DIANA'S POVI love him too and I want my dreams of being the mother of his children to come to pass one day, this would make me feel complete.So, I won't care about anything the Shamma has to say and I'll do all in my power to make babies for him, even though it is the hardest way ever.Even though it means me going for help at places I should not go to at all.LUCIAN'S POVI can't imagine that this would happen to me at all, it is still like a bad dream and I can't wait to finally wake up from how terrible it makes me feel.I don't know what Diana expects me to do in this situation now because I cannot continue like this.I had always thought our love was enough but the Shamma only laughed when I said it and I felt like tearing the walls around the house apart.I even try to wonder what will happen to us if we continue like this and they don't throw us out of the pack.Because at this stage that we are, people would no longer respect us or see the need to be under us again.Why was
TITAN'S POVI have started to do all I said I would do for my mate but I don't just get what the problem is with Alana.Only if I knew the problem, maybe I would be able to solve it and make her feel happy and special again.She had this dull look almost always in her eyes and even my wolf scented how cold she was most of the time.Other times, when I did something special for her to be happy, she would suddenly be lit up and joyful but the next second everything would go back to the way it was.I know something was wrong and up with her and the fact that I couldn't even decipher it was way worse and made it so SD for me. The one time we tried to make love, she was feeling the moment but suddenly her mood changed and she went so silent that I had to stop and cuddle her to sleep.I knew she was thinking about something that hurt her that night and I tried to talk to her but she wouldn't say a word.Time is running so fast and I might have to take extra measures into getting her back t
ALANA'S POVGetting Titan to come to my room today again was a great miracle that I did not even believe I deserved myself.I knew that if it was Lucian I did half of how I did to him, I would have been long forgotten and even labeled as dead.But Titan showed how much he loves me by coming back despite the cold attitude I was giving him and the way I was treating him.It was just a night ago that we were making love and I suddenly went stiff with so many thoughts flowing through my head.He noticed that I was no longer responding and decided to take it easy with me and he even stopped riding me just to cuddle me.I wanted to tell him to continue but words failed me and I was so confused as to why my body was behaving this way.It felt as though I was already too used to being beaten and suffered that I could not accept the good that was happening to me.It was hard to believe that someone would adore me and love me this much even though it was all I ever prayed for.But with Lucian,
ALANA'S POVThe dance night ended, and Lucian and myself did not discover anything different about ourselves.I had liked him for a very long time before then and sometimes I feel weirdly drawn to him and I must admit that the same thing happened that night but I shrugged it off.I knew that we could not be together, but I also knew that he liked me as a friend and admired me because he had told me a couple of times when we were growing up together.Who wouldn't like me or even love me? I was everything a male wolf would want in his mate and I got so many stares every time I walked around the pack and even the wolf village.I enjoyed the attention I was always getting but I had not just found my mate just yet and it was coming to pass in the way I least expected it.It was since then that I got to know that things could happen in ways I never expected or imagined and that was just the kind of world I was living in.Very early the next morning, I was summoned by Lucian's mother who tol
TITAN'S POV It was a shock to me that someone had gone through this much and she was still trying to be sane. And it became more obvious to me why she was always looking lost and thinking about so many things at the same time. It was obvious that she was still traumatized by the kind of life she was living before this time that it was hard for her to love again. Although it was not like she did not love me at all, she was somehow shocked that someone would love her this much and she felt guilty that she had wasted so much of my time. I promised within myself that I would kill Lucian if I set my eyes on him any day or anytime or he would have to kill me. He was not a worthy Alpha to have done such a thing to his pack member, even if he did not see her as a prospective mate. I do not know Diana but I know that she was not as beautiful as my Alana was, who would be more beautiful than this angel? She was perfect in shape, size, her eyeballs were also so beautiful and she had the m
DIANA’S POVI entered what seemed to be a hideout for people who were haunted and I wondered just how Lucan would feel if he saw me in this compromising situation and what my excuse would be.Of course I had every reason to be where I was and he should even thank me for being more proactive than he was at the moment because I couldn’t even see what he was doing to our present situation.For so many days he has been moping around, trying as much and hard as he could to avoid me and this would not even help us to make more babies. I needed to be pregnant again.I knew what his fears probably were, maybe he was afraid that my taking in again would make us go through another emotional trauma but I could not but take my chances.Here I was now, in the place almost all the wolves dreaded, the witches place because I needed to know that even if what the Shamma said was correct, I still had hope and an option of bearing a child, because it was not just any child now, but the heir to the thron
DIANA'S POVI knew that it might not go down the way I planned it to be but I would still do it without regrets no matter what happens.Coming here alone took me a lot of stress and sacrifice so I would not go until I have found a solution to the issue at hand.Lucian had caused this, because if he had spoken up on time about what could be done, then maybe I would be a little patient to a point.I asked who looked like the head of witches if I was welcomed there and she suddenly smiled at me.While I could not trust the smile, I really hoped that it meant that I looked like one of them or someone they could trust and I would take my risk with them.Although I was a little afraid since I came to this place alone and I could be killed and dumped without anyone finding my body for years, I had to take my chances.Without wasting any more time, I began to tell them why I was here and the help I needed from them.I make sure I do not sound more desperate than I already am, so they would no
DIANA'S POV When I thought about how difficult this was getting, I couldn't help but to smile bitterly and just wish the whole process would end."I don't understand you, Witch Queen, why do you need so much from me, I just need herbs from you." "Herbs? Really? Do you not know that we know what is wrong with you and we have seen it even before you came in?"I couldn't argue with them and I decided that this could only explain why they knew I was a Queen and not just any ordinary female wolf seeking for a child.Ordinary wolves would not go so far looking for a child after all, their lives were so easy to live but I still did not want to live that kind of life.This was one of the reasons why I was with Lucian, because I wanted to live a wild and exciting life, one I would be proud of all the days of my life.But this was not the kind of excitement I was expecting, it was a little related to the wild I thought I would have, though.Now, I somehow wished that his father was still aliv