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"Touch me," I didn't know what made me say that but I will put the blame on the alcohol even though I knew I had long sobered up.His eyes darkened, not with desire but with rage. I should be scared for my life now but I wasn't. I just felt more frustrated than ever. Almost desperate..."Please," I whispered. My tone suddenly changed. "Touch me," I pleaded."What the hell is happening to you?!" he asked, disgust clearly written all over his face as he forcefully pulled his hand away from me.I wish I could answer him. I wish I knew what was wrong with me. I desperately want to know why my whole body is burning, almost trembling at the immense need surging through my veins.I want him to kiss me, to touch me... Make love with me...I feel like I would die if he wouldn't.He tried to get away from me once again but I didn't let him."Get your filthy hands off me," he growled. His cold voice echoed throughout the unit."Vladimir," I've never felt so pathetic but my worldly desires have ta
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Erectile dysfunction. Erectile dysfunction? Huh?It took me a while to grasp what he just said. I blinked a few times while trying to process his words.Erectile dysfunction?! Meaning, he was impotent! He has a limp dick!I gasped! Damn, I was right! I had already suspected it but why am I still so shocked? I didn't know what to think.Should I be relieved?If he had erectile dysfunction, it means he could have also wanted me. He never had a boner every time we had heated encounters because he physically couldn't! Not because he didn't desire me!Really? That's what you're worried about now? A voice inside my head berated me.My eyes searched for his. I bet the questions running inside my head reflected through them. He met my gaze but didn't say anything. He only looked at me as if trying to read my reaction.From his eyes, my gaze moved down to his exposed chest and abs. I gulped. He's so ripped. I had to bite my bottom lip to stop myself from groaning in dismay as my eyes traveled
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I found myself naked, spread-eagled, and hand-cuffed into the wall. My heart is beating like crazy inside my chest. Even my ankles were restrained about one meter apart from each other. I think I've seen this scene before.Trust me. His words echoed inside my head.Will I be able to trust him at this point? But how?I suddenly found it hard to breathe as I looked around the room. This isn't the first time I have been into a place like this. This was just another normal Friday in the ring. They have a VIP room designed specifically for people who practice this kind of activity.BDSM. I am somehow familiar to it. It was a part of our job. There were clients who find pleasure in this kind of arrangement. It's not the weirdest thing I had encountered.I looked around.Across me is a large bed with red sheets and black posts on each corner. Leather straps and chains were hanging from the headboard and ceiling. I can already imagine myself tied into those. Fear started creeping from my toes
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Vladimir put me down in the tub filled with warm water. I immediately felt my tensed muscles relax as my body submerged in the bath. But the sudden relief I felt quickly jumped out the window when I saw Vladimir taking his clothes off.I stared at him in shock and fascination as he peeled his clothes one by one. This would be the first time I would see him fully naked. But that's not what's bothering me. Why is he stripping? Is he going to join me?I looked at the tub. Sure, it was big enough to fit both of us, but would I be comfortable with that after what just happened?I looked back at him and I felt my eyes widen even more! All my worries vanished like bubbles evaporating into the air as I took in the magnificent sight before me. I gulped. He looked like a masterpiece of a skilled sculptor.He's ripped, but his muscles are not that bulky. It was just proportionate to his height and build. I can just stare at him for hours on end. The world seemed to stop as I admired his body.I
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VLADIMIR'What are we even doing here?'I tried to contain my annoyance while my companions hooted in delight. These old men were clearly salivating at the mere sight of naked women dancing on the stage.Yes. We are in a fucking strip club!If not for the big-time deal I was supposed to close with them, I will never step foot on this fucking place. It's a high-end, exclusive nightclub working underground. The whole place is discreet and heavily guarded. From the outside, it looked like a normal residential building but hiding beneath it is several floors of an underground sex ring."As I was saying, the new shipment will arrive by the end of the month. This is the list of the latest guns we have along with their descriptions. We have a lot of more advanced and high-caliber firearms coming," I tried to get their attention back to our agenda."Oh come on, Vladimir," Nelson waved his hand dismissively. "Loosen up. Can't we enjoy a little before we get down to business?"The others agree
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VLADIMIR"Touch me," her tone suddenly changed.I don't know what has gotten into her. I'd taken her to an auction party as my date but she ended up getting drunk! Who the hell gets drunk on wine?I can imagine wringing her pretty little neck as I watch her stumble. I quickly left the businessman I was talking to to attend to her. I thought she would fall but luckily, she regained her balance."I told you to go easy on the alcohol," I hissed but she just denied being drunk.Damn this woman! If not for the cameras of media men around the venue, I would have dragged her out!We got into a petty argument when we got home. She even accused me of fucking my legal advisor! One moment she was screaming her heart out, and then suddenly, she was practically begging to be fucked!I have already noticed her insatiable sexual appetite. At first, I was flattered when it seemed she couldn't get enough of me. She's a young woman with tons of experience. She had probably slept with countless men thro
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YVONNEI was hell-bent on avoiding Vladimir.But as it turns out, I didn't have to. He seems to be the one avoiding me. I haven't seen him in days. He leaves early and then comes back so late at night. There was even a time when he didn't go home at all.I sighed. I should be grateful that I didn't have to face him but...I kind of miss him..."Ugh," I groaned. Now I'm confused. I usually spend the rest of my days overthinking."Is there anything wrong?" Cora asked.Shoot. I forgot that she's still here. If it weren't for her, I would've gone nuts. Sure, Vladimir's penthouse is huge, but I can only do so much."Nothing," I sighed. "I'm just bored.""Well, you can watch movies," she suggested.There's a theater room in the unit. It has a massive collection of movies and series. Cora also told me about streaming services. Vladimir has a few subscriptions that I can choose from. But I am not in the mood to watch anything."Or read books," she added when I didn't respond.I winced. I'm no
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VLADIMIR "Huh?" she confusedly asks. "Why would I go to therapy?" "Why won't you?" I muttered. "Aren't you supposed to be the one to go through therapy?!" she exclaimed after a while. What the hell is she talking about?! "Are you kidding me?!" I snapped. I'm trying to fucking help her and this is how she would react? "I'm not," she insisted. She looked and sounded serious. Why on earth would she think I needed therapy? "Whatever," I hissed. "I'm not asking you. I have already booked an appointment for you tomorrow morning." "What?!" her eyes widened. "But why?!" Seriously? I stared at her. Do I really have to explain it? I facepalmed while heaving a deep breath to stop myself from breathing fire on her. I keep reminding myself to go easy on her but she makes it so hard for me to do so! When I saw her having a panic attack that night, I was already sure that she needed therapy. She was like a puzzle that I suddenly figured out. Even the way she was lusting over me and kept i
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VLADIMIRNo. This can't be right.I glanced at Blaze who was looking at me apologetically."I know it's hard to believe, but everything points to her," he said.I harshly wiped my face with my palm. It's unbelievable. I can't imagine how she was able to orchestrate something like this.Well, the apple doesn't fall far from the tree. I thought bitterly.I squeezed my eyes shut before looking at the files Blaze had given me when I arrived. I scanned them again, making sure I wasn't seeing things. I gritted my teeth while reading.They were complete with bank transactions, emails, and phone calls. I don't know how he got all of this but it doesn't matter now, does it?Everything was traced back to Riva. Riva!My seemingly innocent wife. Her sweet smile flashed at the back of my mind. How could she do this to me? I never once suspected her. Even now, with everything my men found against her, I still find it hard to believe.How could she do this to me?How? Why? Some of the bank transacti
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YVONNEMy head is reeling. I stood behind the closed door, replaying everything that happened inside my head. To say I was dumbfounded is an understatement.I'm in love with you.I can still hear his husky voice and feel his warm breath fanning against the sensitive skin on my neck. Speechless after he said those words, I didn't even try to look at him, even though I could feel his glances while driving back to my unit.I don't know how to process it. It seemed unrealistic. Did he really say those words? Was I dreaming?I pinched my arm so hard to prove that I am awake. I groaned when pain hit me.Shit. It was real!"Aah!" I screamed so loud that I must have woken up the entire building!Damn it! I jumped into the daybed and pushed my face against a pillow, trying to muffle my screams against it.I'm losing my mind!How can he be in love with me? I can't believe this. He must be playing with me! But why would he lie about it?I rolled to my back and stared at the ceiling as if his fac
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VLADIMIR"I promise I'll make it right."Her whole body became rigid in my arms when I held her. I know this sounds like an empty promise, but I meant it."I..." I took a deep breath. I turned her around to look at her. I wanted to see her face. I wanted her to see how genuine my feelings were."I'm in love with you," I told her while staring deep into her eyes. Her lips parted in shock. I had the strongest urge to ravish those lips, but this wasn't the time for that."Do you understand?" I asked when she didn't even blink.I cupped her face, pressing my forehead against her. I can hear her ragged breaths as if she was on the verge of a panic attack."I love you," I whispered. "But I need to make things right this time. I need to... end things with Riva so we can start on a clean slate."She remained dumbfounded. She was just staring at me as if I'd grown another head."Yvonne," I gently called her name. "Did you hear me?"She only nodded but still didn't say anything. I guess it was
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YVONNE"Leave," even I was surprised at how my voice turned out full of conviction. I stared at the darkness in front of us.We were still in the middle of the road when he suddenly stopped the car.He chuckled humorlessly, probably from my audacity to give him an order like that. But I don't care anymore. I just need to do what I have to protect my heart from further breaking into pieces. Because if not me, nobody will."Stop playing with me," I said."I don't know what kind of game you are playing right now," I told him, my voice dripping with raw emotions. I didn't even try to hide how I really felt.I am confused and devastated. His mere presence is enough to fuck me in the head. Every time I see him around, it gives me a glimpse of hope. I don't want to. God knows I don't want to, but my stupid heart couldn't help but assume.Assume that he was here for me. Assume that he missed me. The more I see him, the more I expect him to talk to me and tell me he wants me back.It was pathe
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VLADIMIR What was I thinking? I thought, staring at her as she obviously checked out everything in the room except me. How could I become so impulsive around her? I shouldn't have dragged her here in the pretense that I wanted to talk. I just wanted to be with her for a little longer and that's the only thing I could come up with when it seemed like she couldn't wait to get away from me. "What do we need to talk about?" she asked impatiently. I badly wanted to pull her closer, to wrap her in my arms and inhale her intoxicating scent to calm my shit down. But I stopped myself. As much as I wanted to confess to her, I wanted to settle everything first. I wanted to do it right this time. I should end things with Riva, before even thinking of taking her back. I owe it to both of them. What should I tell her though? My mind was blank. Fuck it. "What?" she muttered while looking at me with a puzzled expression on her face. It felt like I was saved by the bell when I heard a knock
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YVONNEI chose a semi-formal emerald green dress. I took it from the rack and held it in front of me, imagining how I would look if I wore it."It suits you."I gasped audibly when I heard his voice behind me. I turned to look just to find him standing at the closet's entrance. I gulped when I caught his gaze lingering on my body.My cheeks heated up profusely. I can feel the temperature around us suddenly rising. I couldn't help but glance at the air conditioning unit in the room. It's turned off. It's definitely the reason why it's getting hotter here.I'm sure it had nothing to do with Vladimir leaning languidly against the doorframe, looking so damn... Fine..."Uhm, thanks," I murmured, fighting the urge to bite my lip. "I'll take this for the opening ceremony. I hope you won't mind."He looked around the closet. I noticed his jaw ticked when he must have realized that everything was still there."I don't care," he looked back at me. This time, he stared into my eyes intently. "Yo
Darkest Desires CHAPTER 204
YVONNE The silence that greeted me in the apartment was deafening. I suddenly wished I let Selene come with me again. I sighed as I plopped myself into the daybed. I stared at the ceiling as if it was interesting. I felt so exhausted after another day of pretending I was fine. I'm not. I even think I am on the brink of insanity. I'm barely holding on by a thread so as not to fall on the other side. I don't know what I want anymore. I want him gone when he's around, but my heart screams for him when he's not. Damn it. If that's not insane, then I don't know what else is! "Ugh!" I groaned loudly. I should seriously stop thinking about him! I harshly get out of bed to find something else to do to occupy my mind. I winced when I realized there was no food left. I was quite hungry because I had not eaten anything while in the shelter. I sighed. I had no choice but to go out. I can also drop by the store to buy some stocks. I just gathered my hair up into a messy bun, then grabbed
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VLADIMIRI woke up with a heavy feeling on my chest. I pried my lids open just to find Riva sleeping soundly. Half of her body is almost draped on my chest. Her arms were tightly wrapped around me as if she was afraid to let me go.I sighed. I guess she has the right to feel this way. It's my fault. I haven't done anything to give her the assurance she needed.I can't even if I wanted to. Not after finally accepting how I truly felt.I let out a long sigh before gently untangling her from me. I was careful not to wake her up. I don't want another confrontation. Not after last night.I still feel emotionally drained from our conversation. Today, I just want to breathe without the emotional baggage that's been weighing down my shoulders for a while now."Is there any update?" I asked as soon as I arrived at the warehouse.Our operation is back on track, although I refused to deal with clients who turned their backs on me in exchange for a few dollars in savings."We still haven't found
Darkest Desires CHAPTER 202
YVONNEThe next morning, I woke up with a terrible headache. I already forgot most of what happened after finishing the bottle of tequila."Ugh," I grunted as I rolled out of bed. I barely slept last night but I still needed to wake up early to go to work. Dragging my feet to the bathroom, I went under the cold shower to wake my senses up.Selene was still sleeping soundly when I finished. I went to the kitchen in just my bathrobe to whip up a quick breakfast for us. To my dismay, my refrigerator was almost empty. I needed to go to the supermarket later. Luckily, I found a few strips of bacon in the freezer and still a few pieces of eggs left.I popped some bread into the toaster while I fry the bacon and eggs. I checked the pantry, waiting for the bacon to cook to take note of things I needed to restock.After I was done cooking, I set everything on the table and then proceeded to change into my work clothes. I pulled up a pair of stretchable pinstriped dress pants. Then I put on a s
