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Part 18 : I'm Not Possessive
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2021-04-05 17:57:37"How are you, La?" asked Arga when we were busy making video calls.
"I'm still very weak. My blood doesn't stop coming out even though it's been more than two weeks. This is the longest menstruation I've ever had," I replied while stroking my still aching stomach.
"Is your family home?" Asked Arga carefully.
I nodded. "They got home last night."
"Didn't they ask you why you were sick then?" asked Arga quietly.
I shook my head. "They think I'm just sick. So they don't bother about it.
"I'm grateful that everything is fine again, La. Now you have to rest a lot, La. You can't be tired. You have to really recover first," said Arga.
I nodded in agreement with his words.
"When did you start back in college, LaIt's been two weeks you haven't gone to college, right? "Asked Arga.
Indeed I purposely did not go to college because of my weak condition after aborting my pregnancy.
"I'll start going to college tomorrow,"
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