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AdrianAs our lips touch, a spark ignites between us. There's a look of amusement in his eyes as his gaze locks onto mine, and he deepens the kiss. I feel a shiver run down my spine. His lips feel soft and….I'm kissing a man. I'm actually enjoying it. He feels warm and I open my mouth to welcome him in.His hands cradle my face, his fingers tracing the contours of my cheeks. I melt into his touch, our lips moving in perfect sync.The world around us fades away, leaving only the two of us, lost in this moment. And why do I not want to pull away? I'm fucking enjoying kissing my boss!! As he finally pulls away, his teeth graze my lower lip, leaving a tantalizing sensation.“Tasty.” He hums and my eyes widen in realization of what I've just done. I agreed to kiss him because I was scared of being left alone again.“We should definitely do this again.” He states, standing up on his feet. I think he's leaving but he does not, but rather, comes to the other side of the bed to join me.“You
Last Updated : 2024-11-05Dark obsessions Nikolai
Nikolai I wake up the next morning to see Adrian sleeping soundly. He finally fell asleep after tossing around the bed repeatedly.So, he was a victim of abuse? Interesting. I was too, From both parents. I get out of bed and walk to the bathroom, taking my phone with me. I send a text to Ilya, to tell him where he'd meet us later in the afternoon. He replies almost immediately.My hand slowly moves to my mouth as my index finger slowly traces my lower lips. I kissed him and fuck, it was addicting. The kiss was short-lived and was fucking not enough. I need more. I need to kiss him again, longer, as I trace my lips down his jaw, to his neck, his chest, and bite his nipple while I stroke his hard dick. Now, my cock is hard.I suck in a deep breath to get myself under control. I kissed him and I'll definitely do much more.I walk out of the bathroom to see Adrian sitting on the bed.“Good morning,” he says in a clipped-off tone. He looks embarrassed about last night, of course.“Good m
Last Updated : 2024-11-06Dark obsessions Adrian
Adrian I took the bullet for Nikolai and if I was not so lucky, the bullet would have hit another spot. A more fatal one and I would have died. For who? Nikolai.I hate him and only did that to gain his trust. He has to trust me and think that I can give up my life for him if I'm planning to kill him and his family soon.I won't rest until I get revenge on those who hurt me. Zorya and her family will pay for my mother's death, and my father already paid for hitting me in the past. That man was a monster.I was ten when I was sent to him in America and I finally understood why mom never married him. Every day, he made sure to remind me that I was born out of a mistake. Mom got pregnant by accident and according to him, she was just too stubborn and kept the baby.At 11, he would throw parties and bring people in. They'd smoke, drink, fuck. I started witnessing sex at 11. That was so appalling.And my father? The bastard did nothing. He would starve me and then beat me up. I became a h
Last Updated : 2024-11-06Dark obsessions Adrian
Adrian“I'm so sorry, Pavel. Minnie ran into your room and I had to go in to find her.” She stammers in fear as Pavel grips her tight.“I already told you to get your stupid cat off my path. You just won't listen. Maybe you'll listen after I kill it.” He threatens and Irina's face suddenly pales as she shakes her head.“No, no. Not Minnie.” She mutters, shaking her head.“Then keep your stupid pet away.” He hisses in anger and suddenly raises his hand. Wait, is he going to hit her? Like, hit her?“Pavel!” Irina calls as her chest heaves. She's scared and tears have already gathered in her eyes.“You'll listen after I teach you a lesson. Keep your mad self to your room. I don't know why you're not locked up in a psychiatric hospital. That's where your fellow mad patients stay.” He says with venom in his voice and, that's harsh. Why call his sister Mad? He's going to hit her and I can tell it's not the first time, by the way, Irina's response. There's no way I'll watch that, so just wh
Last Updated : 2024-11-07Dark obsessions Adrian
Adrian I spend hours with Irina and trust me she's fun to be with. She doesn't act erratic, neither does she yell. We literally became friends in a couple of hours. She shows me all her favorite books and then teaches me how to take care of her cat Minnie.By the time I'm ready to leave her room, it's already evening.“Will you come tomorrow?” She asks as she walks me to her door.“I’ll come whenever I'm free, Irina.” I inform her, ruffling her hair with a smile as she giggles.“We'll go to the garden tomorrow, Ady!” She says gingerly and I smile. We kind of bonded a lot. She calls me Ady. She was so eager to make a friend and I seriously do not mind being her friend. “I thought that was your personal space.” I tease and she laughs.“It's either you come or I'll get very pissed.” “Don't worry I'll come.” I assure and reach out to open the door. We both freeze, the moment I open the door. Standing in front of the door is Olga as she glares at me.“Olga!” Irina calls with a smile on
Last Updated : 2024-11-08Dark obsessions Nikolai
Nikolai I'm fucking pissed. Not at Adrian but at myself. His words really cut deep and I can't help but feel guilty. I abandoned Irina, though I didn't mean to, but I have no good explanation to give for not talking to her or even calling for six months.Zorya hates Irina and I. She only loves her stupid son Pavel. And right from when we were kids, she made sure to remind us every day that she hated us. I basically became Irina's backbone. We were siblings who loved each other. I still love her and I'd do anything for her. And Pavel? He hits her? He used to do that when we were very much younger, I had no fucking idea that he's still doing that shit. How dare he? And he even calls her mad.Irina is not mad, she's only suffering from PTSD and it's all because of Zorya.She treated her so badly and never gave her that motherly love and attention that became traumatic for Irina as she soon fell into depression. She became quick to anger and withdrew herself from everyone. I was the onl
Last Updated : 2024-11-12Dark obsessions Adrian
Adrian One other long week of being at home. At some point, I actually began to feel useless. My shoulder has healed, but Nikolai still insists I stay home. After that day, he did not say anything about being friends with his sister, he only warned me not to cross my limits, or do anything to hurt her. I don't plan on doing any of that.Irina is a nice and innocent girl. She's so happy that she has someone to talk to and is usually the first to knock at my door in the morning. Then I'll follow her to the garden and watch over her cat while she plants. Did I forget to mention that she's so energetic? Oh God! She can literally spend time in that garden the whole day, leaving me worn out at the end of the day. I don't complain though, as long as she's happy.Today, I've decided to confront Nikolai. I'm not a fucking furniture. He fired me to be his sniper, but he's been keeping me at home for two weeks.The moment I hear Kuzma walk into his room, I know they are back. I step out of my r
Last Updated : 2024-11-14Dark obsessions Adrian
AdrianA smile forms on Nikolai's lips, I know he's waiting for me to say something and I seriously don't know what to say. I'm confused. I've never liked men, but my sexuality betrays me each time I come near him. I want to confirm something.“Go on with it. So I can get out of here. You won’t succeed, Nikolai.” I grunt and Nikolia only smiles at me. He can try his luck, but I won't fall for any of his stupid tricks. I won't.“We'll see about that.” He utters, his fingertips drawing imaginary lines on my cheeks down to my chin. It leaves this lingering sensation that sends electrifying jolts down my spine. Fuck! I really don't like where this is going.He closes the space between us and the moment his naked hard chest touches me, I stiffen. He's getting to me. He's been doing that for weeks!He leans forward, sniffling my neck. “You smell so fucking good. Has anyone told you that, pretty boy?” he asks curiously, his breath fanning my neck. It feels so hot and good. No, no, I can't fa
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Nikolai I've never been so frustrated and hopeful in my thirty years of living. It has been the same thing for me, it's like I keep going back and forth, doing the same thing over and over again. Dealing with a little work and coming back to the hospital to sit and watch Adrian as he sleeps while I fill him in with how my day went as I also beg him to open his eyes. It's been two weeks since Zorya's funeral, and Adrian still hasn't opened his eyes. He's still in the fucking coma. I've invited different doctors from far and wide to do something, but the result is still the same. ‘He’s out of danger, it's just left for him to wake up. I'm sorry sir.’ These are their exact words. And it takes everything within me not to smash the nearest objects in their head for failing to bring my Adrian back. I sigh loudly as I lean by the door, watching as Adrian sleeps on the bed. He's still as pretty as ever and looks like a sleeping beauty. I always kiss his lips each time I come here, hoping t
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Nikolai I stand at the front of the crowded church, my eyes fixed on the polished wooden casket before me. The soft glow of candlelight casts a sombre ambience, and the sweet scent of flowers wafts through the air. The mourners are seated, their faces etched with grief and sadness.The church is packed, with every pew filled. The soft murmur of whispered conversations and the occasional sniffle are the only sounds that break the silence. I recognize many of the faces, some of whom I've known for years, while others are strangers who've come to pay their respects.The priest stands at the podium, his eyes scanning the crowd before settling on me. He nods solemnly, and I nod back, my expression stern. The priest clears his throat, and the room falls silent. "Dear friends and family," he begins in Russian, his voice low and soothing. "We gather today to bid farewell to a young life, cut short in its prime."I keep a straight face while staring at the casket. Never once did I think that
Dark obsessions Adrian
Adrian Life can be so unpredictable and unfair, especially to me. It's like the very moment I was born, I was destined not to have a good life. Because why? Just when I think I can finally be happy, everything goes upside down. Sergei is my father. The man I looked up to for years and thought that he was my uncle who loved me. He's my father. One that hates me so much, that he wants me to die and I guess his wish is coming true because I'm dying. My body falls with a thud, and Nikolai quickly kneels, gathering me up in his arms as he places my head on his lap. He points his gun in a direction and when I hear a gunshot, I know that he has officially killed Sergei. The pungent smell of blood fills the air as pain pierces through my whole body. It hurts a lot. “Fuck! Adrian!!! What the fuck!!” Nikolai curses, his hands going through my body as he tries to find my wound. I got shot in the right side of my upper chest. “Get the fucking doctor!!!” He yells and I've never seen Nikolai
Dark obsessions Adrian
Adrian I'm utterly dumbfounded as I stare at Zorya and then at Sergei. He can't be my father. All my life has been a lie. There is no way!! It's not possible, not in any fucking way. How can Sergei be my father?“You tried to kill me!!” I yell at him, my breath shaking as I ignore the banging ache in my head. He tried to fucking kill me and he's my dad. How? “And that's because you proved to be useless and weak!! And what's the expense of that??? A man!!!” Uncle Sergei’s voice thunders as he points at Nikolai who is standing beside me. “You're a failure!! I can't father a failure!!” “You never stuck to the plan. The plan was to kill Nikolai. I don't birth weaklings, Adrian. You are a weakling!!!” He spits with pure venom and contempt. “Hey watch it!!!” Nikolai growls and the next moment, he is pointing his gun at Sergei. “I suggest you shut the fuck up and watch your tongue.” He warns, his tone deadly. Sergei bites his lower lips, pointing his gun at me. Nikolai’s men point their
Dark obsessions Nikolai
Nikolai I don't panic, as I help Adrian to stand on his feet, his head resting weakly on my shoulders. Kuzma must have captured Pavel when I asked them to surround the house. I don't flinch, even when Sergei’s gun is pointed at my head. He won't try shit. This man has never loved Adrian, Adrian was only a means to get whatever he was aiming for and my mother is a cohort. “You bastard!! Tell them to release my son!! I will kill you if anything happens to Pavel!!” Zorya yells in fear, angrily pointing at me. And I scoff, glancing at the man who has a hardened look on his face. He's brown-haired, just like Adrian, with the same brown eyes as well. “And tell this shrimp that you're fucking to put his gun aside. It's disrespectful.” I tsk with a small chuckle and then my eyes land on Adrian who keeps mumbling incoherent words. “Sergei drop the gun! They have Pavel. The plan is already ruined. They will kill him!” She yells again in panic. Oh! How much she loves her son. Why does she n
Dark obsessions Nikolai
Nikolai For some strange reason, I've been feeling uneasy since I came home. I needed to make an appearance as there were a few deals I needed to sign on. And now, I'm in my office with Ilya, but I feel uneasy. A part of me keeps telling me that I shouldn't have left Adrian alone, I know he was lying to me. He is being watched by someone, it's obvious he has a stalker, and though I already sent Kuzma there, I still feel very uncomfortable. “Are these the last files that needs my signature?” I ask Ilya who shakes his head, before dumping another pile of files on the table in front of me. I sigh, slowly shaking my head and I pick up my pen, to continue signing on every paper. “Did you get any call from Viktor?” I ask my eyes fixed on the papers. “Yes, Pakhan. I already passed the message to him.” I nod, “Arrange for a meeting. I want to meet all of them.” I state and Viktor nods. I continue signing the papers, and I'm already halfway done when my phone rings. It's Kuzma. I receiv
Dark obsessions Adrian
Adrian Nikolai and I finally made up and he was officially my boyfriend. Dating him has to be one of the best things that has ever happened to me, if not the best. We had spent the last three days cosying up in my deckhouse. Just the two of us, wrapped in each other arms as we told each other our ambitions and dreams. It has been a lot of bonding up and the best three days of my life. It was like we've known each other for years, not just a few fleeting days. It was peaceful and calm with him. Aside from talking, Nikolai was taking care of me so well, by going the extra mile. He did not allow me to lift a finger, he took care of the dishes and cooking. It was just the two of us, trying new things and fucking. That cannot be left out. Whenever he was not cooking or cleaning, Nikolai did not take his hands off me. Even at night, we try different positions and he wakes me every morning, sucking me off as he makes sure I cum in his mouth. Everything has been going so well and I hope
Dark obsessions Nikolai
Nikolai I finally had the best time of my life after what felt like an eternity. I don't even wish for this day to stop as I just want Adrian to be in my arms. We are both lying on the couch after having intense rounds of sex. I fucked him twice again after the first round before I finally got exhausted. Now we're both lying naked in each other’s arms, still on the couch. The only difference now is that Adrian is lying on top of me. The couch can barely fit us, especially me, my legs are dangling on the end. We were too tired to go to his bedroom, so we just stayed here. I smile as I look down at Adrian who seems to be asleep, I can't see his face. His head is resting on my chest and mine is resting on the couch’s armrest as I wrap my hand around his waist. “Are you sleeping?” I ask curiously, the only thing I can hear is his sift breathing. And this feels so intimate, amazing and right. “No.” He replies his voice soft and he lifts his head to plant a quick kiss on my lips before
Dark obsessions Nikolai
Nikolai The rest of the Bravta do not have a say in my life, nor will they judge my sexuality. Adrian does not need to be scared over anything. I've got everything under control. “They are not going to insist on that pretty boy,” I tell him. Vladimir has stepped down.Mikhail is definitely not the kind of person to judge. Alexei is now a married man and is still caught up trying to convince his father-in-law that he's the best for Tatiana, Viktor does not care. Sexuality does not matter and we don't judge in our brotherhood. We always support each other and I'm going to see to that as the new leader, while I uphold the legacy of the Bratva. So Adrian literally has nothing to worry about. And I'm fully Bi-sexual now, I no longer find women attractive in the slightest. In fact, I don't find any other person attractive aside from Adrian. “I'm just worried-” “Do you trust me?” I ask in a low voice as he holds his gaze with mine, while nodding slowly. “Good, then trust that I have ever
