Axel's POV
This goddamned fucking girl.
She is so different and I like it so much that I can't explain it; she has this fire inside of her and I want it, I need her to burn me, to make me feel alive again.
I often reminisce about how we met and how much of an asshole I was. She stood up to me like nobody ever has before, so naturally my first instinct was to threaten her, to eliminate the danger, to show that I'm above her, even though I'm the
Sophia’s P.O.V.I sit on the bed, unmoving and watching the window Axel has just stormed out of.What the hell just happened?We were having such a good time, it was amazing. He was so funny and so comforting, I wanted to stay in his arms forever.Now that I think about it, I haven't felt this close to someone in a
After the school is over, I rush to Axel's car. I want to make sure that he doesn't leave before I get the chance to apologize, so I'm going to wait for him by his car. When I come into the parking lot, his car is thankfully still there. I make my way through the crowd towards it and lean on the black pick-up truck. People walking past me start giving me weird glances when I do so. Some girls and guys give me sympathetic looks, other girls glare at me and some just simply roll their eyes.Right, they probably all know this is Axel's car.I frown when I begin to realize what they are prob
The next day I don't speak to Axel, nor do I try. I catch him looking at me a few times, mostly during lunch and Biology where I still have to sit with him. There is a one weird time during the day when I'm walking down the hallway towards my next class, alone because I had to go pee and he appears on the other side, walking in the opposite direction towards me. He halters when he's close and opens his mouth like he's going to say something, but then he quickly closes it and walks away.I do see Theo though, and when I meet him in the morning I happily hug him. We have really bonded yesterday by the stream and I can see us becoming great friends. The rest of the week goes by casually. On Wednesday I notice that Axel has gotten a piercing on the corner of his li
They look at eachother."The guy with black hair? The one who smokes?" Liam asks and Amber sighs."Well I guess he's better than Axel." she says and then shakes her head. "Damn girl I didn't know you had such a thing for bad boys."I chuckle. "Yeah, neither did I."We all laugh at that. "Well, have fun." Liam says.
I bring my other hand up to his face, touching his dimple. He is so handsome, it's almost unbelievable. His face relaxes at my touch, and he slowly brings my finger lower to the corner of his lip where there is a piercing now.I touch the metal and it's cold to touch; colder than I have expected it to be. It feels almost rough against his soft lips, but somehow makes a great combination.Axel has his eyes on my face the entire time I inspect his face, but it appears that he has had enough. He gently grabs my finger from his lips and I think he's going to put my finger away from his face, but he does the exact opposite. Keeping an eyecontact wi
"I need to know one thing before we do anything, though." he announces and I nod."Okay.""Have you ever done anything like this?" he asks and I purse my lips.I haven't ever really done anything with a boy, but I'm not sure if I want him to know that. What if he thinks I'm a prude or something?"Sophie?" Axel asks and nudges my cheek with his nose intertwining our fingers.
I slightly chuckle and roll my eyes."You're not serious, are you?" I ask him and he doesn't reply, but instead continues to stare down at me.I lift my brows. "No, Axel, I'm not going out with Theo tomorrow. I'm not the type of girl to just switch guys." I tell him. He smirks, satisfied."At least if they don't give me a reason to." I whisper quietly to myself and he raises his brows. "What?" he asks in confusion.
I wake up to the sound of a beeping noise. Thinking it will go away, I ignore it and snuggle closer to the warm thing laying beside me. The beeping stops after a few moments and I sigh in comfort.Everything is so soft and fluffy except the thing, but I'm holding on to it anyway. The beeping begins again, as soon as I slip back in my dreams and I groan.But then, the thing moves.I jump in surprise and fall off the bed, pulling the covers with me. I groan again, rubbing my bum on which I landed, trying to soften the pain when
The next day"Hey baby." Axel's raspy voice greets me as I open my eyes, beyond tired.Something seems different, but I can't exactly put my finger to it."Axel?" I ask, but I'm answered by a baby's cry. "Shit." Axel silently curses and I'm completely awake all of a sudden.
"This is not how I imagined spending the last day of the year." Amber groans, holding me up by my arm, Liam on the other. I can walk, but they insisted that precausion was necessary."Sorry, guys, I just- I couldn't spend another day locked inside the house without... Well you know." I muster up a shitty apology for the shitty situation I'm in.Axel's been gone a week today and I can't stand to even think about it.
Axel's P.O.V."I'm sorry, okay? Fuck, I've forgotten what it's like to ask forgiveness from people who aren't Sophie." She always caves in quite soon, thankfully."Yeah, well, I'm not fucking Sophie and that's a pitiful fucking apology, you need to do better." coach replies, shutting the door of his bedroom in my face.
Axel's P.O.V.I slam the door behind me, kicking the snow underneath my boots as I make my way to the car. I'm still hungover and my alcohol level is probably way fucking higher than it should be, which is why Catherine brought me home. She was the only one sober in the apartment and wouldn't let me drive on my own.Well, she's not here no stop me now so she can suck dick.
"You were with a woman?" I ask, careful to not let my voice break. Deep down, however, I know he wouldn't cheat on me.Would he?No, Axel wouldn't.He rolls his eyes, like the child he is. "No, I wasn't. I thought you trust - why are we even talking about this? What is he doing in our f
I push him away in shock. "What the hell do you think you're doing?" I'm beyond angry at this point and I wish I pushed him harder and he'd hit the ground. The baby inside me kicks, like he's excited."What does it look like? I'm trying to show you that he isn't the only one who can make you feel good." he responds calmly and I wonder for a second if he has an actual death wish or he's just plain dumb.I don't remember him being like this.
"You can't marry Axel, Sophie." he blurts out instead of greeting me back.I frown. What on Earth is he talking about? "What do you mean?""Don't marry Axel. Just... Don't. It's a bad idea." he says again and I'm as confused as ever. "Can I come in?" he adds after a while when I stay speechless. Not knowing what to say, I just open the door a little further, signaling him to enter.
Every drink makes my smile, my courage and my guilty conscience bigger, however I keep on drinking because as long as I'm drunk, I'm not realizing the fact that I have a kid and will soon have another. It also makes me forget that I have a serious fucking job because of a person that I threw away like garbage.I ignored all the shit that was building up and now it's overflowing.I quickly drown another glass of Whiskey to drown the guilt of calling my children shi
"This is exactly why I love you. You seem so fucking innocent and good yet here you are, in our bathroom, taking my pants off to shove my dick in your mouth." I whisper to her while we kiss, making her moan in response."I's the hormones... There are so many in my body right now, I can barely control myself." she admits, finally winning the battle with the zipper and eagerly pulling my pants and underwear down, squeezing my dick in her petite white hand.I harshly