Damion“Yes. Work here. Full time. I’d make sure you were paid well, more than you would make fixing farms, but not like the other guy. You wouldn’t be working for me. You’d be working with me.”“Damion,” she said my name, dragging out the word.“Wait, don’t say no. Not yet.”“Damion, that isn’t what I do.”I nodded. “I know, but don’t you want a steady job? You live close by, right? Oliver loves you. I have so much more to learn from you. Will you please consider it?”Her gaze went back to the field. “I do like Oliver, and I would love to have a friendship with him, but I don’t need a job.”“What does that mean?”“It means I don’t need a fulltime job. That isn’t what I like to do. I like the experience of learning and seeing new things.”“How can farms be all that different? It’s the same shit on a different piece of land.”She offered a sardonic laugh. “That’s true, but it’s not for me.”The way she said it made it sound like a woman on a diet trying to talk herself out of a cookie.
AlexI yawned, covering my mouth with the back of my hand as I followed the straight road that felt like it led to nowhere. My butt hurt. My neck had a horrible kink in it, and I was absolutely sick of driving. I had rolled into Laramie, Wyoming late last night after being on the road for over ten hours. I was exhausted but excited to check out the new farm.I loved a new challenge.I passed under a faded arch with a sign announcing I was on the Cobb farm. I looked left and right, driving slowly down the narrow dirt road. It looked a lot like Montana with the endless rows of wheat swaying in the wind. I realized after driving for several minutes I had yet to come upon the house. Was I still on the right road?Before I had time to pull over and turn around, I saw the house. Holy shit. The farm was massive. I wondered how many people Wayne had running the place. I saw a man on a tractor in the distance. We were both headed for the house. I parked my truck and got out, stretching my arms
Alex“Nah, don’t be. I’ve had a good life. I’ve had true love. I lived hard and played hard.”I laughed. “Are you telling me you were a wild child?” I teased.“I was. I was going down a road that was going to lead me straight to hell, probably at a young age. It was Vera who turned me around. I met her and fell in love almost immediately. She wouldn’t have me. She wanted nothing to do with me—not until I cleaned up my act. She got me on the straight and narrow, and if I dared dip one little tippy-toe over that line, she whipped me right back into shape.”I burst into laughter. “I bet you kept her on her toes.”“I sure did, and she loved every minute of it,” he said with a laugh.“Have you thought about selling the place?” I asked, knowing it was probably a little insensitive, but it was practical.“I’ve thought about it, but I can’t do it. I think about my granddaddy working himself into an early grave and I can’t do it. It feels like a betrayal.”“What do you plan to do?”“I planned
DamionI slid the handle on the toaster down, getting the frozen waffles cooking while I finished scrambling the eggs for Oliver’s breakfast. I was taking a shortcut with the frozen waffles, but I didn’t think he would care. It was still a fairly nutritious meal. I hadn’t slept well at all, and by the time I did fall asleep, it was early in the morning. I had overslept.I had spent the night thinking about Alex. I told myself to let it go, but it was like a bad craving. I wouldn’t be satisfied until I had one last taste, or in her case, one last anything. It wasn’t only the sex. I liked her—the woman. I liked her friendship. I liked her smile and I liked how much Oliver liked her. The last was the toughest part of the whole situation. He really liked her, and he wouldn’t get to see her again because I went and screwed things up.“Oliver, breakfast is ready,” I hollered, pulling myself out of the same long lecture I had been going over in my head for the last two days.“Coming,” came h
Damion“I want to have pigs and chickens,” he announced. “I’ll help.”I laughed. “Let’s get through this learning curve before we get too many animals. Animals are hard to take care of, especially in the winter. I’m not sure we’re cut out for that. It’s so much easier to buy food at the grocery store.”“I am. I’m a farmer. I can do it.”His declaration was cute, and I was happy he was enthused, but I was still not one hundred percent convinced I was a farmer. I had gotten a little soft over the years. Soft, as in I liked the convenience of having food delivered when I was too tired to shop. Life in New York was a lot easier, if not a lot noisier. Both places had their good points and bad. I had told myself I had six months to make a final decision. Six months to weigh the pros and cons and come up with a plan for the rest of my life.“Finish up,” I told him, getting up and emptying out my coffee.“Is Alex coming today?” he asked.“I don’t think so,” I told him.“Is she coming tomorrow
AlexMy feet felt like I had cement blocks attached to the bottom of my boots. I was dog tired. Dead. Dog. Tired. I couldn’t remember ever working so hard. It felt good and awful at the same time. Wayne’s farm had been in desperate need of serious attention. I hadn’t stopped working since I had shown up two weeks ago. My body felt it.“Knock, knock,” I called, opening the screen door and going into the house. I was staying in a spare bedroom in the house. With the early mornings and late nights, it made sense to sleep at the farm. It allowed me an extra hour of sleep each night by not having to drive out to the farm from town.“In the kitchen,” Wayne called back.“I’m hitting the shower,” I hollered.“I’ve got dinner almost done,” he answered.I smiled, shaking my head. Instead of going down the hall to my room, I went into the kitchen. “Wayne, you don’t have to cook me dinner.”“I’m cooking me dinner and I just happen to have plenty for the both of us,” he said with a laugh.He’d bee
AlexI smiled. “No. I guess you could say I left him.”“Oh no, don’t tell me you left him to come out here?”I shrugged. “Yes and no. It was over before it ever started.”“Why?”“Wayne, I feel like I’m talking to my therapist.”He laughed. “Call me Dr. Wayne. What happened?”I blew out a breath. “I was working on a farm. The owner passed away and left it to his grandson. The grandson showed up from New York with his son. We kind of hit it off. I really like the little boy.”“Is he a bad guy? Abusive? Vulgar?”“Absolutely not,” I said quickly, defending him. “He’s a great guy. He’s funny, charming, and very handsome.”Wayne was smiling and nodding. “I see. So, what’s the problem?”“He’s from New York for one, and for two, I don’t do relationships.”He took another bite, nodding as he chewed. “But you like this guy.”“He’s a little arrogant. I think he’s bossy and he inherited a farm he hasn’t stepped foot on in thirteen years. I don’t even know if he’s going to stick around. He’ll prob
DamionI was going about my usual, boring routine in the silence of the barn when I heard a truck rumbling down the long driveway. My mind immediately went to Alex. I knew it wouldn’t be her. Why would it? It had been over two weeks and I had not heard one word from her. I hadn’t seen her around town either. I was confident I would have bumped into her if she was back. The void her absence left was huge.I took off my gloves, telling myself it wasn’t her. I didn’t want to have my hopes up. It wasn’t her. She was gone. I walked out of the barn, and no matter how many times I had told myself it wouldn’t be her, the disappointment when I found it wasn’t her was difficult to deal with.“Hey,” I greeted Justin as he hopped out of his old truck.“Hey, yourself,” he said with his usual lopsided grin.“What brings you out this way?”He shrugged. “I’m off today and thought I’d come by and sharpen those blades. That old machine could use a little tune-up as well.”I nodded, not sure how much I