Chapter 43

POV - GIOVANNI CARSON

There was no doubt that we were toxic, foolish and naïve. Blinded by the mere thought of an everlasting tension.

And it sucks when you know that you need to let go, but you can't because you're still waiting for the impossible to happen.

I sat there, watching people dance to the erotic music, The lights constantly changed color illuminating the room with bright neon colors.

blue.

red.

pink.

purple.

Each time the colors changed, so did my thoughts.

Pink reminded me of Gabriella's sweet side, love, kindness, and femininity. She's stuck between who she is, who she wants to be and who she should be.

Blue, the depth, trust, loyalty we have...well had. Everything about her I loved, especially that smile. She wore a smile like a loaded gun, a mess of gorgeous chaos and you could see it in her eyes.

Red, seductive, violence and dangerous. She is different and I like that shit. Disguised as a red rose but she isn't soft when her petals fall they hit like bullets. She's c