ALANA’s POV “Something has been going on for a while now that you have not been aware of, Alana and that is what we have come to tell you.” He said and I threw a quick glance to Titan and then to Nixie hoping I would get a reaction from them.But I got nothing but empty gazes and it looked to me like they wanted the pack elder to get done with the talk once and for all so that they would go back to their love relationship.I just could not explain what and why but I just knew that something was off and I did not know what to do to bring the situation under control.Now, I did not want it to be under their own control because they were not handling the matter well at all so I preferred it to be under my own control.How I wish I knew everything already, all of these would not still be happening and I would have gladly packed up my stuff and headed over to another point.At this time around, I promise not to love anyone but to be committed instead to myself and my child, stay with my b
ALANA’s POVEven the pack elder was already suspecting that things were getting out of hand but everyone did not seem to know why I was acting this way.And I felt like it was because they never expected me to speak in the manner I was speaking, or they will be shocked already that I knew there was something between Titan and Nixie.Or on the other hand, they were sincerely not thinking in that direction and I was the only one doing that.If it was the latter then it means that it would be like I had made a fool of myself and I did not want that to ever happen, but I still did not want to lose my mate.Whatever the case might be, I somehow felt inclined to go simply with the former and believe they did not know that I knew what was going on so they were trying to pretend or take things slowly with me.And I could no longer take that because it was gradually sniffing life out of me that I could hardly breathe properly but just breathe heavily like there was a heavy stone on my head for
ALANA’s POV While waiting for my answers to come from above or wherever it chooses to come from, I looked at Titan again.He was now seated in a part of my room, farther to the bed but he could hear everything that was going on.The part he had had to be my favorite part in his own chamber and it was the reading table that had a lot of books on it.There was always a shelf for all royalties to have their books but somehow we hardly ever kept our books there till we got filled with dust.Instead we always preferred to have most of the ones we have read before and loved or the ones we were still reading all together on the table.I admired the way he was looking but it was making me sad at the same time because he looked so unhappy and I felt it was all my fault.Not only could I not even make any attempt to ask him how he was feeling or go over to touch him and pet him as I usually could, I was still confused about what the pack elder had just told me.I knew my eyeballs were looking
CALEB’s POVI think I am a fool to still be around Alana even after all that has happened between us but I think I have no choice than to behave this way.Not only am I weirdly very comfortable with this way that I am living that I can now see it as normal even though it was not, but there was more.There were more than enough reasons for me to let go of Alana once and for all but for some reasons I still stayed with her and tried to be everywhere for her.I was almost at her beck and call even much more than the times that she was in our pack, and I could not blame anyone else for that.At first, she did not know who I was because I had done a very good job disguising myself as someone else but when she later started to suspect, I went away for a while.But I missed her a lot and wanted to be sure that she was doing all good and fine even though she obviously was and I was not disappointed.Now that she had gotten a mate who loved her and treated her like the best thing that has ever
CALEB’s POVI was going along that day, unhappy that I was being delayed from seeing Alana and checking in on her before I left because I had so many things to do.It would be best if I saw her as quickly as I could and then moved on to continue doing other things I had to do with my life.Not only had that day been a bad day for me already, I just wanted to relax and be taken care of, spill my mind out to someone who cares, but I also wanted to know if she was doing just fine.Her stomach had started to protrude and it was making me feel special like I was the one who owned the baby.She had told me the last time when I came that I needed someone who I could fall in love with properly and start a family with, maybe she also meant that I needed to find my mate as soon as possible.But maybe that was not really the problem, the problem would be that I could not get anyone in my pack who I could fall in love with or who would even let me be with them because of my past.They all knew ho
CALEB’s POVIt was not like I was afraid, but there were certain things I did not want to hear and it became obvious he also had things he did not want me to say again as well.Somehow I wished for something better for us to discuss but it was like there was nothing obviously and he went ahead to spill his mind to me.“I would love you to stop or never even talk about Lana’s past here, ever again. Please, could you do that for me?” He said in what seemed like a command and a plea at the same time that I hardly knew how I should react.At that point, I could only say thank you and almost forget how to react when I get a message that I did not like, I just went mute and did not know what else to do or say.He had been close to me and had helped out with so many things so many times when I came over and I did not think it was going to be best if I disrespected him or did not do what he asked of me to do.But this was somehow too much for me to bear with, it was like he was giving me an i
ALANA’s POVI sat down properly and asked the pack elder to go over how he was able to know that Nixie was a wolf and he started with how he first met her and how he got a different kind of sign.And I remembered as well how I met her and got a whole new vibe from her, one that I actually liked because she was nice and full of life.What am I even saying? I did not know her that well at first so I could not say exactly that I saw something that made me love hee, we just synced at first sight and I could not explain it.Ever since then I saw her like a sister and seeing her as a sister in law now would not be something so difficult to do, even though it was still like a shock to me.It was amazing and satisfying a little to know that the reason why he kept hating on her was because she did not know who she was yet.At some point, it started to look to me like they looked alike and they were truly one family and I could not explain why.He had been talking for over an hour and I somehow
LUCIAN’s POVI got to the secret meeting I had with some members of the pack where I saw that Caleb was absent again or maybe he was still coming.Even if he was still going to be available for that meeting, he was very late and I could only wonder why he would be this late because Caleb is never late.At times when he came late, it means that he would have already taken a permission not to come to the meeting but then he could still make it and that was why he made it late.And recently he has been full of breaks and excuses that could affect the pack house if care was not taken, but he did not seem to mind and I decided not to bother as well.Most of the times, when he came to tell me that he was making excuses to have time to himself since he was not feeling so well or in the right state of mind, I could not help but pity him or feel pity for him.I had taken from him the one and only friend he truly admired and gave almost his all to, and I had left him alone with no one to talk t