Chapter 8

Chapter 8

Lucifer carried the backpack and rode his motor. Even if he doesn't want to do it, he needs the tuition fee to continue the second semester and finally finish school. Only here can he get the inheritance from his Father. When he arrived at the said Healthcare, he looked at Amira's school ID given to him by Ms. Capa. "Amara Miranda? How was Amira?" Astonishment of it. He decided to enter and was suddenly stopped by the guard. "Sir, what is their purpose?" He promised and from head to toe he was watched. "I'm looking for my-wife." Promise it and smile. "Are you sure he's here?" Asking it to him. "Man, let me in, I'll die if I don't go to my wife." Lucy promised and handed him the logbook. Lucy carries the Everlasting Flowers as she waits for Amira to come out. "Doesn't he look like a graduate with the flower I brought?" He would ask himself as he watched what he had bought.

It is round and looks like a saint. The man does not know how to woo or give flowers. He chose only what he saw as a beautiful and colorful flower. He later saw Amira's peer Nurse. Full bangs still cover her beautiful face and the girl also lost weight. He didn't know but it was as if his heart was pounding when he saw what it looked like. "Why are you here?" Poorly said it. "For you." Lucy said and she tied the flower she was carrying. Lucy laughed slightly because Amira looked like a saint. "This flower is related to my name." He said softly and Lucy frowned at what he said. "Ha? Name? How?" They walk around. "My name Amara means Everlasting. Did you know that this flower's name is Everlasting? Often in Baguio there is this." Promise of the maiden. Lucifer smiled at what he said. "Why are you here?" Amira asked him again. "To visit you. You've been away from school for a long time." Its promise. "Don't visit me after this. I'm crazy, don't you see I'm in a mental hospital?" she said and Lucy felt sad. "I'll get you back here. If I could live here. It looks peaceful and happier with the patients here, than with the people around the city." It answers him.

He faced the maiden and began to tie her hair, as he parted her bangs. "Don't hide your face." Lucy's promise. "Get me out of here. I beg you, I don't want to be here." Amira whispered to him and held his hand. Amira's face came even closer to hers so Lucy moved away a little. "That's bad." Grinning at it. "I'll run away if you don't let me go." Amira threatens. "You're stubborn, aren't you? I'll just visit you here again." Lucy told him and the two sat near the garden. "I want to go Bolinao, Lucifer." Its promise. "What will you do there?" Questioning it. "Mama was there, I told her I would come back to her in case I didn't know how to travel to Bolinao." Its promise.

"Really? Have you never ridden a jeep, motorbike, or any other public vehicle?" Amira asked and shook her head. "Bring me to Manang Doris and Mama." Promise it and smile. "Where's your Mom." Lucifer asks. "Just come out for a moment he said he just had something to buy." Its smile. Lucifer bowed down and felt even more sad about what he was going through. Ms. said everything. Capa to him. Lucy sighed because she had just said that Amira wanted to go to her MOTHER in Bolinao, and now she said that she was with Mother. He was even more depressed because his mental illusions got worse.

Amira still insists that her Mama is still alive, but she was dead TWELVE Years ago but she is still alive and living in the past.

Schizophrenia is a serious mental disorder in which people interpret reality abnormally. Schizophrenia may result in some combination of hallucinations, delusions, and extremely disordered thinking and behavior that impairs daily functioning, and can be disabling. People with schizophrenia require lifelong treatment.

It was as if what Lucifer was studying was already happening in real life. All the things Amira says and her thoughts are just part of her imagination. He doesn’t know the whole story why to this day he is still looking for his Mother. "Do you believe me?" Amira suddenly asked him. "Of course, introduce me to your Mama and then I'll introduce you to my Mama." Lucifer smiled and he smiled at it. Lucifer looked at his watch for a while and saw that it was time for him to go back to Manila. "Amira I need to go home." He resigns his hand.

"Don't leave me here." He saw the sadness in her eyes and begged her not to leave him. "Please, I don't want to be here anymore. I don't want to take medicine. I don't want this to make Mama even angrier." He said and Lucy sighed as he kissed her. Lucy slowly raised her hand and touched her soft and long hair. "When I come back, I'll take you with me." He promised and broke up with Amira. "I will wait for you." Lucifer smiled and laughed because Amira just smiled like this. "I'll go now." Its promise. It was as if every step he took away from here he really wanted to go back to the girl and include her. He turned again to Amira who was still staring at him. "Lucifer, that patient of yours is not a literal wife." When he whispered and put on his helmet to continue driving.

On the other hand..

Phoenix held up a bondpaper and stared at the microphone. "Mr. Carlos Ready?" Producer inquiry within the studio. Phoenix just nodded and started hearing the song. In a few weeks of her departure and departure from Banda, Phoenix is ​​already facing an offer to her as a solo artist to be sent to Japan. He didn't tell Azza, especially Lucifer. He knew he was selfish but he didn’t miss the opportunity since the Japanese Producer called him. Now that he is improving his studies because after that, he has to go to Japan and become a Singer/Composer. The next day at school, Lucy and Phoenix meet in the hallway. Not one percent of the glance Phoenix didn't look back at the friend. "Phoenix." Lucy called to him and the young man stopped walking. "Don't you have any plans for us to bring the band back?" Lucy asks him.

To this day Lucifer still hopes that their association will return, which only began with a superficial discussion and ended in eventual disbandment. "Sorry Bro." He answered and finally walked away. Lucy sighed and went straight to Ms. Guidance Office. Capa. "Lucifer! What are you?" Asar na bungad ni Ms. Capa to him. "What?" Questioning it. "Why did you say that Amira is your wife? Did you know that her Dad visited there and asked for you ?! You know that Mr. Miranda is trying to keep his son away from us." Its promise. "The guard doesn't want to let me in, does he?" She excused herself and was shocked to be beaten by Ms. Capa.

"I'll get him back maybe tomorrow." It's a confession. "Don't do it first because it's still hot." Ms. Saad. Capa. "Ma'am, she needs me." It said seriously. Ms. smiled slightly. Capa in its answer. "Why are you smiling? You might not study me if I don't heal Amira." He answered and scratched his head. Lucy was a good smoker in the office and was pulled by Ms. Capa has long hair. "Lucifer Cuenca, you're in the office. Don't smoke ... How are you three?" Suddenly the topic of Ms. Capa. "No more, I might just be the only one to join the Festival." Lucy said and raised her foot on the table. "I'll pray for you." Ms. Saad. Capa. "PRAY? Come on, if God is real why is my life like this?" pissed off it said. "Do you believe you have a brain?" Question by Ms. Capa to him. "Yes there is why?" He replied. "Do you see?" Question by Ms. Capa. "No, but I know there is." Lucy replied.

"Just like God, you don't see him but you know he's here for us. And that's faith." It said seriously. Lucifer laughed softly and shook his head. "So if you're wondering, you and Amira are the ones I'm always watching over. Both of you lack faith. Both of you, you're weak. You've swallowed too much of the problem that destiny has brought to us. It's okay to solve the problem, but don't let it go. it will eat you up and turn you away from reality. " Advising it. "I'll go now." Its erection.

"Where are you going? Aren't you still busy?" Question by Ms. Capa. "I'll get back to Amira." He promised and hurried out. "Lucy! Don't do that first!" He chased after her and Lucy didn't listen.

"Yeah, I'm not a total believer."