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Grief Of Losing Child

Author: theraregirl22
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

Lily slowly opened her eyes while trying to adjust to the sudden flash of daylight. She closed her eyes before reopening them. As she scanned her surroundings, she discovered herself in an unfamiliar room with white ceilings and curtains. It looked like a hospital room.

Hospital!

As soon as the word crossed her mind, she went through a series of sudden flashbacks, making her remember all the previous events. Her talking to her dad, Amalia calling her for help, Martha, her tripping and then falling into the water. Everything flashed through her head like a series. Her hand moved to her stomach as she tried to feel her baby. It was gone.

“My baby!” She cried out, her voice sounding dry and hoarse. Rayan, who was standing in a corner talking to the doctor, immediately turned around after hearing Lily’s voice. She was finally awake.

“Lily!” He called her by name while rushing to her side. His heart sank when he found her sobbing while clutching her stomach.

“Baby, please calm down. Y
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