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2024-10-29 19:42:56The night sky above me is clear and filled with small shiny stars. It seems like the whole universe is at peace, except me.
Do I go with him? Do I change my life again? Or do I stay? I have managed to survive without him, I could do it again probably even if I hated every second of my life.
I groan out loud and put my head in my hands. What do I do?!
"Don't stress yourself out so much, baby." Axel cooes and sits behind me on the balcony, each leg on my side, then he wraps his arms around me. We sit there in silence for a few more moments, before I sigh. "I love you, you know that, right?" I ask him and feel his lips on
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