NIXIE’s POVThe past few days have had an upturn in my life that I wanted to last for a very long time even though I feared that it might not always be that way.I knew that I would be full of life, love and gratitude for the pack elder soon for exposing the secret I did not know that I had, but I did not know it would be this early.Now, I felt like coming over to his place to greet him everyday and every time and I did not know what to do to make him happy and more proud of me than he already was.I knew he was proud of me and I knew that he was going to be more proud if I did not fight with Titan but lived with him in peace, helping him in the best way I could to guide and lead the pack and all the pack members.Now people loved me so much more now that my position had changed but I ensured that they did not love me much more than they did love my beloved sister and best friend, Alana.Alana had done so much in helping me and making me happy, keeping me in check and helping me to c
NIXIE’s POVCiara, is the most intelligent woman in the entire pack that I could not help or resist giving my all in all to her, because she just deserves everything that she needs from me.I loved that she was more than eager to help myself and Jacob out whenever we needed their help and she also paid attention to every detail, no matter how little or unnecessary that it felt or sounded like.Not only that, but even though she did not know much yet, she was solely committed to blood and giving her attention to everything that had to do with the blood and health of other people, unlike me.It was very easy for me to look into the health of others, test them, and discern what was up and wrong with them but it was not so easy to do a lot that had to do with blood.Most times before I discovered how much of a wolf that I was, I ran away from anything that had to do with pains whether blood gushing out or anyways, and it was funny to me and so embarrassing that I had to keep it from every
NIXIE’s POVAlana could not stop going over how there was danger in our going for war or that something bad was going to happen that will make us cry and feel unhappy.It was getting so much lately that I did not know how to respond to it, there was only little that I could do to feel okay about it and also make her feel okay as well and that was all I had tried to do.To me, this stopped her from complaining about every other thing but it was still not so nice or good enough that she had something more important to talk about and that was one topic I did not want to hear or even talk about at all.She was hell bent on asking me to tell Titan on her behalf since we were all aware that he would pay little or no attention to what she was saying or even though he was concerned, he would not try to show it.Showing it could mean a type of fear or laziness that he would not like to exhibit at all as the pack Alpha and the one everyone expected to be strong enough or even stronger than the
NIXIE’s POVI somehow could not behave like I used to because something had happened to me and it was so terrible that I could not explain what it was or even why I was feeling the way I felt.One thing was constant and it was that the feeling was similar to what she was feeling as well since I was calm with everything that was going on.Not only was it like I had a similar feeling, but my father, the great pack elder, had taught me just how to cope with issues that were relating to this and I felt I was doing well and better already.At first, it was almost brain draining and damaging to cope with Alana and her endless quest but a little while after speaking to the pack elder who I now call father, I was able to cope just fine.Not only was it easy for me to do everything he asks that I do, because I had already learned just how to obey him and I have seen the good in it, even without my dear brother Titan advising me on what to and not to do.Immediately after I became a wolf and ha
NIXIE’s POV I could not help but notice how comfortable Alana was sitting on the bed like nothing had happened to her even though I heard that she was at the point of death only a few minutes ago.Now, I drew my pants up a little as if getting ready to battle with what was in front of me, and finally decided to smile sweetly to her.There was nothing smiling sweetly could do to her or even for in particular, but because I needed us to flow well, I decided to go from that angle for good rapport.If I smiled at her, then it meant that I wanted to talk to her and so talking with ease to her will not be difficult even though I did not want to, but smiling to her already eased the air.Since the tension she had caused for me and all were now lessened, then it would be best and easier for me to hug her, pet her and make her feel alright. It was a trick my father gave me to help out with treating Alana and it had worked before so I did not doubt the ability for it to work well again, and m
NIXIE’s POVI had the opportunity to get up from the bed but I just couldn’t because I was enjoying the sleep so much that I did not want to get up or even stop holding Alana.Alana was sleeping soundly finally and I could hear her breathe in and out calmly like a baby. I became tempted to ask her to let me spend every night with her.I now had my own room in the pack house but that did not mean I did not have the opportunity to go back to the city to spend some nights and even days there, once in a while.It was good as I had things to do there so I took the chance to get some things done at the city and leave the pack house a little a little every time.Now, it was best for me to wake up and do the things that needed to be done, but I somehow couldn’t since I felt one tranquility I had not felt in a long time.Not only did I start to dream of a life with the man of my dreams, where everywhere was filled with love, peace and happiness, but I had this kind of joy that was inexplicable
NIXIE’s POVI knew those who I could treat anyway I liked and those who I would not try to do such a thing for even though it was not like they owed me anything or I was afraid of them, it was nothing like that.There was this servant girl who was always disobedient and hell bent on doing things that were the opposite direction of what she has been asked to do, and I was expedient to meet her at the door.It would have been just fine if I met her at the door as that will help me well with being able to pour out the aggression I had for her even before this time, but she was lucky enough not to fall into my trap.I knew that even though she did not fall into my trap now, she would one time in the future and I would just calm down till then for her, and attend to the damsel in front of me instead.As I started to speak to her, trying to ask her what was going on with her, she was weeping profusely and it got me not just confused but also agitated because I hated it when people around me
NIXIE’s POV It was quite obvious that in one way or the other, what she had come to say was going to be about my father, or maybe about her or the both of them at the same time.I was still waiting for her to speak up as I stood still waiting for her to dry up her tears and say something to me.But I got the shocker of my life and not what I was expecting at all, instead of her saying anything to me, she went all silent.And even when I gave her very puzzled looks, she acted like she did not get the signals that I was passing to her and kept staring at me.The only good thing about all that was going on here was that she was trying to look better by wiping her tears and putting a fake smile on.Why did it look like everyone was just looking for ways to mess up with my emotions today and they did not think about how I was feeling on the other hand.She still kept up with her fake smiles even though I knew on the inside that she was not yet feeling good at all.I finally gathered the c