I'm here on the balcony of my room. Looking at the stunning picturesque of the vineyard as the sun is about to set. The hue of yellowish-red is scattered efficiently adding a more dense atmosphere as the evening is approaching. I gently rubbed my arm when I felt the cold breeze touch my skin.
I took a deep breath and let out a deep sigh while thinking of the decision I came up with after talking to my cousin Elliot. He has a point though, if I accept my grandpa's offer to be the successor of his group, I will gain the power I need to avenge my Mom's death. But how and where would I start? I don't even know these people aside from my grandpa.Marahas akong muling bumuntonghininga dahil para akong naghahanap ng karayom sa dayamihan. Hindi matumbok ng aking utak kung saan mag-uumpisa ng aking mga plano."A penny of your thoughts, apo?"I swiftly turned toward where I heard Grandpa's voice come from. He is standing by my bed, seriously staring at me."You didn't even notice I came in. Care to tell me what you are thinking?" He slowly walked closer to me while his hand was in his pocket and the other on his staff."I am accepting your offer, Grandpa!" I answered with conviction."Seriously?""Yes!" I said looking directly into his eyes, showing him how certain I am with my decision."That's good to hear, but I won't buy it for now. You just arrived and I wanted you to stay for a few more days. Then tell me about your final decision. I don't want you to decide just because you want to avenge your mother. I want you to decide because it is what your heart desires." Mariing wika ni Grandpa na ngayo'y nakaharap na sa papalubog na araw.Silence engulfed me as I slowly turned facing back to the setting sun. I couldn't grasp any words to say. I purse my lips simultaneously as I take a deep breath and sigh. Grandpa is right, I need to think about it a million times as my mind is in chaos.Magulo, nalilito, at hindi maarok ng utak ko ang dapat gawin."I'll send someone to help you so you will know where to start everything," Grandpa said which seems he read what's in my mind."Do you think, your people will accept me as their new leader?" I asked cynically."Well, from the start, they already know that you are my successor so they don't have any choice once you lead them," he answered."Besides, you have the charisma that can be your convincing power, especially to women members. Vivacious! Your energy will bring positivity to your people and drive them to do their tasks actively," Grandpa added.Matagal kaming nakatayo sa balkonahe at nag-usap. Dito ko nalaman ang mga detalye ng kulto o grupo ng lolo ko. He insisted that it wasn't but as far as I know, being deviant from the authorities, having its zealots that follow the rules fanatically is a cult. He is not claiming that he is a god, but every word of his mouth is a law and no one can defy otherwise, they will be dead.Ah! Whatever it is!"Go to rest early tonight as you will start tomorrow," Grandpa said as he moved, leaving me on the balcony.I am left hanging. Grandpa seemed to hypnotize me so that I wasn't able to utter a word nor ask him what he meant to start tomorrow.I went to bed early not because that's what Grandpa had told me but because I felt a sudden exhaustion from thinking about everything that bothered me.Kinabukasan, naalimpungatan ako sa mga kaluskos sa tabi ko. I jumped out of bed when I felt someone tugging on the duvet that covered me. I was about to attack them when one of the guys spoke."Monsieur Atlas, we are told to accompany you to Hortus.""Hortus?""Yes!""It is still three in the morning. I'm not going," I told them and threw myself back on the bed."Monsieur Atlas, we will force to take you there if you refuse to get up and go on your own," the same guy said and came close to me."What?" halos lumuwa ang mga mata ko nang marinig ang tugon niya kasabay nang marahas na pag-alis ng duvet na nakatakip sa aking mukha."Whatever!" wika ko sabay talukbong ulit ng duvet. Imposibleng buhatin nila ako at dalhin kung saan man ang Hortus na 'yon but I am wrong. Namalayan ko na lang ang pag-angat ng katawan ko mula sa pagkakahiga sa kama."Fuck! What the hell is this? Put me down!'I shouted and cursed the guys but to no avail. Malaking bulas ako but my body build is not as strong as these guys whom I think were hired to specially use their strength for such a scenario. Gamitan ng lakas para sa kagaya kong nagpupumiglas habang karga-karga nila palabas.I used to sleep in my boxers kaya hinayaan ko nang mahulog ang duvet at hinayaan ko na silang buhatin kung saan man nila ako balak dalhin. Ramdam ko pa ang dampi ng malamig na hanging nagmumula sa air-conditioner sa aking balat. Ilang pasilyo din ang nilakad nila habang magkatulong nila akong karga bago namin narating ang isang pintuan. Dito ay nilapag na nila ako sa hinuha kong harap ng pintuan."He is waiting for you, Monsieur Atlas," muling wika ng lalaki at magkasabay silang umatras pagilid ng pintuan.I stand there for a couple of minutes, thinking about going inside or run away and continuing my rest but I know, these guys are determined to stop me so I choose the former. I held the door handle and gently pushed it open.Nagising ang buo kong diwa nang tumambad sa akin ang looban. Napasinghap ako sa paghanga. Tila isa itong paraiso sa loob ng building na 'to. Naglakad ako nang dahan-dahan papasok. Nakalimutang tanging kapiranggot na saplot lang ang suot.I was so fascinated and stunned by the place that I didn't even notice the two women who were following my gentle steps toward the middle. They put on a yukata on me as soon as I stopped in front of manmade waterfalls. Yukata is a Japanese costume that is made of cotton and hemp fabric for faster drying which most Japanese wear. I don't know why I have to wear this costume but I didn't bother to ask those ladies for reasons. I stood there in the middle and let the water from the waterfalls splash on my feet as I felt it refreshing. I forgot that it's the earliest in the morning."You came!"I jolted when I heard an unfamiliar voice. I turned to look where it came from and I saw a man, if I'm not mistaken, in his sixties. Obviously, with his small, slanted eyes, he is Japanese."Who are you? Why I am here?""Watashi wa Kaito desu," pagpapakilala nito na ikinairita ko. I understand what he said but I don't have that much knowledge of the language for him to speak to me. "Can we talk in English? We are in a country where we're both strangers so I guess you know the language to communicate," tugon ko na ibinalewala ang kanyang pagpapakilala. Hindi na ako nag-abala pang magpakilala sa kanya kasi alam kong kilala na niya kung sino ako. He chuckled. "I'm sorry Monsieur Atlas." He bowed his head.So, this guy will be one of my followers, if Grandpa passes his leadership to me? I grinned. Parang ang sarap sa pakiramdam na may mga magiging tauhan ako or sa mas angkop na salita, utusan! Kasi ganoon naman eh, ayon sa sinabi ni Grandpa, kamatayan ang kapalit ng sinumang susuway sa kanyang kautusan. Sounds powerful, right?"What do we do now? And why I am here. You haven't answered me, yet."Instead of answering me, he turned and walked steadily away from me."Follow me!""Oh, come on! Why I am here?" Naiirita kong tanong sa kanya sa pangatlong pagkakataon."This place is called Hortus. Your Grandpa loves this place. This is where he stays when he tries to detach himself from all the chaos outside for a moment," he said instead of answering me.I took a deep breath, calming myself down in annoyance with Kaito. Who wouldn't annoyed if he answered you far from what you asked? I'm enough so I chose not to talk anymore, but continue to follow him wherever he would take me inside this place.A few meters later, he stopped. I scanned the place. It's like an open temple where there were statues of gods of I don't know what sect. I don't care. I am a free thinker and don't believe in any gods."I'm here to help you clear your mind," he said as he laid down a mat that had been there when we arrived.'So, mag-yo-yoga kami?'"What the hell!"I clenched my hands and gnashed my teeth as I became enraged. One of the things that irritates me is when people don't tell me explicitly what they want or intend to do."Kaito!" *****************Hortus means garden."Kaito!"Out of my unfathomable anger and frustration, my voice boomed and reverberated all over the place when I called his name.He stopped and gently stood while calmly meeting my intense gaze like he didn't care what angered me. "Is there any problem, Monsieur Atlas?" he asked and smiled thinly. Lalong uminit ang ulo ko nang ngumiti siya. Kulang na lang ang bumuga ako ng apoy na parang dragon sa sobrang inis sa kanya. "Will you stop smiling and tell me directly what we're going to do here?" I asked impatiently. I don't care if he is older than me. I am extremely mad at him for ignoring my query. "Meditation," he answered, shortly. "For what?" angil ko sa kanya. "To help you contemplate and will be able to come up with a right decision. You know what I'm talking about, right?" "I'm not dumb not to understand. What I don't understand is that I've been asking you a couple of times but you didn't answer me directly. Is this part of the rules here?" "Watashi no warui, musshuato
"Atlas!"I was heading to my room when someone called me. I halted in the middle of the hallway, took a deep breath, and put on a stoic expression before I turned around to face him. It was Grandpa. I don't know what he wants again. I stood there. Didn't bother to welcome or greet him. I just waited for him as he walked sluggishly closer to my spot. "When are you leaving?" he asked as he continued walking. His voice is low but echoing in the hallway. I am not surprised if he found out about it. I know it was Ichiro who told him. I didn't ask his permission to go home because I knew, he would just do everything to change my mind. "So, you already know?" I scoff.He chuckled. His hand is busy with his stick drawing an invisible line on the carpeted floor while looking down at it. "Do you think, there is some secret that won't be able to reach my knowledge?" He lifted his head and looked at me. I met his gaze confidently and intensely. Ever since I have been here. I didn't get inti
"Do I have to say it again?" Ichiro said in sarcasm with his brow raised to tease me. "Don't tell me you're going to go with me to the Philippines?" "Why not? Wouldn't you like me to go with you?" he asked in return. "Just imagine, in this building, there are people who are secretly unhappy because of your arrival. What if they were the people that your grandpa happened to choose to accompany you to go back home? Do you think you will be safe?" Hindi ako nakaimik. Ichiro has a point. I don't fully trust him but been with him during training and I can say that he is loyal to my grandpa. He can't betray him easily by hurting me in case. Besides, he is not interested in leading the group so he was surely not going to kill me to remove me as Grandpa's successor. "How can I be so sure that I'll be safe with you?" Ichiro laughed maniacally. Para itong baliw na basta na lang tumawa kahit hindi naman nakakatawa ang tanong ko. "It's not funny, Ichiro! I'm asking you seriously because I d
"Welcome back, dude!" salubong na bati ng pinsan kong si Elliot nang pumasok ako sa kanilang bakuran sakay ng aking motor. Hindi pa man ako tuluyang nakababa ay kinabig niya ako at niyakap. "Hey!" saway ko sa kanya. "Can you let me get down first?" natatawa kong wika sa kanya. I park my bike on the usual spot kapag nandito ako sa bahay nila Tita Erina. Milagro walang Sabino na umeksena. "This is for you!" Dinamba ko nang bahagya sa dibdib niya ang dala kong wine na nasa loob ng wine carrier. I brought him the wine that I tasted a couple of days ago. The wine is produced by Sanctuario de Atlas winery. "Wow! Pasalubong. You miss me that much?" wika nito na kinuha ang wine. Ngumisi pa itong nanunudyo at may kasamang kindat. "Huwag mo 'kong inisin. Inis na ako kanina pa," saad ko at nagpatiunang tunguhin ang kanilang pintuan. "Why?" "May sumusunod sa 'kin." Pasalampak akong naupo sa couch nang marating namin ang sala. "Who?" "Grandpa sent three of his men with me," I answered vex
The year 2013, two years after I finally decided to assume my grandpa's position as a leader of Les paragones de l'éternité or The Paragons of Eternity. I'm now in Manila to meet Lev Petrov. The guy I met two years ago, asked me to join the group he was planning to create. I have no idea what group it is but I accepted his invitation. "Boss, are you sure of this? I mean, you told me that Petrov said that there are other people he invited for this meeting? How can you be so sure that you are safe with them?" tanong ni Ichiro na nasa upuan kaharap ko dito sa loob ng sasakyan.Maliban kay Grandpa, si Ichiro lang ang napagsabihan ko tungkol sa imbitasyon noon ni Lev Petrov. Hindi ko ito sinabi sa pinsan kong si Elliot dahil alam kong hindi ito papayag at baka iparating na naman kay Tita Erina. Even Dad knows nothing about it. For what, anyway? He doesn't care about me. Baka nga hindi niya pa rin alam that I already killed a few who defy the law of the cult. Yeah, it's a cult! Legit! Even
Napatigil ako sa paglalakad sabay marahas na napalingon at nakaambang suntukin ang sinumang sumuntok sa aking balikat pero mukha ni Elliot ang sumalubong sa akin. "Ba-"Halos magkasabay naming bigkas pero napatigil at nagsukatan ng tingin. "You first!" utos niya sa akin. "You!" ganting tugon ko sa kanya. "Dax!" "Okay, fine!"I told Ichiro to wait for me outside and asked my cousin to have coffee at the cafe located outside the building, facing the parking area. "Why are you here? I mean, what makes you join the group?" I asked him while we were waiting for our coffee. "How about you? Is it to take revenge? Do you think it is necessary?" Elliot sounds unhappy with my decision to join the group of Lev Petrov. "So, you mean, you have the right to join but I don't have? That. . .that your decision is necessary but mine is not?" Gigil kong tugon sa kanya."Look, Dax! Don't get me wrong. You're still young and-""And also, you! We are just two years apart. Stop telling me that you m
Two years later, I continued being a leader of the cult while digging all the information that would lead to the person who took my mom's life. "Monsieur Atlas, Pablo is here," bungad ni Ichiro pagpasok nito sa silid na nagsisilbing opisina ko. Ito rin ang silid na ginamit ni Grandpa noong siya pa ang namumuno ng organisasyon. "Let him in!" tugon ko. Napasandal ako sa upuan habang hinihintay si Pablo. Si Pablo ay isa sa pinagkakatiwalaan kong tauhan ng organisasyon. Grandpa recommended him to me when I asked him to give me people I could trust inside the organization. "Bonne Soirée, Monsieur Atlas!" bati ni Pablo sabay lapag ng brown envelope sa mesa. Walang tugon kong dinampot ang envelope at binuksan. My jaw tightened as I gnashed my teeth when I read what was stated inside. It's the list of people who were suspected to be the accomplices of those who are behind my mom's assassination. Pabagsak kong nilapag ang envelope at padaskol na tumayo. "Pablo, send all the data and info
The next day, Pablo came to report again. He found the whereabouts of one of the people involved in my mom's death a decade ago. "I want you to continue getting information about these people as fast as you can, Pablo." "Oui, Monsieur!" Agad kong nilagok ang alak na nasa hawak kong kopita. Lalong nagpasidhi sa pagnanasa kong mahuli ang mga responsable sa pagkamatay ni Mommy ang init at pait ng alak na humahagod sa aking lalamunan. "You can leave, Pablo." "Yes, boss!" Yumukod si Pablo bago tuluyang umalis. Itinuon ko ang tingin sa harap ng laptop at muling inisa-isang sinuyod ng tingin ang mga nakasulat doon. Mga impormasyong magtuturo sa akin sa kung sino ang mga salarin kung bakit maaga akong naulila sa ina at umani ng pangungundena ng aking ama hanggang sa kasalukuyan. But, I don't think he will change his treatment toward me if I manage to avenge my mom's death. Sagad hanggang buto na yata ang galit niya sa akin at ni minsan, hindi ko naalalang itinuring niya akong anak. I h
6.45 P.M.I arrived with my men fifteen minutes earlier at a place where the leader of the Italian group wanted to meet me. I fixed my tie before I got out of the car. Nanatili muna akong nakatayo ng ilang saglit at marahang pinasadahan ang paligid. “Ichiro, follow me. The rest, stay here as lookout,” utos ko sa mga kasama kong tauhan. Alam kong may mga miyembro ang organisasyon na nakabase dito sa Italya at alam kong inalerto na sila ni lolo pero hindi pa rin ako maaaring pakampante. Kahit pa alam kong kilala ang lider nitong grupong kikitain ko, inalam ko pa rin kung anong klaseng tao siya. Ito ang una naming paghaharap at wala pa akong ideya kung ano ang magiging kahihinatnan ng paghaharap namin ngayon. I took a breath in and out before I started to step inside the building. It’s a five star hotel which is controlled by the person I’m going to meet. He is clever. He knows the assignment. Well, he is a known leader underground, what should I expect? According to Ichiro, he became
The next day, Pablo came to report again. He found the whereabouts of one of the people involved in my mom's death a decade ago. "I want you to continue getting information about these people as fast as you can, Pablo." "Oui, Monsieur!" Agad kong nilagok ang alak na nasa hawak kong kopita. Lalong nagpasidhi sa pagnanasa kong mahuli ang mga responsable sa pagkamatay ni Mommy ang init at pait ng alak na humahagod sa aking lalamunan. "You can leave, Pablo." "Yes, boss!" Yumukod si Pablo bago tuluyang umalis. Itinuon ko ang tingin sa harap ng laptop at muling inisa-isang sinuyod ng tingin ang mga nakasulat doon. Mga impormasyong magtuturo sa akin sa kung sino ang mga salarin kung bakit maaga akong naulila sa ina at umani ng pangungundena ng aking ama hanggang sa kasalukuyan. But, I don't think he will change his treatment toward me if I manage to avenge my mom's death. Sagad hanggang buto na yata ang galit niya sa akin at ni minsan, hindi ko naalalang itinuring niya akong anak. I h
Two years later, I continued being a leader of the cult while digging all the information that would lead to the person who took my mom's life. "Monsieur Atlas, Pablo is here," bungad ni Ichiro pagpasok nito sa silid na nagsisilbing opisina ko. Ito rin ang silid na ginamit ni Grandpa noong siya pa ang namumuno ng organisasyon. "Let him in!" tugon ko. Napasandal ako sa upuan habang hinihintay si Pablo. Si Pablo ay isa sa pinagkakatiwalaan kong tauhan ng organisasyon. Grandpa recommended him to me when I asked him to give me people I could trust inside the organization. "Bonne Soirée, Monsieur Atlas!" bati ni Pablo sabay lapag ng brown envelope sa mesa. Walang tugon kong dinampot ang envelope at binuksan. My jaw tightened as I gnashed my teeth when I read what was stated inside. It's the list of people who were suspected to be the accomplices of those who are behind my mom's assassination. Pabagsak kong nilapag ang envelope at padaskol na tumayo. "Pablo, send all the data and info
Napatigil ako sa paglalakad sabay marahas na napalingon at nakaambang suntukin ang sinumang sumuntok sa aking balikat pero mukha ni Elliot ang sumalubong sa akin. "Ba-"Halos magkasabay naming bigkas pero napatigil at nagsukatan ng tingin. "You first!" utos niya sa akin. "You!" ganting tugon ko sa kanya. "Dax!" "Okay, fine!"I told Ichiro to wait for me outside and asked my cousin to have coffee at the cafe located outside the building, facing the parking area. "Why are you here? I mean, what makes you join the group?" I asked him while we were waiting for our coffee. "How about you? Is it to take revenge? Do you think it is necessary?" Elliot sounds unhappy with my decision to join the group of Lev Petrov. "So, you mean, you have the right to join but I don't have? That. . .that your decision is necessary but mine is not?" Gigil kong tugon sa kanya."Look, Dax! Don't get me wrong. You're still young and-""And also, you! We are just two years apart. Stop telling me that you m
The year 2013, two years after I finally decided to assume my grandpa's position as a leader of Les paragones de l'éternité or The Paragons of Eternity. I'm now in Manila to meet Lev Petrov. The guy I met two years ago, asked me to join the group he was planning to create. I have no idea what group it is but I accepted his invitation. "Boss, are you sure of this? I mean, you told me that Petrov said that there are other people he invited for this meeting? How can you be so sure that you are safe with them?" tanong ni Ichiro na nasa upuan kaharap ko dito sa loob ng sasakyan.Maliban kay Grandpa, si Ichiro lang ang napagsabihan ko tungkol sa imbitasyon noon ni Lev Petrov. Hindi ko ito sinabi sa pinsan kong si Elliot dahil alam kong hindi ito papayag at baka iparating na naman kay Tita Erina. Even Dad knows nothing about it. For what, anyway? He doesn't care about me. Baka nga hindi niya pa rin alam that I already killed a few who defy the law of the cult. Yeah, it's a cult! Legit! Even
"Welcome back, dude!" salubong na bati ng pinsan kong si Elliot nang pumasok ako sa kanilang bakuran sakay ng aking motor. Hindi pa man ako tuluyang nakababa ay kinabig niya ako at niyakap. "Hey!" saway ko sa kanya. "Can you let me get down first?" natatawa kong wika sa kanya. I park my bike on the usual spot kapag nandito ako sa bahay nila Tita Erina. Milagro walang Sabino na umeksena. "This is for you!" Dinamba ko nang bahagya sa dibdib niya ang dala kong wine na nasa loob ng wine carrier. I brought him the wine that I tasted a couple of days ago. The wine is produced by Sanctuario de Atlas winery. "Wow! Pasalubong. You miss me that much?" wika nito na kinuha ang wine. Ngumisi pa itong nanunudyo at may kasamang kindat. "Huwag mo 'kong inisin. Inis na ako kanina pa," saad ko at nagpatiunang tunguhin ang kanilang pintuan. "Why?" "May sumusunod sa 'kin." Pasalampak akong naupo sa couch nang marating namin ang sala. "Who?" "Grandpa sent three of his men with me," I answered vex
"Do I have to say it again?" Ichiro said in sarcasm with his brow raised to tease me. "Don't tell me you're going to go with me to the Philippines?" "Why not? Wouldn't you like me to go with you?" he asked in return. "Just imagine, in this building, there are people who are secretly unhappy because of your arrival. What if they were the people that your grandpa happened to choose to accompany you to go back home? Do you think you will be safe?" Hindi ako nakaimik. Ichiro has a point. I don't fully trust him but been with him during training and I can say that he is loyal to my grandpa. He can't betray him easily by hurting me in case. Besides, he is not interested in leading the group so he was surely not going to kill me to remove me as Grandpa's successor. "How can I be so sure that I'll be safe with you?" Ichiro laughed maniacally. Para itong baliw na basta na lang tumawa kahit hindi naman nakakatawa ang tanong ko. "It's not funny, Ichiro! I'm asking you seriously because I d
"Atlas!"I was heading to my room when someone called me. I halted in the middle of the hallway, took a deep breath, and put on a stoic expression before I turned around to face him. It was Grandpa. I don't know what he wants again. I stood there. Didn't bother to welcome or greet him. I just waited for him as he walked sluggishly closer to my spot. "When are you leaving?" he asked as he continued walking. His voice is low but echoing in the hallway. I am not surprised if he found out about it. I know it was Ichiro who told him. I didn't ask his permission to go home because I knew, he would just do everything to change my mind. "So, you already know?" I scoff.He chuckled. His hand is busy with his stick drawing an invisible line on the carpeted floor while looking down at it. "Do you think, there is some secret that won't be able to reach my knowledge?" He lifted his head and looked at me. I met his gaze confidently and intensely. Ever since I have been here. I didn't get inti
"Kaito!"Out of my unfathomable anger and frustration, my voice boomed and reverberated all over the place when I called his name.He stopped and gently stood while calmly meeting my intense gaze like he didn't care what angered me. "Is there any problem, Monsieur Atlas?" he asked and smiled thinly. Lalong uminit ang ulo ko nang ngumiti siya. Kulang na lang ang bumuga ako ng apoy na parang dragon sa sobrang inis sa kanya. "Will you stop smiling and tell me directly what we're going to do here?" I asked impatiently. I don't care if he is older than me. I am extremely mad at him for ignoring my query. "Meditation," he answered, shortly. "For what?" angil ko sa kanya. "To help you contemplate and will be able to come up with a right decision. You know what I'm talking about, right?" "I'm not dumb not to understand. What I don't understand is that I've been asking you a couple of times but you didn't answer me directly. Is this part of the rules here?" "Watashi no warui, musshuato