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2024-10-29 19:42:56When I finally get home, I full on hate myself. He means so much to me, and I lost it all simply because I was too much of a prude to tell him that I liked him back.
Of course I like him! I probably feel even more for him, but I am too much of a damned romantic and want every moment to be perfect. I have no idea how I managed to drag myself home, but I somehow did. My eyes are puffy and red from all the crying and I throw my bag across the living room. My phone still in my hands, I go upstairs to my room, and collapse on the floor next to my window, looking up at the moon.
I fucked it all up. I can't lose him, he means too much to me. I close
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I look at my father who looks taken aback. Mum puts her hand on his arm, slowly carresing it, trying to calm him down. "No! What the hell are you even doing in my house?" Dad suddenly bursts and I jump a bit in fright.Axel frowns for a second and I think he's gonna go all out, but then he composes himself and taking a deep breath, he begins:"I came for your daughter, sir, and I won't give up. I'm sorry that we got off on the wrong foot, but I care for Sophia, no matter how it may look."I gasp, quietly but everone hears it so they all look at me.
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I squeal and jump in his arms, taking him completely off guard.However, he still manages to not let either of us fall and wraps his arms around me, burying his face in my neck."You're amazing." I whisper and he chuckles."Anything for my girl." he replies and slowly lets me on the ground.I stand on my toes and pull him down a bit, pressing my lips on his left cheek.
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Lick me dry? He doesn't mean what I think he does, right?He goes down on his knees in front of me, his hands moving up from my ankles. They leave a burning path of shivers and goosebumps wherever they go. As they reach my knee, his mouth joins, slowly kissing the skin on my thighs. He moves up, until his face is extremely close to my burning spot and I begin to think that my assumption was right. He bites his lip, his eyes on my center while his hands move around it: they caress my hipbones, my upper thighs and suddenly, he looks at me and joins his hot mouth with my center.I gasp, bite my hand to stop myself from crying out and look up at t
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