Peace

DAPHINE POV

There was no one in the garden, it was why I chose the spot. Peaceful and lonely enough to cry.

I curled myself into a ball and pulled my knees to my chest. The flowers appeared dull, though they beamed under the early morning sun but to me, they were mocking me for my plight, for what I found myself into. My head was pounding, from the dissipating headache of earlier and the one my crying was causing.

I kept my head against my knee cap and cried to my heart content. I was wallowing in self pity, if I wasn't this way, would they have treated me any less? For the first time in my life I suddenly wished I was an Omega. Perhaps, then I would have being blessed with a fated mate. I wonder what that would look like, would I be happy? Devoid of this sinking and painful feeling? Of heartbreaks and degradations? It would be nice but since I wasn't, I tightened my arms and cried even harder.

Life wasn't fair, I didn't deserve this. What have I done? Who did I wrong to be punished