CHAPTER 21: BROKEN FINGERS.
RACHEL'S POV
I get off my bed a little bit late at night because before going to bed last night, Beatrice had sent a message to those of us who worked for the event to take two days off to rest and resume on Monday. That is quite a huge relief.
This is why I appreciate and respect her because even though we might not be close, she knows how to take care of those assigned to her.
I freshen up and head to the dining table while thinking about how I will spend my day productively.
"Good morning, Marco." I greet him with a smile.
"Good morning. Yesterday's event must have been tiring for you seeing how late you woke up!" He exclaims and I chuckle, "It is almost noon."
I nod, " I am not even exaggerating when I say that it was kind of tough to pull but we did it. I deserve the rest." I respond.
"Yeah."
"What about Noah? Has he left yet?"
"He hasn't stepped out of his room since he entered last night."
Huh...that is strange.
"Will you check in on him?" Marco asks me and I hesitate for a while because he has warned me not to step into his room. I am not so sure if he will react well if I go there. He might even have the door locked.
"Don't overthink the situation, Rachel," Marco calls me out of my thoughts and I stand up to go and check up on him.
When I get to his door, I exhale before knocking on the door but I get no response. I repeat the knocks, but nothing changes, so I decide to leave. However, I feel the nudge to check one last time, and this time, I go for the door handle, which I press down, and the door opens.
Wow. His room's view comes to light. It is a huge master bedroom, but now isn't the time to start admiring how beautiful his room is when he is lying on the bed like a dead human, so I enter and move closer.
"Noah?" I call his name softly but he doesn't respond.
"Noah, are you okay?" I am now standing next to his bed with a frown. He moves his mouth and squeezes his eyes shut even further. I become worried and lean to touch him.
Noah is sick.
I didn’t think much of it at first when Marci mentioned that he was tired. He was always serious, always carrying himself with a level of restraint that made it impossible to tell when something was wrong. I thought it was just his usual aloofness with coldness. But now, as I stand in his room, staring at him in this state, there’s no denying it anymore.
His shirt is damp with sweat, strands of his dark hair sticking to his forehead. Even in sleep, his expression is tight, like he’s fighting off the discomfort. I press the back of my hand against his face, and my stomach clenches at the heat radiating from him.
A fever. Why is he this hot?
I exhale sharply, pushing away the unease curling in my chest. It’s fine. I’ll handle this.
Without hesitation, I move around the room, grabbing a damp cloth from the bathroom and placing it against his forehead. He shifts slightly, a low, almost pained sound escaping his lips, but he doesn’t wake. His body must be too drained to resist.
For the next hour, I do what I can. Marco had come in earlier when he didn't see me downstairs. He also helps out. He helps me lift Noah's body so I can wipe his body with the cold wet cloth which should fight against the hotness. I firmly press the cloth on his upper body, wiping it as gently as I can. After I am done, I adjust the blankets so he’s comfortable and make sure there’s water on the nightstand in case he wakes up.
Marco goes to bring something light that he can eat. I don’t know why I’m going through all this trouble. It’s not like Noah would do the same for me. Or would he?
I shake off the thought, sighing as I take a seat beside the bed.
"You should eat something, Noah. You need to take these medications." I say to him, and after much persuasion, he takes a few bites and uses the medications before going back to sleep."You really need to learn when to stop pushing yourself," I mutter, knowing he can’t hear me. "Not everything has to be a battle. You also need to rest, okay?"
He worked himself out and here is the result.
He shifts slightly, a deep crease forming between his brows as if he’s dreaming about something unpleasant. My eyes flicker to his face, studying the way his usually sharp features seem softer in sleep.
He looks… different like this. Less like the cold, unreadable man I married and more like someone who—deep down—might be capable of something other than indifference.
I use the time to take a look around his room.
Noah's bedroom is spacious but minimalistic, with dark wooden furniture and deep gray walls that give it a sophisticated feel. A bookshelf stands neatly stocked near a leather armchair by the window, where thick curtains drape to block out the city lights. Everything is in perfect order, reflecting his disciplined nature.
A faint knock on the door pulls me from my thoughts. I frown, standing up and making my way over, careful not to make too much noise as I crack it open.
Marianne.
I hold back a groan at the sight of her standing there, dressed as if she didn’t just attend an entire event. Her hair is perfectly in place, and her lips are pressed into what I assume is supposed to be a concerned expression.
"Rachel?" Her voice reflects the disapproval that she has after seeing me in Noah's bedroom. I am unfazed about it because she gives no other reaction than that.
"What are you doing here? Where is Noah?"
I wanted to tell her, "I am in my husband's room, and what are you doing in a married man's room?" but I restrained myself. It won't end well saying that.
So. I step out slightly, keeping the door partially closed behind me so she won't get to go in. "He’s resting."
She blinks as if she wasn’t expecting me to be the one answering the door.
"I see." Then she attempts to pass through but I block her.
"What are you doing? Why are you in my way?"
I tilt my head with a look that asserts my dominance at this point. Noah is sleeping and likely has no idea what is happening. By nature and by paper, I am his wife and even though I have tried not to make his business my business about women, I am going to make this one mine.
It is time for me to take my revenge on her for what she did last time.
"I told you that he is resting,"
"So what?"
"So you should leave and come back when he is done resting in two days," I replied.
"Are you sick?"
"Noah is the sick one, not me.""What kind of nonsense is this? Have you forgotten your place in this house, you lowly worker? Who do you think you are to block my way?" she argues fiercely while I rub my ear with a finger.
"You shout too much. Lower your voice, Noah is resting because he is sick. If he wakes up, I won't hesitate to chain you down and beat the hell out of you."
Her face reddens from anger as her mouth goes open with no words coming out at the initial moment. She is about to raise her hand and hit me when I stop her,
"Don't even try it. This is not some kind of soap opera, okay? If your hand lands on my face right now, I will have each finger broken, and you will end up in the hospital. So stop behaving like a brat and come back later like I said. It is a simple instruction. Obey!" I smile and take a step back in before slamming the door against her face.
I wait a little while and ensure that she is gone before I chuckle. I feel so proud of myself and also satisfied that I pulled that through. With a quiet sigh, I go back to sitting next to Noah, my gaze falling on him once again. He’s still sleeping. Did he perhaps hear what has happened between Marianne and me?I am not too sure. I don't even know where the boldness to speak to her like that comes from. I guess my bottled-up anger against her took a strong hold on me.
I will see how this plays out when he wakes up.
CHAPTER 22: THANK YOU.NOAH'S POVA sharp ache pulses through my temples as I stir awake. I blink a few times, my body is still sluggish from the fever that had knocked me out earlier. Instinctively, I try to sit up, but an unfamiliar weight presses against my legs, halting my movement.I look below and see her.Rachel.She’s curled up at the foot of my bed, her arms folded under her head, her chest rising and falling steadily in deep sleep. Strands of her dark hair fall across her cheek, framing her peaceful expression. For a moment, I do nothing but watch her, my throat tightening with an emotion I can’t quite place. She stayed. Even after all the ways I’ve pushed her away, she’s still here.Why? Is she probably putting up an act? How can she be so patient and nice? Why isn't she fighting back? Is it because I do not give her a chance to do such? It all must be an act.I remember everything—the way she stood her ground against Marianne. I hadn’t been asleep. I heard it. I had hear
CHAPTER 23: BURNING SCANDAL NOAH'S POVThe drive to the family estate is quiet, save for the low hum of the engine. Despite the warmth of the evening, my hands feel cold against the leather steering wheel. I know this visit might just not be about delivering a file—nothing with my family is ever that simple. After thinking about it, the Senator could have had anyone else deliver it but chose me purposely.I rub my chin. Maybe this is a conspiracy plan to have me come over.As I pull up to the grand entrance, the imposing gates open before me, a sight that has remained unchanged for years. The family house stands tall, its grandeur undeniable, yet to me, it has always felt suffocating. The weight of expectations, of past wounds, clings to its walls like an unshakable curse.I sigh as I get out of the car.I step inside. The servants, some familiar, some new, greet me with polite nods. Their eyes hold recognition, but also wariness. It has been a while since I last stepped foot here, a
CHAPTER 24: STAY AWAY FROM HER!NOAH'S POVI resumed work, feeling slightly more energized after my recent sickness. It is not my first time falling sick so getting back on my feet didn't take much longer. Also, I oversee the affairs of my establishment, which I don't joke with, so leaving things for too long without attending to them wouldn't be beneficial to me.A few minutes after stepping into my office, I get a knock on my door. "Come in," I order as I loosen my tie before slipping off my suit jacket, rolling my shoulders as I settle into my chair. The door is opened and my manager approaches my desk with a cautious look. "Good morning, sir." "Morning. What is it? Did your grandmother give birth this time around or did your cat die?" I query him as I reach out to pick up my pen before glancing at him briefly with a doubtful expression as he tries to defend himself by waving his hands, contrary to what I had asked. "Not at all, sir." He chuckles, "It is just that Miss
CHAPTER 25: DEATH ANNIVERSARY.AMELIA'S POVThe evening air is thick with humidity as I step out of the cab, clutching a bouquet of white lilies against my chest. My fingers tighten around the delicate stems, my knuckles turning white as I look around. The cemetery is quiet, the only sounds are coming from the rustling leaves and distant chirps of crickets. The fading sunlight casts long shadows over the headstones, and my breath comes out shaky as I force myself to take a step forward.I shouldn’t be nervous. It’s just my mother’s grave. I’ve done this every year, haven’t I? But I know it’s not her that has my heart slamming against my ribs. It’s him.As I walk down the gravel path, my gaze flickers ahead, and I finally see them clearly. Emily stands a few feet away, her arms wrapped around herself, eyes filled with relief as they land on me. And beside her—him. My father. He stands tall, rigid, his hands shoved into the pockets of his suit. He doesn’t look at me. Not even once as I
CHAPTER 26. HE UNDRESSED SSED ME?RACHEL'S POVThe morning light seeps through my curtains, casting a soft glow over my room, but it does nothing to chase away the lingering heaviness from last night. I turn onto my side, burying my face in the pillow, but the moment I close my eyes, my father's cold voice echoes in my mind. The ache in my chest tightens, and I inhale sharply, forcing myself to sit up. My body feels stiff, a dull reminder of the hours I spent crying in the rain.Maybe it wasn't such a good idea to remain there for that long and now I feel like I might not last long on Earth because of the issues I've been facing that seem to be affecting my mental health.With a sigh, I grab my phone from the nightstand. My heart sinks when I see several missed calls from Emily. I hesitate for a moment before setting the phone back down. I don’t know if I have the strength to talk to her yet.I know that her calls have to do with what happened last night but I am less interested. As
CHAPTER 27: FIRST KISS. RACHEL'S POVThe sound of the front door clicking shut breaks the silence in the living room. I glance up from the book I’ve been pretending to read for a while since I heard his car drive in, my fingers frozen against the page. I am wondering if he is just going to ignore me and walk away or maybe something might come up.Noah walks in, his tie loosened, his gaze steady as he looks at me. There’s no immediate irritation in his expression, no sharp words waiting on his tongue. Just silence. "Welcome back," I say to him and he nods. Well, that's a first. "Are you busy?" His voice is even, unreadable.I blink, unsure if I imagined the question. I look down at the book I am holding - do I look in any way busy?! "No... why?"He exhales as if debating his next words. "Get dressed. We’re going out."I stare at him, waiting for a smirk, a sarcastic edge—some indication that this is another joke. But to my surprise, none comes. Instead, he shrugs off his sui
CHAPTER 28: BURNING FIRERACHEL'S POVThe moment I wake up, my mind betrays me. The kiss replays over and over, filling my chest with a warmth that I don’t know how to process. I roll on my mind, trying so hard not to scream. So last night was a bit hot...I found myself kissing my boss and we were not even able to resist each other. I groan and cover my face with my pillow due to embarrassment because of the kinds of thoughts that I have.Was it a mistake? Was it because it just seemed like we were both drowning in the moments of our desires instead of running away? A slip in judgment? Or was it something more? Something I’m not ready to admit?I shake my head, forcing myself out of bed. It was just a kiss. Noah hasn’t exactly given me any reason to believe it meant anything. He was cold before it happened, and he’ll be cold after. Nothing’s changed.Somehow, I pray that I would be proved wrong as hoping for the positive might actually change things.As I step into the kitchen, I see
CHAPTER 29: A TASTE OF SOMETHING NEW.RACHEL'S POVI sit on the couch, waiting for Noah to return. The house is unusually quiet, and I find myself glancing at the clock every few minutes. My fingers trace the rim of my phone absentmindedly when it suddenly vibrates, making me jump from the sound.I exhale softly in relief when I notice that it is just a phone. An unknown number flashes on the screen. My instinct tells me to ignore it, but curiosity gets the best of me. I hesitate for a moment before swiping to answer. "Hello?" My voice comes out wary.A sluggish, slurry voice responds on the other end, almost incoherent. It takes me a second to recognize it, but when I do, my heart clenches. "Rachel… Rachel, I—" There’s a pause, followed by a heavy sigh. "I'm so sorry… I shouldn't have said those words to you… I still—still love you. I promise that (burps) I promise to do better. We can both do it. I promise to release you from the shackles of that manipulator."Liam.My
CHAPTER 51: SHE'S NERVOUS.NOAH'S POVThe nightmare comes again, the same relentless images that chase me through the dark. I wake up with a start, breath heaving, sweat clinging to my skin. I guess my plans to move in might have brought it back again. My heart is heavy, the weight of something old and unshakable pressing against my ribs. I reach for the glass of water on the nightstand, drinking it down in quick gulps. The silence of the room is stifling, but I force myself to sit still, to let the remnants of the nightmare settle before checking my phone.A message from Reeves. "Hey, so you are leaving today. I just wanted to remind you. Don't waste your time at the family house dealing only with that issue. Don't forget about our plans. And make sure you take good care of Rachel. She's not strong enough to face them alone."I stare at the message for a few seconds longer than necessary before responding with a simple, "Thanks. I won’t forget the plan." I put the phone down.With
CHAPTER 50: MOVING OUT. RACHEL'S POV.Dinner is as miserable as ever. The silence stretches between us like a thick, unbreakable wall. I focus on my plate, forcing myself to chew and swallow despite the weight in my stomach. Noah, as expected, doesn't spare me a single glance. He eats in his usual composed, almost mechanical way, making no effort to acknowledge my presence. I should be used to it by now.But I’m not. I have tasted the benefits of his warm presence so much that I wanted it to remain that way. I guess the universe is not on my side.When he finishes his meal, he places his cutlery down with a deliberate slowness. I expect him to leave, to walk out as if I don't exist, like he always does. Instead, his voice cuts through the quiet air, catching me off guard. "Get ready," he says flatly, wiping his mouth with a napkin before pushing his chair back. "For what?" I ask him with a soft tone. "We’ll be moving to my family’s house for a few weeks." he breaks down th
CHAPTER 49:DO YOU LOVE HIM? RACHEL'S POV.The café is warm, and the scent of freshly brewed coffee fills the air, but it does nothing to comfort me. My fingers tremble as I stir my drink, watching the milk swirl into the dark liquid before fading into a murky brown. My chest feels tight, my throat raw from holding back the sobs that threaten to break free. Emily sits across from me, her eyes soft with concern, waiting patiently for me to finish speaking. “I just... I just don’t know, Emily,” I murmur, my voice barely above a whisper. I wipe my tear-stained cheek. My fingers tighten around the warm cup as I blink rapidly, trying to stop more tears from slipping down my cheeks. “I couldn’t just ignore the call. Dorcas sounded so desperate. I was afraid that she was going to get hurt because of the screams. Elvis was wrecking things... I—I had to go. I had to help him. Am I at fault?"Emily sighs, reaching across the table to take my hand. Her grip is gentle but firm. “Rachel, list
CHAPTER 48: BACK TO SQUARE ONE.RACHEL'S POV.My eyes snap open immediately after my phone's alarm rang. I am not sure if I have properly gotten enough sleep, but my eyes are heavy, and so is my heart. I remain in the same position that I slept in - chest up and hands below my tummy, almost like the position of a dead one. "I don't want to move," I whisper to myself as I try to hold back a tear that is threatening to fall off my eyes. Is this probably the storm that Diva mentioned that I was going to face when reading my card? So, it wasn't fake after all.I push myself from the bed and head to the bathroom to shower. While brushing my teeth, I flashback to yesterday's event.I was still speaking with my colleagues when my phone's brightened screen caught my attention so I had to pay attention to it. I clutched my phone tightly as I stared at the message on the screen. It was an unknown number, crying for help with Elvis's name attached to it—it was enough to make my entire body te
CHAPTER 47: BIRTHDAY DISASTER (2)NOAH'S POVI slam the door shut behind me, my breath ragged as fury claws at my chest. The house is silent, but I do not mind it; I am used to that kind of life. I can’t even think straight. My mind is a hurricane, spinning out of control, each gust of anger fueled by the images of Rachel that had been sent to me.Marco looks up, startled. So he knows about the birthday party. He probably wasn’t expecting me home so early. Neither was I. Today was supposed to be my birthday. A day I never really cared about, but somehow, I let myself believe—for a brief moment—that it could be different. That maybe, just maybe, I could enjoy something normal. But I was a fool. “Sir? Why are you back this early?” Marco takes a cautious step forward.I ignore him, heading straight to the wine cabinet. My fingers tremble as I grab the first bottle of strong whiskey I can find. The cap clatters onto the marble countertop, forgotten as I pour myself a heavy drink. The a
CHAPTER 46: BIRTHDAY DISASTER (1)NOAH'S POV. Rachel walks toward me, carrying the birthday cake with both hands. The cheers died down instantly as they all expected my reaction. The flickering candlelight casts a soft glow on her face, and for a moment, everything else fades. She stops just in front of me, her voice gentle as she says, “Happy birthday, Mr. Noah.”It's been a while since I heard her call me that but I get why she did. I don’t respond right away. I just look at her, at the sincerity in her eyes. Then, with a slow breath, I close my eyes and make a wish—though I have no idea what to wish for. Maybe peace. Maybe clarity. Maybe something I’ll never have. I don't know. It never actually works. It's just a facade. When I open my eyes, I blow out the candles.The room erupts in cheers and applause. The sound is loud, yet strangely distant, like I’m underwater. I nod slightly, forcing a small smile, not because I’m comfortable with this, but because I recognize their
CHAPTER 45: SURPRISE BIRTHDAY FROM WIFEYNOAH'S POVI jolt awake, my entire body drenched in sweat, my breath ragged as I struggle to shake off the remnants of my nightmare. The darkness of my room offers no comfort, the dim glow of the bedside lamp casting long shadows on the walls. My heart pounds erratically as the echo of a child’s terrified screams still rings in my ears.I swallow hard, forcing myself to sit up. "Not again," I mumble helplessly as I try to gain control of my senses again. Leaning forward, I rest my head on my lap, my hands gripping the sheets as I try to calm down a bit. Even with the air conditioning humming in the background, the cool air does nothing to ease the clammy heat enveloping me. I stay in that position for a moment, trying to slow my breathing, but the weight in my chest refuses to dissipate.Eventually, I reach for the drawer beside my bed, pulling it open with shaking hands. That is my last option right now.My fingers close around a familiar
CHAPTER 44: PREPARATION.RACHEL'S POV "Wait, what?" I blink at Liam, utterly baffled. "Noah’s birthday is next week?"Liam smirks, leaning back against the counter like he’s just delivered the most important news of the century. "That’s right, Mrs. Sinclair. Your dear husband’s special day is right around the corner, and lucky for you, I’m here to spill the beans."I gape at him, feeling a mix of excitement and disbelief. "Why am I just hearing about this now?"Liam stretches lazily, his grin widening. "Because your husband is a cryptic, brooding man who doesn’t exactly throw confetti at the thought of birthdays. Why do you even think he is going to open his mouth and tell you about it?"I cross my arms, narrowing my eyes at him. Well, he is right. "And you’re telling me this now because…?" "What do you mean by that? Do you mean that you would have preferred if I kept it away from you?"I quickly shake my head, "No, not at all. I didn't mean that. I apologize if my words sound
CHAPTER 43: YOU ARE BLUSHING.RACHEL'S POVIt has been a week since I arrived at the house with Noah. Surprisingly, things have been going well between us. He hasn’t been as cold, and while he still keeps his distance, there’s a certain ease between us now that wasn’t there before. It feels...different.On this particular Saturday, I prepare to leave for an outing. I had promised Emily to come and see her when I came back from the event. As I make my way through the house, I ask Marco if he has seen Noah. Before leaving, I decide that it is best to let Noah know since I didn't speak about wanting to leave the house earlier this morning. "He's in the guest room with someone," Marco informs me. I pause, wondering if it’s even necessary to interrupt him just to inform him about my plans. Would he even care?But something inside me urges me to go, so I do. I find myself standing outside the guest room door. Taking a deep breath, I knock and push it open.As I step into the guest room,