Very. Disgusting. “What’s his username?”
“Won’t tell.”
Saturn curls her lips down and waves the phone in my face. “Say farewell to this baby while I crack the password.” She cackles before turning to bail. “And I’m sparing you five minutes to be done with that and come doll me up.”
“Your daddy asked me to do this!” I shout after her, not like the young miss would consider that. She merely stops to wiggle her ‘tail’, then resumes her gait with a giggle.
At least, she doesn’t say ‘My daddy has no say whether you lick my boots or butt crack, girlie’, as I’m more irritated by how she says girlie with the ‘r’ slurred than the way her large nipples struggle for space beneath every clothing she wears.
My password is uncrackable—that’s for sure—unless Saturn is ready to rack the phone to pieces. She won’t get what she wants either way.
There’s lots to do in the kitchen, yet I choose the easy one—food tasting. After all, Dad Tad said to help in the kitchen and didn’t exactly say what.
Dressing up the bitchy Saturn proves to be the hassle. Her tantrums, however severe as they may be, have already formed patterns in my head that I know what action she’ll take before another.
The clock soon chimes for the first brother's arrival. And although I haven’t found the time to bathe, I join a queue of servants in front of the huge mansion.
A convoy of dark, luxurious cars pulls up before us, each with bodyguards walking at the sides.
Dad Griffin and the rest stand eagerly at the main entrance as Paparazzi charge at the cars, crowds pushing, uniformed men doing their best to secure the White family.
Dad Tad likes the drama, while it disgusts Dad Griffin. Left to the latter, this event would be safe from the glare of the day.
The car owners step out and are escorted into the building. But one man in a Tuxedo stands out. Or it’s the hair. A silver-blonde tone to several brunettes could never correlate. It’s undercut too, with slicked-back pompadour, the color contrasting with the leather-black eyepatch he’s wearing.
My heart picks up a faster rhythm as the dashing man shoves his left hand into his pocket, brushing back a jacket quarter to reveal part of his toned waist area.
The way he’s smiling looks too familiar to be true.
No.
What’s familiar is how my body reacts to him. How I want to push him back to his car seat and fuck him till I’m too lost to realize eyes are watching.
I’m usually not this way, I swear. I’m more of a good girl. Innocent. Naïve. Positive thoughts. Cum-free mind…
Uhm…
Not while my eyes are on this man! All modesty’s just flown off the window.
His name is Hunter and it takes a snap of his beautiful fingers for my vagina to weep. And nothing—not even this cotton barrier underneath—will stop the arousal from trickling down my thighs.
In the valley guarded by snow-coated greens and high, misty mountains lies the Whites’ family house. We visit only during Christmas, though celebrating it isn’t a thing.We enjoy the holidays in our style nonetheless—like binge-watching rom-coms or stacking containers of Christmas cookies in the refrigerator or… I don’t know. But one wouldn’t find a trace of festive decorations, even hear a commentary about it in the mansion.For as long as I can remember, this is our first time coming together for a celebration. And there are two halls prepared for it too.I heave a sigh of exhaustion as I stand before the mirror in the servants’ quarters. My eyes are dull and nearly closing under tired lids. And I can still feel shock rolling in my belly at the fact that the mysterious heir to White group is my man. Gazing at the bonnet guarding my hair, I’m more about discarding this wretched apron of woe for something proper—one that looks even a tiny bit pleasing to the eyes.A while back when
I stare at him for a second, then at Saturn, torn between the two who to approach first.After some seconds, I push through the crowd to the girl in a satin dress who has her butt crashing against her lover’s crotch with a glass of drink in hand.“Saturn, my phone, I need it now,” I demand, my voice raised over the music.Saturn lazily rises to her full height and turns to me with a nonchalant expression. Her tousled hair falls over her face, and her breath reeks of alcohol when she slurs, “Yourrr what?”“My damn phone!” I repeat. But I don’t think the girl’s listening.She shouts back, “Don’t know! You should find it in one of these hearths.” The fucking hearths? There’s about eleven of them and she expects me to start digging around each one for what, ashes?“Gods, no, Saturn!” I sigh. How did my phone end up there in the first place? Ask me again why the girl disgusts me.And the best she can do is burp. “Oops, sorry,” she says with a sheepish smile, starting a drunken giggle.I sho
~X~I know their names and looks. Father does too. Stuff took me a year and more to study that I might even begin to list the names of their fetuses.It’s my first time coming to Braevalle, and I’ve heard things about it. Good things. Like how the fruits are heavenly. And how unearthly their young girls look. And… I think the White Mansion took up sixty percent of these compliments—it also happens to be the first stop for tourists.Let me tell ya though, I find the whole thing exaggerated. Braevalle is just as good as every other place but also as quiet as a graveyard, which is bad. Really. Or maybe I hate too much silenc― ouch!Did I just see Hunter’s female guard hitting Heidi’s forehead against a boulder? Yes! And the impact rendered her unconscious on the woman’s body. I want to laugh but then if I do, I’ll be heard and exposed. I’m currently camouflaged in the environment and making a loud sound is… I won’t say it’s dangerous because no one knows me and they can’t catch me if I r
Behind me, Saturn lets out a short triumphant cackle. “Now, you’ll unlock your shit and hand it over, or I promise you, these girls will drag you straight to Dad Griffin. And we both know how quickly he’ll get this sorted before throwing you to the wolves.”Facts! Pure facts. And extremely unfortunate.I hadn’t fully considered the implications of anyone else finding out about my relationship with Hunter. But Saturn has it all figured out. The girl’s smart, I’ll give her that.“Dad Griffin’s rules are ironclad, you know. Having any relationship with commoners is a blunt no. In this case, baby girl, you are the commoner. You’ve seen him dole out harsh punishments for far less.”Hmm, true. Still―“You can’t be certain I have a relationship with Hunter,” I say. After all, the girl only saw a picture. Anyone would suspect I’m fangirling and I won’t fault them for that. What does a wealthy public figure have to do with a servant anyway? I’m sorry, Hunter.“Dad wouldn’t ask for evidence now
After some time, Hunter turns to my direction, and my heart skips a beat as I instinctively lower my head. I shut my eyes and lips tight, screaming within.This nervousness’s crucifying me, only if I’m not already turned cold by the idea of Hunter staring at me—why does it even matterrrr?!“I’ll take her,” he declares, his sonorous voice cutting through Saturn’s words as it brings her chatter to a halt. I imagine her blinking, stunned, and trying to comprehend Hunter’s words. But I too am left bewildered. Hearing his voice in reality for the first time is like having an initial conversation with your celebrity crush. Maybe more than that.The sound is thrilling and exotic; lodges between my ovaries, creating butterflies and their dancing sensations. Anyone would fall for the man without setting eyes on his gorgeous physique.“Take her? For what, Brother?” Saturn’s annoying tone spoils the moment. Could someone beseech the girl to be quiet, even for a second? Her screeching voice is
My new space looks breathtaking, not even in the least occupied by the king-sized bed against a wall across from the balcony’s windows. I don’t care to take in my new environment, but I do notice the view that’s a sky with shades of blue and white, fog gazing back from the distant mountains.The sight reminds me of my Villa. How I would sit on the balcony for hours, listening to the nightingales’ melodies while watching butterflies dance between steel railings.It’s a core memory, but I don’t intend to leave it that way for a long time. Just as I don’t want to make memories of this place too, as I’m unsure what this is about.Yivlen prepares a bath before I sink into the warm water and revel in its glee.It has been so long since I enjoyed such simple pleasures. Surely, a year and four months is enough to miss out on many things.“Your dress is set, ma’am, for the party,” Yivlen says, standing on edge at the door, and I regard her awhile.For some reason, I sense a strange tension cou
I stumble back with a wince when I collide with something solid. There’s no pain but I’m rubbing my forehead, looking up to find the two hefty men clothed in all-black attires blocking my path. Their countenance is forbidding, much like Dad Griffin’s, although they’re Hunter’s bodyguards.I glance past them to find Hunter still at the counter, so close yet far to reach. He’s slipping from my fingers again and I can do nothing. Nothing. I haven’t fought a girl, so why try with two giants? I’ll just find a better way to talk with him. Or not talk with him at all even though curiosity gnaws at me.I hate being kept in the dark. And the more Hunter avoids me, the more I want to understand why, even as he isn’t allowing me to do so.Turning to leave, I’m stunned when the two men grab each of my arms. Their strong hands wrap completely around my arm, tight and painful.“Fucking let me go!” I scream, struggling to no avail until I end up outside the mansion, thrown into the damn snow.I wat
One of Hunter’s female guards is leaning against the wall and smoking. I’m going to lure her to a secluded spot, knock her out, and steal her uniform. The plan isn’t foolproof, but I have to try. It makes me regret not taking my combat training seriously over the past six years. I put out a shitty behavior back then. If only I knew I wouldn’t have a golden spoon in my mouth forever.Zipping up my jacket, I search for a heavy piece of rock and tuck it underneath, leaving my hands with it. “Hey,” I call as I approach the guard who looks at me without a reply. Standing beside her, I add, “The Whites prepared a treat for all the guards. I was asked to bring you.” The lie is sloppy, I know—judging from how the lady eyes me skeptically with her gaze sweeping from my head to my feet. She puffs out smoke and glances around to find the other guards in their stations then returns a questioning stare to me.I wave dismissively. “Oh, it’s done in batches. All the guards can’t leave their post
The hallway echoes the footfalls of stomping darkness.But as the mute walls give way to the caress of a slow and brooding piano motif, the huge, two-way door at the hallway’s end brings us the pleasantries of a room screaming sanity and proper celebrations.A descent of steps in front of me leads to the dance floor, where pillars are still but bodies swing. With the roof high and unending, the floors are as slippery as the devil’s tongue, absolutely unfit for a person to walk on.Except these aren’t people. No, they’re not. They look paradisiacal. Vibrant despite the hall’s caliginous state.As the ladies trip the light fantastic to a hypnotic rhythm, their bowl dresses swirl around their feet, their long and colorful strands like air behind them. The smiles capturing their countenances tell the tales of their light minds, charming the gents who look graceful in patterned tailcoats over black pants.Their light tones unite to battle the funereal aura of the hall, somehow nearly kil
Not a familiar name, that one. I’ve heard nothing of it until now.Maybe he didn’t make it to the history books. It could be about the empire; history must have registered the empire instead.But I must find a way of asking about it without compromising myself. That way, I can also note this woman’s level of intelligence.“Um…” I clear my throat, shuffling to the stool I once sat on and placing my hands on it to drop my weight. “My ‘experiments’ have eaten most of my time, and I’m probably too exhausted to recall a lot of… things.” Wait. Do I sound medieval enough? “Did I... have any plans for today?” Does she understand? She’s looking at me with her lips slightly parted, and I think it’s disbelief, especially since her hands have stopped working.“Queva,” she says, then rests against the counter. “Finish the Battle of Cutting Seas, conquering Queva. Then... celebrate... with the emperor. Your experiment’s progress has not fared well of late, and you needed to ease your mind. Seeing
HEIDI.The rich, warm scent of soil, of fresh rain on earth, reminds me of how it feels to be alive.It looks to me like I’ve been thrown into a random fiction series—dark fantasy, to be precise. Should I say it’s the underworld? Nah. The underworld wouldn’t look this good. Heaven wouldn’t be this bad(?) either. Between? Maybe. But I can’t recall whether Philosophers mentioned a place between the two.Regardless of what this is, it’s a surety that I’m dead. Its near ruin of greys and ashes, mists and moisture, stones and bristled grounds, only makes me thank my shoes—and a soul that had formed a sole to tread on melting metal.I find I’m standing in a lone and narrow medieval street that looks like a painting, flanked by dark, imposing brick buildings. Their pointed roofs give me chills, especially as they look as if they could pierce the looming, twilight grey sky until it releases the clouds upon my very head.Speaking of the sky, I don’t know if I should tag it sunless or moonless.
“Another blood oath? I resisted the first,” I say as I look at the Umbra Crown who is suddenly bearing an excited demeanor.“Ah, ah. This one is different.” He rubs his index and thumb fingers like a chef warming up for his next delicacy, disappearing and appearing in the fog while scurrying around pillars. He suddenly stops close to me, sniffing near my neck. “It is like… an awakening. Hah!”Then he vanishes again.When he comes back, it’s with a ring this time, one the size of his head. Its property is unknown, but it shimmers with lights that seem alive, looking like a colorful snake slithers inside it.The object could break if it falls; that is how fragile it looks. The Realm’s Future, they call it. It is also the only thing with color in the Labyrinth, aside from the Umbra Crown’s golden eyes that are now peering at my face pores.“No,” I mutter when he tries to crown me with the ring. I know what it does to people. It deceives. “Do not manipulate me with that thing again.”“O
HUNTER.There is a forlorn whistle; a tune sounding like a call for help, only, it’s not that.It is a bird―Tapi’s Fury. A creature of the dark, built like the nightingale, with a song as loud as the latter’s. It’s never found in the human world or the Realm. Tapi’s Furys are known to exist only in the Labyrinth of Shadows―a dreaded dwelling created by the legendary sorcerer, Tapi, to shield Kings of the Realm from the talons of Firnes.It has endless pillars—of roughly stacked stones—spread out in rows through the Labyrinth, all leaving four paces between each other.The pillars’ tops reach the sky where they disappear in black clouds of rumbling mess, while their bases are rocks shaped like vines, stretching out as roots on the dry, rough ground.One distinctive feature of the Labyrinth is its colorless nature.Diverse smell is not a leisure either.One could wear whatever scent they liked. As strong as it may be, it all ends in a blast of roasted earth breathing in the wake of a b
My car’s parked across the road with me in the driver’s seat. White’s main company building overlooks us, the road partition and the crowd serving as my only blockade to it.I should ride into the building’s garage. It’s safer now, after all, as the police are now limiting the severity of violence and have placed barriers so the crowd won’t obstruct people getting in and out of the building.But I’m still feeling like a tightrope walker; afraid of so many things at once that I can’t begin to point them out.And yet what’s more disturbing is the wailing throng. Their famished appearances, coupled with the fact that most have slept here for days because they can’t return home and be reminded of their deceased loved one is enough to drive even the cold-hearted to sympathy. Hunter excluded.While watching the hectic scene, I notice an odd person cut through the crowd into the building. I only saw their backside. Yet, regardless of them being fast, I caught that the person was a male.He wo
“How do you feel?”Not fine.“Like you should fuck off?”The man behind me huffs. He should try moving to my front so I can fucking ask him why he’s everywhere at once.“Are you always in such a foul mood?” he asks, prompting me to turn back. And there he stands; the one guy I know whose smile can force bile up my throat.“You only happen to meet me when I’m the most offended,” I snap. “Blame it on your ill luck.”“Even at the restaurant?”I squint my eyes as if warning him to vomit whatever he has in mind or I’ll bite. “What restaurant?”“New Year’s Eve. KF restaurant.” I pout before the man adds, “In the male bathroom?”Bloody male restroom? How the fuck did we meet― oh… Oh! That was him? The buzzcut guy that I didn’t care to look twice at! No wonder I kept feeling like I knew him from somewhere.I take the opportunity to register the rest of him, though I try not to stare hard or he’ll deem me a pervert.All I can say is that his name fits his looks. Also, the mystery in his aura s
Walking away this time, I am sure as hell not stopping if the man behind me tells me to.I don’t like his guts, that’s one thing. Another is the look on his face whenever he regards me; smug, with a smile that never seems to fade. However, it’s a good thing he’s not tall, dark, and handsome like a certain vicious man. And he looks good nevertheless. Just a tiny message across to Hunter reminding him one more time that he’s not the god he thinks he is.The drive back to White Cosmetics wasn’t a smooth one. It seemed as if the number of people joining the protest increased per hour. And it’s not even half the population still considering it.Last week, I didn’t realize how hectic resuming work was, but today it hit me. A few days ago, I’d be mopping the floors of Saturn’s or Morton's room while sneaking my phone out from time to time to chat with Hunter. And I enjoyed those moments… more than anything.Now I’m sitting behind a desk that holds so many taxing memories, hellbent on grabbin
Today’s Monday is Monday as usual.One could be overlooked on Tuesdays, Wednesdays, Thursdays, and Fridays, as their presence could have been familiarized—or something like that. No one bothers to care when they walk by.However, on Mondays, the dust brought up during the weekends is left unsettled, eliciting side-eyes and whispers when one reappears. Aside from that though, Mondays are naturally terrible. I don’t know the kind of jinx bound to it, but I’m pretty certain the same power has me in its grip as I enter the conference room.There strike the stares, making up for where the whispers do not. These folks were loud just seconds ago. Now the only sound in the hall is from my shoes.My seat creaks when I sit down. Surely, it appreciates the daredevil aura of my presence as I cross my legs, lean back, and place my elbows on the handrest.So, where were we?A hand supporting my jaw allows me to look carefully at a few people’s faces—their grey hairs, their wrinkles; I don’t know if