A sunny morning, hopefully it can brighten my mood. For the umpteenth time, I come to my parents' house and for the umpteenth time, I plan to take my mother out of my father's house.Yeah, If I should beg down then I will. I should crawl down then I will do as well. Thus, My mother and I can get out of this disgusting world. I rush into the house looking for my mother now. Yet, I can’t find her. "Where's mother, Len?" I asked Lenna. She is a young girl but working to help my mother at home. She is actually my cousin as well. I look at her face and she looks a mess. "Auntie went out for a moment. If I'm not mistaken, she said she missed your father,” she said. I smile sadly, apparently I am sick of hearing human love stories. ‘I miss, I miss, I love, l like,’ and several other romantic words that sound sickening to my ears and make me very uncomfortable. Don’t know, but I really hate to hear them. Maybe it's because of my bad life experience regarding romantic matters, that'
New problems arise up. It seems like my life is filled with problems. I chuckl softly and think for a moment, then ask: 'Can not I be given time to rest? Why is my life always in trouble? Why won't my problem be resolved?' I don't know who will hear these complaints. Yet, from the bottom of my heart, I really hate this world. "Why? Take that suitcase and get fast!" I clean my clothes from the dust that stuck to them after I stand up. "It’s not that big, this suitcase . My mother has a lot of things. Why don't you pack them all up and bring them to me, including the house you live in?" I quip at the two shameless people. "Haaa! What are you talking about? Are you crazy?" Lenna says again then I come closer. "W-What do you want? What do you want from me? Get lost!" She is scared and hugs her mother. I smile bitterly. I never think my mother's cousin is so crazy about wealth that she defends her own daughter's bad behavior.Not even slightly guilty. "Don't come near my d
[ I lost that medicine] I receive a message from Bima. "You still want to take those horrible drugs?" I ask him when I contact Bima via calling and he picks up the call from me. "No need to ask, just tell it to Eve once again,” He says as closes the call. I swallow my bitter saliva when I hear Bima's answer. "Why should I do it, You Brat!" I grumble in annoyance then I turn my car towards the hospital. That day I think that Bima should really recover. Hopefully after he recovers, he will help me to persuade Eve to continue helping my mother and I will no longer have to care for and live with him ever again.The most important thing is for my mother to get my father’s attention. *** I get out of the car and I am a bit surprised when I see the doctor who gives me the real medicine for Bima is parking right next to my car. “What a coincidence,” I say to him. I am a bit surprised when he looks at me so intently, as if he is taking pity on me. "Sorry, but I accidentally saw t
Yesterday I met a man who was quite strange and now I figure out I am strange instead of following him. When will the time in the end for me to be free come before I finally go insane because I can't bear this all alone? I don't know, no one can answer that. And is it possible that this is my fault for fighting so hard for the mother who gave birth to me? For my mother's sake so that she doesn't end up ending her own life again. In this way too, will I get sin? I mean... by cheating behind my husband's back. Yes... it's not clear what kind of affair I am having, just like my marriage is not clear either. "I heard yesterday you met my boyfriend, right?" I ask a girl who look shocked by my presence before her eyes. My position is also bending slightly and standing in front of her. My hands, I put one on the table. "What's this? Sorry, Miss... which boyfriend is that?" She who is sitting immediately stands up.Her friends who are nearby start to distance themselves. All ey
Before I have time to get on the online driver I order, a woman gets off and tells me to get into her car. I don't know who, but I may know what she wants to say. That is the reason why I decided to get into her car. "Is it true that you are Arlan's girlfriend?" She asks me.I, who already got into her car and sat beside turn my gaze to her. She and I sit in the back seat of the car. "You mean that doctor?" I ask her instead. She is a bit surprised to hear my question. "Your boyfriend is a doctor, right?" And she asks again. I hesitate to answer. Anyway I don’t want to look at that woman's eyes either, so I throw my gaze out of the cat. “Yes, maybe so,” I answer her. I lie to this person I just meet. "Uhmm, I am his mother. Guess, you are so familiar to me,” She answers and I smile sadly. I think she may attack me, or may hate me. Actually, what do I do wrong to have so many haters? A father who doesn't love me. My husband really hates me. My mother-in-law does t
Staying silent for a long time, it seems like this doctor’s mother is holding back her anger or she may be shocked without being able to say a word. Seeing her eyes wide open, I immediately look away. I look at the window back and I don’t see the doctor's car again Instead, I see the car that brings me also slowly enter a tall hotel. I don't know why I am brought to this place, but I'm sure it's impossible for them to sell me. "You already know that you are someone's wife, so why did you ruin my son's marriage? I'm so sorry, speaking so harshly. You… you are indeed a shameless person, aren’t you?” This doctor’s mother says as I turn my head towards her again. Judging from her language, she is a very polite person or perhaps she is educated and has a good educational background. "Yes... maybe so," I answer briefly and finally the car stops in front of the main door of the hotel. “Come down!” she asks with a sigh. She moves out when the driver opens the door and I get out o
"Ley, don't be aggressive with that small girl!" The doctor’s mother's friend chuckles openly. And I hear the sound of heels clicking closer to me. I also feel a hand grab on my one shoulder. Not long after, this doctor’s mother is before my eyes. "Don't worry, Dear. You don't need to be fierce. This Woman needs my help. Surely, I know her so well. It’s my fortune that she comes to me by herself without needing to approach her hard,” she asks her friend while taking a sip of the drink in the glass she was holding besides she is still standing before me.I don’t know what she means. How familiar I am to her. Yet Indeed, I need someone to help me out of the world I hate. “Madam…” “Recently, Arlan asked me to make medicine that can cure people's paralyzed legs. You know, Dear, I'm that expert. I am an Orthopedic and Traumatology specialist doctor," she says as she smiles so brightly.I can see her face still looked like a young girl nearby me. I am a bit surprised, but on th
I don't understand the world of rich people. What's strange is that again and again I find a heartless man. A man who already has a beautiful wife in her face and a specialist doctor, he can still have an affair with someone else's wife.How foolish! I never thought that my in-laws would have the heart to cheat on Bima's father as well. Even though I haven't found any evidence with my own eyes, my heart still feels sad and disappointed when I see a wife being cheated on by her husband.Like my mother, she has accepted countless affairs from my father. Can I also be a sinner if I make a deal with her? No, definitely not, because actually Bima is going to marry Eve, yet I merely take Eve's place, and Eve told me she will back as well, then Bima considers me as a servant not a wife.Thus, I don’t have to worry about being a sinner if in the end I will marry that doctor. I don't know, I'm tired of thinking about life like this. I open the door of the house, and immediately step in