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CHAPTER 206

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VLADIMIR

What was I thinking?

I thought, staring at her as she obviously checked out everything in the room except me. How could I become so impulsive around her?

I shouldn't have dragged her here in the pretense that I wanted to talk. I just wanted to be with her for a little longer and that's the only thing I could come up with when it seemed like she couldn't wait to get away from me.

"What do we need to talk about?" she asked impatiently.

I badly wanted to pull her closer, to wrap her in my arms and inhale her intoxicating scent to calm my shit down. But I stopped myself. As much as I wanted to confess to her, I wanted to settle everything first.

I wanted to do it right this time. I should end things with Riva, before even thinking of taking her back. I owe it to both of them.

What should I tell her though? My mind was blank. Fuck it.

"What?" she muttered while looking at me with a puzzled expression on her face.

It felt like I was saved by the bell when I heard a knock
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