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40: You're Quite Adorable When You're Furious

Author: K.L. Novitzke
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ASHTON

Carden stumbles on his feet, blood seeping through his uniform and his words are mumbled to the point of being slurred. “Brit did something to the farmer. We have to find him.” He lurches forward and my hand goes to catch him, my palm instantly turns sticky with blood.

“What?” My hand slips against the now slick shirt. Is he that loyal...that stupid? “No. We’ll send someone back. You need...we need to get you back...I can’t...I can’t...I’m not…” Useless words flow from my mouth, but somehow every single one isn’t enough to form a complete sentence.

I can’t seem to say it out loud. I can’t help him. I can’t save him. Maybe that’s why there’s no nightmares to connect. He’s dying. I’ve never touched a dying person before. Something doesn’t feel right and I have no idea what it is, but it isn’t good. Maybe the pain he’s filled with overpowers fear.

Zayne is going to kill me if I get his prized soldier killed. Carden isn’t the only one to tolerate me, but what will the ones that can
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