It makes me very embarrassed because this is the first time I have been carried by a man, moreover he carries me in a way that makes me very uncomfortable. He thinks I'm his future bride, huh?What an ignorant man! "Don't do that again or I won't want to be close to you anymore," I threaten Mister Farhan, whether he will listen to me or not, but I really mean what I said. I'll think of a way to take care of his grandmother and get information about him without having to be around him later. "I just don't want you to get hurt more, Miss Rima," “Hmm, so you didn't hear me!” I said so. “I'm sorry, Miss Rima. I promise I won't do it again if it's not urgent," he answered. It figures out that he can obey my words even though I am his servant and he is my boss.It’s kinda confusing. It seems I've also crossed the line with him. As a servant, I should not forbid my own boss's actions. “I seriously don't like being treated like that, Sir. What I mean is a man carrying me. That'
Along the way it feels very awkward when he says all that to me and when I get to his house that feeling still envelops my heart. He will probably be wary of me, and what is strange for Madam Shirley, she must have known that Mister Farhan will be suspicious but she still forces me to approach this man. Did she not think about it all, or... “Come out, Miss Rima. I will take you to your room and I will call our family doctor as quickly as possible to see your condition, then I will be the only one to look after you. Ahh, even though I'm busy, I'll give you more of my time than working," said this man. Indeed. Madam Shirley must have known that Mister Farhan will be wary of the people she orders, but even so, this man still accepts me. He doesn't reject me, isn't angry with me, he even intends to take care of me. Is it possible… "You're going to poison me?" I asked spontaneously. "Ha ha ha!" This man actually laughs as he grabs my hand and makes me stand up. He put his ar
"You should rest well a few days before you start your work, Miss Rima," This man gives me advice while he lets my hand go. He refuses my request to give me some work. He is just as strict as Doctor Arlan. They are actually quite similar, perhaps because they come from the same father. "No need, I am very strong," "I know it. You are indeed very strong but what's wrong with you accepting my request today as your boss? Oh, right. I am your boss from now on so you should obey your boss's orders," "Oh I see," I answer then we stand in front of a room door. I think that this door is not the door to the room where I previously rested. "So you want to listen to my request?" asked this man, "Uhm," I answered him by nodding my head. As usual, his face looks so excited. What a strange man! “Thank you, Miss Rima. Honestly, I'm so happy you finally came to my house. So happy that I really want to give you my room. My room is the best room in this house. I chose a place tha
I throw my body onto the soft bed covered with gray sheets. This room is really able to make my eyes sleepy because it is so comfortable and calming. I can't hear any sound here, even this air conditioner also sounds quiet as if this room is indeed designed to let people escape from the burden of many thoughts. Why, why and why does Mister Farhan like me that much? It turns out that is the reason Madam Shirley said that I was very familiar that day. No wonder she wants me to make a deal with her after all. She probably takes advantage of my dire situation to launch her plan. Doctor Arlan, he must have known me from the beginning. That's why he made an agreement with me. Is it possible that Doctor Arlan is also planning something? I really want to meet him and have a lot to ask him. Ahh How exhausted! I close my eyes and I realize that I can no longer resist the feeling of tiredness and sleepiness.It can't be. My mind keeps going and wondering about everything that happen
"Give me an answer honestly and I will definitely consider asking Mr Farhan to make you my personal doctor," I said to Doctor Arlan. I don't want to stay sleepy all the time because this room makes my eyes feel very heavy, so I start to walk out of this room towards the balcony. I sit on a chair near the fence and look out at the blue lake far below.What pretty scenery! "I'll answer honestly, don't worry!" answered Doctor Arlan.Thus, my curiosity becomes bigger and bigger. “That day, why did you ask to be my mistress? What I mean is, there are so many women surrounding you, then why did you choose me at all? Why not just pay someone else, though? And then, you... you definitely know the reason Mister Farhan likes me this much, right?" I feel a bit nervous when I ask him these questions. For some reason, I feel worried that he will lie to me, anyway. I have a bad feeling to be honest. "Are you sure you don't love your husband?" I flinch up and I feel I don't accept his q
I get a little depressed when I hear what doctor Arlan just said.I am truly very confused and even questioned it to myself.Is it really me? What am supposed to make him right? “No, you’re wrong at all. I want a divorce, I want to do it for a long time. I never knew I loved him, anyway, so don't make it up!” "Because you don't realize that," Doctor Arlan said. I still don't believe it. I don't want to believe every sentence he says one bit. "My head hurts so much. I told you, I don't love him, then don’t. My answer is true, so please believe me!” I said.Thinking of it, I feel he really forces me to open up my mind and to me to accept the false reality. "You just need to slowly open your heart to me, if you feel like you don't love him, just prove it by loving me! I will still force you to love me just as you forced me to marry you,"What a stubborn man.He told me long sentences to only force me to love him, didn't he?Or, is it probably because I have a crush on my husba
"You suddenly ask me like that, so it makes me curious, what makes you get this wonder?” said this man, He always gives me a gentle smile and I can't possibly suspect him of doing anything evil to me. If I think about it, what benefit am I to him, though? It is clear that he has far more wealth than me and I have no advantage over him. “Get me an answer, I want to know,” I said, a bit forcefully, “You often gave me your business card, right? You often provided job vacancies for me. You often came to see me even though I didn't care about you, you... wanted to help me win in court against my father, right all this time? You… tell me honestly what caused you to do all that to me and why you like me this much, Mister?” I look at Mister Farhan with my eyes full of seriousness. I want to know and I will never harbor this curiosity again so that I don't know the answer like in the past. All this time I was always silent and I didn't care about anything as long as Bima could recov
A fairly large flame is in front of my eyes.Mmmpphh!This is the way I do to stop him freaking towards me. "Why?" What I hear from behind is Mister Farhan's voice who seems very disappointed. “I'm already in front of you. Why do you need more photos of me?” I say it as I throw the last photo into the trash burning bin in front of me. All the waiters' eyes look at us.Thus, Mister Farhan, seeing me uncomfortable, seems to be calling the butler and whispering something. Not long after, the servants all leave. To be honest, I thought I am just like a homeowner. But to be honest again, I'm not comfortable having my photos kept in another man's room. Darn it! That bothers me so much. “Miss Rima, I really like you. However, I believe that you will not hurt me," he said to me, Then I turn to look at him. "Yes," I answered, "Trust me, I just need to take care of your grandmother and then my problem is over with Shirley," I said, Thus, I walk towards the kitchen door. By the