Desires 10

Alvin

I rubbed my eyes to clear off the remnants of sleep as memories of last night flooded my mind.

Viona and I are making out in my living room and Amber is walking on to us.

Then the conversation I had with viona and the realisation of falling in love with amber came to me.

"What the hell is wrong with me!" I screamed and punched the mattress. "God damn it! I'm fucking up all over the place!"

I sat up in bed and rested my head in my hands.

My phone beeped, pulling me out of my thoughts and I reached over to see what it was.

I had a text from viona and two missed calls from Alex.

Reading the message, guilt filled my heart as she apologised and hoped we were cool.

I felt like an asshole.

She's an amazing woman who was interested in me but I let her down by falling for someone else.

I still remember the look on her face when I told her there was no ' us' that last night was just plain sex.

But the look on her face last night showed me just how much that statement hurt her.

And that's