“I know,” Elias said. “I wish I could offer it to you in a better context. One that wasn’t us attempting to stave off the Fae Queen.”
I leaned over the table and kissed him briefly. “As nice as that would be, knowing you trust me to take this on is better.”
Elias grinned again. “Good. Once the jaguars depart, we’ll get started with preparations.”
“Speaking of the jaguars,” I said, “we need to prepare some for their departure dinner. And potentially some supplies to send with them as a show of goodwill — that’s important to Askonians.”
“See?” Elias said. “This is why you’ll be an excellent diplomat.”
The conversation turned to the details of the dinner. Elias was significantly less interested in my musings about if I could convince Queen Enet to prepare another performance from the Askonian dancers, but he listened diligently as I sketched out the plan for the dinner.
The thought of developing a new role in the court, and potentially acting as a diplomatic liaison — a war diplomat — made me nervous. But at the same time, this was what I had wanted all along. I wanted to be his equal in leadership. Here was my opportunity.
I wasn’t going to let him down.
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ncredible!” I cheered, standing up from my seat at the dais to clap. The Askonian dancers in the center of the hall took sweeping bows, the bells on their ankles and wrists jingling merrily with each moment. The performance really had been remarkable — exciting and elegant and hypnotic all at once. The other guests in attendance, all wolves of Nightfall dressed in their finest wear, looked just as awed as they applauded the performance.
The Nightfall band joined the Askonian one, and they began to play together, a drum-heavy version of a traditional Frasian jig. The dance floor filled with wolves and jaguars alike, and I smiled as the energy escalated.
At my side, Queen Enet leaned closer. “Your Highness? Do you have a moment?”
“Certainly,” I said. I glanced over at Elias, but he was wrapped in conversation with King Khainan and another of the Askonian generals. For their departure dinner, the Askonian King and Queen had dressed in their usual finery. Enet was dressed simply but elegantly, in dark silks, with a silver shawl winding around her narrow arms. I followed her off the dais onto one of the balconies overlooking the forests of Efra.
“I’m grateful for the intelligence you’ve given us, Reyna,” Enet said as she gazed out over the tree line. “I imagine if the Fae Queen had approached us blindly, my husband would’ve been keen to work with her in an attempt to revive our lost magic.”
“She’s wily,” I said. “I myself was certainly ensnared in her plans.”
“Khainan and I will be fortifying Askon’s borders as best we can in preparation for any Fae attacks,” Enet said. “We’ll be doing our best to prepare our soldiers. But it pains me to admit… and my husband would never admit this…” Enet sighed and gripped the railing of the balcony. “I simply don’t know if Askon has the military strength to stand against the Fae, should it come to such a thing. It’s been generations since Askon has developed our fighters for anything beyond ceremonial purposes.”
I nodded and steeled my face into careful neutrality. Internally I cursed myself for putting too much truth on the stories I’d read about the jaguars—of their fierceness in battle and their powerful magic. I was grateful to have Enet as an ally, but there wasn’t much she could offer me against the Fae except for advice and knowledge. That would have to be enough.
“So we will offer what aid we can,” Enet continued, “but I fear there may be a time when we must call for it ourselves.”
“And Frasia would answer,” I said. “Hopefully it won’t come to that.”
“We can only hope.”
For a moment we stood side by side in silence, looking out over the treeline. The winter night was brisk, and Enet tightened her shawl around her arms. The cold barely raised goosebumps on my own skin. Perhaps I was becoming more of a wolf of Nightfall than I thought.
“Regardless of what occurs,” I said, “I’m grateful yourself and King Khainan were willing to journey here. And the materials you’ve given us are more valuable than you think.”
“I’m glad,” Enet said. “I trust you’ll keep them private.”
I nodded. Enet had brought maps — extensively detailed surveys of Askon, Osna, and Cruora, beyond anything we had in the Nightfall library. I had yet to pore over them in detail, busy as I was with hosting the jaguars and managing the regular patrols of the borders. But now, as court cartographer, I’d have a reason to spend my days in the library going over the materials.
“I may find myself traveling toward Cruora,” I said. “Our conversations have piqued my interest.”
Enet threw me a small smile. “I thought they might. Again, it’s only rumors.”
“Still, even rumors are better than nothing,” I said. “If the Eagles have a genuine alchemist working with them, that could change everything for us.”
“And for the jaguars, as well,” Enet said. “If the alchemy is real, it could guide us to the recovery of our own magic.”
“And guide the wolves to a victory against the Fae,” I said. “I simply don’t know how we can stand against her magic. It’s a terrible thought.”
“You can’t focus on the fear,” Enet said. “If there’s anything I’ve learned in my years as Queen, it’s that. Even if the eagles have lost their alchemy, the wolves will find another way.”
“How do you know?” I asked.
“Because you must,” Enet said. “There is no other choice.”
Her words hung in the air between us. She was right. I’d hoped the jaguars would have some easy solution for handling the Fae, but that was wishful thinking. No one was coming to defend Frasia. It was up to myself and Elias alone.
The next morning, Enet and Khainan departed for Askon as the sun rose over the horizon. The day itself was busy with the responsibilities of running the court: patrolling the borders, hearing grievances, and preparing my study in the library for reviewing Enet’s maps. I had no time to sink into my research, however, as there was yet another important dinner planned for the evening.“You know,” I said to my handmaiden Amity, in the quiet of my private dressing room, “I do wonder if most of my life will be centered around fancy dinners.”“Your Highness, you are the only Queen I know who could spend weeks kidnapped by dragons and Fae, and still lament the amount of dinners you must attend.” Amity cinched the lace of my rich purple dress a bit tighter, then fastened them.“Well, the Fae Queen required me to attend a lot of dinners, too,” I said. “Granted, I was in my wolf form, and I didn’t really have to say much at those…”Amity laughed and shook her head. “True, you have to do a bit mo
Elias clinked his fork against his wine glass, summoning the members of the courts to take their seats at the dining table. Barion represented Daybreak, while Giles and a few other wolves were there to speak for Duskmoon. Marget of Starcrest was in attendance, as well as Isalde of Duskmoon. All of them had brought a handful of servants and advisors, some who sat at the table with us, and some who lingered at the edges of the room. Fina was in attendance, seated with Isalde of Duskmoon, but Adora was not. I hadn’t expected Fina to be a part of the discussions, but from across the room we locked eyes and smiled. As I looked around the intimidating table, I was grateful for her familiar presence to take the edge off my nerves.And I still had Elias at my side. As if he could read my mind, he reached under the table and smoothed his hand over my knee, settling my nerves further with his touch.“As you all know,” Elias said in greeting, “we’ve discovered many portals opening and closing on
“I do, and as a warrior you must realize that an enemy does not wait to strike until it is convenient,” Elias said.Barion narrowed his eyes. “I do, and I wonder if you are giving this Fae Queen more credit than she is due. If Draunar could keep her locked up without trouble for so long, what makes you think she is so powerful now?”“Because she is no longer trapped,” I said. “She has her power back, and she’s angry.”The table fell briefly silent as everyone’s gazes fell on me.I swallowed, some of my confidence melting away under so many severe and curious looks. “We should be ready,” I said. “If we’re not, she’ll take advantage of our weaknesses.”Giles clicked his tongue and sat back in his chair. “And what if this does nothing but stoke fear in our communities? Like Barion says, Daybreak has been weakened by the Duke, and the effects of an attempted coup ripple through the other packs as well.”Elias narrowed his eyes, but said nothing. Anxiety wrapped its cold fingers around my
As the wolves stood from the table to pour more wine and engage in private conversation, or leave for their quarters, Fina hurried to my side. Her brows pulled together in concern as we stepped away from the table.“I’m sorry,” she said, low and private between us, “I didn’t mean to start anything like that. If I had known Giles was waiting for an opportunity to bite your head off--”I laughed gently and shook my head. “That’s not your fault.”“You know I’ll support anything you decide, I just worry about Duskmoon.” Fina pressed two fingers to her temples and circled them, but it did nothing to abet her concern. “I worry about Duskmoon getting forgotten when there’s so much going on. If the crops are damaged, the effects of my pack getting attacked would be felt throughout Frasia. But until that happens, I know our needs are often not as pressing.”“You’re right to bring it up,” I said. “And you’re right to think that the Fae would attack Duskmoon first. Not only because of the locati
It wasn’t exactly graceful, though, and the thought of Elias racing through the woods with a pack in his jaw was delightful. To think I’d thought he was a big scary wolf when I’d first met him. And to think I’d spent so much of my life not letting mine run free at all.Elias pulled on a pair of trousers, then pulled the rest of the contents from the pack. He’d brought a blanket, a spare change of clothes for me, a heavy cloak, and a waxed cloth with a small spread of snacks and a canteen of tea inside.After seeing the clothes, I shifted back into human shape, only a little reluctantly. Immediately the cold air stung my skin, and I shivered and hurried close to where Elias was spreading out the blanket. I tugged on the clothes he’d brought: a pair of thick trousers and a shirt of his own. He’d even brought me a pair of woven socks.“Warm enough?” he asked as he placed the heavy cloak over my shoulders.I snuggled close into his side. He always ran hot, and now felt like a furnace agai
I pushed down my anxiety, focusing instead on the steady beat of his heart, and the comforting weight of his hand on my thigh. “What about what Lady Marget said?” I asked. “About having kids? Has she really been pressuring you about heirs?”Elias exhaled out of his nose, a sound that was half-sigh and half-anger. “She has been. But it’s none of her business.”“Why didn’t you tell me the Court was talking that way?” I asked.“I never imagined she’d bring it up like that,” Elias said. “It was disrespectful to us both. I spoke with her privately to make that very clear.”“I’m not…that’s not what I’m worried about,” I said. Elias squeezed my thigh again in silent encouragement, as I tried to untangle the mess of thoughts in my mind. “If they’ve been bringing it up, you’ve been thinking about it, too, right?”“Here and there,” he said carefully. “What are you thinking?”“We haven’t talked about it,” I said.“Do you want to?”I closed my eyes. Despite my anxieties, he always managed to make
Warmth surged through me. Even more so than being crowned queen, in this moment, I knew Elias wanted me to be his equal. He trusted me. I wasn’t just a trophy, or a prize, or a bit of arm candy to smile at wolves in meetings. He wanted me to lead — and I wasn’t going to let him down.I tugged off the cloak, and then turned and swept my hair over my shoulder. Elias took the necklace and gingerly clasped it around my neck.I turned back around. The necklace hung just to my solar plexus, before the curve of my breasts. He touched the fang with his forefinger and said, “Reyna, I’m honored to call you my Queen.”I moved forward and kissed him deeply. I had no other way to express the surge of love I felt for him then — love, honor, and relief. His confidence in me made me feel more sure. More capable. This trip to Cruora would be fine. I could do this—I could be the diplomat and the Queen Nightfall deserved.I climbed into his lap, so my knees were astride his hips, and wound my arms aroun
In the afterglow, he cleaned me up, then wrapped me tightly in the bigger of the two cloaks and held me closer. We stayed like that for some time, dozing and enjoying the brief window of privacy we had. With his breath ghosting over my temple, I drifted, my thoughts always returning back to the question of our future.Maybe it’d be something like this. Maybe we’d go on a run, and fall into each others’ arms in the woods, except maybe afterward, we’d have kids of our own.It was an intimidating thought. It made me nervous, and made me curl closer to Elias. But I couldn’t shake it, and I found I didn’t really want to.4“This so exciting,” Adora said, nearly skipping as she led us through the bustling streets of Efra. “This is going to be such an incredible journey. All the way to Cruora! I never even imagined!”“Let’s not announce it at such a high volume, please,” Fina said with a fond roll of her eyes.“We don’t even know who will be traveling,” I said. “Nothing has been set in ston
“It sounds like a good plan to me,” Elias murmured. “These are the kinds of innovations we should be encouraging, don’t you agree?”I nodded. In the months since the war, reconstruction had started across Frasia. We’d rebuilt the manor, as well as the walls of the city. The buildings damaged in the fighting had been repaired as best we could. Then after that, Elias and I arranged for convoys to travel to each of the packs, providing resources and answers to all of those who had been affected by the fighting.Everything was going well. But to my embarrassment, I often found myself a little…bored.Fina caught my eye from where she stood in front of the dais. She raised one eyebrow, and I straightened up to better give the young wolf my full attention.Since the end of the war, Fina had been working as my head spy, occasionally running missions to other packs and nations with Kodan. She’d come into her own as a spy of Nightfall, and when I saw her training with Adora in the barracks, she
He shook his head. “I knew it had healing properties,” he said. “Or…I hoped it did. I bought it off a Fae jeweler outside of Starcrest, before relations with Faerie worsened. I thought it was beautiful, and I wanted something she couldn’t get in Frasia proper.” He chuckled to himself. “I wanted to impress her. The jeweler told me it had healing properties — that it had strong, old Fae magic. I never had a chance to give it to her. But I did have it looked at again, when I was older, to learn more about the magic. But there wasn’t much the scholars of Starcrest could tell me. I knew it had healing powers, and I knew it was strong. But I didn’t know…”“That it would affect me like that,” I said.“That you would be able to wield it,” he said. “You surprise me at every turn. Just like your mother did.”“I wish I could’ve met her,” I said softly.“I do, too.” He folded his hand over mine on the table. “When you and Elias visit Starcrest next, I’ll show you where she’s buried. It’s a beauti
In the afterglow, I leaned against the headboard of our bed with the blankets pulled up to my hips. Amity and Rue had delivered a small meal a few hours ago, and Elias carried the tray from the table to the bed. We shared a few bites of fruit and soft bread with butter, and Elias poured us each a small glass of fragrant red wine.It felt indulgent, luxurious — like we were the leaders of a wealthy and peaceful nation. It was a glimpse of what life could be like once Frasia has recovered.Elias popped a grape into his mouth, then settled on the bed next to me, careful not to jostle the tray at the foot of the bed. He smoothed his hand over my thigh and squeezed. “So you still have your magic,” he murmured.I laughed and squirmed a little closer to him, despite the nervousness curling in my chest at the mention of it. “I guess so,” I said. “I thought it’d go away eventually, but…”“It hasn’t changed?” he asked.I shook my head. “It feels like it’s settling.” I rubbed my hand over my ste
Elias smirked and lifted an eyebrow. “What’s that look mean?”“Come here,” I demanded. “Kiss me.”“Love it when you’re so nice and polite like that,” Elias teased.He climbed onto the bed and crawled over me, letting the towel slide from his hips. He knocked my fingers away from the string on my dressing gown and unfastened it himself, then slid the soft fabric open. He caught my lips in a sweet kiss as he flattened his hand on my belly and smoothed over my skin. I hummed into Elias’ lips as I slid my hands over the strong planes of his back, and down to his pert ass. I squeezed.He chuckled into the kiss, then dropped his weight atop me hard enough to make me huff out in a surprised “Oof!” That only made him laugh again as he kissed my cheek, my jaw, my neck.I hummed in pleasure and wrapped my arms around him tightly, keeping his body pressed close to mine. I loved being this close, loved the feeling of all that warm muscle pinning me down, keeping me safe. We kissed for a few long,
“You did well,” Elias said, low. “Efra still stands.”“At what cost, though?” I asked. “We lost so many.”“We did,” he said. “But not everyone. And Corinne is defeated. Decisively.”“It shouldn’t have happened at all,” I whispered. Guilt chewed at me like a hungry dog. “These soldiers should be alive.”“Reyna.” Elias put his hands on my shoulders and turned me to face him. “You can’t think like that.”“Like what?” I asked.His golden gaze burned into mine. “You can’t undo what’s been done. Our subjects need us now more than ever.”I swallowed around the lump in my throat. “How can they trust us after so many have died?” I asked quietly. “What will we say when the citizens return from the forests?”“We say the war is over,” Elias said fiercely. “That the Fae Queen is defeated, and Frasia remains free. And we stand strong for our pack.”I closed my eyes briefly. He was right. After so much death and turmoil, the wolves of Nightfall needed to be able to rely on us.“Your pain only shows
Around us, more Fae rushed in, launching snarling attacks on Elias, Ealric, and Kodan. I trusted them to hold their own and hold the soldiers back from me as I focused my attacks on Corinne.I grinned at her. “That all you got, Queen?”She shrieked again, then swung her sword back and brought it down with the force of a warhammer.The world seemed to slow down. Each breath burned in my throat. The sun glinted off Corinne’s white hair, and off her bloodstained blade, as she turned on her heel to follow my movements. I parried her sword, the sound of steel clashing against steel drowned out by the crackle of our competing magics. I roared and bared my own teeth. Then, driving my foot hard into her shin, I sent her stumbling backward. I launched forward, slashing my sword at her throat, but she dodged, knocked me backward with a punch, and then swung her sword in another high arc.Corinne was fast, faster than anyone I’d ever fought, yet the moonstone quickened my heart and my feet as we
But I couldn’t hear the battle around us anymore. All I could hear was the pounding of my own heart.Elias pressed his hand to my chest.I took a deep, gasping breath, like I had just broken through the surface of the sea, as cool power rolled through me. My hands flew to Elias’ arms and clung desperately, as the moonstone power coursed through my veins. It eliminated the burning inside me and even stitched up the terrible gashes in my thighs. My vision cleared, and the fog lifted from my mind.“Reyna?” Elias smoothed the hair from my forehead. His brow was still deeply furrowed in concern.“Hi,” I whispered.“Gods above,” Elias choked out. He leaned down and kissed me fiercely. “I thought I lost you.”The moonstone ring was obviously enchanted differently than the swords were — it had healing properties in it. Thank God Ealric had been here to tell Elias what to do. My whole body ached with exhaustion, but the pain had dissipated. I returned Elias’ kiss, then he helped me sit up.“We
I had to rely on my skills. I met his sword with mine. Clang. Clang. His eyes burned with rage as he pushed me backward. He grinned that sharp-toothed smile, like he wanted to devour me himself. He pushed his blade against me, forcing me back step by step, then suddenly he lunged down and dragged his claws — claws?! — over the meat of my thigh. His fingers, like his teeth, were sharp and threatening, like that of a beast, and with ease he opened four gashes in my muscle. Pain seared through me, and I gasped as my knees quivered. I lost my balance and fell backward. But I still had my sword.“Silly wolf,” Eodwin sneered. “Thinking you’re a warrior. You’re nothing but a lost little girl out here on the battlefield.”“I am more than a wolf,” I said through gritted teeth. I pushed through the pain and clambered back up to my feet. My sword weighed heavily in my hand, but I narrowed my eyes and lifted it up. “I am a Queen.”Eodwin laughed. The made the hair on my nape stand on end. I gripp
Orange light glowed deep in the darkness. The roars grew louder, closer, and then with a rush of beating wings, dragons poured out the portal, surrounded by rushing flame. There were at least two dozen of them, maybe more. Flames poured from their mouths onto the balds, setting the scrubby grass alight and scorching it to nothing. They flew with soulless determination, over the balds, and directly to the city.My horse whinnied and jerked backward, barely avoiding a burst of flame as the dragons soared overhead. The one who had expelled the flame barely noticed my reaction. It simply snapped its jaws shut and kept flying.“They’re under Fae control!” I called. “Bozhin, to the dragons!”Bozhin shifted into his immense war gryphon form. He cried out, and the few eagles at his side shifted into their forms as well. They took to the skies, streaking after the dragons. Bozhin led them higher, so they were above the beasts, and then led them in a rapid dive-bomb. Bozhin went talon first. He