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45. Indecision

Author: Irish Dee
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That afternoon, Amanda tried to reshape Lea's thoughts. She seemed to dismiss all the reasons Lea provided for rejecting Daniel's love.

"I can't. I'm already into Shane."

"Does Shane feel the same way about you?"

Like a slap in the face, Lea couldn't answer that question.

"Well, it's not clear."

"So, what's your other reason for rejecting him? Is Daniel ugly? Mean? Rude?"

"Not at all! He's cool, kind, warm, and very considerate, especially when it comes to you!"

"Come on, Lea, consider all that. Don't regret it, ignoring him just to pursue Shane, who, in reality, you're not pursuing anyway. Why not just accept what comes your way? By doing that, you can even satisfy your family. You can resolve your mom's issues. That's much more important.

Amanda gave lengthy advice to Lea. Lea forgot to touch her food on the plate at all. She lost her appetite as she realized and accepted that what Amanda had said was mainly factual.

Thinking about her mom's suffering, who continued to deceive herse
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