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Drinking.....again

Author: Annie Leah
last update Last Updated: 2024-11-30 02:34:30

I sat at the bar, the glass of whiskey in my hand almost empty as I swirled the amber liquid. The low hum of conversations around me blended with the soft jazz playing in the background, but none of it registered. I was too lost in my own thoughts.

I took another sip, the burn of the alcohol doing little to numb the ache in my chest. Damon. His name echoed in my mind like a haunting refrain, each memory of him a reminder of how foolish I had been to let myself fall.

I signaled the bartender for another drink, my fingers drumming anxiously on the polished wood of the bar. I just wanted to forget. To drown the heartbreak, the rejection, and the painful reminder that I had been nothing more than a distraction to him.

As the bartender slid a fresh drink in front of me, I downed it quicker than I should have, ignoring the fire it ignited in my throat. The alcohol was supposed to dull the pain, but it only seemed to sharpen it, each sip dragging me further into the spiral of emotions I w
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